My classmate at Hogwarts is Voldemort

Chapter 513 The Demon King in the Shadow
When you read this passage, Credence should have done everything he promised, but I haven't. I can only stuff my hope into this broken box, expecting my past self to wipe it for me. butt.

It's so stupid, isn't it?

People can always correct their own mistakes. This sentence is often used by people to comfort or excuse themselves, to justify their frizz or stupidity. This is what Grindelwald told me. I blame him for all the crimes. Pushed all the disasters to his desire, and finally pierced his heart with a sword - I want to give him the most shameful death as a wizard - not defeated by the death light of the wand, but fell on the despicable A sneak attack, even if I am enough to knock him down head-on.

That's right, you don't have to doubt it. It won't take long for Grindelwald to become your defeat. After all, a person who can only see the future is just a cage in the eyes of a person who really came back from the future It’s just a trapped beast in the house, his fate has long been written in the history books, and the history of his defeat will not be shaken no matter what, he cultivated me, taught me all the magic in his body, and wanted to make me To be a glamorous and wonderful supporting role in his story, but we are all the protagonists in our own books. A person as proud as him may never have imagined that the successor who grows up bit by bit, will become The most ruthless mourner of his empire's estate.

In fact, all this was decided as early as the day he brought me back to Nurmengard from Paris. I recognize his strength and admire his ambition, but how can a person who has seen the sun shine can endure the darkness above his head?Perhaps for him, the consistent concept of "the strong rule over the weak" is the most advanced, but in my eyes, this kind of smug behavior is really disgusting, even a kind person like Zweig I am willing to believe him, and even repeatedly say that I am extreme, that I am conceited, I always scoff at it, how can this be considered conceited?
I thought I could do everything, but now that I think about it, I am already on the road of conceit and cannot turn back.

I sometimes even wonder if it would be better if I didn't go to Paris that summer, but I can't do it, and neither can you. At 21, I can't do anything to undo the mistakes I made when I was 17. I don't blame You, because I made the same choice as you back then, the gap between us is not as big as a 21-year-old and a 17-year-old, right?

I admit that I have been influenced by him, even today, every time I wake up from a dream, I will be told by Alexander that I once yelled his name in fear in my sleep, he is everywhere, omnipotent, that kind of Little by little, subtle infiltration is enough to change the shape of my soul. While resisting his power, I became like him—a habit of using strength to solve everything. I wiped out all the enemies that could be defeated, but the world There are countless opponents that cannot be fought... How can I fight the heart?
Let me think, since when did I become like this?Perhaps in the summer of 1945, remember our old friend Ludwig?Ludwig Kant, the man who can turn into a bat and is good at taking hits, after graduating from Durmstrang, he found a job as an Auror in the German Ministry of Magic, cleaning up in southern Germany and the Czech Republic because The chaos I created by breaking down walls in Paris.

It was an extra-legal land, a real paradise for anarchists, where too many people who were bound by wizards or Muggle laws gathered there, forming a set of laws that were consistent with any period in history and any country. The unique social system is very different, just like the world where the strong are respected that I used to see when I liked to read online novels, it is like putting a layer of civilization on the jungle, which seems to be restricted, but in fact it is more The price is clearly marked.

The wizards who gathered there recognized the idea of ​​the former German head of state, which was more extreme than Grindelwald's idea. They knew that it was the place where the dragon was born in the previous German Empire, so they inherited the former kingdom of Prussia in history. The name turned this small piece of land into a paradise for magic breeding, and returned to the earliest and most useful value standard of magic - victory, killing and conquest.

The defeated Germans had no time to care about it, let alone the Ministry of Magic, which was afraid of Grindelwald. This also gave Ludwig the space to organize all these things freely. He had pity on the Muggles, pity on the land of Prussia The suffering people, so they found the help of some diehards. He wanted to rebuild the order built by the "Secrecy Act" there. He wanted to rebuild the high wall and let the iron curtain shroud the world again. over the sky.

I have to say that it is really too simple for the wizard to do this. I once saw him from a distance on the city wall of Nurmengard. He was hunting down the dark wizard who escaped from Prussia. Our eyes are in the sky I couldn’t see the silly look in his eyes, and he didn’t recognize who I was, so I just looked away from him, and watched Prussia gradually become the same as before—— Melons and Muggles live together, and wizards live in the realm of wizards. The two parallel worlds that I hold together are separated again, but unlike my previous thoughts, this change has not received much resistance, as if this world itself That's how it should work.

But is this order correct?Is it the way it should be just because people are used to it?I don't believe it, I'm even a little scared, and most of all, I can't find any way to convince the Prussian people to get back "on track".Convincing a Muggle to be merman again and suffer back in a cage?Or persuade wizards to break out of their preferred quiet life and reconnect with those despised Muggles?I can't even do it.

I never thought that Ludwig, who can only be beaten, would become a thorn in my throat, so I chose the simplest and most extreme method—this should have been done by Grindelwald. The method that I will use - I killed him, I don't know if you have created "Skynet", this is my favorite work, the ubiquitous eyes monitor everyone under my feet, I gathered above the clouds An arc of lightning struck their hero to death in the heart of Berlin next to the headless statue.

I only tasted the thrill of victory for a moment, but soon I could only feel the endless emptiness, those diehards called by Ludwig - Dumbledore, Moody, Christian , and even Tom... I destroyed everything they worked so hard to fix and gained nothing.

I think I started to change from that moment, I began to indulge in power, indulging in supreme power, and even became Grindelwald's sharpest sword, pointing the blade at one person who disobeyed me one after another, I began to become Gellert Grindelwald was stronger, more ruthless, more extreme, but I never set foot in Prussia again, almost all of my past remained there, and I deluded myself that as long as they were there, I would still be That boy back then.

Haha.

I don't actually regret it, regret is useless, I actually parted ways with the past long ago, Tom once asked me if everything I did was for a truly beautiful tomorrow, do I remember Jonas Last will, do I still remember why I came to this world? The ruins tell the rest what is "good".

Anyway, all the tragedies are because of him, Gellert Grindelwald, he cultivated me and used my power for his own ambition, so I threw the root of the contradictions on him, but, after all, Is it right?
I dare not tell Tom that every time I try to call Jonas with the Resurrection Stone, it will be as useless as a real stone. Nas is gone, he has become a spiritual tablet placed right next to the throne, anyone can follow him, except me.

I deliberately slow down the speed of conquest. In fact, I know in my heart that even if I push everything on Grindelwald, when I really destroy him, I am afraid that I will not be able to face a world where nothing has changed, but the momentum has long been the same. The tide is generally unshakable, and this day has finally come.

I never thought that all this would be so simple. Killing a Dark Lord is as easy as going out to cross the road. The strength of Hai Erbo he relied on became the biggest disadvantage in front of me, and I killed him.

He didn't curse me, he didn't say anything, he was just complaining about why I didn't beat him head-on, and when the heartbeat from the hilt of the sword died down, I understood that nothing had changed.

I fell into his trap, no, rather than falling into it, I jumped into it myself, and I would have to be him, prolonging the long-gone ambition, which is ridiculous.

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Nelson clutched the tattered notebook tightly in his hand. In the follow-up content of the book, he saw a lot of black magic, powerful, omnipotent, and even powerful enough to call the wind and rain.

He didn't find anything in his notes about Time-Turners, about Mayflies, about Missionaries, and also, what did those things mean to him with such power?

He could imagine that after possessing this power, he would become a fanatic who surpassed Grindelwald and Voldemort, became a real devil, and forcibly shaped the world into any shape he wanted, but the power brought Nelson closed his eyes, covered his face with the notebook, and smelled the strange smell of gunpowder smoke from the not-too-distant future, which seemed to be tens of thousands of years away. He collapsed on the sofa, mocking With a smile, I turned the last page.

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But I am not alone after all, the throne of nothingness made me feel like I was sitting on pins and needles, Dumbledore broke through Nurmengard's defenses and created a passage leading directly to the Black Tower, Tom took Credence to find me, together There was Professor Sykes, who had gone far away, and the little girl I rescued in the United States and ended up in Ilvermony.

I thought they were here to end it all, and even gave up resistance, because I was so tired, but I didn't expect, they didn't abandon me, I was very happy at that time, but I couldn't laugh anymore .

Credence has no good looks for me, his life has come to an end, silence almost destroyed him, despite his dismissiveness, he still firmly remembers that I saved Nagini matter.

He wants to give me my life back.

Professor Sykes brought the invention of Lorian Cornalo, the funny woman who claims to be from Arad, who is as funny as a game character. In order to go home, she created an hourglass capable of distorting time. Tom asked me, Willing to pick up the past dream.

I wanted to laugh at him, but to my surprise, I wavered.

I was extremely flustered, this was an emotion I hadn't experienced in many years, I was stroking the ring on my middle finger blankly, and I actually saw Jonas again.

I'm already a sinner, but I'm enough for the time being alone.

I picked up the long-forgotten alchemy. Fortunately, I seem to be very talented. I forged a box that I am most satisfied with and the strongest. I believe it can carry everything I have through time, that little American girl , she still remembers me back then, and even named herself Adele Wertning, I admit that I was moved, especially after she gave her life to let this box have the same as silently I finally began to reflect on what stupid things I had done.

This box is the strongest magic item in the world. It carries the hopes of too many people. Its will is strong enough to withstand time. I ask Credence to stop Grindelwald from taking me back to New York before that summer. Montgard, must persuade Dumbledore to hold down the restless and frizzy me.

I think all the changes started with Ludwig's death, and when this past changes, you will be able to see my words for you.

I give you everything I have, Gnar...or Chen Yang, to be honest, sometimes I don't know who I am, I seem to be Grindelwald's shadow, living in empty desires and obsessions In my mind, for so many years, I have never escaped from the past. I am no longer fighting for my ideals. I just want to make others obey me and be at my mercy.

To this day, I don't feel like I'm alive.

Sorry, I have said so much, I wish you happiness, if you are as desperate as I am, please continue to hand the box to the future, of course, I hope you are the first and the last me to see this passage.

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"Your hopes have failed."

Nelson waved his wand, and the cold fireplace lit up, and the living room became as bright as it was when Jonas was still there. Nelson put his feet on the coffee table and just adjusted to a comfortable posture, when he heard a "ding dong", The doorbell, which hadn't rang for a long time, rang.

(End of this chapter)