The language of color in Ye Luoli's Fairy Dream

Chapter 186 Despair
"Do you know how much I miss elder brother? Do you know how much I wanted to die with elder brother?"

"Why do I have to live in this world for another 9000 years, I should have left with my elder brother in the first place!

Leaving this glamorous surface, in fact, any corner of the mainland is a dirty world. "

Yan Nian suppressed her own pain, suppressed her own resentment, suppressed her own hatred, and also suppressed her longing for all these years.

She looked at Hua Wuqin, pointed to her heart, didn't cry, didn't roar, she was extremely calm:
"Brother, brother is the person I care about the most, he is the person I love the most.

However, he died because of this world, he died because of me!Hua Wuqin, do you know:
It shouldn't be his, it shouldn't be elder brother's, it should be mine, it should be me...

It was elder brother who used his life and his light to push me into the light, but I'm afraid, I'm afraid..."

Yan Nian's expression became aggrieved, like a child who lost his home, confused and at a loss:

"I'm afraid of being alone, I'm afraid of being alone."

"He knew from a young age that I was most afraid of being alone, and I was most afraid of him leaving me alone.

First, he pushed me away when he was driven to extinction by human beings, and then he made a decision for me when the so-called master and mistress made a choice, and fell into darkness.

In the end, when I wanted to end my suffering, he made the decision for me and decided to die for me...

It's not that I can't hide, it's that I don't want to hide. "

Yan Nian laughed and cried, "I regret what I said, and what I thought was ashamed. How good is this world? It's so good that I lost everything I cared about in exchange for it."

"Hua Wuqin, do you think I don't regret it? Do I not complain?"

Yan Nian laughed and cried, Hua Wuqin knelt down and begged herself to let her see A Mo again, but what about herself?
Where do I go to ask for help, gods, and gods?Who can I ask myself to take another look at elder brother and see elder brother again?
Are you afraid that you can't even die?

"Princess, I..."

Hua Wuqin opened her mouth, but closed it again. She never knew that the princess felt so much pain in her heart.

She thought that the princess had just changed, became indifferent, became indifferent to the world, became unwilling to use her sincerity.

In the end, all of this was forced into such a desperate situation one after another, and the princess's inner world collapsed again and again.

And a person's heart is as dead as ashes, but it only takes a moment.

In that instant, the person loses all hope of living.

The Lord of Colors, the Princess of Colors, Yan Jue's younger sister, Yan Nian, who is standing in front of her now:
It's just a shell that forgets all pain and remembers all pain after losing the soul fragment.

"It's Wuqin, greedy."

Hua Wuqin kowtowed, with relief and a bit of relief in his eyes, it's been 9000 years, and he should let go.

On a whim, Yongsheng promised that he would use this half life to repay what he owed.

Although it is not much, it is already my best effort, and I will bear the result no matter what.

Not to mention the princess...

"Princess, you have never been sorry to any creature in this world, and you have never..." The real one is no longer alone.

"Go back to your Mengyou Pavilion, 100 years of introspection is enough."

Yan Nian's eyes were far away, as if they had fallen on Hua Wuqin, but they didn't seem to fall on her.

There was nostalgia and a smile in his eyes, I don't know what he thought of, but the smile was gentle and innocent.

Hua Wuqin looked up at Yan Nian, her eyes returned to the gentleness and softness of the past, but no matter how much she looked like before, she was no longer the same as before.

Just like Yan Nian, she has changed from being pure and beautiful before to being cold and ruthless now.

"Princess, Wuqin is leaving."

Hua Wuqin stood up and took another look at the house where she had lived for so long, and left with a faint smile.

For some reason, Yan Nian collapsed on the ground after Hua Wuqin left, staring blankly at one place with empty eyes.

"Nonuo flowers are blooming, and the years are long...

When the flowers bloom, you know the season, and when the flowers fall, there will be no calamity..."

The crisp and melodious singing floated out of the window, wafting in the bloody air of the human world.

Not only did it fail to ease the atmosphere of the world full of despair, it even aggravated the desolation.

This song is melodious, floating in the world.

Then, it seems to have crossed the limitation of time and space, and floated into the fairyland...

"Nian Nian, it's Nian Nian! How could Nian Nian sing this song again, why did she sing this song again?"

Bingranxue was originally trapped in the water polo very quietly, but after hearing this song, she became excited.

(End of this chapter)