Net king's elegant pure lotus

Because Xiaoxi graduated in June, May will be very busy, and the update is uncertain. I hope you understand, and, dear friends, you can read this chapter as a side story, ~(≧▽≦)~ la la la

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"Brother..." The cry of the elder brother made Yan Mu'anliu's body stiffen in an instant, and he couldn't hide the panic in his heart. Why did he have the feeling of going back to the past?

According to Akifuku's temperament recently, he wouldn't call him that!There will be no more timid and cautious voices!

He couldn't bear it anymore and put her down from his back, grabbed her slender wrists and pulled her into his arms, lifted her chin, piercing the girl's eyes with cold and sharp blue eyes. Tears in the bottom of the eyes.

When he really looked into these eyes, all his heartache disappeared in an instant, but the paradoxical suffocation hit him!

These are not the eyes he has been obsessed with all this time!

Cowardly, cautious, simple, fragile, inferior...

How could this be the blue eyes that he has always been deeply obsessed with!

The girl he loves has always had an elegant and pure aura. Her blue eyes are calm, indifferent, confident, pure, and clear. They are so warm and tolerant, strong and beautiful. How could they be the pair in front of him!

The rain was still falling, and the original drizzle, which was gradually getting smaller, poured down in an instant, hitting the two of them, and I don't know whose heart was chilled by the heavy cold...

With such a loud rain, how can you hear your breathing? Even if two people are very close together, you can’t even hear your own breathing. Is it because you are suffocating, or have you forgotten to breathe?

The slender and well-articulated hand let go of the slender wrist of the girl in front of him, and the slender wrist that he grasped fiercely showed fragile red marks, but the boy's blue eyes still did not see a trace of ripples, and the ice covered the blue lake, No one knows whether the waves below are rough or frozen, and whether anything can't be shaken?

she is not her...

Such incredible thoughts flashed in the boy's mind.

The person he fell in love with would not look at him so cautiously, cowardly and humblely, would not dare to meet his eyes, would not have such an unconfident posture as bending his waist slightly, would not shed tears so pitifully, not to mention, people How could her eyes become so thorough in an instant!

When she woke up, the change was not too difficult to understand. There are people who grow up in an instant, but there are absolutely no people who change back completely in an instant!

The boy and the girl stood facing each other, the rain didn't show any signs of stopping, and occasionally thunder and lightning exploded above them, illuminating one handsome and the other white.

Yanmu Eucalyptus looked at the girl opposite, the face he was used to missing and lusting for made him so repulsive now, if she really wasn't her, then where did she go? !Is it a split personality?

Yanmu Eucalyptus seems to have seen the light, it doesn't matter if she has a split personality, she can always come out, he shouldn't face this one in front of him!

"Let her come out!" Yanmu Eucalyptus suddenly grabbed her shoulders hard, his very excited voice was hoarse, but filled with endless expectations.He was afraid of the feeling that she was not in his eyes or not in his world!That feeling made his heart too suffocated and panicked!

His hands were so strong that he could even convey his panic and suffocation to her.And the girl was in pain, the tears in the corners of her eyes kept falling, and with the rain, she looked at the brother in front of her heartbrokenly, she just appeared in front of him again for an answer, but this boy, from beginning to end The only thing she cared about was the girl who occupied her body...

Since she was a child, she has been doted on endlessly by her parents, but she just can't get a single bit of attention from this brother.But now, she realizes that Daddy's and Mommy's love for her is not endless. Compared with the girl who occupied her body, the love given to her by Yan Muduan and Shizuka Ryoko is actually so little. is truly no limit...

Now, this brother who never cared about her wanted that girl back so crazy at this moment...

she is sad...

But even if she cried hard, hard, hard, she couldn't wash away the endless desolation and sorrow in her heart.Why the same person, different souls, but different fates?She simply can't figure it out, she only knows that she can't compare to that girl...

Now, even if she comes back, I'm afraid she won't be able to take away everything from that girl. Although that girl is a counterfeit, she... has already been compared to her. She lived in that girl... She looked at this young man with deep expectations, and asked herself that she couldn't replace that girl.

So what about Daddy and Mommy?Have they also forgotten their real treasure?She suddenly wanted to know this question...

She wants... Daddy, Mommy, don't forget her... Don't forget her, okay?She doesn't want to leave just like that, but no one remembers her, even if she remembers a girl named Akifu, but it's definitely not her...

Seeing that the girl didn't let her come out, Yamu Eucalyptus let go of her shoulders, and her eyes seemed to have regained her calm, but the girl looked at him, only feeling heart palpitations, the surrounding air was already cold enough, but he, Seems to be freezing around...

she wants answers...

She wanted to see if Mommy and Daddy had forgotten her...

Otherwise, she would not be willing to leave...

Originally, she had never left this world, she had been living in her body all the time, watching that girl replace her identity and get to know people who really loved and cared for her one after another, she felt infinitely satisfied in her heart, even though It wasn't for her, but at least that girl got the attention of Ayaki Ayaki herself, which was something she had longed for...

An autistic girl, afraid to face other people's eyes, but deep down she yearns for others' attention. That kind of contradictory and painful thoughts makes her bend down humblely instead of straightening up.

That girl was calm and confident from beginning to end, indifferent but warm, soft and tolerant, strong and beautiful, shining pure and dazzling light on those around her, not like her, who would only retreat into the dark, Cowardly bowing her head, hugging her whole body doesn't give her any sense of security, and that girl, as long as she frowns, someone will care if she is uncomfortable, and some people are willing to give her a safe haven and promise her a lifetime of happiness...

But what about her?she has nothing...

Now, she can only hold the last hope. As long as Daddy and Mommy still remember her, she can forget the others. Her simple wish is not to let everyone forget her, okay?

Yanmu Yuliu looked at the girl in front of him coldly, he saw the firmness shining in his teary eyes, and his heart sank again and again!This girl is not willing to let her out!

He suddenly wanted to curse!When this cowardly girl is not firm, she is firm when he wants to go crazy!He didn't know what she was going to do, but at least he knew that he couldn't see her yet!

"Let's go!" The cold words seemed to be the most heartless words he had ever said. God knows how strong he resisted the urge not to tear this girl apart!

younger sister?what is that?Never appeared in his life!

Yan Muan's heart was relieved, he never admitted that this girl was his sister, and later he found that he fell in love with a girl who was still related by blood even if he didn't admit it, but now he found that the one he loved was not his teenager. The girl who has been ignored for years.

The girl who suddenly appeared in his life like a meteor, but left him unexpectedly at this time, is not this girl!

But at the same time his heart was relaxed, the heavy feeling of suffocation made him want to bend over. What he feared most was that she would never come back!

The girl watched the boy finish his two words coldly. She didn't show any tenderness and consideration for that girl. She didn't even try to give her a hand. She looked sideways at the hand hanging by her side, as if she wanted to The hope that reaches out for him to hold.

She clenched her fists, but there was nothing in her hands, even the rain and air would slip through her fingers, leaving her only a formless emptiness that suffocated her.

The back of the boy in front of him seemed to let her see him carrying the girl on his back in a dim way, and she stood behind and watched helplessly, but could only look at him tenderly, watching the girl being loved and cared by him, while she , can only be forgotten behind the darkness without light...

It's just that suddenly the boy turned around and came back, and carried her on his back involuntarily, and her heart skipped a beat!

why?elder brother……

She clearly saw the rejection in his eyes...

Yamu Eucalyptus seemed to feel her doubts, the girl could only smell her trembling voice, "Take care of her body 1

……

A deep sense of desolation and sadness had already hovered in her heart, and she seemed unwilling to leave.

...That's right, how could such an indifferent elder brother, who is obsessed with emotional cleanliness and physical cleanliness, care about her... All because he was looking forward to that girl's return.

Brother...hehe, it hurts her so much.This is obviously... her own body... That girl stole my brother's heart, and even her body...

Is it... She wants nothing left?

Daddy... Mommy... Are you going to give Baby the final blow?Let the baby... give up and disappear from this world?

Transparent tears, pale sadness, silent mourning, helpless soul... Where will you end up...

……

When he finally came to the mountain area, Yanmu Eucalyptus had already sorted out his emotions. Although his eyes were full of darkness and icy cold flashed, his breath was very stable.

He gave this girl time, although he would have to wait very hard, but he had to wait!But... I hope she doesn't challenge the limit of his patience!He is not a very patient person!Otherwise, torture him crazy, and he will do whatever it takes to get what he wants!

The girl has always known what happened recently, and she also knew that this move was to find Yoshiaki and Yoshiko Shizuka, but looking at the crowd in front of her, she suddenly became afraid, she was afraid that she would really see the whole picture of Yoshiko Yoshizuka and Yoshizuka Denying the existence of her before, she loves this family, she loves daddy and mommy!

With deep melancholy and anxiety, the girl finally closed her eyes.

The eucalyptus stream had let her down, and the rain had stopped long ago.The soil on Yumu Eucalyptus Liu's body has long been washed away by the rain, but his body is still wet.

The girl looked up at the boy who had never given her a glimpse, looked at his slender and smooth hand, how much she wanted to hold it, and now she wanted to, but still couldn't muster the courage. How many times did she look at him? Watching her brother bloom special feelings for that girl, her heart was throbbing...

"Brother, before meeting with Daddy and Mommy, is it okay to answer my previous question?" A soft and timid voice sounded behind the stream, he paused, a trace of unknown emotion flashed in his eyes quickly, It seemed to be disappointed, and it seemed to be contempt for the ants, and it disappeared in an instant.

"You are not qualified, let me watch you..." The emotionless words fell like hailstones, which made the girl feel very pained in her heart!

No qualifications... Even a younger sister who is related by blood is not qualified!

From the perspective of Yanmu Eucalyptus, he was not wrong.He was originally indifferent, ruthless, and always followed the concept of the strong. Even if he was not a strong person, he should have some strengths or characteristics worthy of his appreciation or respect, so as to win him a little bit of attention.He recognized Yan Muduan and Shizuka Yoshiko because in his eyes, Yan Muduan was a strong man, and he supported such a big family of Yan Muduan!That's his father!No doubt!

As for Shizuka Yoshiko, the woman who gave him life, he admits that maternal love exists.

But he can't express himself at all, even his rejection of Yan Muduan and Shizuka Yoshiko is limited to his physical and psychological cleanliness. Since he could be his brother, how could it be so simple!

Only this younger sister, since she appeared in his life, except for the baby period when she was at the mercy of others, she has always been timid, soft-spoken, so soft that she has no vitality, in his eyes Like a soft shrimp, the mud can't support the wall. He has always disliked such a character!

This girl who never dared to meet his eyes, dared not stand close to him, lowered her head as if to hide, and even shrank when she saw him, he thought, this girl never took the initiative to enter his world, she I have been shrinking the space with him!Then why did he take the initiative to walk into her!

He has never met anyone who wants to approach him actively!

... until I met her.

The girl seemed to be choked by something, and she couldn't speak for a long time, and after an unknown amount of time, her voice finally became hoarse, "...I got it"

It wasn't until now that she realized that it was her fault all along.Or she was too cowardly, she was the lowest person in his eyes, even the younger sister, she was not even qualified to be looked at by him.This young man who has been immersed in the strong education of the noble heir since he was a child, even though Yoshiko Shizuka cared for him a lot, he has learned to be cold-blooded and ruthless, and regards the strong as his belief, so indifferent that he seems to have no human feelings. But in fact, he has, but he has not met the person who touches his heartstrings... And, it is the only one... the most ethereal, but also the most important love in a person's life...

Even though he seemed to have no affection for Yan Muduan and Shizuka Ryoko, he always admitted that they were his parents.

But from beginning to end, he never admitted that he had a younger sister...

Even though she has come to her senses now and wants to get closer, the girl knows that it is useless. In this life, she has lost the chance to be this young sister.Even if she can keep that girl from coming back, this boy will not let her stay in his heart, because that means she will kill the existence of the person he cares about, and he will only hate her...

When the two familiar figures in the distance came into view, the girl's dry eyes filled with tears again after crying for an unknown amount of time.

Daddy... Mommy...

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