The Magician of Clow

Chapter 239 Do what you want and become your own hero!
"He's handsome?"

Hearing another completely unexpected answer, Xu Zheng asked back.

"Yeah, strong and powerful, able to help others and defeat those bad guys. When I was a child, I thought it was that simple. I naively thought about becoming a hero in the future. Later, my parents told me that there is no such profession."

Fangran also walked to the railing, leaned on the railing, looked at the sea and said with a smile.

Xu Zheng looked at his smile, it was obviously a similar smile, but it always made him feel different from that unreliable young man he saw for the first time.

"Then why didn't you go?"

Xu Zheng asked, Fangran rolled his eyes, turned his head to look at the sea on the other side, and replied without letting him see his expression:
"That's because it didn't meet the standard."

"Then I wanted to be a policeman or an armed policeman, or join the army. So, Brother Xu, you are simply my ideal state."

Fangran looked at the sea and said softly.

"I used to want to be a handsome person like Brother Xu, but then I found out that there are some things I can't do, and even if I see them, I can't help anyone at all, so I don't think I can do things like heroes. .”

He didn't know whether he was distressed or sighed a little and said:
"Brother Xu, you may think that it's great that I can get the information box back, but if I were another participant in the night game, it might be better."

Fangran seemed a little unsure how to speak, exhaled softly, looked at the sea water and smiled at Xu Zheng:

"I'm just trying my best."

Xu Zheng looked at the young man in front of him. From the first time they met, he felt that Fangran had something that he couldn't see through. He still couldn't see through it now, just like he still didn't know how Fangran got back the electromagnetic pulse. of the drawing data box.

But he felt that he understood the young man in front of him a little bit.

Ordinary and ordinary, simple but not clumsy, justice and kindness are things that a person should have in his opinion, and he has longing for the once simple wish from the bottom of his heart, and will work hard to do what he should do matter.

"So, Brother Xu, you are the heroes of the country. I couldn't even save a friend last time."

Thinking of Xia Yao who was shot in front of him at the night concert last time, Fang Ran sighed and shook his head.

Xu Zheng was silent for a while, then stood up straight, looked into the distance, and said in a deep voice:

"I once had a comrade-in-arms who went through life and death with me several times. He was a brother who came out of the Northwest Military Region with me."

Xu Zheng stood up straight, looked at the night in the distance and recalled:
"However, in one mission, when the radar control key was regained, there was an error in the intelligence, which deviated from the formulated tactics."

Speaking of which, Xu Zheng paused for a moment, then glanced at Fangran and continued:
"You also know that for operational missions, intelligence is the lifeline. According to the precise tactics formulated in advance, as long as there are no personal mistakes, there will be basically no casualties, but that time."

Fangran listened silently, listening to the stories of the real life told by this experienced iron-blooded soldier king.

"We took back the radar control key, but was discovered by the enemy. He stayed behind and asked me to go first with the control key."

Then Xu Zheng suddenly laughed when he said this, looked at Fangran and asked:

"Is it an old-fashioned plot?"

Fangran was silent, not knowing what to say.

"But this kind of old-fashioned plot in TV dramas is indeed the most common situation in our troops' missions."

Xu Zheng said sonorously, his body straightened like a javelin!
"Leaving him behind was equivalent to his death! However, if the radar control key is lost, we will die more people in the next battle! What do you think I should do?"

Xu Zheng suddenly looked at Fangran with burning eyes, and threw the question to him!
Fangran opened his mouth, and he pursed his lips. In the end, he smiled wryly and didn't know how to answer, so he could only ask:
"Brother Xu, what did you do then?"

"What did I do at the time? On one side was a person. Although it was your brother-in-law who was born and died, it was just a person. On the other side was the national strategy, which was related to the lives of thousands of people!"

Xu Zheng's eyes flashed brightly, and he said in a low voice:

"No matter which angle you look at, or even according to the routines in the TV series, I should leave him and retreat. With my skills, no one could stop me at that time."

Fangran was a little shocked and listened to the fact that someone who had really experienced the flames of war told you himself.

"But go fucking choose one!"

Xu Zheng suddenly clenched his fists and shouted in a low voice:
"Why did I give up my comrades-in-arms for so many years!? Why did I let the radar control key be taken away by them!?"

"I buried the radar control key as deep as I could dig with a dagger and went back with the gun."

Xu Zheng looked resolute, looked at Fangran and said word by word:

"Go pick up my brother!"

"He and I struggled with the enemy for an afternoon in the ruins, then blew up all the vehicles, and finally found the control key and almost failed to evacuate."

Fangran felt horrified listening to the unspoken grandeur in his simple words.

"My comrade-in-arms had nerve damage in his thigh and could only spend the rest of his life in a wheelchair, but he was still alive."

"Brother Xu, you"

Just as Fangran opened his mouth to ask, Xu Zheng guessed what he was going to say, and smiled silently:
"Afterwards, I was punished by my superiors and imprisoned for four months."

"what?"

Fangran opened his mouth wide, not expecting this result.

"Although what I did was wrong from a moral point of view, disobeying orders is the most serious mistake, and I have always felt that I should be punished for disobeying orders, and I can't bear the evaluation that you think I am a hero, but the outside world still Many people think that I did the right thing and say that I am a national hero."

Xu Zheng shook his head and said, looking deeply at the waves of the sea, wondering what he was thinking.

"So, don't think so much. It doesn't matter if you think you can do it or not. It's really that time."

"People can only do what they can do, and they can only be their own heroes."

"Just do what you want!"

Xu Zheng patted Fangran's shoulder with a smile, and Fangran looked at him with a dull expression.

"As for whether a hero is a hero or not, let others judge after you do your best, just like you did this time, isn't it good!"

Then Xu Zheng smiled at him and left, leaving Fangran alone looking at the beautiful sea under the night.

Seeing that it was time to go to the dance, Fangran was silent for a few seconds, then walked outside, and said softly:
"Sure enough, Brother Xu is very handsome."

　Two more!I did two more updates!Changed it three times!It’s not too much to ask for a ticket to reward you after carefully describing your psychology and paving the way for your mental state.
　　
　
(End of this chapter)