St. Cilia High School

"Xiao Xi... what are you thinking about?" Senior Bing's voice interrupted my thoughts.

I looked at him suspiciously, "Senior Bing, why didn't you tell me about your hospitalization?"

"That...that just doesn't want to worry more people, you haven't told me why you are here?"

"If I don't know today, are you going to hide it from me forever? If I go abroad today and find out when I come back later, how can I face you, my uncle and aunt?"

If I really left, I will feel guilty for the rest of my life if I know it later. Although I know it now, it’s too late to make up for it, but I’m sorry, at least my heart will feel better. No matter how my uncle and aunt blame me, I will accept it. .

Thinking about it this way, no matter what purpose that person has, I still thank him for letting me know about it.

"Xiaoxi, I really don't want you to feel guilty because of this! Really, I...".

"Senior Bing, why did you do this? Don't you even think about your own body? I don't deserve what you did, Senior Bing."

"No, you deserve it, Xiaoxi, I hope you don't call me Senior Bing in the future, but call me by my name?" He looked at me pleadingly, his eyes full of tenderness.

"Senior Bing...".

"Xiaoxi, I like you. I don't know when I started to like you. Really, when I found out that you are a girl, my heart trembled inexplicably; When there is your picture in the book, I know that Xiaoyi also knows that you are a girl, and I also know that Xiaoyi likes him. My heart is inexplicably disappointed; when I know that you are Xiaoyi's fiancee, I I don’t know what to do, I know it’s impossible for us, I’m disappointed; but when I heard that you broke up with Xiaoyi, I was a little happy; but, when I saw you were sad and crying alone When I was with you, my heart was also pulled together; when I saw you eating desperately, I only knew that I could still do things for you that I dare not do for more than ten years."

He likes me, but I didn't realize it at all. Now I finally understand what the senior said that day: everything is worth it.

But I just treat him as a senior, I can't respond to his feelings, at least not now.

My heart is broken and healing is impossible.

"Senior, I'm sorry, I...".

"Don't rush to answer me, I can wait until you forget Xiaoyi and accept me, as long as you don't exclude me, okay? As long as you remember, I will always stand behind you and support you"

Seeing the affectionate eyes of the senior, I couldn't help being a little moved, but can I really let go of my feelings for Yun Yi and accept a new relationship?

This is my first love. First love brought me happiness, but it also stabbed me. Do I still dare to touch love?

Love is indeed a double-edged sword, it can take you to the sky, but it can also bring you to the bottom.

I stood up, "Senior, don't you be so nice to me? I'm not worth it, I'm just a bad guy, if it wasn't for me, you wouldn't have to lie here and suffer."

If I hadn't appeared here, the relationship between Brother Yuyang and Yun Yi would not have been broken because of me. It's all my fault, it's my fault.