greenery is king

The Sadness Behind Chapter 1435

The game was over, and Xie Quan suddenly felt as if he had exhausted all his physical strength and energy. He stood up a little tired, said a few words to Zhang Dao and others, then turned and walked towards his office.

He met a lot of people along the way, and all of them had smiles on their faces. Everyone knew that the Chinese team had rushed out again and entered the World Cup again. This is what everyone is excited about, and everyone is happy While discussing, when they saw Xie Quan, many people came over to say hello to him.

Some older people would pat him on the shoulder with a smile and encouragement, but at this moment, Xie Quan could do nothing but smile non-stop. He could no longer hear what others were saying clearly. Other than the buzzing sound, it was his own heartbeat and panting. He felt that he must be sick, or he was really tired, but he didn't seem to do anything in this game.

Finally came to the office, this is the big office of the sports department, more than a dozen workers are working here, but at this time it is very quiet here, even the lights are not turned on, because everyone has gone out, they are all in the second Celebrating in the studio hall, the stage prepared delicious and delicious food for everyone.

Xie Quan didn't turn on the light either, he prefers the darkness at this time, he wants to completely immerse himself in the darkness, as if only in this way can he have a moment of peace.

Sitting in front of his desk, he groaned softly, and then the buzzing in his ears disappeared, and the whole person was immersed in silence like this.Those cheers could still be heard in the distance, but at this time he didn't want to blend in, he wanted to be alone.

With his eyes closed, he reached out and took out a bottle of red wine from under the computer desk. It was a good thing, and it was also prepared by Xie Quan for today, but he didn't expect that when this day really came, he didn't enjoy it with anyone. think alone.

He took a paper cup and poured himself half a glass, the smell of red wine rushed into his nostrils immediately, and then Xie Quan poured the red wine into his mouth in one gulp, but it didn't have the wonderful taste he imagined, some Just bitter, why is that?Am I not happy that the Chinese team has qualified?
But when this question appeared in his mind, he could only smile wryly, because all he could think of at this moment was the difficulties of these years.

It has been 12 years, how many people have worked hard for this victory, how many people have fallen on the road in 12 years, and have not seen this scene with their own eyes, and even now he still can't feel what he thought he should have. The ecstasy, all he can feel at this moment is sadness, for those who have sacrificed without regret but in the end only their backs are left.

This time I finally went out, but the road was too difficult. The national team could have sang all the way, but they chose this way. If someone stood up at the last moment, what would the consequences be?Does China really have no good players?The answer is of course not!Whether it is the current Ai Huan or the former players, some better people will always emerge from generation to generation, but the result is always the same. Is it really unclear what is the reason for this?
"You should have seen it, no matter what you are doing now, you must be watching this game. Our dream has come true, haha, but why am I not as happy as I imagined? But it doesn't matter, let's Finish this glass of wine." He muttered in a low voice, and the tears had already flowed down, dripping into the paper cup bit by bit, but when he swallowed it in one gulp, he didn't feel any strange taste at all, because At this time, the glass of wine has long lost its taste.

Suddenly a sigh rang in his ears, Xie Quan looked up, only to see a huge figure appearing in front of him, "Director, why are you here?" In the darkness, no one could see the tears on his face.

The director reached out and patted him on the shoulder, "Okay, we are all people who have carried too many things. It is not easy to see all these dreams come true today. As a sportsman or a footballer, we That's comforting enough."

"I know, but I just feel uncomfortable. But it's okay, I'll be fine soon, I just miss those people a little bit."

Of course the director knew who he was talking about, so he just sighed sadly, "I miss them too."

"Let's have a drink." Xie Quan took out a paper cup again, poured two full glasses of wine, and then pushed one of them to the director. Both of them sighed softly, then raised their glasses, saying nothing Then he poured the blood-red wine into his mouth.

"Okay, come out with me now, let's have fun and let it out, we won!" The director threw the paper cup into the trash can next to him, and said loudly.Xie Quan did the same thing as the director without saying a word, and then the two walked out of the office one after the other.

None of them noticed, just after they left, a computer not far away suddenly turned on, and under the light of the screen, a white hand was holding a glass gently shaking, and the glass It was also filled with red wine at this time, so there were still people here.

Han Miao was here a long time ago, she didn't watch the game at all, but she knew that Ai Huan would definitely win, so she was here a long time ago.

Maybe it was because of reasons that no one thought of, so she saw a lot of things, she saw the director crying on the desk after stepping in first, and also saw Xie Quan's distraught look, but she didn't want to talk to them, Because at this moment she seemed even sadder.

She has a right to grieve, yes she has!As for why, she doesn't need to say much to understand, she has always told herself not to regret, a person has no right to regret in life, since she has made a decision, she can only bear the consequences, but she still regrets it, It's not because Ai Huan is now famous, but because she has also seen Ai Huan's maturity. At this moment, that big boy has grown into a man. This is what makes her regret the most.

"Ai Huan, you have really grown up, which is really gratifying, but why not me? Maybe this is fate, we met at an inappropriate time and place, so even the right person has no result. But I still miss that time very much, I really miss it, thank you!"

(End of this chapter)