willing to be wrong for you

Chapter 31
Outside the door, Feng Tianjun brushed his hair decadently, and it became more and more messy.He relaxed his body, pressed his forehead against the cold door, and closed his eyes tiredly: "I know, you must be very resentful and hate me. Not only did I fail to protect you, but I also failed to protect our baby. But Zhan Lan , this matter has become a fact, so it can't be changed. Listen to me, don't worry about this matter and treat your body badly, you know?"

It's happened...it can't be changed...

Did he just use such words to prevaricate her?

What she lost was not a hair, a finger, but a life.

A life flowing with her and his blood.

Feng Tianjuan, how could you say these words so calmly?
Does this child really mean nothing to you?
Oh, no, she forgot that he was engaged and had a beautiful fiancée.This fiancée will become his wife in the near future, so she will naturally bear children for her, and her Jiang Zhanlan's child is naturally not worth mentioning.

She no longer wanted to hear those so-called comfort words from him, so she turned and went back to the bedroom, slamming the door to isolate everything.

I don't know when he left, but when the food was delivered at night, he opened the door and saw a mountain of skin care products and fruits outside the door.

There were so many that even the takeaway chef was stunned, and Zhan Lan asked someone to throw these things downstairs without hesitation.

Only when you make a mistake do you know how to apologize, which is the same as knowing how to cherish what you have lost. It is unforgivable.

Day by day, Zhan Lan's body recovered a lot, but she lost weight uncontrollably.

She didn't have a lot of flesh in the first place, and she was even more disfigured after being severely injured this time. Even Zhou Xinya was stunned for several seconds when she saw her.

As for how Zhanlan found out that she lost a lot of weight, it was because of the clothes she usually wears.It was very suitable at first, but now it looks like a sack on the body, fat and big.

She also knew it was unhealthy, but she couldn't convince herself to eat.After the vicious cycle, she is now like a female ghost floating in the world.

When they met again, Zhou Xinya gave Zhanlan a business card.

Zhanlan raised her head suspiciously.

Zhou Xinya said: "This is a classmate of mine in middle school. She is now a well-known psychiatrist in Dongcheng. Zhanlan, I think you have a knot in your heart. If this knot exists for a day, you will never be truly happy. Go and Let her talk, at least it will be easier psychologically, huh?"

Zhan Lan hesitated for a moment, but still took the business card and nodded to Zhou Xinya.

Seeing this, Zhou Xinya breathed a sigh of relief.

According to the phone number on the business card, Zhan Lan made an appointment with Dr. Zhang.

The first meeting was very simple, just to get to know each other briefly, and soon, Zhan Lan came out of Zhang Yi's office.

Walking out of the office building, just about to take a taxi, Zhan Lan saw a familiar figure not far away.

Although Rong Rong was dressed in a different style and had a pair of huge black sunglasses on her face, Zhan Lan recognized her quickly.

Ever since it was revealed that Rong Feng went to prison and Rong Rong went to a drug rehabilitation center, the media has been chasing Rong Rong, so she usually has to go through a disguise when she goes out.

It's just that Zhan Lan didn't expect that Rong Rong would also come to see a psychiatrist.

Seeing Rong Rong walk into the office building, Zhan Lan lowered her eyes, took out the cell phone in her pocket after a while, and made a call.

"Uncle Qing, it's me, Zhanlan. I have one more thing, I want to ask Uncle Qing for help..."

after an hour.

Rong Rong finished her treatment and walked out of the office building with ease.

But almost as soon as she walked to the door, a large group of people suddenly appeared out of nowhere, followed by spotlights flashing non-stop, and someone handed the microphone to Rong Rong's mouth——
"Excuse me, Ms. Rong, there is news that you developed schizophrenia after taking drugs. Is this true?"

"Miss Rong, may I ask what impact Prosecutor Rong Feng's imprisonment has had on your heart? Is this why you came here to see a doctor?"

"Miss Rong..."

The endless questions, sharp and rude, faced with so many sudden media appearances, Rong Rong was so frightened that her face turned pale.

She has always been a rich young lady. In Dongcheng, even if she is walking on the road, everyone will give her a little bit. When has she tasted the feeling of being insulted like this?
Rong Rong waved her hands hysterically, pushed the reporter in front of her, and screamed, "Go away! Go away! Who are you and what right do you have to question me? I am Rong Rong!"

Several cameras captured the whole process of Rong Rong's madness, which also attracted many passers-by to watch and point at Rong Rong.Rong Rong was beginning to feel overwhelmed, but fortunately at this time, the hospital security guards showed up and took Rong Rong back, which ended the farce.

At the corner not far away, Zhan Lan walked out slowly, her eyes fell on the direction where Rong Rong was running away in a hurry, her face was expressionless.

No one can live in peace after hurting her child.

This is just the first step.

Please never underestimate the anger of a mother who has lost a child.

Rong Rong, Fang Yichen, the fun is yet to come.

Two minutes later, she received the call she had been waiting for.

"As you said, I have used my connections to call most of the media. Tomorrow morning's headlines will no longer be about the engagement of Feng Fang's family, but the news about Rong Rong's insanity."

"Thank you, Uncle Qing."

Uncle Qing replied with a smile: "No need. Rong Feng has made me suffer a lot in the past few years, this time, it can be regarded as repaying him."

Zhan Lan didn't say a word. After hanging up the phone, she took another look at the gathering place of the crowd, turned around and left gracefully.

The matter of Rong Rong made a big fuss, and the news that she had a mental illness was widely spread in Dongcheng.This time, the Rong family was really devastated and could never make a comeback.

However, the downfall of the Rong family did not let Zhan Lan breathe a sigh of relief, on the contrary, it tensed her nerves even more.

Now, she has no turning back, and the murderers who once ruined her family have been punished one by one, but it's not enough.

The ones she eradicated were only some small characters, Tang Zhengfei, Liu Mingqi, He Wei, Rong Feng, these people are no longer to be feared, and those who really need her to deal with carefully are the Fang family and the Feng family.

Sometimes she would think that it might be God's will for this child to leave.After all, with the relationship between her and Feng Tianjuan, sooner or later they will break up, so what if they leave a child behind?
Maybe this time, God helped her make up her mind.

In the evening, Hu Li asked Zhan Lan to have dinner.

Hu Li made a reservation for a Thai restaurant, which is usually overcrowded. I heard that the owner of the restaurant is a chef who once worked for the Thai royal family, so many rich people also come here especially.Zhanlan has lost weight recently, and often locks herself in the room, worrying about her body and worrying about her thinking, so she tried her best to find this restaurant, hoping to appetize her and eat more.

After reporting their names, the restaurant waiter led Hu Li and Zhan Lan to a place with a wide view in the restaurant.

This restaurant is located on the hillside, and from this position, you can see the beautiful mountain scenery at night.

There are also couples at the next table, which shows how romantic this place is.

Just sitting down, Zhan Lan looked around, feeling a little awkward: "Why did you bring me here, it's far and expensive."

Hu Li joked, "My treat and driver haven't said anything yet, but you're disgusted."

Zhanlan gave him a supercilious look, which was really kind and unrewarding: "I will order expensive food later, so that you will be poor."

"Okay, I can't ask for it. Anyway, I have a lot of money. I'm not afraid of being poor by you, but I'm afraid that you will not be poor." Hu Li shrugged generously.

Having said that, Zhan Lan only ordered a few moderately priced dishes that looked appetizing.After a while, the dish was served, and after a taste, it really tasted good.

Seeing that Zhanlan rarely eats with gusto, Hu Li unconsciously smiled: "How is it? The restaurant I'm looking for is not bad, right?"

Zhan Lan agreed: "It's delicious."

It's not that she doesn't know his good intentions.Therefore, even if you have no appetite, eat more to make him feel at ease.

After eating, Hu Li ordered another glass of mango juice for Zhanlan. Before the waiter brought the juice, Zhanlan got up and went to the bathroom.

When she reached the door of the bathroom, she just stretched out her hand to push the door. Suddenly, the door of the bathroom was slowly pushed open from the inside.

Zhan Lan raised her head subconsciously, and the people in front of her were also obviously taken aback for a moment, looking at each other, a complex light flashed across each other's eyes.

But Zhanlan just wanted to laugh.

It seems that she and Fang Yichen are destined to be in a place like the bathroom.

But it was only for a moment, Zhan Lan looked away from Fang Yichen's face, as if seeing a stranger passing by her without waves.

Fang Yichen looked back at Zhan Lan's back, pursed her lips slightly, and walked away.

Returning to the corner, Feng Tianjuan, who was sitting across from him, heard the movement at this moment, his eyes turned away from the night scene outside the floor-to-ceiling windows, and fell on Fang Yichen's face: "Why have you been here for so long?"

Fang Yichen smiled casually: "I met an acquaintance."

"En." Feng Tianjun responded more casually, then picked up the red wine in hand, stared out of the window, and drank gracefully.

Fang Yichen thought about it, and suddenly smiled: "Actually, you also know this person."

Feng Tianjuan turned his head and looked at her.

"It's Lawyer Jiang."

Fang Yichen stared into his eyes, not even for a moment, not wanting to miss the slightest emotion in it.

In fact, she didn't know what her purpose was for saying this, was she wanting to see a complex expression on his usually calm face, or was it revenge for his indifference and indifference to her these days after the engagement banquet?I also want him to have a taste of the feeling that the one you love is not far away, but you can't get close or touch it?

Unfortunately, she was disappointed.

Feng Tianjuan's emotions have always been well controlled, even if she used 'Jiang Zhanlan' to poke his heart hard, his indifferent expression would not show the slightest crack.

Is this what people often say, the most sincere expression will only be shown to the closest people?
Fang Yichen didn't know what was going on in her heart at the moment, but it was obvious that her little revenge only hurt herself.

But she didn't give up and asked: "I think Lawyer Jiang's complexion is not very good, and his body is also much weaker. Did this incident cause her a lot of harm? If so, then I really can't absolve myself of the blame , although Rong Rong led all of this, but... After all, I am also responsible. Why don't you, Ah Jun, let me apologize to Lawyer Jiang?"

Fang Yichen's expression was full of sincerity and apology.

Feng Tianjuan just stared at her for two seconds. Although the time was short, it made her feel scared and wanted to retreat.

Finally, Feng Tianjuan shook his head: "No need, I don't think she would want to see any of us."

After speaking, he put down his wine glass and snapped his fingers.

The hotel manager immediately came over respectfully: "What do you need, Mr. Feng?"

"Check out." He said succinctly.

Fang Yichen frowned: "But, we haven't eaten yet..."

"I have something to do later, so I'll take you home first. Pack these dishes and bring some back for Fang Rui to eat." After speaking, he got up and left without looking back.

"Ah Jun!" Fang Yichen stood up, looked at his back, and gradually clenched her fists.

After Zhan Lan and Hu Li finished their dinner, they went to drink a cup of coffee, and seeing that it was late, he took her to the night market for some snacks.By the time Zhan Lan returned to the apartment, it was already late.

Hu Li sent her to the door, opened the car door, and just stepped out with one foot, Hu Li suddenly said: "Zhanlan."

"Huh?" She looked back at him.

Hu Li looked at her for a while, and curled his lips: "It's nothing, I just want to tell you that I may have to go back in the next few days, and I have some things to do."

Zhan Lan nodded: "Okay, you don't have to worry about me, just focus on your affairs."

"it is good."

He watched her go upstairs, until her figure disappeared in the corridor, the smile on the corner of his mouth dimmed a little bit.

Take out the phone in your pocket and turn it on.Immediately, a phone call came in.

Hu Li picked it up, and remembered the voice of his old classmate Raymond: "I said, ancestor, where have you gone? I just received a critically ill patient who is willing to donate his heart. You are not in the hospital well. Wait for me here, where did you go again? If you miss this opportunity, I don’t know how long you will have to wait!"

Hu Li pursed his lips and smiled: "I see, housekeeper, I will go back to the hospital right away."

"That's good. By the way, have you talked to your uncle about this, after all... After all, there are still some risks."

The smile on Hu Li's face disappeared: "There's nothing to say, it just adds to their worries."

"You... oh!"

Before hanging up the phone, Hu Li glanced in the direction of the blue apartment window, sighed softly, started the car and left.

At the same time, Zhan Lan just came to the door of her apartment and took out the key.

However, the sound of rustling footsteps caught her attention.

The voice was very soft and deliberately slowed down, but it could still be heard clearly in this silent corridor.

Zhan Lan gripped the key tightly, without turning her head, but her whole body was on guard, feeling a strange heat source approaching her, at the last moment, she arched her arms and slammed it back hard.

However, in an instant, he was caught by the opponent.

The man grabbed her slender arm and clasped it behind her waist. With a little force, Zhan Lan was pressed against the cold door by the man.

Just when she was about to call for help, the man leaned against her ear, and his hot, alcohol-smelling breath brushed her cheeks, mixed with the faint familiar smell.

"Zhanlan, it's me."

Suddenly, Zhan Lan's body froze.

They still maintain the same posture as before, he was pressing behind her, but he didn't dare to use force, at this moment she was still in his arms, she still had the same smell and touch, but in his heart, there was always a feeling that something was missing.

"Didn't you eat well recently? Why did you lose weight again?" Feeling that her body was getting thinner and thinner, Feng Tianjuan only felt a dull pain that was unbearable.

Zhanlan closed her eyes, and when she opened them again, her eyes were already calm, and she spoke without any ups and downs in her voice: "You shouldn't have come here."

"Why shouldn't I come?" He was not happy that she said something like this: "Are you still angry with me?"

"I didn't." She sighed softly: "Let go of me first, okay? I'm very uncomfortable."

Even though his fingertips and chest were attached to her, but listening to her would make her uncomfortable, even though he was reluctant to let go, he had no choice but to let go.

Feng Tianjuan took a step back, Zhan Lan turned around, his eyes sized her up and down, as if he wanted to watch her carefully.

She slowly opened her eyelashes, her eyes were clear: "Please don't come to me again."

"I won't agree."

"Then I'll move." She immediately replied firmly.

Feng Tianjun's expression changed, his heart ached, and the light in his pupils changed several times.

"Maybe I will move to a place where you can never find me again." Azure eyes were full of seriousness: "If you want to do this, you can come to me."

Hearing this, his face became stiff. He took a step forward, put his hands around her shoulders, and exerted a little force: "Why? Why are you so stubborn? Can't you let me take care of you?"

"And then? How long will your care last? And how long can it last? After you and Fang Yichen get married, will she allow you to raise other women outside? I haven't done anything, she has already caused me to lose my child, if I'm really with you, what will she do? Kill me, or kill us both?"

Feng Tianjun pursed his lips and stopped speaking.

She took a deep breath and said wearily: "If you still like me a little bit, please don't let me be caught in your marriage. Besides, I don't want to have anything to do with Fang Yichen anymore. I hate her, and I hate her for causing me to lose The most precious baby. I know you are different from me, this child may not mean anything to you, so you can make an appointment with her as if nothing happened..."

"That's not the case!" He interrupted sharply, "I'm looking forward to this baby, maybe even more than you are looking forward to his birth, so losing him, I am more painful than you."

For the first time, the pain in his eyes was so undisguised, so naked in front of Zhan Lan's eyes.

"Give me some time, okay? I'll get justice for you and the baby."

"Time? Fairness?" She smiled bitterly: "From the beginning, you have been asking me. Asking me to give you something I have never had. This time, I don't want to accommodate you anymore, and I don't want to give in endlessly. "

Feng Tianjuan's heart sank, and he faintly had a bad premonition.

Zhanlan took a deep breath, and said slowly: "This time, I'm really telling you seriously, let's break up, Feng Tianjuan, don't even be friends, just be strangers."

Taking one last look at the man who was frozen in place, Zhan Lan took out the key and closed the door.

The two people were separated from the two worlds by a thin door panel.

Feng Tianjuan didn't know how long Zhanlan had been, his legs felt a little sore, and the phone in his trousers pocket vibrated for a long time before he realized it.

Mechanically took out the phone, pressed the call button, and put it to his ear: "Third Brother, where are you? Fang Yichen is drunk and making a scene in Zhijing Garden. When will you come back..."

He kept talking on the other end of the phone, but he had already hung up the phone.

If possible, he hoped that the name 'Ariel Fang' would never appear in his life.

For the first time, he realized that losing Zhanlan would be more unbearable than he imagined, and he couldn't even think about it.

(End of this chapter)