If I have you, I will be happy forever

Chapter 25 The Secret (3)
"Just because you are my mother, I pretend I don't know anything."

"Am I so unbearable in your heart?"

"What do you think?" There was a trace of despair in Song Ling's tone.

"All right!"

Just when Li Xintong was hesitating whether to go in, Song Baozhu had already come out.She glanced at Li Xintong and left without saying anything.Because Li Xintong only heard the second half and didn't understand the whole story, even if she saw Song Ling sitting on the bed sullenly after she entered the room, she didn't ask, but said with a smile: "I'm here!" , are you surprised?"

Song Ling raised his eyelids, but said nothing.

There is no one else in the house, and the other two beds are not even covered with sheets. It looks like they have been discharged from the hospital, but is it too sudden?And aren't hospital beds always tight?Why are these two beds left empty?Li Xintong was suspicious, but after thinking about it carefully, she knew that it must be arranged by Song Baozhu.Is this why they quarreled?
Li Xintong sat down and poked his arm with his finger: "Hey, can you at least talk to me?"

Song Ling turned to look at her with a pitiful look, like a poor puppy without the care of its owner.Li Xintong was discouraged, she didn't want to gossip at first, but this little dog urgently needed to vent.She had no choice but to play the role of her confidant sister and asked, "Tell me, if there is something unhappy to make my sister happy."

"Yesterday I thought the hospital was too noisy and wanted to go home to sleep, but I heard my parents arguing."

"Uh, then?"

"Then I heard my dad say that I'm a bastard." Song Ling's face suddenly turned pale as if he had been hit.

Li Xintong was taken aback, surprised that Song Ling was so straightforward, that he didn't know how to answer.Song Ling continued: "My dad saw my medical record card, I am AB blood type, my mother is O type, and my dad is also O type." From the perspective of medical genetics, two parents with O blood type are different. It is possible to give birth to a child of type AB.

Li Xintong tried to comfort her: "Could you have been hugged wrong?"

Song Ling glared at Li Xintong.

Well, she was thinking too much.

Li Xintong continued to comfort: "Since it has become a fact, don't be too sad."

"I don't know my mother anymore. What kind of woman is she? No shame at all? She always knew I wasn't my father's biological son, and she could cheat for so many years without feeling guilty."

Li Xintong said: "Perhaps your mother thinks this is a beautiful lie."

Song Ling looked at her suspiciously.Li Xintong smiled sadly: "I have no mother since I was a child. My father said that my mother passed away, and she would continue to love me in heaven. I only found out from my grandma later that my mother abandoned my father and me. Not dead. She didn't love me. But my daddy lied to me so he wouldn't break my heart. And to continue this beautiful lie, I made another lie. I pretended I didn't know. But one thing I know, I am happy because I have a father who not only loves me as a father, but also loves me as a mother."

Song Ling was silent.

"I don't know what motivated your mother to marry your father when she was pregnant. But over the years, you should be able to feel that your mother's love for you is not a lie."

Song Ling suddenly stretched out his hand to hug Li Xintong.Li Xintong was taken aback, wanted to struggle, but finally followed him.Song Ling hugged her gently, as if waiting for her to struggle. Seeing that she was not struggling, he hugged her tighter and tighter, so tight that Li Xintong couldn't even breathe.

"It's too tight." Li Xintong complained.

"I like you." Song Ling said in a low voice, slightly choked up.

"..." Li Xintong was speechless.

"From the first time I saw you, I knew that you were different. You will not be like other women, coveting my family background, and the former is the same as the latter. I have a deeper understanding of the relationship these days. , you are the one I like."

Li Xintong has never been confessed to in this life.When she was young, she put all her thoughts on Song Zimo, and she loved Song Zimo so much that everyone knew that even if someone had feelings for her, she would leave the scene voluntarily.When a man enters the society and wants to have a further relationship with her, the first thing he says is, do you want to date me, or should we date her?There has never been a person like Song Ling who expresses his heart very simply without the premise of communication.

If Song Zimo hadn't been there first, she might have given it a try.

"You know me, your brother and I..." Li Xintong was a little bit dumbfounded, but also a little desolate.What an embarrassing position.

Song Ling didn't let go of her hugging hand, he buried his head deeply in her neck, his voice was low but firm: "I don't care about this, I like you, as long as you are willing to be with me."

The love words were not too sweet, but Li Xintong was so moved that he was speechless.Over the years, she has only loved one man, but she loves Song Zimo too much. If she and Song Zimo are destined to have no future, should she re-plan her life?

There was silence in the room, and after a while, Li Xintong said, "Let me think about it."

She didn't refuse immediately, which made Song Ling excited. He looked at her in surprise and infatuatedly.Li Xintong was a little embarrassed, and smiled dryly: "Are you hungry? I'll go buy you something to eat."

"I want lean meatballs!"

"You carnivore!"

"Yeah, I really want to eat you now."

Li Xintong rolled his eyes at him, got up and went to buy it for him.As soon as she walked out of the room, Song Ling called her to stop.Li Xintong turned around, only to see Song Ling smiling silly at her, and said coquettishly, "Don't be jealous, I don't like jealousy."

"Understood, it's annoying." Li Xintong felt uncomfortable, but he didn't hate Song Ling treating her like this from the bottom of his heart.Maybe it's because Song Ling is younger than her, she has a bit of maternal love, coupled with her stronger personality, and the dependence of others on her, she has found a sense of existence.

She was waiting for the elevator. The Orthopedics Department is on the eighth floor of the hospital, neither too high nor too low, but for the lazy Li Xintong, the elevator is the only way to go.

The elevator door opened, and there were many people inside. She lowered her head and went in.

As the elevator descended, she heard a familiar voice behind her.A woman was retching, and a man asked caringly, "Is the embarrassment so serious?"

The woman replied, "Well, it's very uncomfortable."

"Do you want to see the doctor?"

"Look at your fuss, this is a normal reaction."

"Ah."

Li Xintong only felt chills all over her body, and there was a pang of pain welling up in her eye sockets, and there was liquid swirling in her eye sockets. She tried her best to control herself, but she still shed tears.She quickly wiped away the tears that were falling, and took a deep breath.Just at this time the elevator reached the first floor, Li Xintong got out of the elevator first, and hurried to the hospital entrance.

She thought she could escape smoothly, but unexpectedly, someone grabbed her from behind: "Tongtong."

Li Xintong wanted to get rid of her, but she was too powerful to pull her away.

"Let me go!" Li Xintong turned around and glared at Song Zimo, then roared angrily.

Song Zimo let go of his hand slowly, and Li Xintong quickly left as if he was escaping.

Jia Lingke followed from behind and said worriedly, "Did she misunderstand? Do you want to explain?"

Song Zimo smiled self-deprecatingly: "Will she listen?"

Jia Lingke sighed and patted him on the shoulder: "You also remember to come for the review on time."

"Thank you. I'll take you home."

Jia Lingke waved her hand: "Girls need to be coaxed, go and coax. Just leave me alone."

Song Zimo stared silently at Jia Lingke, who said jokingly, "Go."

Song Zimo nodded, and chased in the direction Li Xintong left.Jia Lingke stared at Song Zimo's leaving back, and smiled a little sadly. She knew that she should let go after imprisoning him for so many years.She still remembers meeting Li Xintong at Eva's party who was hurt by her self-esteem and poured red wine on the spot. Looking at the stubbornness and stubbornness in her eyes, she seemed to see Song Zimo's eyes that would always be dazed for a long time when no one was around these years. There are wounds in the eyes, longing, and despair.

She will never forget Song Zimo's first words when he woke up from a car accident: Sister Lingke, what time is it?
她说，10:30。不过抱歉，是六月23号早上10:30。

The time he wanted was 17:17 am on June NO.[-].He has to catch a plane.Because Li Xintong said that she only waited for him for two months, and if he didn't come back for two months, then there would be no future, and she would not forgive him.June NO.[-] is the deadline.

He missed it.

She couldn't forget what he looked like at that time.Covering her face, crying like a child, calling Tongtong, Tongtong...

That day, she knew that the boy who once said he loved her had grown up and knew what love was.Love is knowing that you can't be with the person in your heart in the future, crying bitterly with sadness.Reluctant, so reluctant.

【7】

Song Zimo tried to find Li Xintong, but he couldn't find her. He called Li Xintong anxiously, but no one answered.Song Zimo just wanted to raise his legs to continue searching, but he saw Li Xintong leaning against the wall at the entrance of the hospital, sitting on the ground lost in thought.Song Zimo stepped forward, seeing Li Xintong in a daze, he knelt down and stroked Li Xintong's long hair: "Tongtong..."

Li Xintong looked up at Song Zimo, his eyes lost focus: "I...I can't stand up, I...have no strength."

Song Zimo was startled, and wanted to help Li Xintong stand up, but she limply slumped on Song Zimo's body as if she had no bones.Li Xintong cried loudly: "What's wrong with me? What's wrong with me?"

Song Zimo hurriedly hugged Li Xintong: "Tongtong won't cry, I'll take you to see a doctor."

As he spoke, he picked up Li Xintong and rushed to the emergency room.

After three hours of diagnosis, the result left Song Zimo dumbfounded.

Li Xintong was diagnosed with Miller-Fisher Syndrome. The cause is unknown, but it may be due to autoantibodies attacking the myelin sheath of peripheral nerves, which leads to acute ascending paralysis and disorder of nervous system conduction, double vision, and muscle weakness.Patients may recover on their own, or they may not recover for a lifetime, or even be fatal.

When Song Zimo got the news from the doctor, his chest felt tight. After thanking the doctor, he walked into the ward silently and watched the always strong Li Xintong lying on the bed and weeping silently.Song Zimo stepped forward and wiped away tears for her without saying a word, his fingertips were soft, his eyes were watery, it seemed tender and distressed, "Tongtong, it's okay, I'm here."

"What sickness did I get?"

Song Zimo told Li Xintong without any concealment.Li Xintong listened silently, but tears poured out like spring water.Song Zimo didn't stop her from crying, but just took her weak hand and put his lips against the back of her hand, "Tongtong, don't cry."

"Song Zimo, please do something."

"it is good."

Whatever she wants, he will promise her.

"If I don't get better, please help me take care of my dad. Will you?"

"Row."

"Thank you." Li Xintong closed her eyes and forced herself not to cry anymore. She closed her eyes to try to stop herself from crying, but she couldn't restrain her sadness, tears kept pouring down her cheeks.Song Zimo helped her wipe the tears off her face and stopped talking.

The illness came like a mountain, Song Ling didn't know it, so he called Li Xintong to urge her.Song Zimo answered the phone and told him the details.They live in the same hospital, just on different floors.Song Ling arrived quickly. He stood at the door and saw Song Zimo holding up the sleeves of his white shirt, picking up the towel in the sink, wringing it dry, and carefully wiping Li Xintong's face.

Song Ling froze for a moment, wondering if he should go in or not.

Song Zimo wiped Li Xintong's face, kissed her frowning brows, and said softly, "Are you hungry? What do you want to eat?"

Li Xintong shook his head and remained silent.

Song Zimo said, "I'll buy you some porridge."

Li Xintong remained silent.

Song Zimo put on his clothes and planned to go out, but saw Song Ling who had been standing at the door for a long time.Song Zimo glanced at him lightly, there was no hostility in his eyes, only ignorance.

Song Ling pursed her lips, and grabbed Song Zimo who was about to pass him by. "You..." Song Ling took a deep breath, "She is sick now, you don't need her anymore."

Song Zimo raised his eyebrows: "Then?"

"Then I'll take care of her."

"Thank you for your kindness, she is my woman now." Song Zimo shook off Song Ling's hand indifferently, "I'm going to buy porridge, please don't do anything unprincipled when I'm not around." Li Xintong was in a trance on the bed, and left feeling distressed.

Song Ling looked at Li Xintong on the hospital bed from a distance, hesitated for a long time, and chose to approach Li Xintong quietly, but did not speak.It wasn't until he sat by her bed that he jokingly said, "You fell ill just after I confessed my love to you. Did you test me on purpose?"

But his joking smile was extremely stiff.

Li Xintong turned her face and looked away: "I'm sorry, I don't have any feelings for you, I just took your confession as a joke."

She is rejecting him.Song Ling's smile became even stiffer.He said: "If it is because of this disease, I don't care, I am willing to take care of you for the rest of my life."

"No. You should be able to tell that I belong."

Yeah, why can't he see it?He is not a fool.Song Ling was silent. He wanted to see her expression at this moment, but she had already turned her face away, so he couldn't see it.He smiled a little sadly: "I hope he can take good care of you."

"Don't worry, he will." Li Xintong thought, he will.Song Zimo is not a heartless person, even if he wants to remarry Jia Lingke, he will definitely find a nanny to take care of her.

Song Ling didn't stay any longer, said goodbye, and left.Li Xintong was still staring blankly at the ceiling, feeling that she was really suffering. When she learned that Jia Ling had Song Zimo's child, she was very sad and desolate. She felt that she could finally give up and leave.She could let him go and accept someone else.But as soon as she made up her mind, she immediately fell into tragedy after turning around.

Is it because God refuses to make her happy?
【8】

Song Zimo did take care of Li Xintong in every possible way, but Li Xintong guessed wrong, he didn't find a nanny, but took care of her himself, and greeted her well.Li Xintong's attitude towards Song Zimo was always indifferent, except that every night, when Song Zimo helped her take a bath, he blushed a little and resisted for a while.

"Just find a nanny to take care of me." Li Xintong always suggested this to him.

Song Zimo always said, "No."

Li Xintong was a little puzzled: "You come to the hospital these days after work, and stay in the hospital at night, but sister Ling Ke is pregnant."

"You're sick." Song Zimo stared at her, emphasizing to her that being sick is more important than being pregnant.

Li Xintong's illness is not very serious, and the muscles on her face are still healthy, so she can smile and say to Song Zimo: "Actually, my wish is already made, and it doesn't matter if I die."

Song Zimo glared at her fiercely, his hand that was originally gentle to wipe her face increased, as if he said angrily: "It's not so easy to want to die, you smashed a jade carving on me before, pay me back first."

"Stingy." Li Xintong knew that Song Zimo didn't say this to her for money.He is willing to take care of her father unconditionally, which means that money is not a high priority in Song Zimo's eyes.Song Zimo saw Li Xintong pouted, annoyed and funny, and helped her wipe her face, then untied her hospital gown, intending to give her a bath.

Every time she did this, Li Xintong would always blush and feel uncomfortable, and today was no exception. Li Xintong blushed and coughed twice, repeating what she said these days: "Just call the nurse for this matter."

A few days ago, Song Zimo ignored her and worked hard.Now, Song Zimo replied to her: "Are you embarrassed to show the nurse naked?"

Li Xintong thought about it: "I'm sorry. But, compared to you, I'd rather show it to the nurse."

Song Zimo raised his eyebrows and looked at her dangerously.

Li Xintong is not afraid of death, and continued: "The nurse will definitely show a surprised expression when he sees me, and will praise me for my good figure no matter what. Look at you, every day is like cleaning the glass. You only know how to work hard, which hurts your self-esteem. of."

(End of this chapter)