I heard that the big boss is crazy

Chapter 901 Dreamland Part One (127)

Su Li thought that not long ago, the two of them were watching the aurora in Northern Europe. A large area of ​​light green fluorescence flashed in the sky, and the endless snow was colored. The legend of nature bloomed above his head, so low that he could touch it with his hands. sky.

**
The young man stared at her obsessively, the smile on the corner of the other party's mouth was rare and gentle, like the aurora flashing overhead for a few seconds and then disappearing, eternity in an instant, to him, that was a heart-pounding gift.

Su Li covered his cheeks and used his hands to cover his embarrassment at the moment, and felt that it was useless. He didn't see what kind of terrible appearance he had?
Falling ill and fainting at the school gate, missing all shots on the basketball court, being caught in embarrassment, falling down in the snow, and finally being forced into a dinner plate filled with chili oil by Liu Haoyu at the party...

The man had witnessed all his unspeakable moments.

He once couldn't lift his head up in front of the other party because of his extreme inferiority complex, and cowardly fled to the screams, time could not erase the scars, and the brand she had slapped on him was like tarsal maggots, which couldn't be removed until they were bloody and bloody. .

...hate her?

hated.

He even thought of her dying.

However, I don't know when, the secret thought that was killed by him in the embryonic state back then revived, continued to grow wildly, and grew into a towering tree uncontrollably in a twisted and depressing environment.

Love and hate are the same in psychology, and they are the two poles of emotion. They each occupy one end of the balance. One point of hate needs equivalent love to balance it. or alternately.

Just like the ultimate possession in Zhang Ailing's "Lust, Caution", the relationship between the tiger and the slave, the female prisoner will fall in love with the yamen servant, and the condemned prisoner will fall in love with the executioner.The slave completely abandons himself, is dominated by the master, and makes himself a part of the other party, so as to gain power that he cannot possess.

A person with extreme low self-esteem and weakness can get what he wants under this deformed transformation rule. Not only that, but he is also an alien in this world, and the world can't give him what he begs for.

Su Li recalled what Bo Qing had said in his ear the night he was threatened by Liu Haoyu.

She said: "Li Li, you can't get rid of the shackles of the world, but you want to escape the eyes of the world. I can help you with these things. I can create the world you want for you. Staying by my side is the ultimate goal of your freedom." choose."

She also said: "...Northern European aurora, South American rainforest, Mobei Jiangnan, poetry and distant places, no matter where you are, as long as there is a place in this world, you will spread under your feet. This is the ideal freedom. Believe me, the contract is not bondage, but a passport to freedom."

Perhaps from that moment on, he sold himself to the devil.

He wanted to surrender at this man's feet.

Even though so many things happened later, there was still a thread in his heart that restrained him and bound him.

(End of this chapter)