Quickly cross the palm of the crazy criticizing gods

Chapter 261 Please Surrender 37
Su Yu gave an answer: "Because I have no heart."

She has no intention of living a good life, and she only finds it boring when facing people and things in this world.

But she didn't think so in her heart, she felt that her life was so empty, and she didn't live like herself at all.

But she didn't know how to change it.

So I can only pretend, pretending that I look happy and purposeful.

She thought that she was pretending, pretending, and she would become such a person.

But in fact this is not the case.

Even in the village, she still felt that she didn't live like a human being, as if a piece had been dug out of her heart, and that feeling of incompleteness always existed.

Dark Red didn't expect Su Yu to have such a side.

He looked deeply at Su Yu, then raised his hand to stroke her hair: "It sounds like you have a worse life than me."

Su Yu smiled: "That's why I said that what you choose may not be wrong, because you know what you want. But I don't know anything."

If you don't know what to do, just be yourself.

I don't know what to do to get real happiness.

She looked at other people's happiness, looked at other people's happiness, but she felt that everything was like an illusion, empty.

An Hong took a deep breath, then pinched her shoulders: "I know what your problem is, everything will be fine."

Su Yu raised his eyebrows and looked back at him: "Including your current question?"

An Hong paused, looked at the Gu worm in the vessel, and said, "I hope...everything will be fine."

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People are contradictory.

It's like the madness and calmness of dark red.

Su Yu's loneliness and longing.

Under the confrontation of two emotions, under the confrontation of thought and choice, some people will go to extremes, while others will be reborn.

Dark Red became Su Yu's master.

Although it is not so in name, behind the scenes, he has always taught her a lot and explained her a lot.

every night.

After Su Yu planted the land, took a bath, and finished eating, he would sit in the small courtyard and chat with An Hong.

Su Yu will tell what happened to him today.

An Hong would ask her if she saw other people's smiling faces.

Su Yu nodded, and said that when the big man next door went to farm, his wife came to deliver food. He happily shared it with everyone, and then proudly said that he had found a good wife. After hearing this, his wife seemed like Very shy, but very happy.

Dark Red can also imagine that scene, the happiness of ordinary people is always so simple.

Su Yu asked An Hong: "But I don't think doing this kind of thing will be very happy."

"You mean when you were farming, someone brought you food?"

"kindness."

Dark Red nodded: "Try it later and you'll know."

Su Yu wanted to ask, how to try?Hire someone to bring her meals?But she felt that if she asked this question out, it might attract dark red's ridicule, so she simply didn't ask.

She leaned against his wheelchair, looked up at the sky, and then sighed, "I suddenly miss being a killer."

Whatever you do, you will become addicted if you get used to it.

So she could admit that she wanted to...do what a bad guy would do.

But the villagers are so kind, she really can't do it.

So An Hong smiled at her: "Did you see that tree at the fence?"

"I see." Su Yu locked his gaze there, and waited for An Hong to finish speaking.

"There's a boa constrictor there, help me catch it and kill it for blood." With a faint smile in her dark red eyes, she said to her, "In this way, you can satisfy your own killing and my demand for snake blood." .”

(End of this chapter)