Deer in deep forest

Chapter 66 And I did a good job as a psychiatrist from the beginning, but you never really came through.

Five days later, the Song family held a funeral.

Wen Yuyun made a big fuss in the cemetery of Jiuqiong Mountain, kicking over the flowers in front of the grave, "I said he is not dead, why don't you believe me!"

Mother Song's temples were half white, and she slapped Wen Yuyun across the face. The loud sound made everyone present stunned, as if the air had been frozen.

Mother Song reacted belatedly, and when she realized what she had done, she said with a dazed expression: "Xiaoyun, I beg you, Auntie, please let our Asheng go."

"Don't you want him to live and die for you in a short life, and finally have no peace for you?"

Wen Yuyun was drained of all his strength and fell to the ground.Her eyes were covered by the hair on her forehead, so she couldn't see the tears. She supported a green pine tree next to her, slowly got up from the ground, walked away from the grave, and finally gave way.

Luo Nanzhou supported Xiguang and stood behind a row of dense green trees, separated by a low hill, but he could still see clearly.Luo Nanzhou said: "The girl with white hair stopped making trouble. She was standing under the tree by herself with her back to the tombstone. I don't know what she was looking at..."

Xi Guang's eyes were wrapped with white gauze, and he asked softly, "Who else is here?"

Luo Nanzhou described to her one by one, and it took him a long time to finish.

Luo Nanzhou asked Xi Guang: "Are you tired? Shall we go back now?"

Xi Guang shook his head and asked, "Where is Yu Yun? Is she still standing there?"

Luo Nanzhou said: "Well, I haven't left all the time. The people next to me have already started to go down the mountain one after another, walking back."

Xi Guang said, "Then let's wait a little longer."

Luo Nanzhou asked Xiguang to sit on the tree stump to rest first, worried about her eyes, "Do you want to go over and say hello to her? You and her are very good friends, right?"

"No, I can't see now, let her know, it will only worry me more."

Luo Nanzhou looked at his watch and said, "Then wait for another 15 minutes, no longer, the medicine covering the eyes has to be changed."

"Okay." Xi Guang agreed.

Her eyes were injured, and she was blinded by the smoke in the Taixi Building fire.Of the two people Yu Sui sent to rescue her, one of them was Feng Rong's confidant and was unreliable. At that time, he was patronizing himself to escape in the chaos, so how could he protect her.

But meeting Luo Nanzhou was really a great coincidence.

Not long after Luo Beixi's death, when the Nanyao Acrobatic Troupe went to perform in other places, the car rolled off the cliff. Only Luo Nanzhou survived, and he was even slightly injured.The old man said that it was Beixi who blessed his brother in the sky.Luo Nanzhou inherited a large sum of money from the acrobatic troupe, but he has nowhere to go.

He thought that maybe he should leave Nanyao, come back when he was old, and be buried with Beixi.So he came to City A to bid farewell to Xiguang, and only then did he have a chance encounter later on.

Although Xi Guang came out of the Taixi Building at that time, he covered his eyes and sat blankly on the flower bed beside the road.All eyes were on the fire, and she was helpless amidst the noise, leaving only darkness.

Luo Nanzhou who was passing by also recognized the disheveled woman, and ran over from the zebra crossing before waiting for the green light, and hugged her.

This is what happened next.

"If you have nowhere to go, you might as well stay with me." Luo Nanzhou looked at Xi Guang and thought.

When Xiguang and Luo Nanzhou left Jiuqiong Mountain, Wen Yuyun hadn't left yet.

Xi Guang explained to the old man who guarded the door: "Grandpa, there is still a girl with white hair who has not come out. She is only alone. Please take care of it and don't lock the door."

In the empty cemetery, looking around, only Wen Yuyun was left.

The wind was silent, she stroked the bluestone tombstone, the cold temperature came from her fingertips, the name engraved was particularly dazzling, she wanted to erase it, but it was in vain.

She was still unwilling to admit that Song Yusheng was really gone.

How could the person who met and talked to him the day before just disappear like this, without even leaving his ashes behind.Wen Yuyun took Song Yusheng's phone back and kept it in his pocket all the time, without telling the Song family or taking out the phone.She wanted to keep it privately and not give anyone a chance to interfere.

She took out her phone and watched it countless times in the past few days. The screen turned on and off, and she held it like a treasure in her palm.

At this moment, I finally tried a few patterns that Song Yusheng used to carefully, and unlocked it.

Wen Yuyun saw a letter in the notepad on the phone, titled "Writing to Yuyun".She pressed down with trembling fingers, unable to calm down, and the letter opened in front of her eyes.

Yu Yun:

It was the first time I had spent such a long night writing to someone.I thought that after I finished writing, most of it would not be sent to you, but would only be kept in my notepad, and it would not turn yellow and fade over time. When I get old, it would be very romantic to read it alone. dont you agree?
I think, I will always remember that I once liked someone so deeply.

You probably won't see it, so I can write it arbitrarily, but after many years, I'm afraid you will no longer be by my side.In this way, I can also say a lot of things without any scruples.

Every time I go to the airport to pick you up and walk into the night with you, it will give me the illusion that we are lovers who have loved each other for many years, walking together on the way home.I thought to myself, no matter where you go, as long as you return to City A, no matter how late, no matter how windy or rainy, I will definitely pick you up.

For a while, I liked to listen to the audio radio station, which was recommended by a little girl who came to the office to ask me for advice.She is prone to depression and is still in her third year of high school. She spends more than twelve hours a day in a daze, standing on the balcony of her home through the night, waiting for the dawn to come.

She said that when she opened her hands, it was like spreading her wings. Many times, she wanted to jump off.

At that time, I was very worried about you. I have seen many times that you sat silently on the balcony and smoked, as if you would fall from a high altitude in a certain moment and be smashed to pieces.And there was nothing I could do, and it felt so bad.

I talk to many patients, go deep into their inner world, and listen to them tell a hundred different degrees of pain.My teacher often said that the human heart is actually very small, so many complex emotions are hidden, and gradually silted up and blocked, there should be a person to guide them, help them organize, make room, and prepare to release the joys, sorrows, sorrows and joys they will encounter in the future .

And I have done a good job as a psychologist from the beginning, but you have never really come through.

You are far less happy than you appear to be.Yuyun, if time can go back, what I hope most is that you stay abroad and don't come back.I have seen too many of you laughing in other countries, and now I think about it, I regret that I did not come to you at that time, pretending to pass you by inadvertently, greeting you with a smile, and saying something Hello, or goodbye.

And I will always pray, may your life be smooth and safe, happy and worry-free.

Wen Yuyun suddenly and strongly realized that she had irretrievably lost that young man who was always by her side and always smiled gently.

This is more like a long-planned farewell letter, only waiting for him to pull away and leave, and then slowly show it in front of her, saying goodbye for the last time.

(End of this chapter)