100% pampering wife: See you on Monday, the wealthy husband

"Sister Shen Qianqing, how did you cook so many dishes, we all couldn't eat them at all." Zheng Xiaoying said holding the chopsticks.

Shen Qianqing smiled and did not respond, she sat down on her own, and said, "Xiaoying, are you here simply to see me, or do you have something to tell me?"

Hearing this, Zheng Xiaoying glanced at He Yiping, then put down her chopsticks, looked at Shen Qianqing and said, "Sister Shen Qianqing, how are you recently?"

Shen Qianqing didn't nod or shake her head, she was silent for a long time, she said: "How do you want me to answer? If you want to say yes, I'm not very good. Here every day is a waste of time. But it's not good to say anything, It doesn't seem right, at least I still have freedom here, without being restricted."

Zheng Xiaoying said with embarrassment: "Sister Shen Qianqing, don't speak in such a tone, it scares me."

He Yiping hesitated to speak, opened and closed his lips, and finally remained silent without saying anything.

Shen Qianqing smiled silently and said: "Xiaoying, Yiping, I'm not afraid to tell you this, yes, I regret it so much, I was the one who made a promise in front of you and Mommy, saying that I want to get more from He Yifan. The happiness I want, if I don’t try it, it will be the regret of my life. It’s because I don’t hit the south wall and don’t look back. Now I hit my head and bleed. I finally realized my mistake, finally realized that I and He Yifan is really a person in two different worlds, maybe we are not born to be together, those happy times before were all stolen, now we have to pay them back with interest.”

"Sister Shen Qianqing, stop talking!" Zheng Xiaoying tried to amplify her voice to stop her, but her own words were so pale and unconvincing at this moment, she couldn't think of any words to make Shen Qianqing stop, and in the end she could only He put his hope on He Yiping, but He Yiping was powerless, and looked at her apologetically.

"Xiaoying, please let me continue. I have thought a lot these days, and I really want to speak out, but there is no one around me, and no one can listen to me. It just so happens that you and Yiping are here, so let's work hard. Listen to me, your ears. I am conscious now, and I am talking to you normally, so don't worry about me." Shen Qianqing said.

"Sister Shen Qianqing, but what you look like now worries me a lot. You have never... never been like this. The feeling you give me now is... despair. Despair is all over your body. Sister Shen Qianqing, don't give up at any time Hope of happiness, have you forgotten what I said to you?" Zheng Xiaoying frowned tightly, and He Yiping held her hand, but still couldn't relieve her worry and sadness.

Shen Qianqing shook his head and said: "I used to really want to seize happiness, and I put all the chips for happiness on He Yifan, but I was really wrong. There is still a relationship between me and He Yifan. There is no trust at all, he is suspicious, and I don't want to explain, so we have caused our current result. I have to blame for everything. If I didn't have any illusions at the beginning, maybe I can live a good life now. Use Another way of being happy. But now, every day in my life is pain and pain."

"I want to give up, do you understand what I mean? I want to give up, give up completely, and I will never have any fantasies about He Yifan in my heart. You always think that I came back because He Yifan went to find me, But what you don't know is that a slap can't be slapped. If I didn't have the intention to come back with him, this matter would not be successful.

Although he threatened me with Zheng Nian, if I insisted or explained the situation to the man who was going to marry me, He Yifan would not do anything to me.It's me, I didn't say anything, I feel that I still can't do without He Yifan, it's me who unilaterally broke up with that person, it's me, I look forward to meeting He Yifan every day.

But now, I really realize my mistake. There has never been such a thing as "living together forever" between He Yifan and me. We are always hurting each other. "Shen Qianqing said these words calmly, her expression was neither sad nor happy, she didn't even feel like crying. She probably forgot how to cry.