If I have you, I will be happy forever

Chapter 30 (4)
"No need, it's a small matter." Li Xintong didn't want to tell Song Ling that he drank to drink away his worries last night, for fear that he might misunderstand.She was willing to be with Song Ling absolutely not as a last resort, nor was it forced, it just felt right, he really liked her.From this point alone, she knew enough that she would not suffer too much in the future, and it could even be called enjoyment.She understands too well that when she really likes someone, she will do so with all her heart, wishing she could give the other person the whole world, just for a smile.Most importantly, there will be thoughts that you want to live with for the rest of your life.She finally understands that when she is in love, find someone she likes to satisfy the amazing time;It seems that she is done.

The food was served very quickly, maybe because he didn't eat breakfast, he was very hungry, Li Xintong was a little anxious to eat, and choked several times.Song Ling couldn't laugh or cry, poured water for her, and handed it in front of her: "I'm almost a mother, and it's still like this."

Li Xintong took several sips of water before retorting: "What's wrong with being a mother? Can't eat and choke if you are a mother?"

"Okay, okay." Song Ling smiled happily, "You say I'm a dad, do you want to choke too?"

"That's a good idea. It's better to choke to death. The property is mine."

As soon as these words came out, Song Ling really choked, coughed several times, and finally said bitterly: "The most poisonous woman's heart!"

Li Xintong chuckled a few times, then suddenly her whole body froze, she felt something flow out of her lower body, her stomach that had been in pain felt like being twisted, the pain made her break out in a cold sweat, her eyebrows bulged.Seeing Li Xintong like this, Song Ling put down his chopsticks in a panic, and rushed to Li Xintong: "Xintong, what's wrong with you?"

"It hurts." Li Xintong said with difficulty.

Song Ling immediately picked up Li Xintong and rushed out to the hospital.

Song Ling was in the emergency department, and when he arrived at the hospital, Song Ling saw Li Xintong's lower body bleeding.A bad premonition welled up in my heart.The doctor said that the child is still there, but it is recommended to abort it, because the child is deformed and not suitable for reproduction.The reason was that Li Xintong was still taking medicine to stabilize her illness in the early stages of her pregnancy. Due to the medicine, the child's development became deformed.

The doctor asked Song Ling to sign, saying that it was signed by the family members, and performed an abortion for Li Xintong.

Song Ling refused to write, he couldn't decide on this matter.

After a series of examinations, when Li Xintong came out of the treatment room, Song Ling thought about his words and told Li Xintong the doctor's suggestion.Li Xintong was taken aback for a moment, even though she tried her best to suppress her emotions, she still burst into tears in the end.Song Ling panicked, held Li Xintong's hand and said, "It's okay if you don't have an abortion, we have the ability to raise him for the rest of his life, don't cry."

Li Xintong raised her face, and looked carefully at Song Ling who was sincere and pity her. After a long silence, she pursed her lips and said, "Being born is suffering, so I don't want it anymore."

Song Ling knew that Li Xintong's words had exhausted almost all of her strength and strength.Song Ling reached out and hugged Li Xintong, and patted her on the back lightly: "If you want to cry, just cry, just promise me and continue to be strong."

Li Xintong cried bitterly in his arms.

In the end, the last bond between her and Song Zimo was gone.

fair enough.

The doctor arranged a hospital bed for Li Xintong and performed an operation immediately.Li Xintong was sitting in a wheelchair, Song Ling carefully pushed behind her, and went to the ward to wait for the doctor to prepare the operating room.Song Ling naturally prepared a VIP advanced ward for Li Xintong.

Li Xintong didn't think too much about it at the time, completely ignoring that Jia Lingke lived in the VIP advanced ward of this hospital.It doesn't matter if you meet Jia Ling, the relationship between Li Xintong and Jia Ling is just acquaintances, and Jia Ling is not the kind of woman who talks cheaply.It was just a coincidence of fate that Jia Ling was craving fishball noodles that day, and seeing that it was lunch break again, she called Song Zimo and casually asked him if he was free and if he would come today.She didn't expect Song Zimo to come, but she just wanted Song Zimo to order a fishball noodle for her, but Song Zimo said that he was free, and he would go to see her later and bring her a bowl of fishball noodles.When she hung up the phone, she glanced at the door, and through the narrow transparent glass, she saw Li Xintong sitting in a wheelchair with a handsome man behind her pushing her, and then flashed by.Jia Ling could be dazzled by herself, if Li Xintong was sick, Song Zimo wouldn't be silent.Moreover, this is the women's and children's floor, so there is no reason to be hospitalized on this floor.

Painless abortion is a minor operation, there are not many preparation procedures, and the operation time is not long.Li Xintong was notified to go to the operating room before she was hot on the hospital bed.When Song Ling handed over the wheelchair to the nurse in the surgery department, he couldn't help but reconfirm to Li Xintong: "Xintong, do you really want it?"

Li Xintong pursed her lips and nodded slowly.

Song Ling was actually very distressed.Before Li Xintong was about to enter the operating room, Li Xintong said something to the nurse behind her, and the nurse stopped in her tracks.Li Xintong looked back at Song Ling, her voice was not loud, but it was enough for Song Ling to hear what she wanted to say clearly.

Li Xintong said: "Remember, give me a child."

Song Ling froze in place until the door of the operating room was completely closed. He still hadn't recovered, and he didn't even have a chance to answer Li Xintong.

It was an hour later that the door of the operating room opened again.Song Ling rushed forward and asked nervously, "Doctor, what's the matter?"

The doctor felt that he was making a big fuss, so he smiled: "Don't worry, it's a small operation, it's not a big deal. Your girlfriend hasn't passed the anesthesia yet, can you go and carry her off the operating table?"

Song Ling was startled, nodded, and rushed into the operating room.As soon as Song Ling entered the operating room, he saw Li Xintong sleeping peacefully on the bed, without pain or sadness, looking very peaceful.He hoped that she would wake up like this, because he understood too well how important that child was to her.

The nurse wanted Song Ling to carry Li Xintong off the operating table, and then push him back to the hospital bed in a wheelchair.Song Ling seemed reluctant to let go, and said with a smile: "I'll just hug it back."

The nurse smiled helplessly, agreed, and followed Song Ling to the ward.

Li Xintong woke up as the medicine wore off on the way.Seeing himself moving in the air, he was taken aback for a while, and then he found himself being hugged by Song Ling, and said with a smile, "You like hugging me that much?"

Song Ling just smirked, and asked with concern: "Is there something wrong?"

"I feel a little uncomfortable. Abortion is really uncomfortable."

Song Ling put one arm under her knees and the other around her waist, a typical princess hug, both hands were not idle, so she could only rub her forehead with her face: "After marrying me, I will make it up to you. "They had just passed by Jia Lingke's ward at that time. It happened that Song Zimo delivered the fishball noodles. After visiting Jia Lingke, he planned to leave the ward.In the end, they ran into each other like this, and met on a narrow road.

Song Zimo saw Li Xintong in hospital clothes in Song Ling's arms. He was probably too surprised. He froze for a moment, then frowned violently. His eyes seemed a little cold, and his tone was even more icy cold: "Li Xintong!"

Li Xintong felt that he was on the gallows now, he was dead anyway, and he resented his unlucky luck, why it happened at this time.Li Xintong said to Song Ling, "You let me down first."

Before Song Ling could answer, the nurse who followed hurriedly said, "I just had an abortion, so it's not suitable to move around."

These words seemed like a time bomb exploded in an instant. Song Zimo grabbed Li Xintong and looked at her deeply with grief: "Abortion?"

Li Xintong looked at him calmly, and said to Song Ling: "I'll talk to Song Zimo alone." I originally wanted to talk about it later in the evening, but now I have to make it clear once and finish it.Song Ling nodded understandingly.Jia Ling, who was following Song Zimo, said roughly, "Come to my room and talk."

This may be their last conversation.

Li Xintong said straight to the point: "Remember our gamble? As you can see, I found a man who wanted me, and I won. Remember to give me a red envelope." When Li Xintong said this, his tone was light, unlike before It's a joke.

"So, you killed our child?" Song Zimo laughed at himself.

Li Xintong was a little dazed, perhaps unbelievable.She didn't expect Song Zimo to look at her like this.In his eyes, is she so cold-blooded?Li Xintong was a little annoyed, and deliberately used words to anger him: "Song Ling treats me sincerely, I can't let him be a father, can I? Besides, why should I give birth to you? Do you know how much I hate you? I'm with you During these days, I have not had a happy day. Since you like sister Lingke and she has your child again, then the three of you can live a happy life. I will never be as stupid as before, and I don’t even want dignity or shame for you From now on, I, Li Xintong, will never like you again, never again."

Song Zimo looked at her quietly, his dark eyes gleamed with a strange watery light, because of the backlight, Li Xintong didn't see that it was the tears in his eyes that he refused to shed because of forbearance.

Song Zimo said sadly: "I know you hate me. You were always clinging to me before and refused to separate from me for a while. But after the reunion, you never took the initiative to cling to me once. I already understand. "

Song Zimo really didn't like Li Xintong in the past.The reason why he dated her was firstly because she was too persistent and she was the most persistent among his suitors; secondly, his mother knew that he wanted to be with Jia Lingke at that time, and her mother could not accept it. He was also seriously ill, so he had to find a shield to save his mother's worries; third, Ling Ke's sister rejected him, and he felt uncomfortable, somewhat vindictive; substantive relationship.

During the year they got along, Li Xintong touched him too much. He never believed that there would be a girl who worked so hard to like him. , so cute.He knew that he liked her very much, but at that time, he was really ashamed to express his emotions.

Every reunion after the reunion was his initiative to ask for it.Because I was too scared, people who were afraid of reappearing in my life suddenly disappeared.This time, their identities were switched, and the person without a sense of security became him.Every night, when he held her in his arms and dared not fall asleep, he finally realized the feeling that Li Xintong always liked to hold him and never let go, repeating "Mo Bao, I like you so much, I like you so much", it was bitter , humble, even a little begging.

He thought that as long as he tried his best to get close to her and try his best to please her, maybe they could start over again.But in the end, all he got in exchange was her sarcastic remarks, he was anxious, he was angry, but most of all he was sad.But thinking of the long future, every time I get injured, I still have hope.

But he didn't expect that in the end, he would lose her after all.

Song Zimo tried to touch Li Xintong's soft hair as usual, but Li Xintong dodged it.Li Xintong said: "I won't invite you to a wedding, just a red envelope."

Song Zimo smiled, but his heart was twitching, and he said sadly, "Congratulations."

"Thank you." Li Xintong sullenly tried not to cry.

After returning to her ward, Song Ling didn't say a word about the conversation she had with Song Zimo, but kept asking what she wanted to eat, where she felt uncomfortable, and what she needed.Li Xintong knew that Song Ling was showing uneasiness, so he joked, "I want a child all over my head now."

Song Ling was stunned for a moment, then smiled foolishly, somewhat foolishly.

After staying in the hospital for a few days, Li Xintong went back to the rented house in Nanchao No. [-] Lane. On the surface, nothing had changed in the house, but Li Xintong found that there was one pair of slippers missing, one cup missing, toothbrushes and towels missing, and nothing in the closet. After removing the men's clothing, everything is as it was at the beginning, single.

Li Xintong wanted to eat a bowl of noodles, but just as he arrived in the kitchen, his cell phone rang, and it belonged to Song Zimo.

"Hey."

"it's me."

"Ah."

"Are you home? I left something with you. I'll go get it now, is it convenient?"

"convenient."

"Okay, let's go later."

In fact, Li Xintong felt that Song Zimo was already downstairs, because the doorbell rang within 10 minutes after she hung up the phone.They hadn't seen each other for a week, and Li Xintong felt that Song Zimo had lost weight. He had dark circles under his eyes and his complexion was pale even though he had always been healthy.He went into the bathroom and came out with an extra razor in his hand.A person with a net worth of over [-] million came back just to get these few hundred dollars?
Song Zimo saw that she was holding plain noodles just out of the pot in her hand, and frowned, "Just eat this?"

Li Xintong was startled, then nodded blankly.

Song Zimo sighed, walked into the kitchen, and soon heard the sound of chopping the chopping board and cooking with oil.Song Zimo's cooking skills are much better than Li Xintong's.Li Xintong became a monk on the way, and only started doing it in the past few years. Because Song Zimo was dependent on his sick mother when he was a child, he took on the housework prematurely, and he is much better than Li Xintong in doing work.

In less than ten minutes, there were two dishes and one soup on the table.Song Zimo unbuttoned his apron, and said to Li Xintong: "The porridge will take longer, you should drink some soup first to fill your stomach."

Sitting at the dining table, Li Xintong looked up at him: "Do you want to eat together?"

Song Zimo was a little overwhelmed by the flattery, he was taken aback, nodded, and sat down.He scooped up a bowl of soup for Li Xintong, and Li Xintong took it: "Thank you."

Li Xintong drank the soup quietly and did not speak to him again.

At this moment, Li Xintong's mobile phone on the table rang, and the caller displayed on it was "Song Ling".Both Li Xintong and Song Zimo saw it.Li Xintong smiled at Song Zimo, and answered the phone generously.

"Xintong, mother asked you to come to my house for dinner tonight, and dress up. When will I pick you up?"

As early as a few days ago, Song Ling greeted Li Xintong and took her to meet her parents after she was discharged from the hospital.So Li Xintong was not surprised: "It's 06:30 in the evening."

"OK, all right."

"I'll eat first and hang up."

"Kiss first."

Li Xintong was a little embarrassed, and looked at Song Zimo who was sitting opposite, he was eating with his head down.Li Xintong felt embarrassed, and said angrily: "Childish, hang up."

"Hey! Give me a kiss, give me a kiss." Ignoring Song Ling's calls on the other end of the phone, Li Xintong hung up the phone directly.

Just as Li Xintong hung up the phone, Song Zimo said with a sneer, "You guys are progressing very quickly."

"We're all talking about marriage, soon?"

"That's right, we're talking about marriage." Song Zimo didn't seem to be answering Li Xintong, but rather muttering to himself.

The two ate the "Last Supper" quietly and said goodbye peacefully.When Li Xintong sent Song Zimo to the door, Song Zimo suddenly turned around and said to Li Xintong, "I'm going back to the United States for vacation, call me on the wedding day, and I will ask Mai Yingqi to give you a red envelope."

"Oh well."

Although she was short of money, at this moment, she really lost interest in the red envelope.

Song Zimo didn't know how he got downstairs, he was in a trance, out of state, and suddenly his eyes went dark, but fortunately he recovered quickly and stabilized himself in time.He pinched his forehead, his eyebrows were raised high, his back was hot and cold, and he was sweating.His head hurts and he can't seem to drive by himself.Song Zimo took out his mobile phone and called the driver, asking the driver to pick him up.

Song Zimo left the residential building, couldn't help looking up at the place where Li Xintong lived, felt a twinge of pain in his heart, and reluctantly left.

Song Ling came to pick up Li Xintong on time, and Li Xintong had already made preparations.On the way to Song's house, Song Ling grinned and said, "My mother said that I will arrange the wedding date. What time would you like?"

Li Xintong looked out of the car absent-mindedly. Hearing what Song Ling said, he was taken aback for a while, and then said, "You can figure it out."

Song Ling originally had a smile on his face, but when he saw Li Xintong like this, his smile softened a lot: "Then let me finish the case at hand. There was a smuggling case recently, and the suspect fled to the United States. The superior sent me to help, I have to go A trip to the United States. Do you... want to go together? Take me to see my father-in-law by the way?"

Li Xintong smiled and said: "This is not good. You go to the United States to do business, and when you are done, take you there?"

Song Ling curled his lips and reluctantly agreed.

Song Family Villa.

(End of this chapter)