The language of color in Ye Luoli's Fairy Dream

Chapter 221

If I had to exchange everything I have now with you, I would rather live in hell forever.

——Du Xi Fei
My name is Du Xifei, I am a flow fairy, and I control toxins.

In the beginning, my poison had a nemesis. The poisonous weed and the nemesis were born together. Humans and fairies can find antidote after being poisoned.

But with the progress of human society, my poison became more and more powerful. In the end, my mansion, which was originally full of sunshine and vitality, became a dark place.

But because of her, even if my mansion is dark, there is still a ray of sunshine.

Her tenderness and enthusiasm are enough to dispel all the haze.

When I first met her, she had already become Yan Jue's younger sister, and I was a fairy who was isolated from the world.

Although he entered the Lingxi Pavilion, he didn't like it and couldn't contact outsiders.

She broke into my world unintentionally that day, like a beam that broke all the light and swept away all the dust.

The first time I saw her, I knew she would be the one who changed my destiny.

She will change Fairyland's view of herself and her meaningless existence.

But the more we got along, the more I let go of my desire to use her, and never picked it up again.

But I never thought that she is not really carefree, she also has sorrow in her heart.

It's just that she couldn't remember the grief.

When she was alone, her eyes were full of pain, sadness and despair. The despair emanated from the bottom of her heart, but she didn't know it yet.

It turns out that my Nian Nian will also have pain, and it turns out that she will also hurt.

But seeing her hurt, my heart hurts too. She is the younger sister I believe, so she should be carefree.

What should I say after that?
Is it fate?
No, my sister, how could she be the Lord of Darkness? This is a lie made up by the master and mistress.

Yes, it must be their lies, leaving clues for such a little fairy like me.

Ridiculous, I wouldn't believe them!
I'm not that stupid.

When I saw Yan Jue entered the Lingxi Pavilion, Nian Nian couldn't bear the sadness to seal her memory, and saw her unwilling to step out of the Fanli Palace.

Watching her keep closing herself up, watching her change from a lively and lively appearance to indifferent and cold, watching her...

Force yourself to be cruel.

I help her where I can, but the poison marks on my face can't wait.

I was bewitched by Mandola, and I did something against Nian Nian's thoughts.

Once I get involved in the dispute between Mandola and the Ye Luoli fighter chosen by Xin Ling, I can no longer escape.

Even though the Ice Princess did it first this time, she did it for a reason, and she really did something wrong.

I saw that Niannian came to Qingxi Gorge that day, but she had changed, she still had those bright black eyes, but she was no longer happy.

I don't know why I know it, but I feel it inexplicably. I feel that she seems to be sad, smiling on her face, and crying in her heart.

Since then, I can only go back and forth between Lingxi Pavilion and my mansion, and I dare not see Nian Nian, I am afraid of her laugh.

In other words, I was afraid that her smile was crying.

Knowing that she brought Zina and Feiling here, she said that no one in Wonderland knew that we were friends, and they were safe with me.

I was really angry and funny, she knew that my place was safe, but she didn't want to hide by herself, but wanted to make arrangements with the people Xin Ling entrusted to her.

Nian Nian, you are really too kind, so kind that others can think you are weak.

That time, you deliberately wanted to drive me away, right?

You were afraid that I would stop you in Qingxi Gorge, so you deliberately drove me away with a cold tone, but you still softened your heart.

Nian Nian, I went to find Princess Ling to find a way to change my life, and accidentally found out that your natal chart was covered up. I thought I could help you, at least I would be the one who died.

but……

My mana is still not enough, I am still a person who can't protect you, sorry...

sorry……

On the day of Qingxi Gorge, I originally thought that Bingranxue would help you, but I didn't expect that she would kill you.

funny...

Is this the so-called heartbreak?The so-called heartbreak is letting the person you care about the most kill you with your own hands...

miss...

why are you so stupid
Obviously you can avoid it, why don't you hide?
After that day, I originally forgot about you, but the flower pot you once placed in my mansion awakened my memory.

Those are your new ones, and there are only two in the fairyland.

When I went back to the mansion that day and went in, I saw that it was blooming, and it was really beautiful, but the fragrance was extremely weak.

Nian Nian, that is my Nian Nian, it carries the thoughts of you when you are not out of the Fanli Temple and not in the fairyland.

So, I noticed, I remembered.

Thinking about it after forgetting it is really heart-piercing pain, as if the motivation to live in this life is gone.

My appearance has been restored, but it is in exchange for your life. I have been crazy for 100 years, and I have been crazy for 100 years...

I heard that Yan Jue is also like this, crazy, drunk all day long, and does not participate in any affairs of the fairyland.

Nian Nian, your brother still loves you after all, but this love seems ironic.

But pitiful and pathetic.

I have been looking for the Binglinghua again, hoping that you can nourish your soul from the Binglinghua like you saved Yebai, and then use her pregnant belly to reshape your body.

However, I have been looking for a long time and can't find it...

Nian Nian, are you angry?

Nian Nian, don't be angry...

Nian Nian, Sister Xi Fei misses you.

I miss you so much……

I want to see you again,
May I?
(End of this chapter)