genius dancer

Chapter 518 Painful Choice

After walking aimlessly for a long time, Shen Lan finally stopped.

Although she no longer shed tears, there was an indescribable pain on her face.She couldn't remember what she said to Fan Shu, the scene just now was a nightmare.

"Why is it like this?" Looking at the quiet green in the distance, Shen Lan suddenly felt that she had lost everything.This feeling is not sadness, but helplessness, a helplessness that has never been felt before.

In the face of family affection and love, Shen Lan has been working hard to maintain the contradictory relationship between the two.She is always so careful, for fear that she will lose.

However, now, she voluntarily chose to give up.

Why did she say that to Fan Shu, Shen Lan couldn't find the answer herself.All she knew was that when she walked away from him, she felt her heart was about to break.

Compared with other young girls, Shen Lan's painful experience is obviously much more.

The abandonment of the family, the death of her mother, and the accidental death of her uncle and Uncle Li are undoubtedly heavy blows to a girl who has just grown up.

But these blows only made her sad and painful, and didn't make her feel as helpless as she was at the moment.

The temperature in early summer was already very high, but Shen Lan felt very cold.

She is already a very mature girl, and she rarely makes hasty decisions.Everything he does is well thought out.

But when she proposed to break up with Fan Shu, she didn't have time to think about it.

This is not because Shen Lan doesn't care about Fan Shu, in fact, she has already regarded him as an indispensable part of herself.She yearns for his care, his embrace...

She knew that Fan Shu's feelings for her had never changed, and that everything he did was for her own sake, but he didn't know herself.

As Shen Lan said, Fan Shu's love made her feel very tired, and his love made her full of worries and worries.But even so, she never thought of breaking up with her.

That sentence of breaking up was too impulsive for Shen Lan, and this impulsiveness came from the pressure deep in her heart.

No one is under greater pressure than Shen Lan.She wants to avenge her uncle and Uncle Li, keep her uncle's hard work, and face conflicting family and love.

Shen Lan, who had endured so much pressure, longed for Fan Shu's understanding the most, but he didn't achieve it.

"What should I do?" Shen Lan didn't dare to think about it anymore, and tears filled her eyes again.

She still remembers that scene in the past.At that time, I was also walking aimlessly alone, crying helplessly.But at that time, there was a person who cared about him behind him.

Now, that person has been driven away, and the current self has lost everything.

Shen Lan still couldn't help but look back, hoping to see the boy who silently followed her again.

But instead of seeing Fan Shu, she saw Shen Bing who was also crying.

"Little Ice!"

The moment she saw Shen Bing, Shen Lan suppressed all the pain in her heart.She didn't want to show her vulnerable side in front of her sister.

"Sister..." Shen Bing threw herself into Shen Lan's arms, sobbing uncontrollably.

"Sister is here, don't cry, it's not good for your health." Although Shen Lan was also crying, she still comforted her sister softly.

Shen Lan guessed right, Shen Bing did go to the stadium to watch the game because of Fang Feiyang.It's just that she has been hiding in the auditorium in order not to let her sister find herself.

When she saw Shen Lan appearing in the gymnasium, she hid herself among the crowd, not wanting her sister to worry about her again.

When Shen Bing, who had been hiding in the distance, saw Shen Lan walking out of the gymnasium in tears, she couldn't help feeling worried.She didn't know why her sister was so sad.

With deep worry, Shen Bing followed her sister silently until Shen Lan turned her head.

"It's all my fault, I will never leave my sister again." Shen Bing cried loudly, with many, many grievances in her heart.

"It's okay, let's go home."

Caressing her sister's long hair, Shen Lan's tone has calmed down a lot, but the bitterness on her face still cannot be removed.

"Sister, did you quarrel with Fan Shu?" Shen Bing stared at Shen Lan closely. This was what she was most worried about.

"I..." Shen Lan hesitated for a long time before slowly saying: "We have already broken up."

"What?" Shen Bing took a step back subconsciously, the tears that had stopped flowing down her face again. "Is it because of me that you..."

"No, it's not suitable for us to be together." When Shen Lan said this, she felt her heart ache.

"He treats you very well, and you love him very much, why did you break up?" Shen Bing asked nervously.

Shen Lan tried hard to force a smile, but her face was bitter: "Let's not talk about this, let's go home first."

"No! If you broke up because of me..." Tears rolled down Shen Bing's face, "Then I will leave Zhong Hai tomorrow."

"This has nothing to do with you. Do you really want me to be alone and helpless?"

Shen Bing was stunned, and suddenly thought: My sister has lost her love, if she leaves, then her sister will have nothing.

what do I do?How can I not hurt Shen Lan?Shen Bing threw herself into her sister's arms helplessly, at this moment she just wanted to cry.

……

Fan Shu is not a boy who loves to cry. Although he has been bullied, he has never shed tears.Because of these grievances, he can bear them all.

His tears will only flow for the people he cares about, and Shen Lan is undoubtedly one of the people he cares about the most.

Different from girls' crying, boys are always silent when they cry, they always bury their pain in their hearts, especially Fan Shu.

Fan Shu didn't know how long he stood in the dance hall, or even how he got out of the gymnasium.His mind went blank.

Boys always look stronger than girls, but their hearts are weaker than girls.

Fan Shu is not the kind of boy who will release unscrupulously in the face of pain. With a restrained personality, he always chooses to bear it silently by himself.

The scene just now was like a nightmare to him, and he hoped that he could wake up.But the phrase "let's break up" echoed clearly in his mind from beginning to end.

Fan Shu didn't blame Shen Lan, he never blamed this beloved girl.But what hurts him is that he can no longer protect her for the rest of his life.

"Even if she chooses to leave me, I still have to fulfill my promise." After pondering for a long time, Fan Shu said this to himself.

Fan Shu knew very well that Shen Lan's situation was not so comfortable, no matter what, he had to do his best to protect her.

Fan Shu is not a saint, he is just a very simple person in love.

His love for Shen Lan is pure, and he never wants her to be hurt because of him, he only wants her to be happy.

But why does my heart still hurt so much?

……

As usual, after the morning game, Fan Shu came to the school.

I don't know if it's a coincidence, or if it's predestined.When Fan Shu walked to the school gate, he saw Shen Lan who was also walking towards the school.

Shen Lan's eyes were redder than in the morning, and her face was even more haggard.When she saw Fan Shu walking towards her, her eyes immediately became moist.

Seeing Shen Lan's sad look, Fan Shu opened his mouth, but there seemed to be something stuck in his throat, and he couldn't make any sound.

"Did I break his heart?" Shen Lan didn't dare to look at Fan Shu again, she was afraid that she would cry.Then, she walked into the campus as if fleeing.

Such a scene was no stranger to Fan Shu.In order to get a better look at Shen Lan, he would come to school early and wait for her to appear.

Watching her pass by in his line of sight, he silently followed behind her, all the way to the classroom.

It's just that at this moment, Fan Shu felt a little less expectation and a little more pain.What remains unchanged is that before, he longed for Shen Lan to look back at him, and it is the same now.

Shen Lan wanted to turn back, but she didn't dare.What she said impulsively before made her feel that Fan Shu had been deeply hurt.

Although Shen Lan knew that if she apologized to Fan Shu, he would definitely forgive her.But she also knew that as long as Shen Bing was around, the relationship between the two would be difficult to harmonize.

The reason why Shen Lan tried her best to protect Shen Bing was because she knew it.

A young girl was deceived by her beloved and stubbornly gave birth to a child for her.Every time she thinks of what happened to Shen Bing, Shen Lan has an indescribable feeling in her heart.

She needed Fan Shu, but Shen Bing needed herself more, so Shen Lan chose the latter.

"He should find a better girl, and I will always make things difficult for him." After silently saying something in her heart, Shen Lan walked into the classroom.

Fan Shu silently followed Shen Lan into the classroom as before.Although he tried his best not to show his sadness, anyone could see that distraught look.

"Hey, didn't you just reconcile with Shen Lan yesterday? What's the matter today?" Lynch saw Fan Shu's mind and asked in confusion.

"It's nothing." Fan Shu said casually, he didn't want to mention these things again.

Seeing Fan Shu's expression, Lynch frowned and said, "I'm not talking about you, you're a boy anyway, so what if you say something nice to Shen Lan?"

Facing his friend's accusation, Fan Shu didn't know how to answer, so he chose to remain silent.

Seeing that Fan Shu didn't respond, Lynch sighed and shook his head again, and then said very loyally: "If you are embarrassed, I will help you persuade Shen Lan later, after all, she still has you in her heart..."

"No need." Fan Shu interrupted Lynch with some excitement, and the bitterness on his face became more and more obvious. "I... broke up with Shen Lan."

"Break up?" Lynch was full of surprise, "Aren't you joking, why did you break up?"

Everyone knew about the conflict between Fan Shu and Shen Lan.It's just that Shen Bing and Jiang Tian were involved in this matter, and everyone didn't know how to comfort them.

Jiang Tian's matter gradually passed, and Shen Bing also left Mingling, the relationship between Fan Shu and Shen Lan finally eased, and everyone believed that they would still be the same as before.

But no one thought that the two who were once close would break up.

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