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351. Ending Chapter (2) - Sadness
Gu Yanshen stood up suddenly, the gentleness on his face was gone, and the rest was determination, "Stop talking, let's go now, there is no time—"
As he spoke, he pushed Zijin towards the door. "..
Zijin naturally refused to leave, but she was tied up for a whole day, and her previous spirit was very tense, now she was pushed by Gu Yanshen, she even struggled weakly, staggered, The person fell completely to the floor.
In fact, the collision was a bit hard, because she and Gu Yanshen also had a quarrel that day, and he went to England without saying a word. Later, when Gu Huimin came to visit her, she also accidentally bumped into the sharp corner of the coffee table. It was an old wound. After a while, she was poked again, it was really painful, it hurt so much that tears filled her eyes.
But no matter how painful it was, she still had to struggle to get up. Gu Yanshen looked at the timed bomb strapped to his wrist. Two-thirds of the time had passed, and he immediately stiffened the entire delicate facial features, viciously Facing the woman who was getting up from the ground, he yelled, "Shen Zijin! Didn't you hear me when I told you to go? Why are you always so disobedient? I let you go! You go now! You Do you want me to kneel in front of you and beg you to go?"
Zijin reached out and hugged his leg, crying and shouting, the whole world was dark and blurry, she could only hear her own voice, which was also hoarse and outrageous, "Don't...don't...Yan Shen, if Really want to die, let me be with you, don't leave me alone, you don't ask me, I beg you, don't leave me alone..."
"........."
Gu Yan's Adam's apple slid up and down, and too many complicated emotions flashed in those dark eyes. He looked at the time on his wrist that kept going backwards. He had never had such a desperate moment. He really felt that maybe this time, it was really There is no retreat.
But for him, no matter what, he would not let her accompany him to die. If he had to die one person, then that person, he also hoped to be himself.
"...Zijin."
He was calling her name, but his eyes flashed, and he happened to see the figure running towards the door of the apartment. He kept his composure, stretched out his hand to hold her cheek, and gently wiped away her tears, he He leaned close to her, kissed her lips, pressed against her lips, and whispered, "I'm sorry, Zijin, I love you."
Then with a strong hand, it hit her hard on the back of the neck. Zijin felt his eyes go dark, and the moment she passed out completely, her dry red lips squirmed, as if she wanted to say something, but in the end Still being dizzy overwhelmed all senses, he closed his eyes and collapsed limply.
When Qiao Jinglian ran up, she happened to see such a scene.
"Take people away, hurry up!"
Gu Yanshen hugged Zijin and sent it to Qiao Jinglian's arms. He glanced at the time on his wrist, and spoke in an unprecedentedly anxious tone, "There is less than 1 minute and 30 seconds left, Jinglian, definitely You want to take Zijin down, hurry up, don't say anything, and take her down."
"Then what do you do? This bomb..."
Qiao Jinglian realized that at this moment, she had become so powerless. Young masters like them always thought that the most that life gave them was time and money. Seconds are so precious.
"I'll figure it out myself."
Gu Yanshen's voice was low, his deep eyes had never shown too much emotion in front of outsiders, but at this moment, he couldn't control himself at all, and looked almost greedily at the woman in Qiao Jinglian's arms who was knocked unconscious by his own hands. , This is the woman he wants to be with for the rest of his life.
But now, he really felt sad.
Because he knew that he might lose her forever, and she might lose herself forever after she woke up.
People say that companionship is the longest confession of love, but he can't give her such a beautiful confession, what he can give her is really too little.
He tried his best to control his voice, but his tone was still messed up, "...Jing Lian, no matter what, promise me that you will take good care of her and let her be well."
When Qiao Jinglian heard this, her heart seemed to sink into an endless abyss. She had thought countless times, how to make Gu Yanshen, an existence that he detests, disappear?
But now, when he suddenly felt that he was really going to disappear, he felt angry, he was almost angry, "Gu Yanshen! Back then you snatched this woman from my hands, now you let me take care of her? Are you out of your head? Let me tell you, I can take her away now, but if you don’t come out alive, I will definitely not be a gentleman. She is my wife. Look, will I? Do everything I can to get her back to me!"
He thought, who is Gu Yanshen?
For such an arrogant person, his face changed completely when he touched Zijin's hand before, but now that he has talked about it, is he still willing?
But he smiled at him, and Qiao Jinglian suddenly felt a little flustered. Gu Yanshen pressed the edge of the door with one hand, and before the door of the apartment closed slowly, he said: "That's fine, as long as she lives well, everything is already gone." It doesn't matter, you must take good care of her, she is pregnant."
"........."
The door of the apartment was slammed shut, and Qiao Jinglian's heart seemed to be in his throat for an instant. His head was in a mess, but his reason told him that he couldn't continue to stay here in a daze. Time was too short, so he turned around and went to Run up the stairs.
This is an old-fashioned house, and the floor they are on is not too high, but on the third floor, when Qiao Jinglian walked up the stairs, she almost took two steps into three steps, because of her long legs, when she just ran out of the apartment building , There was a loud bang behind him, a violent explosion occurred at a certain window on the third floor, and then the alarm sounded for the whole building, and the fire was very fierce.
A car drove up not far away, it was Su Junyan.
There were a few police cars behind, and Su Junyan had already seen the explosion here when he was also in the car. Before the car stopped completely, he cursed twice, opened the door and jumped out. He almost fell down, but it was not easy to stand still. He looked at the unconscious Zijin in Qiao Jinglian's arms, and then at Qiao Jinglian, with a harsh tone, "Why are you alone? Yanshen? You fucking. Yes, where's your elder brother?!"
Qiao Jinglian's voice was already trembling, he reached out and stuffed the Zijin to Su Junyan, "...I, I'll go and have a look."
"Fuck! What's the matter?!"
Su Junyan cursed a few words, looked at the woman in his arms, he turned around and hugged her into the car, such a serious incident happened here, and soon the nearby fire trucks came over, he just He ordered his driver to take Zijin to the hospital first, and probably knew what happened. Gu Yanshen hadn't come down yet, so he definitely wouldn't leave.
He took off his coat, threw it in the car, and ran up.
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Zijin had a dream.
In fact, the dream is full of memories of her and Gu Yanshen, but for some reason, she feels uncomfortable when she sees him smiling at herself, and she wants to shed tears. That kind of sad feeling makes her heart feel like being trapped. It's like being blocked, it's an indescribable feeling.
Over and over again, they were all things that happened when they were together before, and then she dreamed that he proposed to her.
In a place surrounded by high-rise buildings, there is a heart-shaped building in the middle. At night, she stood there. Gu Yanshen hugged her body from behind, and whispered to her in her ear : "Baby, marry me and be my Mrs. Gu. I don't say too many sweet words, but this is indeed the most romantic thing I have ever done."
"look--"
He pointed to several buildings around him, and at the same time, all the lights went out, and then a string of English words——baby Shen, marry-me!
The fireworks all over the sky are in full bloom at this moment, Zijin has never seen such a thrilling scene, it seems that the whole sky is covered with everything that belongs to her, so brilliant, so dazzling, all the beauty, happiness, the whole world Peerless.
She choked her throat, hugged Gu Yanshen tightly, and opened her mouth to say—yes, ido!
But when it came to her throat, she couldn't say it. She moved her lips several times, but couldn't say it. She was a little scared. This feeling was so real, it made her feel so real. When I realized it, I seemed to be dreaming, but I still had the feeling of being pushed into a cliff.
Then she heard a strange voice, saying in her ear: "... there shouldn't be a big problem, it's just overtired, of course, it's also related to the patient's pregnancy, just take a good rest .”
"...Are you really all right? Then why haven't you woken up?" The voice sounded familiar, it seemed to be...
"That's right, it's been almost a day and a night. Didn't you say that she will wake up soon? I see that she has been in a daze, and she doesn't know what to say. Doctor, please check again." It was a female voice, and Zijin was familiar with it.
Is it...Chenchen?
The one just now... seems to belong to Su Junyan...
Zijin's soul seemed to be dragged back to reality by someone. That romantic and warm dream had really become her own dream. She opened her eyes subconsciously. called out—
"Ah, Zijin woke up, woke up!"
Zijin's neck moved slightly, her vision gradually became clear, her vision was white, and her nose smelled of disinfectant, she knew she was in the hospital, probably because she had slept for too long, she was dizzy, The whole body was exhausted, and when I opened my mouth, I realized that my throat hurt badly, "...Chenchen? I..."
"Yes, Zijin, I'm here, how are you? Do you feel uncomfortable?"
"........."
Uncomfortable?
There are quite a lot of uncomfortable things about Zijin, but she hasn't lost her memory yet, she knows very well why she is in the hospital, and she also knows very well what happened before, so... Where is Gu Yanshen?
She almost turned over from the bed and wanted to sit up, but because of too much movement, she swayed and fell back limply. Mu Chenchu quickly reached out to support her, "Zijin, don't force it, doctor By the way, you are pregnant and your body is weak, but there is nothing serious about it, the baby is healthy, but you must take care of yourself, you know?"
"... Yan Shen."
Zijin spoke with difficulty, grabbed Mu Chenchu's arm with his backhand, and shook his head, "Chenchen, I'm fine, where is Yanshen? I remember when we..."
"Zijin, you rest first, you just woke up and are still very weak."
She obviously saw a flash in Mu Chenchu's eyes, and Su Junyan stepped forward at this moment, with a very calm voice, but how could Zijin not see the sadness in his brows?
There was a panic that she had never experienced before, which made her heart feel as if it had been emptied in an instant. Her face turned pale with fright, and she was almost angry. When she pushed Mu Chenchu away, she She went to catch Su Junyan, but in the end she could only hold on to his sleeve. Her voice was full of panic, but she had to ask: "...Tell me, where is Yanshen? Su Junyan, tell me—— tell me-"
After all, Mu Chenchu is a woman, she has been watching the little things between her good sister and Gu Yanshen all the way, and now seeing Zijin grasping Su Junyan with a pale complexion, there is a sense of despair in the depths of her eyes, She couldn't bear it anymore, put her hand to her lips, and turned her back.
But Zijin didn't have the heart to pay attention to Mu Chenchu at all, she just stared at Su Junyan for a moment.
"Why not? Why? Others? Gu Yanshen?"
"........."
"Okay, if you don't tell me, I'll go find it myself... Let go of me, let me go..."
Su Junyan held her down and let her lie on the bed again, but Zijin didn't know where the strength came from, her pale face was blushing due to the exertion, and she remained silent. In the end, she opened her mouth and was about to touch Su Junyan's wrist. She said viciously: "Let me go! Su Junyan, why are you doing this to me? I'm going to find Yanshen, let me go!" "
"Zijin..."
The hospital bed was shaken by them, Mu Chenchu couldn't bear it, yelled, and looked at Su Junyan again, "...Don't do this, don't do this, you will hurt her, she still has a baby in her stomach... "
Only then did Su Junyan come to his senses, and suddenly let go. Zijin was struggling, but Su Junyan let go all of a sudden. She probably didn't expect it, and just raised one hand, and slapped him on the face. There was a loud snap.
The doctors and nurses standing beside him were dumbfounded, and none of them dared to say anything, even Mu Chenchu.
Su Junyan himself was stunned for a moment, no one dared to hit him casually, and now he was slapped inexplicably, his breathing sank subconsciously, his eyes became cold, Zijin also remained motionless, somewhat Looking at his palm in a daze, he heard a man's voice, "Have you calmed down?"
"........."
At the same time, there was another sound of footsteps at the door of the ward. People with different expressions turned their faces around the room, and saw Qiao Jinglian standing at the door with a slumped face. Zijin vaguely remembered that it seemed to be him before. The one who came to look for her with Gu Yanshen, yes, Qiao Jinglian was also wearing this suit at the time.
She doesn't know why, but she still has the mind to think about it now, but when she sees Qiao Jinglian, she feels kind. Su Junyan doesn't know her too well, so he may not want to tell herself, but Qiao Jinglian is different, he will definitely told her.
That's right, Jing Lian and Yan Shen were together that day, Jing Lian must know where Yan Shen is.
Zijin slowly raised a smile, but in the eyes of those in the know, it was more like a reflection of the light, and the feeling brought out was self-deception and despair.
"Jing Lian... Jing Lian, you're here, but they won't tell me. Tell me, where is Yanshen? Jing Lian..."
Su Junyan frowned, glanced at Qiao Jinglian, and finally pulled Mu Chenchu towards the door, and said to the doctors and nurses who were standing motionless in the ward, "I'm fine, come out first."
There are some things he can't say, maybe it's best for Qiao Jinglian to say them.
Mu Chenchu watched Su Junyan close the door, and couldn't help but shed tears, "...you go first, I'll wait at the door, maybe for a while...you go."
Su Junyan leaned against the wall, his handsome face was always so high-spirited, but at the moment he was full of despair, his empty eyes stared at the ceiling, his voice was powerless, "...how could this be...not even me I can't believe how she can bear it."
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Yes, how can I bear it?
This is also what Qiao Jinglian was thinking. He used to occasionally feel that standing in front of Shen Zijin would make him feel cramped and uneasy, but it was not like this moment. He wished he could turn around and leave, but he couldn't. It's like a nail growing, and this nail will only prompt him to walk towards her.
He sat on the edge of the bed, reached out and stroked back Zijin's somewhat messy long hair, completely exposing her full forehead. Her complexion was not good, but her big eyes were staring at him for a moment. , What is covered up in despair and confusion is anticipation, she is waiting for an answer from him.
Gu Yanshen, where are you?
"...Zijin."
Qiao Jinglian didn't dare to look her in the eyes. Looking into her eyes, he was afraid that he could not speak, so he could only lower his eyes. His voice was trembling, "...Zijin, you..."
"What about me?" Zijin felt that these people were really strange today, didn't they just ask where Gu Yanshen was?Why wouldn't you tell her?
She blinked her eyes, ignoring the feeling that her heart was being tormented in a pan of oil, thinking of everything before, and making the worst plan, she took a deep breath, as if comforting herself, and lowered her head Said in a low voice: "Jing Lian, don't worry, I'm actually very strong, really, so I know that maybe Yanshen is...in a very bad situation, or has he...broken his limbs, or... Are you still being rescued? Even if it's... I haven't woken up yet, but it doesn't matter, really, because as long as he is Gu Yanshen, I will always be with him. You tell me, it doesn't matter, really. Jing Lian, you Don't be so hesitant, is he trying to save me, and now he has lost too much blood or something, I remember that Yanshen's blood is not uncommon, so even if he loses too much blood... he can still find the source of blood, right? "
Afterwards, the words were almost incoherent, "Why didn't you speak?...Jing Lian, you look at me, you are all so strange, what's the matter? Is he in this hospital? Jing Lian, Don't keep talking, tell me, are you afraid that I won't be able to bear it? It doesn't matter, I can bear it, even if he loses an arm or a leg, at most I will take care of him for the rest of his life, actually This is also..."
"Zijin."
Qiao Jinglian finally spoke out, interrupting Zijin's nonsense. He never raised his head because his eyes were already red. His voice sounded so calm, but it was the simplest and heaviest of the four The words, but he said it extremely difficult, he said: "You have to be strong."
What do you mean?
Didn't she say it?She has always been strong?What does it mean for her to be strong?
Zijin's face darkened in an instant, and he was still holding Qiao Jinglian's hand, but he threw it away almost angrily, and jumped off the bed again, "I don't know what you are talking about, I want to know , You don’t say it, it’s inexplicable, I said I’m strong, I want Gu Yanshen no matter what he becomes! Go away, I’ll go find him myself!”
"Zijin..."
Qiao Jinglian didn't stop her movement, it was only after she took two steps that she heard a male voice behind her, choked with sobs she had never heard before, every word, like a hammer, fell on the tip of her heart On the ground, the pain spread, almost killing her——
"We really... tried our best,...but...but...I don't want to, I've been looking for it very hard, but it's really...Zijin, I know you are very strong, but you still have to work harder. Be stronger...my brother is...not here anymore...the situation at that time, I can only take you away...I'm sorry...Zijin, I'm sorry..."
The whole world seemed to suddenly quiet down, and there was a buzzing in her ears, as if someone was talking, but she seemed to be unable to hear anything, but she could hear her own heartbeat, one click, one click, it was the same as before. Normally, slowly, it became very slow, even her breathing. In the end, she almost forgot how to breathe.
Then the world suddenly collapsed, she turned around mechanically, Qiao Jinglian was still talking, her thin lips opened and closed, she seemed to have heard a few words——
"...I'm sorry, Zijin...I really tried my best...but my brother is, he's gone..."
It was so scary, Zijin held his breath, and then closed his eyes.
Is she dreaming?
Yes, she must be dreaming!
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It's so uncomfortable to write, my heart is broken, I ask for a monthly ticket! !The monthly ticket has to be raised quickly, if it goes up a lot, maybe there will be a miracle, otherwise... hum! !
As he spoke, he pushed Zijin towards the door. "..
Zijin naturally refused to leave, but she was tied up for a whole day, and her previous spirit was very tense, now she was pushed by Gu Yanshen, she even struggled weakly, staggered, The person fell completely to the floor.
In fact, the collision was a bit hard, because she and Gu Yanshen also had a quarrel that day, and he went to England without saying a word. Later, when Gu Huimin came to visit her, she also accidentally bumped into the sharp corner of the coffee table. It was an old wound. After a while, she was poked again, it was really painful, it hurt so much that tears filled her eyes.
But no matter how painful it was, she still had to struggle to get up. Gu Yanshen looked at the timed bomb strapped to his wrist. Two-thirds of the time had passed, and he immediately stiffened the entire delicate facial features, viciously Facing the woman who was getting up from the ground, he yelled, "Shen Zijin! Didn't you hear me when I told you to go? Why are you always so disobedient? I let you go! You go now! You Do you want me to kneel in front of you and beg you to go?"
Zijin reached out and hugged his leg, crying and shouting, the whole world was dark and blurry, she could only hear her own voice, which was also hoarse and outrageous, "Don't...don't...Yan Shen, if Really want to die, let me be with you, don't leave me alone, you don't ask me, I beg you, don't leave me alone..."
"........."
Gu Yan's Adam's apple slid up and down, and too many complicated emotions flashed in those dark eyes. He looked at the time on his wrist that kept going backwards. He had never had such a desperate moment. He really felt that maybe this time, it was really There is no retreat.
But for him, no matter what, he would not let her accompany him to die. If he had to die one person, then that person, he also hoped to be himself.
"...Zijin."
He was calling her name, but his eyes flashed, and he happened to see the figure running towards the door of the apartment. He kept his composure, stretched out his hand to hold her cheek, and gently wiped away her tears, he He leaned close to her, kissed her lips, pressed against her lips, and whispered, "I'm sorry, Zijin, I love you."
Then with a strong hand, it hit her hard on the back of the neck. Zijin felt his eyes go dark, and the moment she passed out completely, her dry red lips squirmed, as if she wanted to say something, but in the end Still being dizzy overwhelmed all senses, he closed his eyes and collapsed limply.
When Qiao Jinglian ran up, she happened to see such a scene.
"Take people away, hurry up!"
Gu Yanshen hugged Zijin and sent it to Qiao Jinglian's arms. He glanced at the time on his wrist, and spoke in an unprecedentedly anxious tone, "There is less than 1 minute and 30 seconds left, Jinglian, definitely You want to take Zijin down, hurry up, don't say anything, and take her down."
"Then what do you do? This bomb..."
Qiao Jinglian realized that at this moment, she had become so powerless. Young masters like them always thought that the most that life gave them was time and money. Seconds are so precious.
"I'll figure it out myself."
Gu Yanshen's voice was low, his deep eyes had never shown too much emotion in front of outsiders, but at this moment, he couldn't control himself at all, and looked almost greedily at the woman in Qiao Jinglian's arms who was knocked unconscious by his own hands. , This is the woman he wants to be with for the rest of his life.
But now, he really felt sad.
Because he knew that he might lose her forever, and she might lose herself forever after she woke up.
People say that companionship is the longest confession of love, but he can't give her such a beautiful confession, what he can give her is really too little.
He tried his best to control his voice, but his tone was still messed up, "...Jing Lian, no matter what, promise me that you will take good care of her and let her be well."
When Qiao Jinglian heard this, her heart seemed to sink into an endless abyss. She had thought countless times, how to make Gu Yanshen, an existence that he detests, disappear?
But now, when he suddenly felt that he was really going to disappear, he felt angry, he was almost angry, "Gu Yanshen! Back then you snatched this woman from my hands, now you let me take care of her? Are you out of your head? Let me tell you, I can take her away now, but if you don’t come out alive, I will definitely not be a gentleman. She is my wife. Look, will I? Do everything I can to get her back to me!"
He thought, who is Gu Yanshen?
For such an arrogant person, his face changed completely when he touched Zijin's hand before, but now that he has talked about it, is he still willing?
But he smiled at him, and Qiao Jinglian suddenly felt a little flustered. Gu Yanshen pressed the edge of the door with one hand, and before the door of the apartment closed slowly, he said: "That's fine, as long as she lives well, everything is already gone." It doesn't matter, you must take good care of her, she is pregnant."
"........."
The door of the apartment was slammed shut, and Qiao Jinglian's heart seemed to be in his throat for an instant. His head was in a mess, but his reason told him that he couldn't continue to stay here in a daze. Time was too short, so he turned around and went to Run up the stairs.
This is an old-fashioned house, and the floor they are on is not too high, but on the third floor, when Qiao Jinglian walked up the stairs, she almost took two steps into three steps, because of her long legs, when she just ran out of the apartment building , There was a loud bang behind him, a violent explosion occurred at a certain window on the third floor, and then the alarm sounded for the whole building, and the fire was very fierce.
A car drove up not far away, it was Su Junyan.
There were a few police cars behind, and Su Junyan had already seen the explosion here when he was also in the car. Before the car stopped completely, he cursed twice, opened the door and jumped out. He almost fell down, but it was not easy to stand still. He looked at the unconscious Zijin in Qiao Jinglian's arms, and then at Qiao Jinglian, with a harsh tone, "Why are you alone? Yanshen? You fucking. Yes, where's your elder brother?!"
Qiao Jinglian's voice was already trembling, he reached out and stuffed the Zijin to Su Junyan, "...I, I'll go and have a look."
"Fuck! What's the matter?!"
Su Junyan cursed a few words, looked at the woman in his arms, he turned around and hugged her into the car, such a serious incident happened here, and soon the nearby fire trucks came over, he just He ordered his driver to take Zijin to the hospital first, and probably knew what happened. Gu Yanshen hadn't come down yet, so he definitely wouldn't leave.
He took off his coat, threw it in the car, and ran up.
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Zijin had a dream.
In fact, the dream is full of memories of her and Gu Yanshen, but for some reason, she feels uncomfortable when she sees him smiling at herself, and she wants to shed tears. That kind of sad feeling makes her heart feel like being trapped. It's like being blocked, it's an indescribable feeling.
Over and over again, they were all things that happened when they were together before, and then she dreamed that he proposed to her.
In a place surrounded by high-rise buildings, there is a heart-shaped building in the middle. At night, she stood there. Gu Yanshen hugged her body from behind, and whispered to her in her ear : "Baby, marry me and be my Mrs. Gu. I don't say too many sweet words, but this is indeed the most romantic thing I have ever done."
"look--"
He pointed to several buildings around him, and at the same time, all the lights went out, and then a string of English words——baby Shen, marry-me!
The fireworks all over the sky are in full bloom at this moment, Zijin has never seen such a thrilling scene, it seems that the whole sky is covered with everything that belongs to her, so brilliant, so dazzling, all the beauty, happiness, the whole world Peerless.
She choked her throat, hugged Gu Yanshen tightly, and opened her mouth to say—yes, ido!
But when it came to her throat, she couldn't say it. She moved her lips several times, but couldn't say it. She was a little scared. This feeling was so real, it made her feel so real. When I realized it, I seemed to be dreaming, but I still had the feeling of being pushed into a cliff.
Then she heard a strange voice, saying in her ear: "... there shouldn't be a big problem, it's just overtired, of course, it's also related to the patient's pregnancy, just take a good rest .”
"...Are you really all right? Then why haven't you woken up?" The voice sounded familiar, it seemed to be...
"That's right, it's been almost a day and a night. Didn't you say that she will wake up soon? I see that she has been in a daze, and she doesn't know what to say. Doctor, please check again." It was a female voice, and Zijin was familiar with it.
Is it...Chenchen?
The one just now... seems to belong to Su Junyan...
Zijin's soul seemed to be dragged back to reality by someone. That romantic and warm dream had really become her own dream. She opened her eyes subconsciously. called out—
"Ah, Zijin woke up, woke up!"
Zijin's neck moved slightly, her vision gradually became clear, her vision was white, and her nose smelled of disinfectant, she knew she was in the hospital, probably because she had slept for too long, she was dizzy, The whole body was exhausted, and when I opened my mouth, I realized that my throat hurt badly, "...Chenchen? I..."
"Yes, Zijin, I'm here, how are you? Do you feel uncomfortable?"
"........."
Uncomfortable?
There are quite a lot of uncomfortable things about Zijin, but she hasn't lost her memory yet, she knows very well why she is in the hospital, and she also knows very well what happened before, so... Where is Gu Yanshen?
She almost turned over from the bed and wanted to sit up, but because of too much movement, she swayed and fell back limply. Mu Chenchu quickly reached out to support her, "Zijin, don't force it, doctor By the way, you are pregnant and your body is weak, but there is nothing serious about it, the baby is healthy, but you must take care of yourself, you know?"
"... Yan Shen."
Zijin spoke with difficulty, grabbed Mu Chenchu's arm with his backhand, and shook his head, "Chenchen, I'm fine, where is Yanshen? I remember when we..."
"Zijin, you rest first, you just woke up and are still very weak."
She obviously saw a flash in Mu Chenchu's eyes, and Su Junyan stepped forward at this moment, with a very calm voice, but how could Zijin not see the sadness in his brows?
There was a panic that she had never experienced before, which made her heart feel as if it had been emptied in an instant. Her face turned pale with fright, and she was almost angry. When she pushed Mu Chenchu away, she She went to catch Su Junyan, but in the end she could only hold on to his sleeve. Her voice was full of panic, but she had to ask: "...Tell me, where is Yanshen? Su Junyan, tell me—— tell me-"
After all, Mu Chenchu is a woman, she has been watching the little things between her good sister and Gu Yanshen all the way, and now seeing Zijin grasping Su Junyan with a pale complexion, there is a sense of despair in the depths of her eyes, She couldn't bear it anymore, put her hand to her lips, and turned her back.
But Zijin didn't have the heart to pay attention to Mu Chenchu at all, she just stared at Su Junyan for a moment.
"Why not? Why? Others? Gu Yanshen?"
"........."
"Okay, if you don't tell me, I'll go find it myself... Let go of me, let me go..."
Su Junyan held her down and let her lie on the bed again, but Zijin didn't know where the strength came from, her pale face was blushing due to the exertion, and she remained silent. In the end, she opened her mouth and was about to touch Su Junyan's wrist. She said viciously: "Let me go! Su Junyan, why are you doing this to me? I'm going to find Yanshen, let me go!" "
"Zijin..."
The hospital bed was shaken by them, Mu Chenchu couldn't bear it, yelled, and looked at Su Junyan again, "...Don't do this, don't do this, you will hurt her, she still has a baby in her stomach... "
Only then did Su Junyan come to his senses, and suddenly let go. Zijin was struggling, but Su Junyan let go all of a sudden. She probably didn't expect it, and just raised one hand, and slapped him on the face. There was a loud snap.
The doctors and nurses standing beside him were dumbfounded, and none of them dared to say anything, even Mu Chenchu.
Su Junyan himself was stunned for a moment, no one dared to hit him casually, and now he was slapped inexplicably, his breathing sank subconsciously, his eyes became cold, Zijin also remained motionless, somewhat Looking at his palm in a daze, he heard a man's voice, "Have you calmed down?"
"........."
At the same time, there was another sound of footsteps at the door of the ward. People with different expressions turned their faces around the room, and saw Qiao Jinglian standing at the door with a slumped face. Zijin vaguely remembered that it seemed to be him before. The one who came to look for her with Gu Yanshen, yes, Qiao Jinglian was also wearing this suit at the time.
She doesn't know why, but she still has the mind to think about it now, but when she sees Qiao Jinglian, she feels kind. Su Junyan doesn't know her too well, so he may not want to tell herself, but Qiao Jinglian is different, he will definitely told her.
That's right, Jing Lian and Yan Shen were together that day, Jing Lian must know where Yan Shen is.
Zijin slowly raised a smile, but in the eyes of those in the know, it was more like a reflection of the light, and the feeling brought out was self-deception and despair.
"Jing Lian... Jing Lian, you're here, but they won't tell me. Tell me, where is Yanshen? Jing Lian..."
Su Junyan frowned, glanced at Qiao Jinglian, and finally pulled Mu Chenchu towards the door, and said to the doctors and nurses who were standing motionless in the ward, "I'm fine, come out first."
There are some things he can't say, maybe it's best for Qiao Jinglian to say them.
Mu Chenchu watched Su Junyan close the door, and couldn't help but shed tears, "...you go first, I'll wait at the door, maybe for a while...you go."
Su Junyan leaned against the wall, his handsome face was always so high-spirited, but at the moment he was full of despair, his empty eyes stared at the ceiling, his voice was powerless, "...how could this be...not even me I can't believe how she can bear it."
…………
Yes, how can I bear it?
This is also what Qiao Jinglian was thinking. He used to occasionally feel that standing in front of Shen Zijin would make him feel cramped and uneasy, but it was not like this moment. He wished he could turn around and leave, but he couldn't. It's like a nail growing, and this nail will only prompt him to walk towards her.
He sat on the edge of the bed, reached out and stroked back Zijin's somewhat messy long hair, completely exposing her full forehead. Her complexion was not good, but her big eyes were staring at him for a moment. , What is covered up in despair and confusion is anticipation, she is waiting for an answer from him.
Gu Yanshen, where are you?
"...Zijin."
Qiao Jinglian didn't dare to look her in the eyes. Looking into her eyes, he was afraid that he could not speak, so he could only lower his eyes. His voice was trembling, "...Zijin, you..."
"What about me?" Zijin felt that these people were really strange today, didn't they just ask where Gu Yanshen was?Why wouldn't you tell her?
She blinked her eyes, ignoring the feeling that her heart was being tormented in a pan of oil, thinking of everything before, and making the worst plan, she took a deep breath, as if comforting herself, and lowered her head Said in a low voice: "Jing Lian, don't worry, I'm actually very strong, really, so I know that maybe Yanshen is...in a very bad situation, or has he...broken his limbs, or... Are you still being rescued? Even if it's... I haven't woken up yet, but it doesn't matter, really, because as long as he is Gu Yanshen, I will always be with him. You tell me, it doesn't matter, really. Jing Lian, you Don't be so hesitant, is he trying to save me, and now he has lost too much blood or something, I remember that Yanshen's blood is not uncommon, so even if he loses too much blood... he can still find the source of blood, right? "
Afterwards, the words were almost incoherent, "Why didn't you speak?...Jing Lian, you look at me, you are all so strange, what's the matter? Is he in this hospital? Jing Lian, Don't keep talking, tell me, are you afraid that I won't be able to bear it? It doesn't matter, I can bear it, even if he loses an arm or a leg, at most I will take care of him for the rest of his life, actually This is also..."
"Zijin."
Qiao Jinglian finally spoke out, interrupting Zijin's nonsense. He never raised his head because his eyes were already red. His voice sounded so calm, but it was the simplest and heaviest of the four The words, but he said it extremely difficult, he said: "You have to be strong."
What do you mean?
Didn't she say it?She has always been strong?What does it mean for her to be strong?
Zijin's face darkened in an instant, and he was still holding Qiao Jinglian's hand, but he threw it away almost angrily, and jumped off the bed again, "I don't know what you are talking about, I want to know , You don’t say it, it’s inexplicable, I said I’m strong, I want Gu Yanshen no matter what he becomes! Go away, I’ll go find him myself!”
"Zijin..."
Qiao Jinglian didn't stop her movement, it was only after she took two steps that she heard a male voice behind her, choked with sobs she had never heard before, every word, like a hammer, fell on the tip of her heart On the ground, the pain spread, almost killing her——
"We really... tried our best,...but...but...I don't want to, I've been looking for it very hard, but it's really...Zijin, I know you are very strong, but you still have to work harder. Be stronger...my brother is...not here anymore...the situation at that time, I can only take you away...I'm sorry...Zijin, I'm sorry..."
The whole world seemed to suddenly quiet down, and there was a buzzing in her ears, as if someone was talking, but she seemed to be unable to hear anything, but she could hear her own heartbeat, one click, one click, it was the same as before. Normally, slowly, it became very slow, even her breathing. In the end, she almost forgot how to breathe.
Then the world suddenly collapsed, she turned around mechanically, Qiao Jinglian was still talking, her thin lips opened and closed, she seemed to have heard a few words——
"...I'm sorry, Zijin...I really tried my best...but my brother is, he's gone..."
It was so scary, Zijin held his breath, and then closed his eyes.
Is she dreaming?
Yes, she must be dreaming!
.......................................
It's so uncomfortable to write, my heart is broken, I ask for a monthly ticket! !The monthly ticket has to be raised quickly, if it goes up a lot, maybe there will be a miracle, otherwise... hum! !
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