Can't help feeling for you: can't live without you

Chapter 2 Western Medicine Tablets (2)
At that time, she had just lost her last job, and at the same time lost her boyfriend Wen Bailiang who had been in love with her for two years and nine months.

When I met Wen Bailiang, Dong Zhiwei had just graduated from a higher vocational school, and was looking for a job with a diploma that was almost nothing.Big companies dismissed her resume, and after numerous failures, she walked into an ordinary residential building.

It's not a commercial building. The old high-rise building in front of her made her check the address several times and couldn't believe it. After getting out of the elevator, the corridor was full of sundries. When the bell rang, I was still hesitating, wondering if I should turn around and leave now.

But there was a voice from the door, "The door is not closed, just come in by yourself."

She pushed lightly, and sure enough, the chaos inside the door was beyond her imagination. Countless packing boxes were piled up in corners, on the floor, on chairs, and even on tables. A man with glasses sat in the mess. The young man, with the phone wrapped around his neck, was typing quickly on the keyboard. When he saw her standing at the door and didn't have time to talk to her, he motioned her over with his eyes.

She only took one step before stepping on something, looking down, it turned out to be a stack of product introductions, she squatted down to pick it up, only saw the roughest paper and printing, and there were no eye-catching ornate words on it, the simplest Black and white, everything is extremely inconspicuous.

She was used to doing things at home, since she picked up the first thing, she picked up the second one, walking all the way, couldn't help tidying up the other things scattered around.

While Wen Bailiang was talking, the phone fell silent, because everything in front of him seemed to be enchanted, the scattered and unpacked boxes were neatly closed, stacked neatly in the corner, and the chairs scattered everywhere were also One by one, the girl in a light-colored dress finished all this lightly and quickly as she walked towards him, and put a stack of sorted product introductions in order when she walked to the table for the last step placed right in front of him.

The air conditioner in the rented house is not very good. She just came in from the outside on such a hot day. After working like this for a while, a layer of sweat broke out on her smooth forehead. Seeing him looking at her, she felt a little embarrassed, I just wiped it with the back of my hand, and said softly, "I'm sorry, I'm meddlesome."

He almost stood up and took her hand and shook his head.

how come?At that moment, he almost thought he saw a magician.

After that, Dong Zhiwei worked in Wen Bailiang's company.

This is an independent investment consulting company. Wen Bailiang is the boss of this company, and he is also the sales, promotion, technical support and everything else of this company. In short, before Zhiwei came, he was this company the only person in the house.

After graduating from university, Wen Bailiang worked in a very famous investment consulting company. He was quite capable and talented, and he did some big deals that were sensational in the circle.Success came too fast, he was young and energetic, and soon he was dissatisfied with the company's restraint on him, and then he had a big fight with the airborne boss who took the credit for him, and he simply resigned voluntarily, and came out to venture into the rivers and lakes by himself, trying to make a difference. A new world is coming.

But he is just a child from an ordinary family, with no background or backing. When he was still working in that famous company, everyone in the circle smiled at him, called each other brothers, shook hands and patted shoulders, the reason why he was so decisive A large part of the reason for resigning and starting a business is that I think I already have enough contacts.Unexpectedly, as soon as he took that step, everything changed. Those people who used to talk and laugh with him during the dinner all turned their faces away, some of them were able to politely decline a few words on the phone, and some of them were even worse. Pick it up, and I never have time.

The so-called entrepreneurship, today is hell, tomorrow is hell, the day after tomorrow may be heaven, but most people will die tomorrow.When Zhiwei met Wen Bailiang, he was the entrepreneur struggling in hell.Kong You is full of ambition and enthusiasm, but bumps into walls everywhere, struggling in endless setbacks, and an occasional light can make him excited for several days.

Perhaps many people would sneer at such a passionate young man who dreamed of soaring to the sky, but at that time Zhiwei was truly moved.She became Wen Bailiang's first employee, watching her boss describe his blueprint for the future with bright eyes in the simple and small rented house.

At that time, Wen Bailiang was able to visit three or four customers in one day in a [-]-degree day, while she stayed in the office and completed the tasks that several people should do by herself, and said with a smile on the phone, "Yes, I'm Vivian, let our colleagues from the market research department explain this question to you," then turned around and used Billy's ID to log on to MSN, and then talked about the project with him.

The company gradually got on the right track, the office moved again and again, and finally moved into a commercial building in a good location. The number of employees changed from her to three, five, or a dozen. Everything is easy, and there is still time to read.

She applied for the University of Finance and Economics. She has a very good foundation. Of course, there is no problem with the exam. She soon started a life of running around the company at night. She is young and energetic. She has to rush back to the company after class at night. It was still on, and occasionally seeing Wen Bailiang dozed off extremely tired, he took out the blanket prepared in the closet to cover him, and continued to work at the desk by himself.

When he woke up, he walked over and put his face against her temples, "Zhiwei, what would I do without you?"

She has never been a woman who likes acting like a baby. When she was young, she didn't want her parents to see her weakness. After she became an adult, she became a habit. This kind of intimacy is just rubbing her forehead with him and saying, "Let people see." The corners of her mouth are full of smiles .

When Wen Bailiang made the company famous, he became more and more energetic. In the conference room, he pointed to the prosperity outside the window, "We want to be the best investment consulting company in China, turn stone into gold, turn decay into magic!"

And Dong Zhiwei sat on the side, wondering whether the recent projects have exceeded the company's ability. Sometimes it is a good thing to be big, but too big too fast, it is like deciding to climb to the top after only visiting Xiangshan. Everest climbers are always scary.

And those so-called insiders who kept persuading Wen Bailiang to try investing with high returns made her even more frightened.Zhiwei was born in a small family and is used to seeing parents who earn every minute of their money through hard work. It is difficult to accept the concept of making money for one investment.

But Wen Bai sneered at her woman, he is ambitious, his feet are on the horizon, but his fingers are eager to touch the sky, he not only wants to be the best investment consulting company in China, he also wants to become an overnight storm Rich lucky guy.

As a result, Zhiwei’s most worried idea was implemented. Wen Bailiang’s huge profit investment started with a lot of flowers, but ended in a mess, and because of the illegal absorption of private assets, he got into trouble with the government, and a lawsuit made Wen Bailiang almost lose. Losing all his wealth can't end.The company is in a bleak state, everyone pushes against the wall, all the projects under negotiation have come to a standstill, and it seems that they will not be able to sustain it, Zhiwei has used all his savings, but what is the use of a drop in the bucket?
Wen Bailiang fell from a high place and was used to high-spirited days. The energy of gritting his teeth and working hard suddenly disappeared, and he was irritated all day long. Someone started to come to the door to press for debts, Zhiwei tried to comfort him when there was no one else, but he was silent, and after a few words, he was pushed away by his palm.

"What's the use of saying this? Do you have money? What can you do for me!"

She was pushed so tight in her chest by him, she turned around and was about to leave, but she took a step but was hugged from behind by him.

"Don't go, Zhiwei, I'm suffering, stay with me."

She softened her heart again, and hugged his neck with her backhand.

What she thought at that time was, how could it be so difficult?At most, it would be to go back to the beginning and start over from the beginning, as long as she was still with him.

"I see." Yuan Jingrui returned the document he had read to Dong Zhiwei who was still standing in front of him. She took it with both hands and reminded him dutifully.

"There is a budget meeting at one o'clock in the afternoon, and there is still half an hour."

He has always been bothered by this, so he braced his head after listening to it, and said, "I see."

She put away the documents and turned around to leave.

He said suddenly, "Do you have time tonight?"

Even Lao Chen, who had been standing by the pool like an iron tower, gave him an extra look, but Dong Zhiwei just held the document in one hand and shook his head calmly.

"I have class in the evening, so I can't attend the reception. Do I need to arrange a female companion? I'll call."

Zhiwei enrolled in a master’s program after graduating from a bachelor’s degree, and is preparing for the next round of entrance exams. He is so busy with work and has to find time to go to class. Seeing that his daughter is spinning around all day long, there is no time for rest. The elders have opinions, but they don't dare to say more because they feel sorry for their daughter.

"Don't you feel tired after finishing your undergraduate degree and master's degree?" Yuan Jingrui didn't have so many worries, so he asked casually.

"It's like this. I personally think that better professionalism is good for serving the company. What do you think?" She has been his secretary for so long, and she is often too polite to address him. At first he heard it funny and often laughed Get up, but she won't change even after saying it - Dong Zhiwei has his own stubborn side, and then he let her go.

He just shrugged and said after a while, "No need to call, I'll figure it out myself."

She turned around and went out, thinking in her heart that she knew you didn't need it.

Although Yuan Jingrui is a widower, but he is full of gold and real diamonds, and has no children. There are most rumors about him in the market, and even some heroines come forward and cry in person. Everyone can see that they are broken into pieces on the ground. A piece of glass heart.

She often feels strange, if this is the state that ordinary people should be in when they lose their love, shouldn't she move to an alien planet?

Dong Zhiwei always remembered that when Wen Bailiang left her, he only said two words, "Sorry."

Maybe it's because the two of them have been together for too long, and the tacit understanding is much higher than that of ordinary people. She was already prepared before he spoke, but it was a different feeling when he really heard it, just like being caught by someone for a lifetime. The person cut off the flesh, patted the whole body and didn't know which piece was missing, only knew the pain, and the pain made him bend down.

He was sitting face to face with her, and when he saw her, he moved his hands, but immediately the phone rang, and he took it out to take a look, then at her, and finally stood up and walked away without saying a word She walked out and got into the car parked on the side of the road. With a flash of taillights, she disappeared at the corner of the street—and disappeared from her world.

For two years and nine months, she shed tears with him in the shabby rented house, and he also hugged her and laughed in the brand-new office. He used to be the man in the shabby room with bright eyes and the world in his heart. She trusted him He, as if she believed in herself, never thought that one day, he would become a man she didn't know.

Just like she once did not believe that the pharmaceutical factory that sustains many people's life, old age, sickness and death will be closed overnight, Dong Zhiwei has lost something similar to faith to her for the second time in her more than 20 years of life. It was different from the previous time, because this time, she was the only one who endured the pain.

Wen Bailiang never thought that at that fork in the road, he would choose a life path that completely deviated from his original plan.

It's not that he doesn't love Dong Zhiwei, but for a man, if everything in life can be ranked, then the top few are often filled with his career, his friends, and his favorite sport , even parents will be ranked after the number, not to mention love.

Love occupies only a small part in a man's life. Even if he gives up this part completely, even if this part of him is completely destroyed, he can still work, live, enjoy and even develop more than normal. In the past, it was better to be in a better state, not like a woman, who would occupy her entire body and soul when she fell in love, and would be in pain if there was a slight change.

Besides, at that time, he had been completely knocked down by failure and fear.

During that time, the company was in dire straits, people's hearts were betrayed, and people came to ask for debts one after another, and the court's subpoenas were placed on his desk one by one. Dong Zhiwei tried to comfort him, but no amount of comfort was of use. The pain of the sudden fall from the hard-won success and the fear of being imprisoned are absolutely impossible for her to bear and solve for him.

He is no longer the passionate young man who went upstream in the predicament. The short-term success extinguished his fighting spirit, and the unexpected setback made him sluggish. He has already succeeded, and he can no longer bear the pain of falling. This pain is like drowning. , made him breathless, and the blueprint he wanted to achieve, the sky he wanted to touch, was already close at hand, but because of such an accident, it became infinitely far away.

He couldn't survive this desperate situation on his own. At this moment, Dai Ailing's appearance was like a life-saving rope.She has the ability to save him from trouble, and she has the means to help him escape from death. For some people, this may be just a matter of effort, but at that time, only she was willing to give him this hand.

Dai Ailing is a woman who is well-known in the investment circle. Her father has a lot of background. He is a powerful faction in power. , all the way up extremely fast, and later returned to China to start a private equity fund, and everything was done well.

It stands to reason that it is impossible for Wen Bailiang to have much relationship with a woman like Dai Ailing, and the fact is the same. He and her only met each other a few times, and have almost no communication with her.It's just that when he was desperate, he called all the people he knew with a fluke mentality, asking them to lend a helping hand, but she was the only one who responded.

Dai Ailing drove to see him by herself, and the two had a brief chat in the car. She was no longer young, and the most expensive clothing and the most delicate makeup could not cover up the loose waist and the fine lines around the eyes. But she has a certain confidence in front of him, which gives her a calm attitude and makes her slightly ordinary appearance shine.

She listened to him talk about her predicament, and when he handed over the detailed plan, she gently pushed it aside, and then pressed his shoulder with the other hand, her voice was very low.

"These are small things. With me here, you don't have to worry."

Wen Bailiang was dazed for a moment, he knew that her attitude towards him was different, both men and women would be sensitive to the attention from the opposite sex, but he never thought that he would have such a person sitting face to face with her. That day in the small space, I never thought that she would raise it to him in such a straightforward way.

The night after meeting Dai Ailing, Wen Bailiang returned to the company, saw Zhiwei who was still busy in the empty cubicle, and thought of everything he had experienced in that small space, his whole body became stiff, unable to push back for a long time. door to go in.

For many days after that, he fell into a terrible self-struggle and torture.

what to do?Would he accept help from that hand?But if he doesn't accept it, he will probably fall into the abyss in the next second.

The contradiction made him restless, he began to be afraid of facing Zhiwei's face, and she accompanied him with ignorant tenderness and worry, every tiny line on that face seemed to him, They are like a mirror, reflecting his pain.

In this unbearable pain, he gradually developed a kind of resentment, constantly lost his temper with her, and quickly regretted and repented. Zhiwei attributed all this to his emotional instability caused by his bad situation. It's the kind of girl who exudes tenacity when faced with adversity, but she can endure it with tolerance and do her best more and more.

Until that night, he pushed her away hard and yelled at her again, "What's the use of saying this? Do you have money? What can you do for me!" She finally couldn't stand it anymore, turned around and left, his heart It was cold for a moment, and rushed over to hug her tightly, as if hugging his only remaining self, but she immediately turned her head, with a tolerant and gentle expression, stretched out her hands and hugged him back.

Even Wen Bailiang himself couldn't understand why his heart became cold and stiff at this very moment.

Yes, Zhiwei loves him, so what?Even if she could give her all to support him, even if she could be considerate enough to put up with all his moodiness?She can't help him.He has been driven to a corner, and the person who can save him is absolutely impossible to be her!
For Dai Ailing, maybe this is a problem that can be solved with just a word of greeting, but if he can't grasp her life-saving rope, then everything is just a possibility.Without her, he would be dragged down by this lawsuit, he would be bankrupt to the streets, he would end up in jail!Just imagining those possibilities made him wake up in the middle of the night. At that time, would Zhiwei still stay by his side like this?At that time, will he still have the face to allow her to stay by his side like this?
He couldn't and wouldn't take the risk!

Yes, Dai Ailing is a bit older, at least seven or eight years older than him, but so what?He needs her, and he needs her to help him out.

Life is like a journey. Dong Zhiwei used to be a good travel companion, and he was with him on the way of chasing his ideals, and walked with him all the way, but now everything has changed, and his life path cannot be interrupted like this In this lawsuit, he needs to hold another person's hand so that he can get out of the mud, and she has become his stumbling block.

(End of this chapter)