The personal soldier king of the beautiful president

Chapter 990 What are you struggling with?

The place near the village entrance.

Xiaoyao sat on a big rock, staring at several children who were jumping leather rope not far away without blinking.

After looking at it for a long time, Xiaoyao withdrew his eyes, looked down at a puppy who walked beside him and was crawling.

"It's so simple..."

He bent down, hugged the puppy in his arms, gently stroked the puppy's head, and muttered to himself in a low voice.

Since I was a child, I have never been to this kind of place, nor have I experienced this kind of life.

This is the first time he comes into contact with this kind of place, the first time he comes into contact with this kind of life, and he feels that his heart has become very peaceful.

"Big brother, are you from the city?"

Suddenly, among the children who were jumping the leather rope, a little girl who looked seven or eight years old saw Xiaoyao watching him and others jumping the leather rope, subconsciously came to Xiaoyao's side, blinked her eyes and asked curiously .

"That's it."

Xiaoyao reached out and touched the little girl's head, and said with a sincere smile on his face.

The little girl sat down on a big rock next to Xiaoyao, shook her calves, and said as if she was curious about a baby: "Then big brother, can you tell me what the city looks like? I have never been there before." Inside the city."

Xiaoyao smiled slightly, and asked the little girl: "Then where is the farthest place you have been to?"

The little girl bit her finger, and after thinking about it for a while, she squirmed a little, and said in an embarrassed way: "It's in our town, and my sister took me there."

When Xiaoyao heard this, he was taken aback for a moment, and finally put the puppy in his arms on the ground, hugged the little girl in his arms, and said to her softly: "Some people say that the city is very good, but the elder brother thinks, Nothing in the city is as good as here.”

"why?"

The little girl looked at Xiaoyao innocently. Although she was still young, she heard many adults say that the city is very good, with tall buildings, many cars, and many interesting places.

How come this big brother said it, the city is not as good as the village.

"You'll know when you grow up."

Xiaoyao pinched the little girl's nose, then put her down, gently stroked her head and said, "Go, your little friends are waiting for you."

The little girl yelled, and quickly ran towards her little friends, continuing to play small games with them.

Xiaoyao rested his chin on both hands, and continued to watch them dance the rubber band, the corners of his mouth curled up slightly.

In this way, more than 20 minutes passed, and Lou Jiu walked here slowly with his hands behind his back.

He originally planned to sit at the entrance of the village, but seeing Xiaoyao sitting here, he thought about it for a while, and came to sit next to Xiaoyao.

Looking at the expression on Xiaoyao's face, Lou Jiu smoked a pipe and said, "I paid attention to you, why, have you changed your mind?"

When Xiaoyao heard Lou Jiu's words, the smile on his face disappeared in an instant, his face became very cold, and even the aura emanating from his body made people feel cold and heartless.

He stretched out his hand to touch his cheek, and asked Lou Jiu, "Then do you think I've changed my ways, or am I just deceiving myself?"

"It's just deceiving yourself."

Lou Jiu said directly without thinking.

He didn't know about the affairs between Xiaoyao and Xiang Ye, because he didn't care.

The reason why he noticed Xiaoyao was because of the things Xiaoyao did.

This guy, since Xiang Ye's 'death' at the beginning, has done a lot of things that made me have to pay attention to him.

This guy is crazy, and I don't object at all, because this guy has destroyed many people and many families.

When he said that he would change his ways, he didn't believe it at all.

Xiaoyao was silent for a while, and finally said mockingly: "That's right, I feel that I am also deceiving myself and others. Although she is back, I always feel that the relationship between me and her will never go back to the past."

Xiang Ye is thinking about her and himself, and Xiaoyao is also thinking about himself and Xiang Ye.

When meeting Xiang Ye again, he was very excited and happy, but afterwards, he always felt a knot in his heart, as if he was also Xiang Ye, and he would never go back to the past.

This question has been entangled in my mind until now.

If you can't solve it, maybe you will change back to the way you were before, and the current self may be just a flash in the pan after all.

Lou Jiu crossed his legs, put the cigarette stick aside, and looked at the little guys who were playing games.

He was silent for a long time, as if he was thinking about something.

Several minutes passed like this, Lou Jiu said to Xiaoyao: "You can go around this village more, and you should be able to find your own answer by then.

Now you are bound by yourself, if you can't break free from this layer of restraint, you will go back to the past and become the person who will do anything for selfish desires again.

But if you break through your own confinement, then you will get a level of sublimation. Maybe this kind of sublimation can't improve your strength, but it can let you see your heart clearly, see what you really want, in the end What are you struggling with and how to solve it. "

After finishing speaking, Lou Jiu ignored Xiaoyao who was already in deep thought, but stood up and walked towards the entrance of the village.

Going to the entrance of the village and sitting down under the big locust tree, Lou Jiu looked at Lou Gongyu and Luo Lengyue who were watering the vegetables in the one-acre field not far away and waved.

Lou Gongyu didn't see it at first, but Luo Lengyue's perception is very strong now, when she saw Lou Jiu was waving, she immediately said twice to Lou Gongyu.

Lou Gongyu turned her head to look at Lou Jiu who was sitting under the old locust tree at the entrance of the village, pondered for a moment, put down the spoon in her hand, and walked to Lou Jiu with Luo Lengyue.

"Girl, are you happy these two days?"

Lou Jiu and Luo Lengyue greeted each other, and then asked Lou Gongyu with a smile.

Lou Gongyu nodded, smiled and said to Lou Jiu: "I'm happier than before, at least since Big Brother Wang and the others came, I can arrange my time very well."

When Lou Jiu heard this answer, he sighed in his heart, and a trace of guilt flashed in his eyes.

He looked up at the shade of the big locust tree, smashed it, and joked with a smile: "I plan to drive them away. Since they don't bother you, let them stay for a few days."

"Grandpa, how could you do this?"

Lou Gongyu glanced at Lou Jiu angrily, he is too unreasonable as a grandfather, he can say such words, and he is not afraid of making the guests disgusted.

"It's grandpa's fault, grandpa is wrong, okay, haha."

Seeing that Lou Gongyu was a little angry, Lou Jiu immediately begged for mercy, then raised her head and laughed loudly, with a different look on her face.

Such a situation... Is it worth protecting yourself?
(End of this chapter)