the president's wife

Chapter 095: The Secret in the Heart In the corridor of the hospital, Anze leaned against the emergency exit, the cigarette in his hand was burning.

"Stinky Anze, how is Xiaoxiao?"

Cheng Beibei was holding the phone, An Ran was sitting beside her listening nervously...

"It's fine, resting in the ward."

Anze's eyes were in the smoke, dark and unclear.

Cheng Beibei turned around and looked at An Ran, with bright eyes, and heaved a sigh of relief.

"Godmother, it's okay to smile. Don't worry."

An Ran also heaved a sigh of relief...

"Godmother asked when you will come back? The soup has been boiled, Xiaoxiao is weak now, you and Uncle Shangguan don't blame Xiaoxiao, what's the matter, wait for Xiaoxiao to recover when he comes back, you know?"

"Ah."

"Stinky Anze, don't make trouble for Zhou Lei anymore, I know you are very angry. But if you make trouble for Zhou Lei, you will only feel uncomfortable. She is sad enough, don't make her feel worse OK, okay?"

Holding the phone, Cheng Beibei heard that something was wrong with Anze's voice, the relaxed expression on his face began to tense again, holding the phone nervously to persuade.

Xiaoxiao fell ill unexpectedly. Although I don't know why, it must have something to do with Zhou Lei.If Anze beat Zhou Lei again because of Xiaoxiao like last time in the hospital, if Xiaoxiao found out, the snowball would only get bigger and bigger.At that time, the relationship between Uncle Anze Shangguan and Xiaoxiao will be affected, and it will be bad.

"Don't worry, I have a sense of proportion. You wait for us to come back at home obediently, and don't worry about other things. Huh?"

"Ah."

Cheng Beibei nodded obediently, and the two of them said a few more words before hanging up the phone...

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Shangguan Xuan didn't sleep all night, and she didn't squint because she was too preoccupied when bumping in the car.When I arrived at Zhou Lei's house, I helped him tidy up again, exhausted.The onset of the disease caused the body to become weaker, and some sleeping medicine was added to the glucose. At this time, Shangguan Xuan was lying on the hospital bed and fell asleep peacefully.

The face is no longer white and bruised alternately as it was during the onset of the disease. Although the color has not returned to health, the breathing is very even.

A slender body with a hint of frailty.

Shangguan Rui sat by the hospital bed, looking at his precious daughter who was in pain.Distressed, angry, even more angry.

How was he persuaded by Shangguan Xuan to let her leave S City and learn to be independent.If they had been by their side, things might not have happened as they are now.

His precious daughter, walking such a difficult road.

From childhood to adulthood, he was tortured by illness.He tried his best to prop up a sunny day without worries for her, but in the end, he fell on Zhou Lei.

The door of the ward was pushed open from the outside.Anze walked in with some food in his hand, and put it on the tea table beside the sofa.

"Dad, eat something first."

Anze's face was very calm...

"Ah."

Shangguan Rui walked to the sofa and sat down...

"Not eating together?"

"I just ate some outside. I still have some things to deal with. Xiaoxiao woke up. You go back first. I will go back later."

"Looking for Zhou Lei?"

"Ah."

Without hiding anything, Anze nodded directly.

"For the sake of Xiaoxiao, don't bother him anymore."

Shangguan Rui wants to beat that stinky boy to death, if he can ignore Xiaoxiao's feelings, he will make Zhou Lei's painful life worse than death.However, thinking of Xiaoxiao's resistance to herself for Zhou Lei, she can even run away from home.He couldn't imagine what kind of backlash it would be if he really moved Zhou Lei again and knew it with a smile.

"Yeah. I know."

Anze nodded, then turned and left directly.

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At the same time, another hospital.

When Zhou Lei woke up, he found himself lying in the hospital, and it was still in a separate ward.With the current situation of the Zhou family, he no longer has such treatment.The last memory seems to be that I fainted inside the door of my own house, and then lost consciousness...

Already sober from the wine, the pain in his body became more obvious.Looking at the instrument on the side, the drip hanging on his hand.Zhou Lei pulled out the IV in his hand and prepared to get up.

Before the arms were stretched, the whole person was limp on the hospital bed again.My whole body hurts like it was run over by a car, not only my head but also the lower part of my chest...

"Why are you moving around...Lie down and lie down, do you still want to kill yourself?"

The little nurse came to inspect the ward and saw that Zhou Lei had pulled out the needle being infused, so she walked over quickly, took the needle with one hand, and held his hand with the other to help him insert it again.

"No, I'm leaving the hospital."

Zhou Lei didn't take a shower for more than a week, he was all dirty, and he was lying there smelly.Seeing the little nurse's busy appearance, his face was slightly gloomy. Now he just wants to stay in his rented house, doesn't want to see anyone, and doesn't want to go anywhere.

"If you want to be strong, you have to see if you have the capital now. Even if you want to hide in your own tortoise shell and never come out, you should heal your injuries before you hide. I don't want to laugh and feel that I owe a life , so you'd better be sensible."

An Ze walked in directly from the outside and looked at Zhou Lei without any emotion in his eyes.

"My affairs have nothing to do with her. I have no mood to care about her thoughts."

When Zhou Lei saw Anze, his face darkened.The body also forgot to resist, and the little nurse immediately helped Zhou Lei get the drip back, then turned and left.

"This is the best way. Since our ideas coincide, we will stay away from Xiaoxiao in the future."

"I don't think I'm the one who's going to pounce on you? Let me stay away from her. Should I ask your Shangguan Xuan not to appear in front of me again, and keep her away from me, the farther the better."

Zhou Lei looked at Anze, and when the words came out, Anze's expression changed drastically.It's like a embarrassed person, trying to win the last bit of dignity with words.

"You don't have to worry about that."

Anze turned indifferently, looked at Zhou Lei about to pull out the infusion tube again from the corner of his eyes, and said with his back to Zhou Lei: "The words you just said are convincing, what are you doing now? I caused your injury, let you There is nothing wrong with taking care of your wounds. Since you don’t want to be involved with Xiaoxiao, then don’t let Xiaoxiao carry your life on your back. If you want to die, you can die after your wounds are healed.”

Take a step and go outside.

Zhou Lei leaned on the hospital bed, watching An Ze's figure walk to the door of the ward.

"She...is she okay..."

A very soft voice came out from Zhou Lei on the hospital bed, An Ze's body paused slightly, but he walked away without saying a word.After Anze left, Zhou Lei raised his head and looked at the door of the ward, his eyes turned thousands of times.Finally, he lay down and closed his eyes.

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"dad."

Shangguan Xuan opened her eyes and saw Shangguan Rui sitting beside her hospital bed.

His brain was so chaotic that he quickly recovered his thinking, and when he looked at Shangguan Rui again, there was a hint of guilt in his eyes...

"Dad...I'm sorry..."

In the short twenty days, Xiaoxiao said sorry to herself more times than in 19 years...

There were too many words of reproach in Shangguan Rui's heart. When he saw Shangguan Xuan say sorry to himself with red eyes and guilt, he swallowed all the words of reproach.

"Father doesn't blame you, don't be sad. Auntie made soup for you, and Beibei is waiting for you at home, okay?"

Shangguan Rui's voice was very gentle, and when Shangguan Xuan heard Shangguan Rui's words, tears welled up from her eyes.Biting his lip, it was so uncomfortable.

"Don't cry. Dad feels bad when you cry. Smile, dad loves you the most since he was a child. You have always been the hope that dad supports. Dad takes you very seriously, more than anyone else."

"dad……"

Shangguan Xuan's tears rolled out even more, and her body trembled slightly as she was hugged into Shangguan Rui's arms.

For such a precious daughter as myself, how could she be willing to blame her, and how could she be willing to let her suffer a little bit.

"Don't cry, you just woke up, and your body is still very weak. I will go downstairs later, and I will take you to eat something first, and then go home."

Let go of Shangguan Xuan, gently stroking the tears on Shangguan Xuan's face, wiping away little by little...

Shangguan Xuan looked at Shangguan Rui with tears in her eyes, and there was a painful choice in her eyes...

Ever since she was a child, she has known her father's burden, and his life has been very hard.Therefore, she has tried her best to be well-behaved, sensible, and obedient since she was a child.She didn't want to cause any trouble to her father. This time, her wrong step turned her whole life upside down.It's not like she doesn't know how much she disappointed her father by doing such a thing.

Just, uncontrollable, uncontrollable.She likes Zhou Lei, and there is no way not to like him.There is also no way to control myself not to get close to him, even if it is scarred, I can't ignore it or not like it.

"dad."

Shangguan Xuan let go of Shangguan Rui's arms, and clasped them tightly on the quilt.Then he took a deep breath, slowly lifted the quilt, and then knelt down in front of Shangguan Rui.

When Shangguan Rui, who was sitting on the hospital bed, saw Shangguan Xuan kneeling down, his expression changed drastically...

"Smile..."

Her voice was tense, as if she had a vague sense of what Shangguan Xuan was going to do...

"dad."

Shangguan Xuan sniffed and forced back the tears, a little afraid to look at Shangguan Rui's concerned face.

His love for himself is too deep and heavy, and he does things so extreme without leaving any room for it, just to protect himself from any harm.She knows it all, really knows it all.

"I know from the very beginning that you asked me to take the baby for my own good. Even if Beibei didn't tell me, I would understand. Since I was a child, I know how much you love me. But this time I did it I know better how much things disappointed you. I understand the principle of deep love and serious responsibility. Whether it's the slap you slapped me or the things you did to the Zhou family, it's all because you love me too much .”

"Father, you love me, I know. You are good for me, and I also know. I also know why you sent me abroad and didn't let me get involved in the Zhou family. Zhou Lei doesn't like me, I know. Zhou Lei There is a senior sister Yan, and I know how much I like her. But Dad, Xiaoxiao has no way to ignore Shitou, and can't just watch him go down like this. "

"Since Xiaoxiao was sensible, the relationship between you and her mother has always been in her eyes. I know very well how sad it is to marry a man who doesn't love me. If I can't get the person I love, I will try my best to snatch it and have it How sad, I know better. I saw my mother and my father, your pain. I will not walk your way again, and you did such a terrible thing to the Zhou family just to let me avoid this way. Things, you can understand with a smile.”

"But Dad, Xiaoxiao has liked Shitou for 14 years. For 14 years, he is the person my daughter has thought about for more than ten years. From the time I saw Shitou at Beibei School, when I knew his name was Zhou Lei, my daughter knew , I have stepped into a situation where there may be no way out. Because there is already a senior sister Yan by his side, because he looks at senior sister Yan so affectionately."

"I went back to school that day and couldn't sleep for a whole week. Dad, I thought about pretending that I didn't see the stone. I really tried. But I couldn't do it. I couldn't control my desire to pay attention to everything about him. When I knew he was Zhou Lei, I had no way not to get close to him. I didn’t want to be like my mother and go all out to snatch things that didn’t belong to me. I just wanted to look at him more, really just Such a simple idea."

"So, Senior Sister Yan and I have become good sisters. I know that my starting point is despicable. I like her boyfriend, but I am still good friends with her. I am sorry for Senior Sister Yan. But I really learned from her As a sister, I really hope that she and Shitou can be happy. As long as I see him happy, I think it is enough. I just need to play a supporting role and watch them happy by their side. What will happen in the future, my life How it would be, I never thought about it."

"It's my fault. I shouldn't have drunk too much when Shitou was arguing with Senior Sister Yan and sent him back. I shouldn't have pushed him away immediately when he hugged me and called Senior Sister Yan. I shouldn't have indulged in hesitation for a moment and caused such a big disaster. Dad, I have been wrong all along. Everything was fine at first, but it was my lack of determination at that moment that hurt everyone. "

"Father, please forgive my daughter's unfilial piety. At this time, I have no way to leave the stone alone. Because of Xiaoxiao, he has lost his family affection, and senior sister Yan also broke up with him. At this time, he needs someone to be with him Take care of him by my side. If I don't care about him anymore, if something happens to him, my daughter will never forgive herself in this life. "

Shangguan Xuan's tears fell drop by drop, and fell on the snow-white bed sheet, soaking a large area.

With her hands on her knees, Shangguan Xuan's body trembled from crying, her hands tightened hard, and she clasped her knees, feeling uncomfortable and painful.

"What do you mean?"

Shangguan Rui clasped his hands tightly, looking at the baby girl who confessed her thoughts in front of him, crying like she was going to faint in the next second...

"Father, I want to stay here, by Shishi's side, and take care of him."

Shangguan Xuan raised her head which had been lowered all the time, this time, her gaze was full of firmness.