I can see the status bar

Chapter 355 Amnesia
This is the first time I know that people's mood swings can be violent enough to cause such a serious situation.

A group of doctors were pressing on my chest as if they were on fire, and the noisy voices around me sounded a little disturbing.I gradually felt that my vision began to blur. There seemed to be a hole in the ceiling of the hospital. It was so dark that it seemed to be able to suck away the soul.

Someone was injecting something into my hand and I had a strange smelling rubber tube forced down my throat.It's hard, but...it doesn't seem to matter.

"Charging 220 joules, get out of the way!" I was staring at the big black hole like a tunnel in a daze, when I suddenly felt a huge heat coming from my chest.The muscles all over his body tightened violently with the heat, and even a strange cry came out of his throat, which couldn't move at all.

"Okay, okay, recovery of ventricular tachycardia, here we come." The words I couldn't understand came again, and the doctors spoke this time with a strong sense of relaxation, as if they had just completed something special work the same.

"Doctor Xu, go and prepare for the operation." The doctor called Xiao Sun was making arrangements beside him, "His cranial pressure must be brought under control immediately, it won't work if this continues."

"His frontal lobe hemorrhage is a bit large, and the effect of simply removing the bone flap for decompression may not be good..." Dr. Xu heard the voice of a woman, about...about the same age as me?

"There is no other way now." Doctor Xiao Sun sighed, "It's better than doing nothing..." He paused and continued, then shouted in another direction, "Is Yuan Ping'an back yet?" ? Have you got the authorization?"

"You go to the operating room first." The middle management said, "I will notify you after the authorization is obtained. Remember to take your mobile phone."

I suddenly felt a stream of cold sweat behind my back.Did I... almost die just now?
If I continued to look at the black tunnel, if I hadn't been burned... the more I thought about it, the more scared I became, although it didn't hurt very much at the time, and it wasn't very uncomfortable.But when I thought that I might be a little away from death, the almost instinctive fear began to tear my body non-stop.It's even like tearing my soul apart.

It's so scary, so scary... I, a pure man, would be so scared that I almost collapsed.Or, in fact, the fear of such things has nothing to do with gender?
I was wheeled into the operating room.A few people wearing masks shaved off the hair on my head and exclaimed, "You can see the dura mater."

That means, there's a hole in my head?What is the dura mater?Is there a soft cover?

shudder.Think carefully.

"Say a few words less." Another voice rang out, "If the patient gets emotional when he hears it, and then the blood pressure rises and other numbness can't pass, you two should be ready to deal with it."

"It's still being cleaned up... I don't know if the authorization from the hospital office has been obtained, and the operation may not be done." At the beginning, a voice like dura mater was muttering next to my head, "Last time Director Zhou went to the airport to pick me up. Wasn’t the patient who came here unable to undergo surgery because his family objected, and ended up dragging a living person to death?”

"Shut up! You talk too much." The other one seemed not very interested in this topic, she lowered her voice and said, "This patient hasn't been anesthetized yet, what if I hear it?"

Yes, I heard you.I hear you talking bad about me!

"This man's coma index is three, and he still has brain parenchyma damage—have you seen the film? The left frontal lobe is contused and lacerated. It's good that he can save his life. How could he wake up..." He muttered at the beginning The person in the office was not too impressed with this statement. "The best case is a vegetative state, so why bother?"

Hey, I can hear you!I, listen, see, see!When I can speak, be careful and I will complain to you!
"That's what you said, why don't you give it a try and see who can give up?" The other sighed, and I could even hear her sigh, the air gushing out from her mouth and nose, and then being blocked by the mask to make a slight noise .

I started to feel pain again.The throbbing pain made me cry out instantly—of course, it was a cry without any noise.When I want to shout, my voice doesn't cooperate at all. This feeling is simply the greatest torture in the world.

"Why did the heart rate go up again?" The voice on the other end sounded a little irritable, it was a man's voice. "What did you two do?"

"Get ready." The female nurse who said I would never wake up stopped what she was doing, "I didn't touch the thread."

"The heart rate has risen to 120." He came over to look at me, and leaned on my ear and asked loudly, "Sir, can you hear me? Sir? Do you know where you are?"

very painful!Quarrel!My ears hurt!I... I can hear it!I was in so much pain that I just wanted to swear, but I still couldn't make any sound.The grandson got down on his stomach and put his ear close to my mouth, as if he wanted to see if I could still speak.Black and white glasses legs dangling in front of me.You...you fucking look at me!I flicked my eyes up and down, trying to get someone's attention.But unfortunately, no one saw it.

"Maybe it's because of the pain..." The doctor with zebra-colored striped glasses muttered a few words, then turned around and went to fetch some things from another place.I could probably hear him breaking something apart, but I couldn't see what he was doing at all.

"This should be enough." After a while, the Zebra glasses doctor let out a sigh of relief, "Anyway, we have to do the preparations for anesthesia, so it's an early pain relief."

pain relief?You call this pain relief?I feel like my brain is starting to hurt. I don't know what kind of medicine this grandson gave me. What about pain relief?It's still hurting!

I was desperately swearing swear words in my head, and after going on for about a minute or two, suddenly a strange feeling surged up from all parts of my body.

What's this... how come I feel so comfortable, and even have a feeling of happiness?Uh... I felt it carefully again. This feeling should be called "no pain anymore".

It doesn't hurt anymore... Is it such a happy thing?

The pain disappeared, and I even felt that the world had become better. I didn't even realize until this moment, what kind of pain I was in before.

After a long period of mental tension, people suddenly relax, and tiredness and drowsiness occupy the remaining space.I looked at the dazzling shadowless lamp in front of me and fell into a deep sleep.

I wish I could still wake up.

I... I want to live.

I woke up slowly.The unfamiliar ceiling, surrounded by seemingly important instruments, these strange things with milky white shells are beeping, declaring themselves in a very intuitive and disrespectful way-I am important.

I was surrounded by these strange things, but the situation didn't improve much-I still couldn't move a finger.In addition to opening the eyes and blinking slowly, the gaze can move up or down.

I suddenly remembered what the two nurses said before I fell asleep.

No way?I felt my back was clammy and cold, as if I was frightened into a cold sweat. My family refused the doctor's suggestion to perform an operation on me?
They...they chose to let me lie here to die?

No no no, there must be something wrong.I was trying to calm my emotions, trying to calm down my tense mood.We've lived together for so many years, surely they're not going to let me die, are they?
They...my parents...he...they...?My mind froze and froze, and then I realized a huge problem.

I don't remember what my parents were like.

(End of this chapter)