the president's wife

Chapter 396: Countdown to the Ending ([-]) Every word was like a thorn, every word pierced into the heart.Cheng Hanlei's eyes became even redder, seeing Lei Chenyi walking directly upstairs with the woman in his arms, Cheng Hanlei looked at Lei Chenyi's back in dismay, tears rolled down like broken pearls.The uncomfortable feeling is that I am about to suffocate.

She knew how uncomfortable it was to wait. For the past six hours, her heart ached like a needle prick every second.Every second passed was such a torment, she really wanted to rush up and pull the woman away, but her legs seemed to be leaden, and she couldn't move no matter what.

Scared, never scared.She was very afraid that she would be pushed away by Lei Chenyi back and forth, and that he would tell her not to want her in front of that woman, she was afraid that he would remind herself that the two of them were separated, and they had agreed to leave each other alone.

Sliding slowly to the ground, Cheng Hanlei curled up there, crying silently.Watching Lei Chenyi walk into another guest room with a woman in his arms, is this considered to save some face for himself?Tears welled up again when she was not placed in the wedding room of the two of them, and my heart ached.

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Lei Chenyi had just carried the woman into another room when the phone rang.There are many missed calls on the screen, all from Cheng Hanlei.He did it on purpose, he just wanted Cheng Hanlei to experience what it was like to wait.She still has someone to look forward to, and what about him.Thinking of every minute of suffering, if he doesn't punish her well this time, his surname will not be Lei...

"It's up to you to take your woman back tomorrow morning, or I'll just throw her out."

Lei Chenyi threw the drunk woman on the bed in disgust...

"Don't let my woman put me on my head indiscriminately, I have a purely physical relationship with her..."

"Really? Then I'll just throw him on the street now..."

Lei Chenyi's voice was cold and threatening.

"Okay, I'll take it away tomorrow."

Wu Feng surrendered. Although the relationship between the two was only physical, she was also a beautiful girl, and the relationship between the two had lasted for a year.Even if there is no emotion, there is some kindness. If it is really thrown outside, it will be freezing cold, and it will be a small matter if it is frozen.If something happens to someone, it will be a lifetime of crimes.He is a good man and cannot do evil.

"and many more……"

"You don't want me to get it now, it's late at night..."

Before Wu Feng finished speaking, he was interrupted by Lei Chenyi...

After speaking briefly, he didn't intend to listen to Wu Feng's opinion and directly hung up the scumbag's phone, what kind of lunatic, this man is simply a scumbag.

Fortunately, people are quite quiet when they are drunk, but they keep calling Feng, Feng, Feng.

When Lei Chenyi went out, there was no one in the living room.Going forward to go back to the room, when looking at the light from Cheng Hanlei's crack in the door, Lei Chenyi couldn't help walking over.Thinking of her sad appearance just now, did she go too far.Standing on the second floor and looking at the table full of dishes, my heart hurts.

Thinking of my little woman wearing an apron and cooking so many dishes for herself with joy and anticipation, the number of dishes was exactly 34.She is using this method to make up for it, but her heart is still soft.

That soft heart was only for a moment, and Lei Chenyi was suppressed forcefully.You can't be soft-hearted, otherwise you won't be able to teach her a lesson.Hardened his heart and turned back, ready to walk back to the room.

That night, Cheng Hanlei fell asleep crying again.The tears couldn't be stopped no matter what, I just wanted to cry all the time.

The next day, he appeared in the restaurant again with a walnut eye.It was rare that Lei Chenyi didn't leave first, there were already three people sitting at the dining table.And Cheng Beibei sat next to the woman from last night, not at all unfamiliar.Looking at Cheng Beibei's completely innocent appearance, it's not like meeting him for the first time.

Has she been here more than once in this month?Was even Beibei's heart captured by her?

Cheng Hanlei walked over with strides, feeling very distressed.

"Mother."

Cheng Beibei watched Cheng Hanlei approaching, and immediately called Cheng Hanlei happily.

"Hello."

The woman sitting there gave Cheng Hanlei a friendly smile, but Lei Chenyi did not look at Cheng Hanlei expressionlessly.

"Mom, this is Teacher Shen. My new teacher in kindergarten, I really like her."

"Mr. Shen, hello."

Cheng Hanlei smiled forcedly.

Cheng Hanlei sat down, only to see Lei Chenyi get up suddenly, looked at Cheng Beibei and said, "Beibei, I'm going to be late. Go get your schoolbag."

"it is good."

Cheng Beibei immediately put down the tableware in his hand and slid down from the chair.When Cheng Hanlei was about to reach out her hand, she saw that Shen Ruoya had already reached out first.Cheng Hanlei was stunned for a moment, seeing Cheng Hanlei put his hand in hers and was pulled down by her.

"Mr. Shen, Dad, wait for Beibei for a while."

Like a family, Cheng Beibei let go of Shen Ruoya's hand and walked upstairs.Lei Chenyi came over, put his arms around Shen Ruoya's shoulders and said without looking sideways: "I'll pick you up and Beibei at night."

"it is good."

The corners of Shen Ruoya's mouth were a little stiff, but Cheng Hanlei was so immersed in the blow that she didn't notice it at all.The scene in front of me was really exciting, the intimacy between Beibei and Shen Ruoya, coupled with Lei Chenyi's gentle movements, was like slapping her non-stop...

After Cheng Beibei came down, Shen Ruoya held Cheng Beibei's hand, then lowered her head and said to Cheng Beibei, "Say goodbye to your mother."

"Mom, goodbye."

Cheng Beibei waved to Cheng Hanlei, but didn't let Cheng Hanlei send her to school.Seeing the three of them walking out of sight together, Cheng Hanlei was really stunned.Since when it started, her place has already started to be taken.Standing there, a little dazed.Turning to look at my aunt, I asked softly, "Does she come here often?"

In a word, it hurts my heart to ask.

"Beibei likes Teacher Shen very much."

Auntie didn't know how to answer, because she didn't want to lie, but she couldn't explain the situation.He could only talk lightly, but in Cheng Hanlei's ears, it meant that he came often.

Auntie saw that Cheng Hanlei's eyes were red again, and she immediately felt distressed.

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For two days, Cheng Hanlei couldn't show her sadness in front of Cheng Beibei, and Lei Chenyi would come back very late every night.Cheng Hanlei waited for Lei Chenyi every night until he came back, but went back to the master bedroom without saying a word to her.

She really wanted to say that agreeing to the divorce fulfilled him and Shen Ruoya.But the phrase "fulfillment" couldn't be said.

but……

His heart no longer belongs to him, what should he do...

Why is a love so fragile, everything has changed in just one month.I thought that Beibei couldn't replace me in my heart, but a woman who had appeared for a month had already been easily replaced.She thought that she was irreplaceable in Lei Chenyi's heart, but within a month, his heart was no longer in her body...

Today is the third night, Beibei said, Dad and the teacher went out.She didn't even dare to ask Beibei if she really liked Teacher Shen.Very afraid, very afraid of the answer given by Beibei.

I thought about it for two days and felt uncomfortable for two days.Cheng Hanlei really couldn't take it anymore, how could she give up so easily.Whether it's for herself or for the baby in her womb, she has to work hard to fight for it.

Lei Chenyi deliberately used Shen Ruoya to stimulate Cheng Hanlei, letting her know how he felt every time he saw her with Shangguanjue.And let Shen Ruoya help him for two days, he will help her win Wu Feng's heart.Although Shen Ruoya didn't want to be a sinner, but in order to be with Wu Feng, she agreed against her conscience. God knows that whenever she saw Cheng Hanlei's eyes that seemed to be crying silently, she would really feel bad.

After tossing until midnight, Lei Chenyi watched Wu Feng drag Shen Ruoya into the car, and then got into the car.Thinking of Beibei quietly asking herself this morning, did she quarrel with her mother?Was he angry at his mother for leaving for a month? She hugged him and told him not to be angry at his mother.She felt uncomfortable seeing her mother crying, and asked him to take the initiative to reconcile with her mother.

Beibei is very sensitive, and he hurt Cheng Hanlei these few days, and he feels the same in his heart.In fact, he just wanted to give her some punishment, and wanted her to know that he would indulge her because he loved her, and it didn't mean that she could squander this love at will.It's okay to hurt him like this, he just wants her to learn a lesson, and realize that he is married and has Beibei.There will even be two children in the future, and she will put him and the child first.The first place in my heart is too important...

However, did he really go too far.

Leilei's red and swollen eyes cried herself to sleep every night.Looking at her goldfish-like eyes hurt even more his heart.Is he being too serious and accepting this truth too much?Lei Lei already knew that she was wrong, seeing her cautiously flattering herself.It was obviously very uncomfortable, but he insisted on waiting for himself to change his mind.

She is as stubborn as herself, and she has never made herself so humble.I've done enough to calm myself down.

The more Lei Chenyi thought about it, the more distressed he became.The more I think about it, the more I feel that I have done too much, and I am such a jerk.I clearly know how much it hurts Leilei to say those words, and I know how uncomfortable it is for her to see him with another woman.

In fact, there are many ways to punish, he can press her on the bed to swell her ass.You can also press her on the bed so that she can't get out of bed for several days and nights. Wouldn't it be more punishing to use this method.God knows, he was thinking about her like crazy.I haven't touched her for more than a month, and I almost have something wrong with it.

Lei Chenyi said that he is not allowed to enter the master bedroom in the future.Because of her guilt, she has been obediently obedient.But this master bedroom is obviously also her room, why did he say that he would not enter unless he was allowed to enter.

After Cheng Beibei fell asleep, Cheng Hanlei pushed away from the master bedroom and walked in.Sleeping in the next room for the past three days, I couldn't sleep at all.I haven't slept well for more than a month, and I missed him every day for the previous month.Now he is next to her, and she still can't be hugged to sleep by him.

Be sure to tell him clearly today.

Walking into the room, it was filled with the smell of Lei Chenyi.Thinking about it, it's really uncomfortable not to be in his arms even though he is by my side.

Looking at the big bed and the pillows, Cheng Hanlei walked over involuntarily, threw herself on the bed, and wrapped the quilt around her body.Taking a deep breath, he inhaled the breath belonging to Lei Chenyi into his lungs and blended it into his heart.Her husband smells really good.Squinting his eyes in satisfaction, his bad mood finally got better.

In fact, I haven't slept well all the time. Although I don't have Lei Chenyi's arms now, I can finally sleep soundly buried in his breath.Originally, he wanted to lie there and wait for Lei Chenyi to come back and ask clearly, but he fell asleep while lying on his stomach.I fell asleep until midnight, and looked at the time, it was already past two o'clock in the middle of the night, and the room was still empty.

Cheng Hanlei sat up, it was so late, why hasn't he come back yet.

Today he specially sent Beibei back, and Shen Ruoya, who slept at home for two nights, did not come back today.When standing outside Shen Ruoya's room and looking at the open bedroom door, the inside was empty, and her heart sank heavily.Beibei said, today is Teacher Shen's birthday.Birthday……

Cheng Hanlei couldn't help but think of the night that Lei Chenyi prepared for her on her birthday.Is he preparing for Shen Ruoya now like when he was with him before?

She didn't want to think about it, but the more she didn't want to think about it, the clearer those pictures would be.The more I think about it, the more I feel uncomfortable, and the more I think about it, the more wronged I feel.

Back to the room blankly, sitting on the bed, the whole person lost his soul.Suffering from the things that kept going over and over in his mind, his mind kept replaying everything Lei Chenyi had prepared for him when he was celebrating his birthday, followed by the madness of that night.Now, are he and Shen Ruoya rolling together?

Cheng Hanlei clenched her hands tightly, and the pinches hurt badly.Day and night replaced Cheng Hanlei, and Cheng Hanlei sat for several hours, until the light of the morning sun came in and sprinkled on her body, and she still couldn't regain her senses.

His cell phone was turned off, just like that night, he didn't want anyone to disturb him...

Lei Chenyi drove two hours back to City S. It was already dawn, and because he decided to forgive Cheng Hanlei, he was even more excited.As soon as the car stopped, Lei Chenyi immediately opened the door and got out of the car.Thinking that he would ask his aunt to send Beibei to school, and he would force his beloved woman on the bed and teach her a few times before he could forgive her...

He strode upstairs, preparing to tidy himself up first.Pushing open the door, Lei Chenyi was slightly taken aback when he saw Cheng Hanlei sitting on the bed.She didn't expect Cheng Hanlei to be in her room, and Cheng Hanlei, who had been sitting there since waking up in the middle of the night, looked blankly at Lei Chenyi who pushed the door in.

His clothes haven't changed, they are still yesterday's clothes.There was still a lipstick mark on his neckline, and his heart was stabbed by something.Tears rolled in the eyes, Cheng Hanlei's heart really turned cold when she saw the lipstick mark.She doesn't care how many people he once belonged to, but she can't accept that after the two people belong to each other, there are other people in him...

She kept telling herself that he would not betray herself.It wouldn't really have anything to do with Shen Ruoya, and she kept thinking quietly in her heart that he was just acting to lie to herself.But now, seeing Lei Chenyi's appearance, he didn't even think about pretending to change a suit of clothes, and just appeared in front of him like this. He really didn't mind how much pain he would have, just like him hugging Lei Chenyi in front of him. When Shen Ruoya was around, she didn't think about how uncomfortable she would be...

Stand up slowly...

"Beibei said yesterday was Shen Ruoya's birthday. Did you stay with her last night? So you didn't come back all night, and you were so happy? Actually, you wish I didn't come back, right? Then you can be with Shen Ruoya, right? I hindered you two, right? So when I came back, I couldn’t wait to divorce me, because I wanted to be with her, right?"

Cheng Hanlei's voice was very wandering, and she gave him countless reasons.Because he did the wrong thing first, so he put on a face to himself and he was willing to bear it.However, her tolerance has a bottom line, her tolerance is not that he finds another woman...

"what are you saying?"

Lei Chenyi frowned all of a sudden, seeing Cheng Hanlei sitting there with a pitiful look made him feel distressed, but when he heard Cheng Hanlei's words, his heart sank.Although he has deliberate elements in it, what is she talking about.Is she suspicious of him?He never suspected that she would have any deviant behavior after being with Shangguanjue for such a long time, that she would think of him like this...

"Don't you understand what I said? How could I be foolish enough to believe that there is forever, how foolishly I thought you wouldn't betray me? I'm still here foolishly thinking that everything you do is acting, thinking that you are just angry , as long as I obey obediently and please you, you will forgive me. It turns out that I am so stupid, how could I forget that you are Lei Chenyi, and there will never be a shortage of women around you. If you wave your hand, someone will line up to climb up Your bed, what am I? For a lifetime, within a month you have already slept in another woman's bed, brought other women in and out of the house, hehe, I naively thought you were acting..."

In fact, she didn't want to say that, but her brain couldn't control her mouth at all, and the words just came out of her mind.She is very uncomfortable, very painful.I haven't slept well these days, and when I came back, I was mentally tense because of Lei Chenyi's indifference, and now I saw that Lei Chenyi hadn't returned all night, and when he came back, there was still a woman's imprint on his body...

The last string in her heart was completely stretched.

"Are you trying to settle an old score with me now? Do you think I've had other women who aren't good enough for you?"

Lei Chenyi narrowed his eyes dangerously, being stimulated by Cheng Hanlei's words.He has decided to forgive her, and is going to come back and hold her in his arms and coax her well.But she actually said that, even though he used to have other women.But since he had her in his heart, he had never touched other women.Is that why she doesn't trust his love for her...

Cheng Hanlei didn't speak, but her heart was hurting badly.His hands were clenched quietly, his body trembling non-stop.

"Cheng Hanlei, when you accuse others, think about yourself first. If you despise me for being dirty, how clean are you?"

Cheng Hanlei widened her tearful eyes in shock, and took a step back unsteadily.The voice couldn't help rising out of control, and he said tremblingly: "Nothing happened between me and Jue. I've already told you, Lei Chenyi, I've only had you as a man from the beginning to the end."

"So what about a clean body? What about your heart?"

In a word, the blocked Cheng Hanlei trembled even more.

What he wanted was an attitude from her, but Cheng Hanlei pursed her lips and remained silent, which made Lei Chenyi's eyes look deeper...

My heart sank into the black hole, I only felt the darkness in front of my eyes.Cheng Hanlei pulled the corner of her lips slightly, and a wry smile bloomed at the corner of her mouth.Looking at Lei Chenyi, it seemed that he wanted to see him clearly.It's just that tears blurred the sight in front of her eyes, and she felt that the man in front of her was becoming more and more unfamiliar.

In the end, it was too blurry in front of my eyes, and I couldn't see clearly.Cheng Hanlei could only lower her head silently, and blinked vigorously, two tears couldn't hold back and rolled out of her eyes.Cheng Hanlei raised her hand to wipe away her tears, pursed her lips, her eyes were red, her complexion was even paler, she looked at Lei Chenyi and said softly: "I always thought you understood me, you knew my apology to Jue. I thought If you really love someone, you will be willing to wait. You are right. You are not Shangguanjue. You won’t wait for me. Because you don’t love enough, you don’t even want to wait for a month. In just one month, your feelings have already changed. gone."

"You say I don't love you enough? You think I don't love you as deeply as Shangguanjue? Huh?"

Lei Chenyi's expression changed, and he suddenly reached out to pinch Cheng Hanlei's forehead, tightening his eyes and forcing her to look at him.But Cheng Hanlei just looked at a certain place with a blank expression, and continued to say to herself: "I have always made it clear that I will treat Jue well, love him, and even go to accompany him for a month just because I don't want to I owe him too much. He has always been by my side. I am not with him not because he is not good enough, but because I know that I don’t love him in my heart, and my feelings for him are not love. Even if I can’t be with you in this life Together, I will not settle for the second best to be with him, but you don't understand."

"I thought you knew me well, and I always thought that you changed a lot for me. I thought that you would really tolerate me, understand me, and think about me from my perspective. I know I didn't tell you this time. It was my fault that you left, I was already making amends, I came back cautiously because I was afraid that you would get angry, I flattered you, even if you showed me a cold face, I would silently and shamelessly follow you."

"You said that the two of us slept separately, and I slept next door obediently. Even if I couldn't sleep every night, I couldn't help crying. But I still obediently waited for you to change your mind next door. I think you are just punishing me. .I left you for 34 days, and I prepared 34 dishes with all my heart to show respect to you, but what I waited for was that you came back with Shen Ruoya. I think you just provoked me on purpose, and I cried secretly all night alone. Tian still smiled far-fetchedly."

"Lei Chenyi, you're not the only one who feels sad after being away from you for a month. I can't eat or sleep well either. I think about you every night, and I want time to pass faster every day, but I'm also worried about the time passing. Too fast. Every day is spent in contradictions, I miss you, I want to return to you soon, but I am afraid that time will pass too fast, Jue will... I try my best to laugh every day, trying to make Jue happy .”

"I understand that no man will be magnanimous enough to tolerate his wife leaving with other men, but how can I ignore him knowing that he has only two months left. In the end, I will leave with Jue and accompany him In the last two months, on the one hand, it was because I was afraid that you would stop me, and more because I was sure of your love for me, I was sure that you would not leave me, I was sure that you would forgive me, and at most it would only punish me slightly. The presumptuousness in front of you is because I have already regarded you as the closest and dearest person. I thought that even if I did something wrong, you would tolerate me. Because we are a family, and we are people who want to join hands for a lifetime .But……"

Cheng Hanlei choked up so much that she told herself that she couldn't cry, but she couldn't hold back the tears and kept rolling in her eyes.Suppressing her tears with all her strength, Cheng Hanlei smiled desolately.He stretched out his hand and slowly waved Lei Chenyi's hand on her forehead, the smile on the corner of his mouth was so far-fetched.

"How can you doubt my heart for you? You clearly know that the only person I love in my heart has always been you. It has always been you since I understood feelings, and has never changed."

The four words have never changed, said very lightly, and finished silently.

Cheng Hanlei stepped out.When passing by Lei Chenyi's side, passing by, tears still couldn't help rolling out, how could my heart hurt like this.

Every step I take is like stepping on the tip of a knife.Her chest was heaving violently, and Cheng Hanlei felt that the strength in her body was being pulled away little by little.There is a fishy sweetness hovering in the throat, and there is even a faint pain in the lower abdomen.Obviously there is not much distance, but it is so difficult to walk.

The door in front of me seemed far away, and my hand finally reached the doorknob.She is also a proud person to keep her last bit of self-esteem, but because of love and because she made mistakes first, she is willing to lower herself in the dust, as long as she can coax him not to be angry, but now...

It seems that it is no longer necessary...

Opening the door, Cheng Hanlei stepped out.The things in front of her eyes seemed to be getting more and more blurred. The sad Cheng Hanlei just walked out of the room when her figure began to shake.

boom……

He was top-heavy, his legs were unable to bear the weight of his body, and he had no strength to walk back to the room.She felt her knees go limp, her eyes darkened, and Cheng Hanlei fainted in front of Lei Chenyi's door.

Lei Chenyi was stunned by Cheng Hanlei's words, his throat suddenly seemed to be choked, and the words were spinning around in his throat, unable to speak out.It wasn't until the door behind him was opened and then gently closed that Lei Chenyi seemed to have recovered from the shock.

"Leilei..."

With a hoarse voice, Lei Chenyi immediately turned around and chased him out.As soon as he opened the door, he saw Cheng Hanlei who was standing at the door, precariously falling down in front of his eyes.

"Leilei..."

At that moment, Lei Chenyi's mind was shattered, he rushed over and hugged Cheng Hanlei into his arms, and at a glance, he saw the blood overflowing from the corner of Cheng Hanlei's mouth, it was so bloody red...