"It's just that at that time, I couldn't stand it. I cried, but Su Liu still treated me like this. What can I do in the end? Even if I say more words, I can't change anything. Now that it's like this, I It's better to go by yourself...maybe it's better to retain a little dignity..." His eyes looked into the distance.

Lin was already so-called angry at this time. At the beginning, Qian Ruo only said that Su Liu came to her and asked her to leave Qin Haoyu, but she didn't tell her these details, check?Bah... how much money does she think she has?Such hubris!

One of the two people was very angry, and the other was like a person who had nothing to do. He just talked about these things lightly. She suddenly discovered that she could also be calm. She originally thought that these things were not going to happen to her. I couldn't even say it, but I didn't expect that I could say it so calmly.

"Qian Ruo, haven't you told Qin Haoyu about this?" Since his mother has gone so far, why Qian Ruo didn't say a word, and didn't even allow them to say it!

At this time, she smiled faintly, "What's the use of me telling him? Could it be possible to let him have a big fight with his mother? I can't do this. Besides... Actually, I'm also very selfish, aren't I? It was because of this dignity that I gave up the most precious love at that time..." In fact, she was selfish, but who is not selfish?Thinking about it now...was her love for Qin Haoyu really at that time?she is confused...

"But none of this is your fault! If it wasn't for his mother looking for you, you wouldn't have broken up with Qin Haoyu either!" If it wasn't for these things, everything would change now, Qian Ruo would still be with Qin Haoyu ?Are they already married?

"maybe……"

"Qian Ruo, have you ever regretted it? If Su Liu hadn't come to look for you, would you still be with Qin Haoyu?" She asked tentatively. In fact, what she wanted to know was, how did Nini come here?Why did Qian Ruo get involved with Wen Qing again?

"Regret? Why should I regret it? Besides, there are no ifs in this world, only things that must happen...Since it is already an inevitable thing, why should I regret it? Besides... I have Nini, what do I do? Why do you want to regret it?" She chuckled, regretting is useless, since everything is a foregone conclusion, why bother to try to change it?It doesn't make any sense.

"Uh, hehe, that's what you said, and then, what happened to you, how did you get pregnant with Nini..." She didn't know how to say the following words.

Qianruo's eyes really dimmed, "I came back that night, after I cried and said that to you, I felt a little dull in my heart, and the next day, I went to school, you know? Qin Haoyu is still the same as usual Looking at me, he bought me breakfast, he waited for me to finish class, but I was timid at this moment... Can I say goodbye without him knowing anything? At that time, I was so painful that I couldn't breathe... "

"At noon, I called him out, and he looked at me with a worried face..."

"Qianruo, what's wrong with you? Are you okay? Do you have a fever?" Qin Haoyu looked at Gu Qianruo who had a bloodless face, and couldn't help worrying, and put his hand on her forehead.

"No..." She patted Qin Haoyu's hand without leaving a trace, and at this moment Qin Haoyu was even more sure whether the little woman in front of her was in a bad mood again.

"What's the matter? Did you get scolded by the old class again? Said you are not serious in class?" He raised a smile, then looked at her, his eyes were full of doting, no matter how the person in front of him lost his temper, he I still like her so much, Gu Qianruo, the woman he has identified in this life, Qin Haoyu's life.

Gu Qianruo's eyes dimmed. The roof of the school building is very empty. They often come here, and no one will disturb them. At this time, the wind is blowing, and it is cool. Such a beautiful noon, if it is normal, she will be happy Laughing, and willfully let Qin Haoyu run errands to buy ice cream for her, but now, she couldn't be happy no matter what, she kept silent, lowered her head, and let the wind blow through her hair...

Looking at the person in front of him with his head lowered, he could clearly see those straight eyelashes, but he suddenly saw a crystal, she... crying?He quickly grabbed her by the shoulder, "Qianruo? What's the matter? Why did you cry when you were doing well? It's okay, I'm here...don't cry, I'll feel bad..." He hugged her, in her promised in the ear.

But these words did not calm her down at all, her voice was soft, like a spring breeze blowing, so light that no one could notice it, she said: "Haoyu...let's break up."

Although the voice was so soft, he still heard it, and a smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, "Qianruo, are you kidding me again? Stop playing...you know, I can't stand it." Just not I know why, now there is a panic in his heart, as if the person he is holding is about to leave him slowly, but it shouldn't be like this, should it?

"You know...I'm not kidding now, let's...break up." She closed her eyes and said these words, why did her heart hurt so much, tears flowed down wantonly, she didn't make any cry, just tears It just flowed down silently, wet Qin Haoyu's shoulder.

Her silent crying made him flustered even more, and he hurriedly opened the distance between the two of them. Seeing the tears on her face, he knew that he was done for, and that he loved her so much, "Qianruo, why? Why?" You have to say that!" His voice was equally soft, containing a hint of confusion, weren't they all fine before yesterday?Why did she break up with him so suddenly today?

"We... are not suitable, I am not good enough for you..."

"What is worthy or not? Qianruo, what's wrong with you? You know I never care about these things! Why did you say break up! Why? What's wrong with you!" He seemed a little crazy, Qianruo never It's been like this, why is it so abnormal today?

"Haoyu... I'm tired, I'm so tired, I don't want to go on like this anymore." She closed her eyes, and tears fell down, heartache, uncontrollable heartache.

"Tired? Qianruo... don't you want to be like this, okay? If you are tired, then I will give you time, I will give you space... Just don't be like this, okay, don't tell me to break up, is it where I am?" If you didn’t do it well, just tell me...I’ll change it.” His voice also seemed choked up.

But does he know that the more he looks like this, the more his heart will hurt, "Don't... Haoyu, don't treat me so well, I can't stand it, it's my problem...it's all my own The problem is that I'm not good enough, it's my fault, I... I really can't do anything about it." She had no choice, nothing at all...

"Qian Ruo, it's not your problem. Is there something about me that made you dissatisfied? That's why you said that? Don't break up, okay?" He was anxious, and held her hand tightly, so Tight, so painful, so unwilling to let go.

"Haoyu, that's it for us, okay? Let's not see each other again, okay?" She smiled just so sadly, we don't want to meet again, I'm afraid I will never turn back in the end, we don't want to see each other again, I'm afraid My heart can't bear it.

"Not good...not good!" He didn't even know where he was wrong, so why was he sentenced to death like this?He doesn't understand... how can he bear it?

"But, I've already given up." She desperately wanted to shake off his hand, but he held it so tightly, "Let go..."

"Don't let it go!"

"Qin Haoyu, I tell you to let go, I don't love you anymore..." She yelled out this sentence, but Qin Haoyu was stunned at this moment, and Qian Ruo broke away from her hand without any regrets After leaving, he was left alone, standing alone on the rooftop...

At this time, Gu Qianruo felt that something was spreading in her eyes, but she didn't expect that after so long, everything was still so clear, Ling Lin frowned, in fact, Qin Haoyu was also a victim, right?Victim of affection.

Gu Qianruo leaned against the head of the bed, and the mist gradually filled. In fact, she is also a very cruel person, right?Just when he didn't know anything, she decided everything decisively by herself, leaving no room for him, and he didn't know anything from the beginning to the end.

"Do you think I'm cruel? I didn't even give him a chance? Personally decides all our days from now on..." She said this, it's actually very new, so far, she has been cruel Yes, he was still the same as before, but he couldn't respond to any of his feelings. It turned out that in... four years, only she was the most careless person.

"I... don't know how to say it. It's just that at the time it was true. It made people feel very cruel." Ling Lin didn't know what to say. It was just the matter between them. Would it make people sound too blocked?

"Yeah, even you think so, but I didn't do anything wrong. I never felt that I made a mistake..." Maybe she would be said to be cruel, but didn't she just remove the biggest one for him? trouble?From before to now, Su Liu has never really accepted herself, or maybe... She has never seen herself in her eyes. After all, can such a strong woman tolerate a girl she doesn't like?What's more, she said that she would not let Qin Haoyu marry a useless wife.

"That's right, but does Su Liu think you have no power? That's why she wants to separate you from Qin Haoyu? But... haven't you explained your own family background clearly? You are the eldest lady of the Gu family!" Lin couldn't figure it out more and more, since it was because of this appearance, why didn't Qianruo say it at the beginning.

"Yeah, I'm Miss Gu's, what a gimmick title! But why, I just don't want to say it, I'm thinking now, if I said it back then, would the previous conversation become Another look? But...you know that too, don't you? I don't like staying at home, so how can I say this?" She smiled, so bleak.

"Yes... yes, I almost forgot that there is another difficult character in your family, Qian Ruo... don't you know that you are the one who suffers like this?" Now she can't understand Qian Ruo's pain at that time , she also couldn't understand at all, what happened to her after being told by Qin Haoyu's mother on the phone, and then she had to bear the heartache and say goodbye.

"What's the pain? No matter how hard it is, I have experienced it." At that time, I felt heartache, but I didn't feel pain, but I didn't know it was, that night, the nightmare had just begun.

"Right."

"But I think the worse thing is still that night, the night I don't want to think about..."

……

That night, she walked alone on the street, wearing a white skirt dotted with light purple flowers, which was different no matter how she looked, her straight hair was scattered on her shoulders, and her neck was covered with that The necklace was just wandering aimlessly on the street, her face was terribly pale, as if she was about to faint in the next second, but even though she was so shaky, she was still able to stand firm.

Life at night is always colorful, the same red lights and green wine, the same luxury, men and women go together, looking at those enviable couples, her seriousness flashes a trace of pain, not only laughing at herself, but also everything Isn't it all self-inflicted?Before today, she also had a boyfriend who was no worse than those people, but now she is alone.

Walking slowly, I don't want to go back to the dormitory, I don't want to go home, I feel like the whole world has abandoned me, suddenly I chuckled, why did she become sentimental all of a sudden, Gu Qianruo, you should laugh isn't it?You should be laughing, you're finally free, aren't you?But why are there tears streaming down, it's really useless!

The bar not far away is lively and noisy, it is a place she has never set foot in, because no matter how much she loves to play, no matter how mischievously she tells Qin Haoyu that she is going to disco, every time Qin Haoyu will put on a straight face and go He took her away and stayed away from that place. He also said that that place was not suitable for her.

Oh, is it really not suitable?She smiled wryly, raised her steps, and walked towards the place he said she couldn't go, but she didn't know that she was already being watched by someone when she stepped into this place.

Gu Qianruo walked inside, there was loud music inside, men and women of all shapes, they were all dancing excitedly, with an inexplicable smile on their faces, she walked inside in a daze, shuttling back and forth , with colorful lights, she walked to the bar at the far end, and then sat there, looking at the things inside with some surprise, they all seem to be living in the explosion of music, but such a person who is out of place here Girls, how conspicuous they are.Little did she know that she was already regarded as a creature of wolves.

"Miss, what do you want?" The waiter in front of her looked at the girl and sat there, and then asked.

Gu Qianruo realized right away, of course I want to drink when I come to the bar!Why is she so stupid, she managed to pull out a smile, "Please give me a whiskey, thank you..."

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