I can see the status bar

Chapter 356 ICU
Wait, this... this is weird.I started to panic, but I was able to maintain my thinking ability.According to common sense, according to common sense, since I am a living person, then I must have parents, right?

No, I can't remember.No matter how hard I try, let alone remember their appearance and height, I don't even have an impression of them.

Nothing, nothing.

All in all, just calm down.I continued to comfort myself, but controlling the spread of my thoughts seemed to be much more difficult than usual.Ever since I found out that I can't remember my parents, the panic has been uncontrollable.It's even getting to the point where it's annoying.

It is a wonderful result to be upset and irritable because of fear.

Ah... No, if I continue to think so divergently, I probably won't be able to come up with a clue in my life.I don't know how long it took, those thoughts of having something or not have finally disappeared slowly.It’s okay, okay, if I think about it like this, I might go crazy.

For a moment, I even started to think seriously about the possibility that I might be a robot, sent to the repair shop for inspection because my brain was flooded.

I can still think normally, and I can recall exactly what went wrong with me this morning.But I shouldn't be an orphan... If I were an orphan, I should be able to know my situation directly and clearly, right?Instead of being obsessed with the appearance of "why I can't remember my parents".

After thinking about it like this, I suddenly felt that the pressure on my heart was relieved a lot.

"Doctor Sun." While I was still thinking about it, a voice suddenly sounded beside the bed. "The patient should have not regained consciousness."

Oh, I recovered!Oh, I'm conscious!When I recover, I will go out and complain to you!quack! ! !
I was yelling in my head, and when the poor little doctor Sun saw me, he stared at the place ten centimeters above my head in a daze as before.

Can't you just look down a little bit?
Hey, Sun thief, look here!Look at my big eyeballs moving up and down!

I dazzled my eyes to the point where I almost fainted, and finally, like nectar from heaven, I heard Doctor Xiao Sun's questioning voice of "Huh?"

"Sir, can you hear me?" Dr. Sun came over, looked me in the eyes and asked, "If possible, please look down."

Very good!I cheered in my heart, then stared down hard, trying to look at my feet.

"Okay, you can come and see me." Dr. Sun's voice seemed to be quite happy. "Please watch my fingers."

He stretched out an index finger, put it in front of me, and then slowly moved up, down, left, and right.

"You can move up and down, but you can't move left and right..." He frowns and mutters to himself after moving his fingers for a while, "Can you blink?"

That's great.I blinked slowly and firmly.Then he blinked a few times quickly to show "I can still do this!"

"Well, then, please blink once for 'yes' and twice for 'no'." He made a suggestion. "Although there are communication devices specially designed for your situation, it will take some time even to borrow them."

This... needs an answer, right?I thought about it for a moment and blinked.

Dr. Sun looked very happy, he nodded and began to ask questions.

"Do you know you're in the hospital?"

Blink.

"I touch your body like this, do you feel it?"

He touched all my limbs - even part of my right leg.Fortunately, I can feel it.

Blink.

"Do you know that you have undergone surgery?"

I really don't know about this, has the surgery been done?Having said that, I do feel a dull pain in my legs and head—of course, it's much more comfortable than the pain that made me go crazy before.

Blink twice.

"Before the car accident, did you feel any discomfort in your body?"

Dr. Sun asked a question that surprised me a bit.

Before the car accident?Honestly, I can barely remember being in a car accident.As for whether I was walking or riding a bicycle when I was hit by a car, I have no impression at all.It is really difficult to recall the earlier memories.

How many times should I blink my eyes at this time?One or two?I had some confusion, and then all kinds of thoughts came to my mind again.Just trying to figure out what I'm thinking has become difficult.

"Mr. Qian, Mr. Qian?" Just when I fell into various strange thoughts, Sun Li'en suddenly interrupted my strange thoughts in time, "Are you okay?"

Now you have to blink twice.To be honest, there is definitely something wrong with my current state - which normal person can't even blink because of too many thoughts in his head?
"Did you just feel that you had so many thoughts that these thoughts hindered your action, or was it because you had too many thoughts that you couldn't tell which one should be considered?" Sun Lien squinted his eyes and looked at the top of my head again, Strange, is there any instrument or sign showing my current condition?But he asked these two questions very accurately... Could it be some kind of postoperative sequelae?

I blinked twice, with long intervals between blinks.to indicate that the answer to both questions is "yes".

"At the same time?" he asked, frowning.

Blink once.

Dr. Sun fell into a long silence, then he nodded towards me and said in a low voice, "Your current situation is more complicated. As your attending doctor, I will give you a general explanation of your current situation."

After seeing me blink once, he pulled a metal folder out of his bag.Then read the contents inside.

Hey... Since you are my doctor, please remember my situation well!
"First of all, you are currently under the influence of a disease called 'locked-in syndrome'." Sun Lien glanced at the top of my head again, and then continued, "The most important feature of this disease is that the whole body is paralyzed, and only the eyeballs can Up and down -- some patients can blink their eyelids too."

Oh, how to cure it?

"Before that, because of the car accident..." Dr. Sun continued, "You had an open fracture of the femur in your left leg, and you had a degloving injury in your left leg. At the same time, you had a fracture in your left skull."

So you guys operated on me.I blinked my eyes to show that I understood.

So how to treat this damn what syndrome?
"At present, we still need to do some other tests to clarify the reason why you fell into locked-in syndrome." Dr. Sun put away the documents in his hand, "After clarifying the cause, maybe we can find a way to treat your disease."

wait, maybe?That is to say, there is also the possibility of not finding a way?
I started to panic.

What I'm in right now is like a living nightmare -- a living person trapped in his own body, you know?I tried to shake my eyeballs, trying to make the young doctor in front of me understand what I meant.

I don't want "maybe I can find a way", you have to treat me!

"We still need to observe your situation a little bit. If there is no accident, you can meet with them this afternoon." Dr. Sun obviously didn't understand what I meant.He gave me a gentle smile.But in my opinion, this smile is almost indistinguishable from sarcasm.

"Your parents and wife have been in the hospital for two days." Dr. Sun said suddenly, "I forgot to tell you that it is the second day after the operation."

I didn't care about time at all, and all my attention was focused on the five words "parents and wife".God is sorry, the excitement in my heart is beyond words.This kind of feeling that I thought I had nothing to rely on, but found out that there are three people waiting for me... This feeling... It's like a person who is about to die of thirst after trekking hard in the desert, and suddenly finds that his hand is waiting for me. It's like having a can of ice cold Coke in it.What's even more exciting is that the angel with the rain from the sky tells you that there is a convenience store about 400 meters ahead, turn left, and there are 48 large refrigerators in it, and you can drink all the drinks in it.

If it weren't for not being able to cry, I really want to cry now.

"I'll go and make arrangements for the next examination." Dr. Sun patted my hand kindly, "At least you woke up, it's a good thing."

If it wasn't for this can of Coke, maybe it would be better to just sleep to death.But since the convenience store is right ahead, let's hold on.

I started staring at the ceiling in a daze.Hospital ceilings have always had a surprisingly boring feel to them.There's at least something on the ceiling elsewhere to look at, but in the hospital... there's nothing.I couldn't even find a lamp to look at.

In the middle, I fell asleep several times in a daze, and after being frightened by the strange and unstoppable thoughts in my mind twice, I finally heard some movement.Something other than doctors and nurses coming to check on me.

"Son..." I heard a trembling voice, it was a woman who sounded a bit older, "You...don't scare mom!"

Who can I scare by lying motionless on the bed?Although such a thought flashed through my mind, I can also guess that this is probably... that mother whom I have unfortunately forgotten.

"Keep your voice down, he needs to rest." It was the voice of a middle-aged man. According to common sense, this is my father.

"Husband..." The timid female voice sounded trembling as if she was about to cry, "You...you wake up!"

Uh... I can't speak or move, but I'm still awake.

In the face of relatives who are completely strangers, I fell into some panic that cannot be described in detail.Reason let me know that these three people are probably the closest to me in the world.But emotionally, I can't feel any "closeness" to them at all.Rather than being a family member, I seem to be receiving the earnest care of three strangers.And being unable to move and speak at the same time made me feel even more embarrassed.

Dr. Sun... Didn't you tell them what state I am in before you let them in?

"He can't speak or move now. He can only move his eyeballs up and down, and he can blink." Dr. Sun's voice came from behind, you boy... you really didn't explain it to them in advance?
I heard the sound of something being pushed.

　The chapters are in the wrong order...I'm looking for an editor to fix it

　　
　
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