the president's wife

Chapter 392: Countdown to the ending ([-]) Ten minutes later, Lei Chenyi's phone rang...

"It has been checked, and the car is now parked at the airport."

Lei Chenyi turned the steering wheel, and the car immediately drove towards the airport.

Because Lei Chenyi used to be the mayor, he also has some connections.Soon it was tuned to the closed-circuit television video tape. When Lei Chenyi watched Cheng Hanlei and Peony enter the airport, he also knew that Cheng Hanlei had indeed left with Shangguanjue.Hearing what the inspection personnel at the airport entrance said, Cheng Hanlei rushed in with an anxious expression and reckless...

How anxious she was, how excited she was, how screaming made Shangguanjue stop.In the end, he followed the plane directly, regardless of his own danger, just to chase another man.

My heart was throbbing with pain, I stood there, watching another plane take off...

She didn't even say a word, just left like this.

Lei Chenyi's face was terribly cold, he stood where he was, surrounded by the long-lost chill.

"It has been found that the destination of the plane is Rome. If it lands in a private place in the middle, we have no way of determining where it is for the time being. It will take some time. I will notify you as soon as there is news."

Lei Chenyi nodded, and stood there alone, completely lonely.

Lei Chenyi was very calm, returned to the company to deal with business, got up at 05:30 on time, picked up his coat and prepared to make a phone call.When he was holding the phone, he pressed 1 reflexively and suddenly froze, thinking about the phone still in his pocket, Lei Chenyi tightened his hands on the steering wheel.

He relaxed his tense emotions as if nothing had happened, and then drove back home.

Auntie opened the door, and when she saw Lei Chenyi, she called out to Mr.As before, Lei Chenyi just nodded and walked in. Cheng Beibei and Anze inside heard Lei Chenyi coming back, Cheng Beibei stood up and smiled cutely at Lei Chenyi.

"dad."

Reaching out to hug the baby, warm little body, sweet smile.Lei Chenyi couldn't help looking to the back, and before he could speak, he heard Cheng Beibei speak first...

"Dad, didn't you pick up Mom from get off work?"

Normally, mom and dad would come back together, but today I only saw my dad, Cheng Beibei looked back curiously.Cheng Beibei's words made Lei Chenyi's heart twitch again, and he couldn't help but hug Cheng Beibei tightly, she really didn't come back.

"Mom is on a business trip temporarily, it will take a while."

"I hate it. Mom left in such a hurry in the morning that she didn't even kiss Beibei before she left."

Pouting her lips, Cheng Beibei coquettishly protested.Normally Lei Chenyi would definitely comfort Beibei, but today, his heart sank very much.In the end, he just reached out and touched Cheng Beibei's small face, then let Cheng Beibei down and hand it to Anze.

At dinner at night, Cheng Beibei quickly forgot about Cheng Hanlei's business trip as soon as she saw the food, the food was delicious.After eating, he obediently played with Anze.And Lei Chenyi said that he had business to deal with, so he went to the study alone.

Time passed by, and there was still no sound outside.And the mobile phone he put aside had been turned on when he left the airport, but it never rang.The last hope in my heart was finally disillusioned.The clock had pointed to twelve o'clock, Lei Chenyi looked at the cigarette butts that were already piled up in the ashtray, he hadn't smoked for a long time...

Finally stood up calmly and went back to the room.

As soon as she pushed it away in the bedroom, Cheng Hanlei's familiar fragrance came to her face, she clasped her hands on the door and closed it little by little, leaning her back on the door and closing her eyes.Many images floated in front of my eyes, and I could faintly feel Cheng Hanlei's chuckle.She walked so gracefully that she didn't even have time to make a phone call...

No matter how urgent it was to get on the plane, there was not even a phone call after getting off the plane.Cheng Hanlei, is he too confident about his love now, or is it that the most important thing in her heart is not that he can leave with another person so gracefully.

He said that the wedding was the last time, and that was the bottom line of his tolerance.

After the marriage, Shangguanjue appeared from time to time, because he was always there, even if he sometimes noticed Shangguanjue's eyes, he just pretended not to see them.He's a winner, and he tries to be generous.However, he retreated step by step and tolerated another man by her side, what was the final result...

Leaning on the bed, Lei Chenyi's eyes became colder and colder, the big bed looked so empty without one person, Lei Chenyi looked at the position beside him, his heart became colder...

The next day, at noon, Lei Chenyi received a call...

"The plane didn't land in Rome. It may have landed on a private island halfway. We need some time to continue..."

"no need."

The faint three words interrupted the man's words.She could leave without saying a word, and he gave her a whole day to call himself, and the final result was...

"us……"

Snapped……

Cut off the phone directly, Lei Chenyi looked at the photo on the desk, Cheng Hanlei in the photo smiled sweetly.A group photo of two people, or a three-person photo with Bei Bei, or a single photo of Cheng Hanlei.There are several photo frames on the table.Put them away one by one, put them one by one into a drawer on one side, and lock them again.Put the key aside, if she can be unrestrained, so can he.

Since he wants to go with another person so much, then he will let her go...

Just let her go...

He clenched his fists heavily, and his heart tightened even more...

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After flying for nine hours, the plane finally landed on a small island surrounded by beautiful seas.Cheng Hanlei handed Shangguanjue his hand and got off the plane.

There was already a car parked there, and the captain walked down with him.I drove the two of them to a garden house inside. It was not very big, but the design was unique and beautiful.As soon as the car stopped, a 50-[-]-year-old aunt came out of it, and was slightly taken aback when she saw one more person.

"Master. Miss."

Then he walked to the captain's side, glanced at Cheng Hanlei, and asked in a low voice: "Old man, who is this watery girl?"

Shaking his head, he didn't know who the person who rushed up suddenly...

"This is Zhang Ma, Uncle Zhang, who takes care of my daily life."

He didn't mention the matter of letting Cheng Hanlei go. After sitting down, Zhang Mama brought tea and introduced it.

"Mother Zhang, Uncle Zhang. My name is Cheng Hanlei, you can call me Hanlei."

Cheng Hanlei nodded to the two of them and smiled politely.

"So it's Miss Han Lei."

The original sound was a little long, Cheng Hanlei glanced at Shangguanjue, and found that Shangguanjue's face was a little embarrassed.

"Dinner is ready."

Cheng Hanlei stood up, glanced at Shangguanjue, then stepped forward and asked, "Jue, can you lend me the phone?"

Shangguanjue paused, looked at Cheng Hanlei...

"There is no signal coverage here, and it is completely impossible to contact the outside world."

This is a place I had already chosen before I went to the UK, but I didn't expect it to come in handy in the end.This is a small island that can't be found on the map.Because it is a bit remote, the signal cannot be covered, and it cannot be contacted with the outside world.

"Eat, I'm starving."

Cheng Hanlei brought up this topic, although he knew that Lei Chenyi would be very angry when he heard the message from peony, but he would definitely understand himself.In the last two months of Jue, she wanted Jue to leave without any regrets.In this life, she was doomed to owe Shangguan Jue a lot.Although it is said that there is nothing owed or not owed in feelings, and love and not love cannot be forced, but Shangguan Jue can't ignore it.

Standing behind Cheng Hanlei, Shangguanjue looked at Cheng Hanlei's slender back, loving such a woman, this life is not in vain.

On the first night, Cheng Hanlei slept in the room, and the room arranged by Zhang Ma was very warm and warm.The temperature here is very suitable, not like the coldness in S city.Lying on the bed, Cheng Hanlei still felt a little cold under the thin quilt.Without Lei Chenyi's warm embrace, I'm really not used to it.

After tossing and turning, Cheng Hanlei still couldn't fall asleep. Cheng Hanlei stood up and walked to the balcony. The sky here is dotted with stars, and the rippling sea is in the distance. The beautiful scenery is amazing.Cheng Hanlei wrapped the quilt around her body, nestled in the chair and looked at the sky full of stars.Will he be like himself, unable to fall asleep thinking about the other party.

When I heard Peony talk about Shangguanjue's condition, when I heard Shangguanjue foolishly used this way to spend the last time to see her more, I felt overwhelmingly guilty and distressed.

In the current situation, she had no choice at all.If she were to let Jue leave alone, let Jue disappear alone, how could she do it.

Although she couldn't sleep thinking about Lei Chenyi, Cheng Hanlei didn't regret her choice.Although some capricious, some selfish.However, she believed that Lei Chenyi would be able to forgive.

The night is getting deeper and deeper, and I can't sleep because of missing.

A month passed in a flash, every day Cheng Hanlei got up on time to make breakfast for Shangguanjue, and then went for a walk on the beach with Shangguanjue.Sitting on the rocks and chatting, the back of the house is full of flowers.In the afternoon, the two of them will water the flowers and trim the flower branches.Shangguanjue smiled more and more, and Cheng Hanlei tried hard every day not to show any desire for Lei Chenyi.

Even though he tossed and turned every night, thinking about Lei Chenyi and Cheng Beibei made him feel uncomfortable.

Eating snacks made by Zhang Ma, Cheng Hanlei and Shangguanjue sat on the rooftop, enjoying the sea breeze.Cheng Hanlei leaned there, looking into the distance.Dazed in a daze, he doesn't know what Lei Chenyi is doing now, he doesn't have a phone call, he must think that he is going crazy.The corners of his mouth involuntarily turned up slightly, thinking that Lei Chenyi also thought about himself the same as himself, this kind of mood was both tormenting and sweet.

Shangguanjue looked sideways at Cheng Hanlei, and when he saw the expression on Cheng Hanlei's face, his eyes involuntarily deepened a little.His throat was a little dry, his lips were twitching, and he finally suppressed the words.Silently withdrawing his gaze and looking into the distance, just like other times in this month, he remained silent.

Such beauty, he wants to keep.Even if only for a limited time...

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"Father, when will Mommy come back? Beibei almost misses her to death."

When Lei Chenyi returned home, he saw Cheng Beibeilai acting like a baby in his arms...

"I want to call my mother, Beibei really misses her..."

Cheng Beibei hesitated to call Cheng Hanlei...

"Beibei, mom is on a business trip far away. Dad will take you to make a video call with Anze, okay? Let Anze talk with you, mom will be back soon."

"Ok."

Cheng Beibei pouted. She didn't know how long her mother had been away, but she knew it had been a long time.It feels like I haven't seen my mother for a long time. She hasn't seen her mother for such a long time. She really misses her mother so much.

Sitting in front of the computer, pouted and looked at Anze across the screen.

"Stinky Anze, I really miss what my mother should do?"

When Lei Chenyi left, he just walked to the door when he heard Cheng Beibei's words, and his footsteps paused slightly.Looking back at the sullen Cheng Beibei, she didn't know how to tell Beibei that her mother might not want her anymore...

The door was closed gently, and the soft sound hit hard in my heart again.

It's been a month, and he waited another month.But there was still no news from Cheng Hanlei. When she returned to the room, she looked at the wedding photo on the bedside, and the two people in it were smiling so sweetly.Suddenly felt that the smile was so dazzling, Lei Chenyi's chest heaved and heaved, as if he was holding his breath, he walked to the bed, took down the wedding photo and threw it into a big box, and then took out another A bigger box quickly sorted out the things that belonged to Cheng Hanlei in the room. She stuffed clothes, jewelry, and even things bought by Cheng Hanlei into the suitcase...

After finishing the installation, I threw it directly into another room, and then returned to the room, looking at the huge space, suddenly a lot of things were missing, feeling empty for a while, the suppressed Lei Chenyi felt uncomfortable He smoked hard.

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"Han Lei, Mama Zhang has already made breakfast, get up and have breakfast."

Shangguanjue knocked on the door, but there was no response from inside.Cheng Hanlei usually wakes up at seven o'clock, makes breakfast and then eats breakfast together.I didn't see Cheng Hanlei this morning, and Zhang Ma made breakfast.After several knocks and no response, Shangguanjue opened the door...

"Han Lei..."

I glanced at the empty bed, and the quilt hadn't been made yet.Faintly hearing voices coming from the bathroom, she nervously walked to the door of the bathroom and knocked on the door.

"Han Lei, what's wrong with you?"

Shangguanjue knocked on the door nervously, because it was a bathroom, Shangguanjue couldn't directly open the door and walk in, so he could only knock on the door anxiously outside.

"I am fine."

After a while, Cheng Hanlei opened the door and came out.Looking at Shangguanjue who looked worried outside, he shook his head lightly, not knowing what was wrong with him, his stomach felt uncomfortable in the morning.Then retching non-stop.

"Why is your face so ugly? Let Mama Zhang show you."

Shangguanjue stretched out his hand to hold Cheng Hanlei and was about to go out, Cheng Hanlei pulled Shangguanjue back, and then stopped.

"No need, I must have eaten a bad stomach."

Cheng Hanlei looked down at her lower abdomen, then looked up at Shangguanjue and said, "Jue, you go to the restaurant first, I'll come over after changing clothes."

Cheng Hanlei closed the door, then reached out to stroke her lower abdomen.I still can't feel any curvature, and my hand is stroking gently.At first, I thought I had a bad stomach, but when I thought about An Ran's pregnancy with An Ze, she also retched for no reason...

She should have had Lei Chenyi's child, and she slowly sat on the bed, her nose was a little sour, and her eyes were a little red.She really had Lei Chenyi's child, which was bestowed upon her by God.

Two lines of tears of joy slid down her cheeks, and Cheng Hanlei smiled sweetly...

"Baby……"

Cheng Hanlei couldn't help thinking how happy Lei Chenyi would be if he knew about the existence of this child.Thinking of his excited expression, the corners of Cheng Hanlei's mouth became more gentle.The depressive mood these days has also been somewhat relieved by the arrival of this little life. In fact, every day is not only thinking about Lei Chenyi and Beibei, but also spending every day in conflicts. .

She wanted to return to Lei Chenyi's side quickly, but she was also afraid of the loss of time, which meant that Jue had less and less time...

knock knock...

A knock on the door interrupted Cheng Hanlei's thoughts, she left her hands from her lower abdomen and stood up...

"Coming soon."

After quickly changing her clothes, Cheng Hanlei walked to the door and opened it, looking at Shangguanjue standing outside...

"Breakfast should be cold, let's go downstairs to have breakfast."

There was a soft smile on the corner of Cheng Hanlei's mouth, which couldn't be suppressed no matter what.Shangguanjue, who had been standing outside the door, looked at Cheng Hanlei's back and suddenly said...

"Han Lei..."

"Ok?"

turn sideways...

"what happened?"

Looking at Shangguanjue who was standing still, Cheng Hanlei twitched the corner of her mouth.

"fine."

It turned out that it was still very difficult for Shangguan Jue to press down the words to the tip of his tongue.He and Cheng Hanlei went downstairs one after the other, and then had breakfast together.

In the afternoon, Cheng Hanlei was basking in the sun outside.The hand unconsciously caressed the lower abdomen, stroking the flat lower abdomen obviously could not feel anything, but there was a warm and comfortable feeling.It seems that you can really feel the breath of the baby, the existence of the baby.Shangguanjue walked over with the chicken soup that Mama Zhang had cooked, and he saw Cheng Hanlei's expression from afar...

There was a slight pause in her footsteps, and finally she walked to Cheng Hanlei's side and sat down, putting the chicken soup on her hand beside Cheng Hanlei.

Smelling the smell of chicken soup, Cheng Hanlei turned her head and hand away from her lower abdomen reflexively to look at Shangguanjue...

"Drink some chicken soup, you will lose weight."

Shangguanjue smiled gently at Cheng Hanlei, the chicken soup in his hand was just right for drinking, neither too hot nor too cold.

"Did you let Mama Zhang boil it? What about yours?"

Cheng Hanlei saw that there was only one bowl...

"I cooked it specially for you..."

"why……"

Boil it for me, before finishing the rest of the sentence, Cheng Hanlei looked at Shangguanjue, before she took a mouthful of chicken soup, her hands froze...

"You need to mend yourself."

"Jeez..."

Does he know?

Cheng Hanlei looked at Shangguanjue's expression, and slowly put down the chicken soup in her hand.Looking at Shangguanjue with a confused expression...

"Han Lei, I will ask Uncle Zhang to take you back tomorrow."

The voice was very calm. Shangguanjue had been thinking about this issue since he saw Cheng Hanlei vomiting in the morning. To be honest, he couldn't bear it.He even wants to spend the last month with Han Lei like this, but every day he and Han Lei eat breakfast, watch the sea together, play chess together, and draw together.The two are like the closest two people, she is in his sight range, only him and her, this kind of self-deception|deceitful relationship is really happy.

If you don't need to see Han Lei's mind wandering from time to time, you don't need to know that Han Lei can't sleep well sitting on the balcony every night.I've always wanted to say something, Han Lei, let's go.It's just that I'm too obsessed with such false happiness, and I can't say that sentence.

He told himself over and over again that he could be selfish once, but after knowing that Han Lei was pregnant, he could no longer be selfish.

He was also one of the parties who knew about Han Lei's difficulty in conceiving.Han Lei fainted in the rain that time, and he already knew about it when he sent her to the hospital.She is not easy to conceive, which means that the pregnancy may be very unstable, and it needs good conditioning.And here, although food and clothing are well prepared, there is no specialized doctor here after all. If something happens to the child in Han Lei's womb, how can he bear it...

I really want to be selfish for myself once, and don’t think about other things, but I love someone too much, and I can’t really blindfold myself and bear such happiness selfishly.

"Jeez..."

I can't say that sentence until I go back, now she is no longer alone, she has a child in her womb, even if she is still worried about Shangguanjue, she still knows that this child has not come easily.If there is any accident, maybe it is really difficult for her to have children in this life.

Looking at Cheng Hanlei's expression, sadness flashed across Shangguanjue's eyes.Standing up and walking silently to the beach, Cheng Hanlei immediately stood up and followed Shangguanjue to the beach.He walked very slowly, and Cheng Hanlei followed suit.

Neither of them spoke, they walked quietly in the afternoon sun.Finally, Shangguanjue stopped at a place where he could see the beautiful scenery of the sea, and instead of looking back at Cheng Hanlei, he spoke quietly...

"Han Lei, maybe I shouldn't come back from the UK. Maybe I should leave quietly in the UK, so that I can let makkr help me hide you and never let you know. Let you be happy with Lei Chenyi Together. I selfishly chose to go back to S City when I knew I was running out of time. I selfishly agreed to Peony's proposal to stay by your side in this way."

"Actually, it's all my selfishness. I want to see you more in the rest of the time, even if it can only be done in another way. When I went back to S City, I thought about standing in front of you and telling you my love. illness, and let you choose whether to follow me or stay by Lei Chenyi's side. I didn't do this, on the one hand because I couldn't bear it, on the other hand because I was afraid."

"Han Lei, I'm afraid that if it is brought up that you chose Lei Chenyi, then I will lose the last place in your heart. I don't dare to bet on this bet, and I can't bet on it. Han Lei, I'm really sorry, My selfishness forced you to be selfish with me. When I saw you at the airport, I was so excited. In fact, I really hope to spend the rest of my life with you. In this life, I never I never thought that I would fall in love with someone so much, peony is very good, in fact, anyone with a little brain knows that they should choose peony, even if I can only be with her for a short time."

"It's just that my heart has been full of you since your rejection on campus that year. In one thought, we have missed it. You have already gone far and found your own happiness. And I have always been Hovering in place, I have been waiting for a love that will never come to fruition. Complaining about everything is actually just an arrangement of fate.”

Shangguanjue turned his head slowly, looked at Cheng Hanlei, reached out and gently wiped away the tears on Cheng Hanlei's face, and gently hugged Cheng Hanlei into his arms.

"Han Lei, Lei Chenyi is a good man. From your wedding to participating in your life during this period, I have seen his love for you and his pain for you. In fact, I am not sure about it myself. If we really get together, will I love you like Lei Chenyi. Marriage is the most exhausting love, and he seems to know how to love you and understand you more and more in the married life. In this way A man is worthy of your love, worthy of your giving up everything."

Tears drenched Shangguanjue's chest, Cheng Hanlei hugged Shangguanjue, tears rolling out uncontrollably.

"This month is the happiest day for me. With this month, I have no regrets. Life and death are always up to fate, and I have accepted my fate. Han Lei, let me spend the rest of the month alone , for Lei Chenyi, for the child in the womb, and for me, go back, go back to Lei Chenyi's side."

"Jeez..."

Cheng Hanlei's body trembled uncontrollably, and she hugged Shangguanjue tightly. This was a hug that had nothing to do with love, but just wanted to hug this man who made her feel bad.

"Promise me, smile happily every day, and don't be sad because of my affairs. If you are sad because of my affairs, then I will never feel at ease even if I leave. To make me feel at ease, just act as if you did it for me One last thing. Laugh and stop crying about me, eh?"

Holding Cheng Hanlei's face, Shangguanjue chuckled.Reaching out her hand to wipe away Cheng Hanlei's unstoppable tears, Cheng Hanlei nodded heavily with tears in her eyes.But at the moment of nodding, tears poured down like pearls with broken strings.

On the beach, the two hugged each other quietly, his arms were reluctant to let go of her.Tomorrow, she will be out of my sight.Maybe I won't be able to see it again tomorrow, with my eyes closed, I can feel Cheng Hanlei's breath.For the last time, he was being selfish for himself.

After dinner, Cheng Hanlei took the initiative to take the blanket and invited Shangguanjue to watch the moon together.In fact, today is the beginning of the month, and there is no moon at all.Shangguanjue didn't expose this, the two of them went to the large balcony to one side and sat down.He helped Cheng Hanlei padded the chair, then stretched out his hand to cover Cheng Hanlei's body with the blanket, and then sat aside.

That night, neither of them slept.Sitting quietly on the balcony, looking at the sky full of stars.Shangguanjue talked a lot about his childhood, and Cheng Hanlei also talked about some interesting things at work.Both of them tried their best to ignore the sadness of parting. Shangguanjue looked at Cheng Hanlei's smile and firmly remembered that smile in his heart.

Time passed unconsciously, the two chatted and laughed until the light of dawn shone on the earth.

"I'll make you breakfast."

In the dawn, Cheng Hanlei stood up.It's exactly five o'clock...

"me and you together."

Shangguanjue got up and took the blanket from Cheng Hanlei's hand.Went downstairs with Cheng Hanlei, in the kitchen, Cheng Hanlei was preparing breakfast, while Shangguanjue stood aside and was not helpful from time to time.

"Shangguanjue, you wait outside."

Cheng Hanlei looked at Shangguanjue who was not helping her, and glared at Shangguanjue pretending to be angry.Shangguanjue laughed loudly, didn't go out, and continued to destroy.As a result, the breakfast that could have been done in 10 minutes has been tossing for an hour.

Both of them ate breakfast slowly, chewing slowly.All the food was eaten until the last bit, and then Shangguan Jue's expression paused for a few seconds.Silently put down the knife and fork in his hand, the sadness on his face only disappeared in a flash, stood up, and said to Zhang Ma, whose eyes were already red, "Next time, I will trouble you, Zhang Ma."

"Miss Han Lei."

Mama Zhang hugged Cheng Hanlei, she had always known Cheng Hanlei, and she knew even more what Cheng Hanlei meant to Shangguanjue.For the past month, Shangguanjue has been smiling every day, the corners of his mouth are raised, and the tenderness in his eyes can drip water.The only person who can make him so happy is Cheng Hanlei.

"Okay, let's get on the plane early, don't go back too late, it's not safe."

Shangguanjue took Cheng Hanlei's hand and got into the car, and boarded the plane with her.For a long time, Shangguanjue had been looking for topics to chat and laugh, while Cheng Hanlei smiled cooperatively.During the nine-hour flight, Cheng Hanlei finally fell asleep in Shangguanjue's arms exhaustedly. Shangguanjue held Cheng Hanlei like this until the plane landed.

When it was time to land in City S, Cheng Hanlei woke up.It was almost four o'clock in the afternoon.

"Jeez..."

"Remember what I said, Hanlei, you must be happy, and help me keep my happiness together."

Cheng Hanlei pulled a smile that was uglier than crying, Shangguanjue reached out to hug Cheng Hanlei, lowered his head and kissed her gently on the forehead, then he didn't give himself any time to regret, he turned around without hesitation and slowly go back.

"Jeez."

Cheng Hanlei bit the corner of her mouth hard to keep her tears from rolling out, and watched Shangguanjue standing at the boarding gate smiling and waving to her: "Goodbye."

Very light words, he said goodbye, not goodbye...

Because they all know that they may never see each other again in this life.

The plane disappeared from sight, and Cheng Hanlei couldn't help but burst into tears.

"Jesus, goodbye."

She hopes to see each other again...