Chapter 170 The Grand Tutor is Courteous

Dear Li Fan:

Lier, Lier, Lier...

I really want to keep calling your name like this, but I have no chance.Tonight is destined to end, I want to entrust my life to you.

Just because...you want to.

Two years ago, you wanted my life in the desert, didn't you...

The oasis and the quicksand are in opposite directions. I knew it a long time ago, but I still went to the place where the quicksand was according to your guidance.

Every step I take, I will pause, looking forward to hearing your voice calling me.

However, it seems that I am expecting too much.I stepped into that piece of quicksand alone, with an unusually calm mood.

This is the oasis that Li'er mentioned, there are grapes that Li'er wants to eat, I will definitely help Li'er pick them.

It's just that the feeling of being buried in the wet sand is really uncomfortable, and it's hard to breathe smoothly.

At that time, my mind was full of your appearance, the first time I saw you, the second time I saw you, the third time I saw you...

I couldn't bear it, I couldn't bear to die like this, so I chose to live.

However, I lost you.You must be unhappy, unhappy I am still alive.Next time, when you want to take my life again, I... I don't know what to do.

I haven't seen you for more than two years.

No one will know how complicated my mood was when I saw you again.

I don't change my original intention, I still like you that much.And you... have not changed your mind, you still want to kill me.

You like Zhang Liguan, Yan Shuangyue, everyone, but you just don't like me.But I never want to complain, because... as long as I like you is enough.

I like you, I don't know why, I love you deeply...

It's really tiring to like someone alone, you don't like me, you even hate me.

Being hated by someone you like so much, your heart will hurt very much.

I seem to have done a lot of things wrong, and it seems that I have done nothing wrong.I just look forward to being with you every day, watching your emotions.Use my most thoughtful way to keep you, but you are afraid of me...

Everyone can be afraid of me, but you, Li'er, you can't!

Every time, you told me so dejectedly, let me take your life.

The heart will hurt very much, begging to find a vent.

Then I hurt you.

I am not happy, but the pain in my heart has been relieved a lot.

This...should be wrong.But I just can't restrain my emotions. I like that kind of pleasure, like an addiction.

Later on, I tried my best to calm down and think a lot. Our meeting in this life might really not be blessed by the heavens.

Then... shall we start all over again in the next life?
Can you mercifully allow me to come to the next life? You only need to like me a little bit.

If I like the rest, I'll fill it in.

I personally burned the Siliyuan I built for you, and I was very depressed at the time.

In that yard, I planted a lot of jasmine, because the shadow guard I sent to the desert said that you like drinking jasmine tea very much.But when you came back, it was winter and you couldn't see it anymore.

Then forget it, burn it and burn it.

Siliyuan left first, then we should leave too.

In the next life, whether you allow me or not, I will find you and make up for all the regrets in this life.

last word

This letter was buried under the big willow tree in Qianqiuyuan, and it was kept dusty for many years, many years...

(End of this chapter)

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