My girlfriend is from the future!

Chapter 387 I See Guanyin in Hell
A few minutes ago, the mist in the mountains rose and turned into clouds and rain, and the green brick houses in the temple floated wet streamers, gray and gentle, dim when facing the light, and dim when backlighting, like a kind of deep comfort.

Accompanied by the gradual patter outside the hall, I watched her solemnly enshrine the two longevity tablets, then took two steps back, folded her hands together, closed her eyes, and prayed sincerely.

I couldn't hear what the wish was in her mouth, but there should be hope and sweetness in that face.

When she finished all this, she turned to me.

"Master, I have one more thing."

"Please tell me, Layman."

"I still want to go to the Guanyin Hall to fulfill my wish."

My heart was shocked, and I pondered for a moment, "Then... please follow me."

Out of the Dizang Temple, I walked through the corridor and the courtyard with her, and she followed me. We both walked uncomfortably, the sound of rain kept ringing in our ears, water spots formed lines along the eaves, and puddles that bloomed on the ground swung out. Circles of ripples, non-stop.

"Master, I come to Chuanling Temple every year to pray for blessings, but every time I don't have the chance to see you again. Sometimes I think, is it because I have no destiny with you, or I have no destiny with Buddha, and you reject me thousands of miles away, It seems to be expressing that you are unfamiliar with me, but fortunately, these 30 years have finally been exchanged for a chance for me to fulfill my wish..."

From the corridor behind her, there was a faint mournful cry from her.

I gasped, and turned my head like a clay sculpture.

"Cao Layman... still remember me?"

"Master, don't you always remember me?"

We were both silent and stopped at the same time.

There is no doubt that when the young man with a bright heart went down the mountain, he did not fulfill his vow outside the Ksitigarbha Temple. At least, he left before the long-cherished wish of the person in front of him was fulfilled.

In such a hell, there is still one person who has not been liberated.

The cloves in the courtyard are sad in the rain, the spring hate is falling and the flowers are thinking about it, and when I was young, I made a wish to meet again, and suddenly looking back, we are both a hundred years old.

"For example, the third day, the fourth day, and the fifth year are missing, half missing, half full, not perfect. By the fifteenth night, there will be light everywhere and fullness everywhere."

She said the sign she asked from the Bodhisattva when she was young, and she smiled after she finished speaking:
"At that time, my husband made nonsense that it was a top lottery, and that what he wanted had not yet been fulfilled, but as long as he persisted, he would definitely get a good result."

I slowly explained:

"On paper, it looks like a good draw, but unfortunately, it's actually a mid-to-bottom one.

The so-called, for example, missing in the third, fourth, and fifth grades, half missing, and half missing, means that you can't see it at the beginning, but you can find it later, but it is too late and irreversible.It indicates that laymen can meet their own marriage in their youth, but they have no fate, and may leave a regret.

And waiting for the fifteen good supper night, everywhere is bright and round.The moon on the fifteenth day rises in the evening, and the lights will be brightly lit in one or two hours, which means that you will have a perfect marriage before middle age, but this is not certain...

After all, a good night is not a night that every month and every month has, and the time is short, not long, if you have a consummation, you have to wait for the next consummation..."

Regarding this unflattering interpretation, she just smiled and said frankly:

"It's already good...it's really good...

We are already very lucky. My husband once told me another story. In that story, we are both frustrated. There are thousands of threads, but they cannot be connected, and eventually lead to a tragedy.

And in order to change this ending, he has made many unknown efforts, including good and bad, even life and death, even love and hate, and even memory..."

She started to walk again and came to me, and I turned around immediately to accompany her step by step.

The drizzle was falling, and the water droplets hit the blue tiles on the top, making a series of crisp sounds. A rain curtain was placed on both sides of the corridor, and the mind was relieved while walking. The whole corridor was covered by her nostalgic and joyful tone. Running through it, there is actually a faint and beautiful charm of being out of this world.

"I don't think that God will change some predestined things simply because of a person's hard work or determination, such as birth, environment, and some laws of all things, but we, individuals, can change our minds, through this Mind, to influence others, thus, change some things, and even the final destiny.

When I was young, my husband and I were separated and reunited in a state of "for example, the third grade, the fourth grade, the fifth grade, half nothing, half not perfect". When I witnessed his determination and pain, when I understood everything I have thought about the cause and effect for a long time.

He has always been a lonely person. I don't want to see him do so much, but in the end he is still lonely. This is like a circle. I understand that he can't get out of it alone...

So, I decided, if God doesn't help him, then I will. "

I frowned, and couldn't help asking:

"Since when did you decide to help him?"

"It may be when he pushes me towards someone better than him, and then he can resolutely turn around and leave; it may also be when I see that he can no longer have any scruples, but he would rather choose to grow old, When I have to bear everything; more likely, I have always had feelings for him, and I can't give an accurate answer...

But I know that he is an idiot. He seems to be shrewd in terms of emotions, but in fact he is very clumsy. Someone taught him how to love, but no one taught him how to love himself. The way he treats others well is to feel wronged Torturing himself, even torturing himself, not hesitating to hurt himself, but to perfect others.

This way is actually wrong. I don’t like him like this. He is a very good person by nature. If everything he did was for atonement, then after being forgiven, everything should be settled, right? "

I asked again: "Not only for love?"

She hesitated for a while, then shook her head:
"At that time, an old incident happened to happen again, but it was not harmful to me at that time, so more of it was to let me know some unknown past events and some human behaviors, This strengthened my determination to help him, if it is about love, I still had a knot in my heart at that time, so what if I love it, so what if I don’t love it, on the contrary, there is nothing wrong with it.”

I knew she was talking about the cyberbullying back then, so I continued to ask:
"Layman Cao is merciful, how did you help Master He?"

For this question, she did not answer immediately, but looked at me and asked:
"Master, since you gave me the string of prayer beads, I have always had a question. I know you want to save us, but we live in such a world, and all the emotions and efforts we put in What exactly is it?"

I salute with one hand:

"Knowing that karma is like an illusion, karma is like an image, and all actions are like transformation, you should know that all minds and consciousness are like illusions, and you should know that all actions in the world are like dreams, nothing more than this."

She asked again:
"Then...in this reincarnation story that has happened countless times, who are you, mage?"

I read:
"As I am, I don't rely on this shore, I don't reach the other shore, I don't stay in the midstream, and there is no rest for saving sentient beings."

A look of disappointment flashed in her eyes:

"So... is all of this really a fantasy dream that is not completed in life and will be rewarded after death?"

I didn't answer anymore, but she was unwilling to be silent, and said one after another:

"My husband said that this world is like hell, and part of the world in his eyes is a black and white dead silence, which is the karma he created in hell. I didn't understand it at first, and I still can't understand it."

I have witnessed countless stories about myself, but this is the first time I have heard the specific plot from someone else. This made me wonder how to deal with it, so I could only look at her incredulously:
"You...in your eyes, there has never been..."

"No."

She interrupted my words, directly gave a negative answer, and said:

"At first, in my eyes, there was no distinction between black and white in this world. I just noticed some changes in the world. Some people are gone, and some things have changed. I still remember clearly that I was inexplicably become a student of the University of Hong Kong by the lead-washing pool. Naturally, the expression of fear when he confides what he sees, the person he wants to be liberated is liberated, this cause and effect will naturally disappear, his world is getting smaller, he is very afraid, because if he continues , which means that the world will lose the other half and sink completely.

At that time, this world will have no cause, no fruit, no karma and no reward. I can't imagine what kind of situation it will be. Will he stay here forever, or will he be freed from it?

I don't know the answer, because to me, the world is still the same, without any changes, so even if I want to help him, I can't understand the world in his eyes, but I can clearly feel that he lives in such a The world of ... will be painful. "

"so you……"

The rosary beads in my hand are turning one by one, an old event in countless years of reincarnation, as her words gradually became clear in my heart, just when I was eager to ask aloud, she had already given answer.

"So I lied to him, I lied to him that I can also see the world in his eyes, the world of black and white and gray, and I have also given up cause and effect by myself, I am just like him..."

That's right, He Tianran was depressed back then, and his spirit gradually became old and sluggish. The only thing that revived him was that he suddenly heard that in this world, he had another one of his kind. Help... Cao Aiqing.

It was like a lost night ship finding its way in the dark night, and since then it has dyed her world with color, and it has become the only channel he uses on the sea of ​​confused life.

It's just that he didn't expect that while he was crossing people, people would also cross him.

"I told him that I saw the small road in the campus library as black and white, because the lights on that road once illuminated my lonely figure, and he really believed it, and every time I came out of the library at night, he would Escorting me all the way back, we began to have some exchanges in life; I also told him that I think my father is also black and white, haha, in fact, I just want to find an older person to discipline him and talk about it The truth is, let him not always be so self-sufficient and old-fashioned. The freshness of a person's heart has nothing to do with age and experience. After going through vicissitudes, isn't there an idiom called returning to basics?
In fact, I want to tell him more, whether it is time travel or reincarnation, don't always look at this world with the mentality of redemption, then his world will only get smaller and smaller, and I hope he can know the universe. After that, I can still go to such a person who still feels sorry for the grass and trees...

Although meeting my father that time didn't seem to help him, and let me see his 'clumsy' again, I was still very happy, because I found that he didn't put his 'smart' side in dealing with feelings after all. In this matter, and I can indeed guide him to do something..."

After hearing what she said, I was already very moved.

"If Layman Cao, you just want to cheer him up, then you have already done it..."

She shook her head slowly, and calmly responded:

"Master, isn't there a saying to help people to the end and send the Buddha to the west? A lie is a lie after all, and there will always be a day when it will be exposed. Even if it all started with good intentions, his world is still lonely. There is no one like me. He listened to me, struggled, cheered up, but nothing changed. This is actually a more hurtful thing. After he knows it, he will still be sad...

So when I let go of the past resentment, what I really need to do, what I can help, is to let him be free before this lie is exposed..."

Her words stopped here, and she looked at the slowly turning prayer beads in my hand, and the movement of my hand stopped accordingly. We all knew each other about what happened later.

"But in the end, he didn't choose the freedom you gave him."

"……Um."

"Previously the layman said that there is nothing to worry about about love, because there is a knot in my heart. Has that knot been untied?"

"...When he appeared in front of me again, he untied it."

While speaking, the Guanyin Temple with its cornices and corners has appeared in front of it.

From the Ksitigarbha Hall to the Avalokitesvara Hall, we walked through the corridors and courtyards with wind and rain. We walked for a long time and talked a lot. Facing the majestic Avalokitesvara Bodhisattva in the hall, who is compassionate and compassionate. I was a bit unfamiliar with those compassionate eyes, and I was a bit ashamed...

We stopped under the eaves outside the hall. It seemed that this part of the past hadn't been finished yet. She didn't rush in, but came to the eaves and stretched out a hand.

The rain under the eaves reflected the fleeting light in the mountains and fields, and it seemed to be full of countless illusions of time. The water droplets continued to drip on her palm, and then fell apart...

Just listen to her slowly say:

"On that day, I was really happy to see him again in my world, and the moment I saw him, I knew that he was sincerely willing to give up something and came to By my side instead of obsessively trying to pull me out of this hell he thought.

My husband said that when the two souls reincarnated in the present and the future merge, they will see some magnificent scenes.

That day on the Ferris wheel, when he spoke of responsibility and love, when he slowly knelt down on one knee towards me, when he asked me...to marry me, I did see some gorgeous scenes...

The sun has no color, the paradise has lost its color, and the sea no longer reflects the blue sky. For a moment, I can't tell whether this is my illusion or it is true, but I know that at that moment, or From now on, these are all inferior to the light and warmth brought to me by this person in front of me.

This is indeed the blending of two souls, but it is not the present and future self, but me and him. We have completely integrated into each other's world. This is clearly love. "

The moist palms slowly closed, and she withdrew her hand under the eaves and walked towards me.

I seem to see her innocence when she was young from her old face, and also reflect my own appearance from those clear eyes.

It belongs to He Tianran's appearance.

"We held our wedding when we entered the age of thirties, and firmly confirmed each other, even though it was a fleeting time with a good night and a short dream, but we did complete it once, this is... the best result we have achieved together , even in the past 30 years, I have never regretted the decision to be together."

She stood in front of me smiling, that is my favorite look, we seem to be young.

The hell and the world are crowded and empty, I would like to pass other people's thoughts, but in the end, I will not be able to match the wishes she made up...

"Ai Qing, what is your long-cherished wish?"

I asked her, she smiled and said nothing.

I took out the pocket watch I found in the back mountain, and handed it over carefully.

"This...is what I gave you back then..." She was delighted.

"There have been countless times when I introspected on the edge of a cliff. Facing the truth of the original world, how should I deal with myself, and how should I face you, facing...Wen Liang, some people felt guilty and jumped down to die Fate is life; some people hear the sound of the years on the inside and outside of this watch, and finally see me, go down the mountain to practice, this watch is one of the choices."

She took the pocket watch and looked at the cracks and gray-brown blood stains on the surface. The second hand rotated in the opposite direction bit by bit, looking stubborn and stubborn.

"I know you're not waiting for me, you're waiting for yourself to go up the mountain again, naturally, you planned to cross yourself, right?"

She murmured, telling the truth that I've been trapped in this temple:
"The reason why I didn't tell you my long-cherished wish is because I know that if there is no karma in He Tianran's world, and if I was the one who was liberated at the wedding that day, then there will be another mage on this mountain and in this temple." Come, and then may witness the reincarnation of thousands of lives again, until another self comes up the mountain to be liberated, but if this is the case, then the reincarnation hell with no cause and no effect, no karma and no reward under the mountain will never be empty, forever There will always be someone staying in this faraway place, waiting to free everyone..."

"...It should be like this."

"It shouldn't be like this, isn't my long-cherished wish...hasn't it come to an end?"

My expression changed, and I asked again:
"Ai Qing, what is your long-cherished wish?"

"I just said it in the Dizang Temple. I hope that you can be happy and happy. I hope that we can all be happy. I hope that good people will be rewarded. I hope that in such a hell, we can all plant good causes and produce good things." Good fruit, I hope... we can all be unaware of cause and effect."

This time, she didn't continue to hide.

This is an unexpected but reasonable answer.

"Mage, why do these tablets have red and yellow colors?"

"My husband has always wanted a home, but I can't do anything, so I also hope to arrange a home for him in another world..."

Did she have a long-cherished wish until she recognized me in this world and saw the color clearly?
I can't be sure whether my assumption is valid, but just as I was shocked and thinking, Cao Aiqing had already crossed the high threshold of the Guanyin Hall and knelt on the futon. She put the pocket watch in her hand and closed her eyes to pray.

The delicate back in front of the Avalokitesvara statue reminds me of the day I handed the beads to her a few years ago. She was also in the same position. At that time, she made a pious vow for the future——

"Bodhisattva, all the wishes of believers are now fulfilled. There is a bright road ahead, and a good partner is there. There should be nothing else to ask for, but I also ask for mercy from the Bodhisattva. Forgive the greed of believers. I want to ask the Bodhisattva to bless me naturally, be happy, be free from illness and disease. Disaster, I also hope that the relationship between us can last for a long time, even if it is only calm and mediocre, it is also the lifelong wish of a believer.”

The long-cherished wish for her liberation is in every prayer she puts her hands together, and every time in these prayers, there is me...

I stood outside the hall for a long time and turned around slowly.

I can't stay here any longer. I want to go down the mountain. Only in this way can the people in the temple be truly liberated.

What will happen after going down the mountain, I don't know.

But this long cycle that started with lies ended with another lie when she entered the Buddhist hall.

No one will come back here again.

Among the mountains and rivers, in front of the Buddhist hall, the weather is sunny and rainy.

I walked down the stone steps step by step, stepped on the road paved with bluestone slabs, and walked a distance of tens of meters.

An echo that spanned the ancient time and space slowly sounded in my heart dimly, and gradually became clear——

"Don't worry, I will always be behind you and won't get lost, you can see me when you turn around."

I suddenly looked back.

Outside the Guanyin Hall, the clouds and mist had just dissipated, and a ray of sunlight passed through the gaps in the clouds and scattered obliquely in front of the hall.

Inside the Buddha Hall, Avalokitesvara is merciful, with lowered eyebrows and lowered eyes, and his golden body shines brightly, illuminating each other.

And on the futon, there was no one else...

I turned around and ran towards the main hall, trying to find that figure, but when I raised my foot, I couldn't fall within the threshold...

The Bodhisattva sitting in the bright hall looked at me, wishing only the living to be well and the dead to be in good health.

I looked at the Bodhisattva sitting in the bright hall, without saying a word, turned my head to look at the splendid place in the mountains, and decided to leave to follow the ray of light that I once favored.

She wants to take me out, she wants to take me to see the world.

She really did it.

……

……

Push aside the irrelevant crowd, the era that lacks you alone, the elegant tailoring leaves blank and shakes off the dust

In spring, the snow melts outside Xianliang Temple, and the light and shadow of morning and dusk are separated on the top of Xieshan Mountain. The seasons in the world do not change for anyone.
Running wildly to hold on to the vines of memory, scenes about you fade away

No wonder it's warm and cold at the same time, God's will knows whether it's warm or cold
Envy is in vain, cause and effect cycle
……

I've always been used to being alone, and now my last hope is worthless

Behind the rumors can only be anecdotes, the most beautiful dreams are deep in my heart
The best time to meet the right person

Get rid of all identities, only wish for the next life
Find each other, recognize each other by words
……

Whose magnificent poems are floating in the long river?He at least spoke of the youthful love in his dream

And I just recollected the glimpse in silence, tossed and passed year after year

I close my eyes and present a wreath of my life with my own hands, and open my eyes with two elegiac couplets crying for the silent years
If you are late, the time will turn into condolences
You are the april day of the world

Never changed...

——Song "A Poetic Qianxun Waterfall"

(Volume [-] and End of Hell Chapter)

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