The language of color in Ye Luoli's Fairy Dream

Chapter 218
I will do my best to protect you, as long as you don't abandon me.

——Ling Lie

My name is Ling Lie, not...

Not Yan Nian's guardian.

Yan Nian was the first fairy I saw after breaking the seal, but it wasn't the fairy who named me.

She is the fairy that I wanted to protect at first sight, but she is not the fairy that I want to protect.

She named my companion, Yebai.

She called him Yebai, is it the only white light in the long dark night?

I was only a little jealous at the time, because I became her nominal guardian and the first person to follow her.

But this excitement was diluted and almost disappeared when I met Shiyu for the first time.

Shi Yu asked Yan Nian for me and said she would give me to her.

At that time, I was really scared, afraid that she would abandon me.

No, how could it be abandoned, it should be returned.

Fortunately, she did not agree.Even knowing the reason, I was still at ease at that moment.

As if that could trick myself into never leaving her, never being returned.

Later, in order to get more attention from her, he secretly suppressed his strength.

But I don't know why Shiyu, no, her real master fell in love with herself.

It's funny, a person who shouldn't fall in love with himself falls in love with himself, it's funny.

Darkness, I don't know when it enveloped her heart, making herself less important to her than before.

I was killed by her own hands, by her who I love the most.

Then, she put me in the original place, the place called death.

I stayed in that dark place where there was no light for 8000 years.

In 8000 years, he has been waiting day and night, thinking that the princess must come back and let him go out, he will definitely...

However, he waited for 8000 years, and it was Yan Nian who was waiting for him, the Yan Nian who didn't remember the past.

I don't know why I am angry, why I blame her, I am obviously not qualified to blame her.

But I still couldn't help thinking that she was the one I wanted to protect the first time I saw her, and she was the one I could sacrifice my life to protect.

But her heart is as soft as her, and she will be sad for a small injury of others; her heart is as hard as her, no matter how good she is to her, as long as she hurts her, she will never forgive her again.

He really, really loves her, likes her.

However, she is not the one she loves, and she doesn't even deserve to like her.

Coming out of the lonely place, I saw her who cared about Yebai very much, as if Yebai was her favorite person.

But I know that what she loves the most is Su Li, the one who doted on and protected her so much when she was young.

Su Li loved her, and he knew it when he saw him die for Yan Nian, even if he died, he didn't want to cause trouble to her, this is the extent of love.

I'm afraid he regards her as his life, as long as she lives, Su Li will live, because his love for her has become his obsession.

And myself, love has become paranoid.

No matter what I do, even if I am called a traitor, even if I am hated by her, I will stay by her side and protect her.

Just because she was the first person I saw and the one I wanted to protect the most.

I was behind her, following her without identity, and following her briefly made me discover Yebai's feelings for her, which made me feel funny.

He, Ye Bai still fell in love with her, that love was buried deep in his heart, and he was much smarter than himself.

At least even if he showed it, she wouldn't drive him away.

Unlike herself, she was already a betrayer in her heart and could no longer forgive him.

But what he envied most was her unshakable trust in Yebai.

Even if the two did not sign a contract, they still trust each other without reason.

I have thought of many reasons to deceive myself. I deceived myself because of my strength, so I became a guardian instead of a guardian fairy.

But what happened afterwards made me a joke.

She doesn't care about power, she made me a guardian fairy only because of Shiwang and his wife's instructions.

Ridiculous and sad.

She is not a good person, but when it comes to the person she cares about, she is so gentle that she can even remember that person's unintentional words.

She is really gentle enough to make a person who hates the world want to believe in the world again, even if the final faint ending is still being abandoned.

But having hope is the best and the biggest temptation for a person like me who has fallen into darkness.

My lord, my beloved lord, in this life, I only recognize you.

I witnessed with my own eyes that your spirit body was annihilated and your soul was scattered, but I still believe that you will come back.

I am no longer your guardian.

I, Linglie...

are your believers.

I swear to God:

In this life, and in eternity, only you are a believer.

　Ling Lie's article is a bit perfunctory, begging for mercy, begging for mercy.

　　(.'▽'.)

　　
　
(End of this chapter)