Pirate Titan

Chapter 204 Ain's Letter

Worse than despair is not daring to face it.

"Hello, see the words.

I don't know where you are now, and I don't know what you are thinking. I don't know what I did wrong that caused you to be hurt so deeply. "

It's been a year, and I haven't seen Ron yet. I don't know where he went. He shouldn't be in the navy.

"It took me a year to slowly heal my injury, I don't know how your healing is going.

I also mustered up the courage.

Decided to write to you.

It is better to communicate by letter than by telephone. "

Ai En finally made up his mind, picked up a pen and carefully wrote down what he wanted to say on the letter paper.

He'd heard Ron mention it.

"In the past, chariots and horses were slow, and everything was slow, but a lifetime is only enough to love one person.

This is what you said to me at the beginning, and I have been seriously thinking about my own gains and losses. It is actually very difficult to love someone. Sometimes when faced with a choice, can I stand on the side of my lover? On the one hand, it is actually a topic that tests human nature. I know that maybe you feel that when you are facing such a test, I personally don’t give you the feeling that you have the strong love for me.

Many multiple-choice questions in this world are very difficult to do. We are all brothers and sisters. We have grown up together for many years. Before I met you, I also cared for the teacher behind many people. The classmates who like me also love me , It is everyone helping each other that makes me who I am today.

So we have feelings. When faced with some difficulties, we all face them together, and it is true that we have experienced more things. "

Ai En talked about his difficulties. No one can choose everything around him casually. If a person is asked to choose who he loves the most, it is actually a very difficult multiple-choice question. Parents, can you say you Do you love your father more or your mother more?It's really hard.

"So my reaction at that time may have hurt you deeply. For me, many people helped me in my growth process, making me feel that I am an independent person with personality, You have the energy and courage to accomplish all this, but for you, your relationship with them is not good. I don’t know why. I didn’t know this at the time. I thought about it for a long time. It caused us to have a rift, and why did you leave for so long, and never called me.

Later I figured it out, I am the most important to you, but to me, at the critical moment, I didn't show a signal that made you feel that you are so important.

I don't know why I did that, but don't you think it should be complicated for a person to deal with feelings?No one can be so straightforward, isn't it? "

Ain did have his own unavoidable difficulties, and he also spent a year in his own reflection. He felt that there were indeed some things he did wrong, but he felt that there was no need for Ron to do so many things, right?

There's no need to avoid him and not come back for so long, there's no need not to call him all the time, as if he disappeared from the world.

"But I was wrong when I thought about it. After all, when I was facing difficulties, I was thinking about protecting my brothers and sisters. I didn't consider your feelings. For you, you used to want Establishing a good interactive relationship with my brothers and sisters, I believe you also thought so at the beginning, but the later results did not make you feel that your efforts were worthwhile.

Later, I also deeply recalled every episode at that time. At that time, when I was facing such a danger, I was also thinking about what I should do if I stood in your perspective. At that time, I thought about standing in your From such an angle, maybe I should rush forward. After all, teachers and students have to forgive others, and if forgiveness can save others, then save others.

But I have ignored many objective factors. It is often difficult for a person to judge objectively for many things, because each of us has emotions, and it is difficult for us to resolve problems caused by our emotions. Really look at things objectively.

I ignored that you have experienced many battles and you were injured when you fought against Doflamingo. Many of your devil fruit abilities, although the recovery ability is very strong, and you have mastered new skills, but for you , your new skill is a kind of consumption for you, you haven't completely mastered the ability to use it without consuming life, although you can recover yourself, it is very difficult to recover the life consumed.

I've been ignoring this, and against a formidable enemy like Edward Weibull, you've done your best, and I shouldn't ask too much of you.If you weren't there to fight seriously, he believed that our casualties would be very serious. Teacher Zefa has also analyzed this point with me deeply. Even Teacher Zefa could hardly resist Edward in the situation at that time. Weibull's offensive, because Mr. Zehua felt that he was too old and physically unable to keep up, so you were the only one who could stand up at that time.

You really hesitated at the time, probably because your injuries were not healed, and you were also thinking about whether it would be more worthwhile to pay by yourself, so we did suffer a lot of brothers.

But I also figured it out, brothers’ life is life, your life is also life, and life cannot be replaced at will. Now that our relationship is so close, shouldn't we resist foreign enemies together at the critical moment?For me, it is worth sacrificing my life to protect Teacher Zefa and my brothers.

But for you, maybe you are willing to fight hard just to protect me. The positions of the two of us are already in different directions. I am too selfish. Everyone's life is very important. I Willing to sacrifice yourself, but you don't want to.

Because I am willing to sacrifice myself, and you are willing to protect me through this situation, causing you to cause harm, physically and mentally exhausted, so I am really very guilty, but now it has been a year, and I have finally brought up the courage to talk to you Write a letter, I hope you can take our relationship seriously.

I admit the wrong things in the past, but if you give me another chance, I might still choose that way. I want to explain to you what kind of shape I am as a whole, and I will give you a clear introduction clear.But I hope you still have to give me a chance, I don't think we have reached that point, our relationship is already very strong and deep, why should we ignore each other?Why torture each other.

I have deeply reflected on myself, I really feel sorry for you, even thinking that we should end like this, I am no longer qualified to be your lover, but I still can't forget you, you have deeply Engraved in my mind, your figure often appears in my heart, I don't know how to forget you in my dreams.

So I am very disappointed and no longer insist, I decided to compromise with you, and seriously think about our future life, I hope you will give me another chance, and give you another chance, I believe you are very outstanding in this world People, but feelings are not a matter of whether people are good or not, and some people will never come back once they miss it. I am not targeting you, but myself. I really don’t want to miss you. I really don’t want to miss you. I sincerely apologize to you and hope to get your reply.

Because of this, I can pursue you seriously, because if you don’t give me an answer, I really don’t know what to do in the future. If you give me a signal, I will Immediately come to your side, from now on never leave and take you seriously. "

Ai En wrote a lot of things in a letter, and it was very deep and affectionate. He thought writing a letter was a very good way. Ron also told him that a letter is a kind of romance. In the process, although it takes a long time, waiting will also make the relationship between the two people sweeter.

When Ain wrote the letter to Ron, the negotiations between Ron and the Kingdom of Germa had temporarily come to an end.

Negotiation is inherently difficult, and many relationships have to be worked out slowly. To be honest, many people don't know what negotiation is. At the most critical moment, the two sides will not quarrel because of any aspects The reasons for each other lead to mutual retreat, and negotiation is to pull each other in order to obtain deeper benefits.

"I have said that I am useless, and I have shown all the shortcomings and advantages to the other side. What's more, I basically have no advantages as a person. In the end, they still don't give up. I really don't understand what I have to deserve them. We have been pursuing this way, to be honest, each of us is very weak, there are only three of us on this huge North Sea, where can our team go?"

The overlord of the North Sea is undoubtedly the Kingdom of Germa, but this time, their negotiations failed, and they did not win for the first time, but they can't keep talking here, so they left and planned to come back later.

After accepting the first round of negotiations, Ron began to explain his affairs to his teammates.

"So I really don't know why they would take a fancy to our ship. I can't figure it out. Do you have any ideas?"

Ron came out and asked.

But no one answered.

The reason is actually very simple. When Ron was negotiating with Tang Tianda and the Kingdom of Germa, Back and Trafalgarro were really boring. What is the next direction of the fleet? It looks like, what kind of plans and changes are unknown, so the two of them have no way to continue sailing, and they have nothing to do, so they can only chat.

When chatting, we always talk about it from various angles, from what happened in the previous life experience, which led to the change of thinking in the process of my own life experience today.

In this world, it seems that many people have experienced hardships. They were very unhappy in their childhood. Either their parents or their children will lose themselves in their critical period. The most important people have no chance at all. Enjoy your childhood with the environment, enjoy that happiness, even if you have enjoyed it, the time is very short.

Regarding these tragic experiences, after I was forced to chat with Trafalgarro and others, I slowly got involved in the field of philosophy. I talked about many special philosophies from Compañez and Caberdel, anyway, these philosophies The more angry the name of the family, the more high-end it appears, and it is more theoretical to choose a person who talks about philosophy.

"If you can say a very esoteric name or heresy, I think you will get a high score instead. After all, many people don't understand these things. People tend to give him a higher evaluation for things they don't understand. .”

Trafalgaro made his point very seriously, and Beppo nodded.

In fact, in Beibo's thoughts, there are no such thoughts at all. However, in today's environment, without so many thoughts, there is no way to survive in this society.

"The captain doesn't know how long it will take. Shall we talk more about our own future plans and the interesting things that have happened to us? Because the captain is so strange?"

"It's really weird. I've been thinking about how to cure the captain's mental illness. His mental illness is getting worse and worse, making each of us seem to be infected and become chatty. , But chatter shouldn’t be like this, talking nonsense and illogical language, and there is nothing to think about at all, it’s worth it for us to do this.”

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Trafalgarro and Beppo talked for a long time like this. Whether it was their own future plans or what happened in the past, they all conducted in-depth analysis, and finally came to the conclusion that the most important thing is to heal the captain. Mental illness, let the captain stop talking like that, maybe it will be better if the whole person changes his temperament, this is good for everyone in the pirate group.

Because of talking too much, the two of them are no longer willing to talk. In this case, it is also a very deep consumption of physical strength.

"What are you two doing?"

When Ron asked questions and saw that they didn't answer, he felt very surprised, so he asked them.

Trafalgaro and Beppo looked at each other and were ready. Then it should be time for their captain to start talking again. This is also normal. Although the captain is the captain, his mental illness seems to be It's getting worse.

"Pack up quickly, we are ready to go."

But Ron didn't say much, turned around and got into the boat, ready to continue sailing.

Both Beppo and Trafalgaro felt a little strange about the sudden change of captain.

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(End of this chapter)