quietly in love with you

Chapter 13 Possibly bisexual too (2)
Of course I can't tell him that I feel extremely sad because I love him and dare not confess. No matter how thick-skinned Fang Youyou is, she won't be able to reach this point.So I looked at his face and asked earnestly: "Young Master Su, you see that we both met for no reason, and were drawn together several times because of those messy things. How can it be considered a kind of fate?"

Su Yuncheng was not sure what medicine I bought in the gourd, so he just looked at me silently.

I continued: "So, for the sake of our predestined relationship, can you seriously answer my question?"

"Say." Su Yuncheng always spoke concisely.

"Are you really, not gay?" I asked cautiously.But in the next second, I knew that disaster was imminent, because in the darkness, Su Yuncheng's eyes became darker than the darkness, and his face became greener than bronze.He pursed his lips and smiled silently.

Yes, he smiled.

This weird smile made my hands tremble unconsciously, and I almost had the idea of ​​running away, if my legs hadn't been a little weak from fright.

However, Su Yuncheng spoke in a tone that I had never heard before, low and seductive: "You want to know?"

I knew that I should shake my head desperately at this time, and then put on a flattering smile to please his master like a puppy, saying that I don't want to know, but for the incense of Lao Song's family, I still nodded bravely.The smile on his lips was even wider, and the light in his eyes was even darker. Su Yuncheng slowly hooked his fingers at me, motioning for me to come over.I hesitated for half a second and sent my left ear over.

The second I just stretched out my neck, Su Yuncheng stretched out his hand to grab my chin, and quickly wrapped his other hand around my waist and pulled me closer. Before I could exclaim, a cry The muffled sound was firmly blocked by Su Yuncheng's lips.

Afterwards, Lin Jiaqi asked me what the kiss was like, and I replied: "I don't know." She almost punched me.But Guanyin Bodhisattva testified, I really didn't know, because at that time, I was already scared to death.One minute, I was still feeling melancholy and sad that my crush died without a burial place, and the next second, my crush actually came to my door.

The posture at that time was extremely weird. I propped my left hand on Su Yuncheng's chest. At the first second of instinctive resistance, Su Yuncheng grabbed my right hand and buckled it behind my waist. After a few seconds, I came to my senses and instinctively wanted to step back. , but the strength in my waist was so strong that I struggled hard but was still unable to move, but the clamp became tighter and tighter.

I was like this, with buttocks pouted and chest up, forced to raise my face to accept Su Yuncheng's "fortunateness", and a sentence popped out in my mind: "After the rain, the lotus is full of grace, and the city is full of spring to reflect the morning sun."

Su Yuncheng let me go after half a minute.

At that time, the blood all over my body rushed into my brain, and I was dazed for a while, so that when I looked at Su Yuncheng, I felt that he seemed to be blushing, and that blush was quite cute.Su Yuncheng looked at me and asked, "Now you say I'm still gay?"

I blushed, my heart was pounding, and I spit out inspirationally: "It may be bisexual."

Su Yuncheng drove me home that night, and his expression was not very good all the way.When I got out of the car, I was still in shock, my feet went limp as soon as I hit the ground, and I almost fell to the ground.Fortunately, a gust of cold wind blew me awake. I closed the car door, and before I could stabilize my mood and say goodbye to him, Su Yuncheng stepped on the accelerator and disappeared from my sight without hesitation.

So according to my judgment, he must have been very annoyed and regretted the kiss just now on a whim.

I also regret this kiss very much.Of course, this is not my first kiss. If Wu Jianyu and I have been together for more than two years and haven't given our first kiss, then I'm really a fool.But in this way, my heart can no longer calm down.If I had known at that time, I should have used the spirit of preferring death to fighting against Su Yuncheng to the end, and I felt very ashamed for my own half push and half give up.

This feeling of shame remained until the third time I went to see Tang Yongshi and reached its climax.

She wasn't filming that day, but had just finished a talk show, which left me half an hour.When I arrived at the TV station, Tang Yongshi had already removed her makeup, and I was taken aback.As a Tianya er who has been on the Tianya gossip forum for many years, I have always known that the difference between a star's makeup and makeup can be so big that it can make people die, but I am still not mentally prepared to see such a haggard Tang Yongshi.

In all honesty, Tang Yongshi looks pretty good without makeup off. I was taken aback because of her pale complexion and dark circles under her eyes.

Xiaolan pushed me into the lounge and got busy on her own. I stayed at the door, while Tang Yongshi curled up lazily on the sofa, holding a long and thin cigarette between her slender fingers, and the smoke curled up.I was flustered in my heart, and I was hesitating about how to make an opening speech. Tang Yongshi raised her eyelids and looked at me, then raised her chin and motioned for me: "Sit down."

I hesitated for three seconds, carefully sat down on the sofa, and kept a distance from her.Tang Yongshi stared at the cigarette in her hand with lowered eyes, not speaking.I thought to myself that I should make an opening statement first, so I thought twice and asked carefully: "Miss Tang, if you don't feel well, can we make an appointment another day?"

Tang Yongshi raised her eyes to look at me, shook her head wearily, paused, and said, "I'm sorry I got you in trouble that day. I heard you also had a fever because of it?"

It's good that she didn't mention the fever, but when I mentioned the fever, I immediately thought of Su Yuncheng, and felt like I was sitting on pins and needles.I have suffered from insomnia these days, and when I was tossing and turning in bed, I inevitably thought of a question.Tang Yongshi is Su Yuncheng's real girlfriend, what about me?

In the eyes of Mrs. Song, I am Su Yuncheng's girlfriend, but in fact I am not.The two of us can only be regarded as casual acquaintances, but how could a casual acquaintance have a fever and ask him to rush back from Japan for me?Tang Yongshi was also in Japan at that time, maybe they both made an appointment to go shopping and see the scenery, but I ruined it, and that kiss by Su Yuncheng.

Thinking about it this way, I feel a little like a third party.

But Earth Store Bodhisattva testifies that I don't want to be a third party.

"Ahem. Yes. But I'm fine. I'm fine!" I smiled awkwardly.

Tang Yongshi smiled lightly, flicked the cigarette ash, and said, "Let's get started."

The talk went very smoothly this time, within half an hour I had already explained the main points clearly, and the rest was to wait for the company to make an appointment with Song Jianghang for a makeup test.Thinking of not having to see Tang Yongshi again in the future, I couldn't help but feel very relieved. I packed my things, and when I got up, my smile was much brighter: "Then I'll go first."

Tang Yongshi looked at me, hesitated to speak.

I was a little guilty by her expression: "What's wrong?"

"You..." After hesitating again and again, Tang Yongshi still asked, "What's your relationship with Young Master Su?"

My legs trembled.What should come is still here.Is the scene of real girlfriend Yong Dou Xiaosan going to be staged soon?Unconsciously, I quickly glanced at the lounge. There was no water glass, no dangerous items, and the only wireless thing was the cigarette in Tang Yongshi's hand.

She, wouldn't she get up abnormal and burn me with a cigarette butt?
I quickly put on a smile that I thought was the most sincere: "Young Master Su didn't tell you, it's just that kind of relationship." After thinking about it, I felt that the word "that kind" had a deep meaning, so I quickly added: "It's just that kind of relationship." He paid me to be a smoke bomb to cover up the fact that you two are in love, really, I swear!"

Tang Yongshi's eyes were gloomy, as if she didn't believe my answer.Her gaze made me almost cry, thinking that this Tang Yongshi and Su Yuncheng are really good match, they both have the ability to kill people with their eyes.I really can't afford to offend such a powerful character, if I let her know about the kiss I had with Su Yuncheng, wouldn't it be...

I couldn't help swallowing my saliva.

Tang Yongshi was silent for a moment, then asked again: "What about Aloys?"

Aloys?I quickly filtered the business card library in my brain, but the result showed "no query result found", so helpless, I could only say: "Why don't you say your Chinese name?"

Tang Yongshi opened her red lips lightly, and spit out three words that are completely incompatible with the three words "Su Yuncheng": "Song Jianghang."

"Huh?" The ups and downs made me feel overwhelmed.

Tang Yongshi lost her patience a little bit, and her delicate little face that didn't wear pink looked very unhappy: "Are you familiar with Jiang Hang? I heard from Zhuo Yuan and the others that he had dinner with the manufacturer that night, and you went too." I was a little displeased. I dare to believe my ears, I can't believe that I was freed from the three words "Su Yuncheng", and I was in a sense of weakness for the rest of my life, so I nodded indiscriminately.

Tang Yongshi frowned: "When did you know each other? You didn't seem to know each other at the first meal last time?" Tang Yongshi's eyes froze as if she remembered something again.

I lied: "Oh, I got acquainted after that time. It's not very familiar, just met a few times." "How many times have I met?" Tang Yongshi asked.I'm a little upset.It's none of your business for me to meet Song Jianghang. Song Jianghang is your manager and not your man. If you want to take care of it, let's take care of your flirtatious young man first!

"That's right, we just met a few times. Miss Tang, I have something to do, so I'm leaving first." Then without giving her any chance to speak, she turned around and opened the door and fled.

My psychological quality is really poor.

Xiaolan was busy packing Tang Yongshi's outfit for the show outside, she had a weird expression when she saw me come out.

I greeted her with a smile.Seeing that there was no one around, she pulled me aside: "Why have you guys chatted for so long? I just heard the voice inside was a bit loud... What is the first meal, what is the meeting?"

I was startled, facing Xiaolan's sincere and gossipy face, I told the second lie of the day: "No, just now Miss Tang answered the phone, probably to ask someone to meet at the first meal." With an innocent smile on her face, Xiao Lan seemed to believe it. She nodded suddenly and sighed again: "Oh, it's nice to have money. I heard that the first dish is delicious. I really want to eat it once."

I thought about it, and asked in a low voice, "Hey, why does Miss Tang look so..." I gave a "you understand" look.Xiaolan smiled mysteriously: "It's not a relationship issue."

I felt guilty again: "Did you argue with your boyfriend?"

Xiaolan's expression was a little helpless: "Anyway, it's Luohua who has intentions, and flowing water is ruthless. Love, isn't it that I love you, you don't love me, you love him!" She shook her head and showed humor, but I was completely dumbfounded up.Speaking of which, what really went wrong with the relationship between Tang Yongshi and Su Yuncheng?Could it be... It's really because of me!

no no no!I immediately deny it.Fang Qiaoqiao, you think highly of yourself too much, what kind of role are you, do you think Su Yuncheng will turn against his girlfriend because of you?Ouch, I don't even look for a mirror to secretly look at you.I turned to look at myself in the mirror on the wall--
Well, oval face, big eyes, nose is also considered a sign, and the skin is fair enough, in fact... one white cover three ugliness, it can be regarded as a little beauty.

no no no!I immediately denied it.Fang Qiaoqiao, you are just an upper-middle girl, how can you compare with Tang Yongshi, she is a supermodel, a supermodel!Look at your washboard figure, which is flat in the front and flat in the back, and the S-curve of Tang Yongshi, wake up, stop dreaming!
Just when I kept admitting that I was overthrowing myself, and fiercely engaged in the Third World War in my heart, Xiaolan's words completely declared the end of the war: "The last time I was in Japan, the world fell apart because of that third party. , Later I heard that the woman had a fever..."

When I saw my face in the mirror, I froze bit by bit.

I hugged Lin Jiaqi and cried: "What should I do, Lin Jiaqi, I have become a third party... a third party that everyone can punish..." Lin Jiaqi still did not change her usual calm style: "Miss, I just got off the plane, There is still a lot of information waiting for me to sort out, can you let me take a shower and sleep first?"

She dragged a suitcase behind her, and was hugged by the gate like a sloth hugging a tree, dumbfounded.

Sniffing, I set her free.

Lin Jiaqi went to take a shower, and I sat silently on the sofa.My heart is really messed up.When I think of Tang Yongshi's pale face, her thick dark circles, and her gloomy eyes when she looks at me, my heart flutters one after another.The scene of being cheated on three years ago all of a sudden came up.

I always remember that night, I was wearing my teddy bear pajamas, sitting cross-legged on a chair, playing Lianliankan with my notebook in front of me, Zhang Miaomiao from the next class floated over like a ghost, and after a few words with my roommate, Suddenly asked: "Quiet, why do you look so calm, not sad at all?" I didn't understand, and stared at the computer screen while killing three parties: "Why am I sad?"

Zhang Miaomiao said: "Didn't you and Wu Jianyu break up? Why don't you have any feelings of falling out of love? God-man!"

I grinned: "Where did you hear the rumors, when did I break up in love, we two are very good!" As I said before, Wu Jianyu's family was considered very good when he was in college, and there were quite a few people The jealous rich second generation, so there are often all kinds of rumors about the two of us in the college, such as breaking up, cheating, and... I am calm.

Zhang Miaomiao was also surprised: "But Yinzhu said that she and Wu Jianyu were together, and she even showed me a group photo of them traveling together. They are very intimate! I really thought you broke up, and Yao Yinzhu said it was true, she and Wu Jianyu You have such a good relationship, won't you feel embarrassed?"

I froze for a moment.

At this moment when I was in a daze, an opponent with a "golden eye" level eliminated the last pair and won the victory. I was deducted 104 points. 104 points!As a little Xiami who has just been upgraded to Cancer, looking at my poor points, my heart suddenly hurts.

It was at this time that I remembered that Wu Jianyu and I hadn't seen each other for more than a week.

Then, it was questioning, and then, I got the answer that made me feel sad.Then, there is endless insomnia, struggle and tears.I have a strong sense of substitution and put Tang Yongshi into my appearance when I was broken in love, and found that my current role is actually Yao Yinzhu back then, and I suddenly felt goosebumps all over my body.

Although I tried my best to convince myself that I didn't mean to intervene between Su Yuncheng and Tang Yongshi, but the iron fact made me speechless—they could have a sweet vacation in Japan because of me Su Yuncheng was forced to rush back, and also, that inexplicable kiss.

Although I wouldn't believe that Su Yuncheng fell in love with me with a kiss, but if the two of them misunderstood and quarreled because of my intervention, it is not impossible after all.

After thinking about it, I decided to call Song Jianghang and ask him about the emotional entanglements of his No.1 model.

Song Jianghang seemed a little weak when he answered the phone, although he tried his best to appear excited in front of me.So I asked: "What's wrong with you, am I still alive, what are you doing so dejected?" Song Jianghang smiled "Hey" on the other end of the phone: "No, I'm just a little tired."

I said "oh".Recently, several young models in Song Jianghang's hands have a tendency to become popular, they are at the level where they seem to be popular, but if they don't handle it well, they will die, so Song Jianghang is very nervous, you must know that it has nothing to do with it with his wallet.So I stopped talking nonsense and got to the point: "Hey, I've got something to ask you. Is there something wrong between your Tang Yongshi and Su Yuncheng?"

The voice on the other end of the phone was obviously not very confident: "Why did you suddenly ask this?" I covered it up and said, "Hey, don't you know that Su Yuncheng sacrificed me to cover up his relationship with Tang Yongshi? Although it's not the main character, it's still a small supporting role, so it wouldn't be unreasonable to care about the development of the plot, would it?"

Song Jianghang hesitated for a moment.

I was anxious: "You said it! Why are you pretending to be mysterious with me!"

Song Jianghang hesitated: "Quiet, actually you and Su Yuncheng..." I immediately became alert: "What me and Su Yuncheng? Now I'm asking you a question, don't interrupt me if the child understands the rules!" But Song Jianghang heard something wrong. "Fang Qiaoqiao, what the hell are you and Su Yuncheng doing? He didn't ask you to act to cover up his relationship with Yongshi, did he? You don't really date, do you?"

This question hit my head like a bolt from the blue, and there was a "buzz" in my mind, and then it went blank.

(End of this chapter)