Love the good night from now on

I met Chengguang the day I first arrived in Melbourne at the age of 19.

He's wearing a sky blue hoodie with the hood pulled down to reveal some bangs on his forehead.

Eyebrows were sprinkled with a touch of gold.

The whole person looks very gentle.

He was responsible for helping us with our luggage, and later drove the freshmen.

He also often accompanies his girlfriend to participate in student union activities.

Many school girls are secretly looking at him.

I imagined that if I could be Chengguang's girlfriend for a day, I would be very happy.

He is not as arbitrary as other boys, he treats everything with gentleness and consideration of the overall situation.

If there is something he doesn't like, he never brings it up.

There are things he doesn't like to play, and he also quietly accompanies them.

He has such a good temper that everyone wants to be friends with him.

Occasionally, he was seen kneeling down to tie his girlfriend's shoelaces on campus.

That's my impression of him.

he's good.

very good.

So I didn't believe the police's interrogation when Qian Sisi died.

Even if Yi Nan later mentioned Qian Sisi's reaction to monitoring Shi Chengguang's family, I still think it is open to question.

After all, seeing is not believing.

But me.
I was actually kidnapped.

was beaten.

Almost insulted.

Even, I thought I was going to die.

My second child, too.

If that kidnapper was really arranged by Chengguang.

That was too scary.

Thinking of this, I got goosebumps all over my body, and the cold wars made me tremble one after another.

I hugged myself with my arms crossed, and hung my head no longer to look at him.

I whimpered like a bird with wet wings.

I wasn't angry, and I didn't even raise my voice.

It seems to be raving, and it seems to be self-examination.

I said, "You told me about your enmity with the Yi family, and you also admitted that you want to buy Yuanyou."

"The day Duoduo got lost, you let someone release the scandal of the director of the Yuanyou Group. You wanted to complete your grand cause when Yi Nan was at a loss."

"So, you designed this kidnapping case, you let Yi Nan know about it through An Yu, and then on the crucial day of stock market trading, you made Yi Nan unable to concentrate on controlling the loss of the company's stock."

"You used me as a tool to control Yi Nan's demons. You never loved me, just because you happened to know that Yi Nan loved me."

"Chengguang, which one is the real you?"

"I do not quite understand."

"Which one is the real you, Chengguang."

"I've really given serious thought to our relationship."

"Before I saw Duoduo's paternity test report, I was always relieved that Duoduo had a father like you."

"Even after all that has happened, I was looking forward to your explanation, and you reasonably told me that it was all my guesswork and coincidence."

"Chengguang, you shouldn't be like this, you are the sun, the sun that can warm people"

I don't know if it's because I've said too many words in one breath so I'm a little out of breath.

It still hurts so much that I forget that I am still a breathing human being, and I still need to store some oxygen to continue this ups and downs and amazing life.

So I took the time to hold my chest and paused, and opened my mouth to breathe by the way.

There are no tears when a person is sad.

I used to think it was hypocritical, but now it feels like a proverb.

My eyes are astringent and dry, but no tear is willing to save me.

So when I looked up, the blush in my eyes must have been scary.

Because Chengguang's eyes turned gray in a rare way.

A dull gray like it's about to rain.

His Adam's apple turned up and down, and his lips lifted only a tiny slit.

I heard his calm voice, he said: "Sui Sui, I'm just helping An Yu deal with the mess."

He is still lying to me.

I finally got a little angry.

So he raised his head and asked him, "Who are you from An Yu? Why do you help her deal with the mess?"

Chengguang still had a calm tone: "As I said before, she helped me steal a few documents."

I was completely irritated by his indifferent appearance.

"Yuan Chengguang, do you think I'm a fool?"

I'm not very good at angry looks.

I don't like to be angry.

I'm terrified of getting breast cancer.

I always want to take a step back and open up the sea and the sky.

So it is rare for me to be angry, really angry, angry with my lungs trembling, at this moment.

Maybe Chengguang never saw me turn into a leopard and wolf.

He finally let go.

He said, "Sui, do you know Schrödinger's cat?"

He is willing to talk to me well, and I am naturally willing to listen.

"I am the cat that is both dead and alive."

His eyes dimmed, and there was a sea of ​​lifelessness inside: "everything I told you, every word is true, I never lied to you"

"I said, I'm looking for you, it's true."

"I said, I like you for a long time, it's true."

"I said, I love you, it's true."

"I said, it's true to let you marry me."

"But I am the cat that is both dead and alive. If I don't open the box, I can't even see my own future. How can I give you a future."

"If there really is a parallel space in this world, I also hope that in a certain world I will live a gentle and kind life and become your eternal sun."

"But, Sui Sui, how can a person who has gone through hardships be kind?"

"I just used some small means to achieve my goal, and I will not change my love for you."

I shook my head in astonishment.

"What is petty means? What is love?"

My anger disappeared instantly.

I looked at him calmly: "You don't understand what love is at all."

I said word by word: "You said you have gone through hardships, and you asked me how kind you are? Well, let me tell you, there are many people in this world who are poorer than you, and there is one standing in front of you."

"She was being used by the people she trusted the most! Cheated! Tricked!"

"Her child has also become a tool for others!"

"Her sincerity has become a joke!"

"Even, her life, her innocence, everything about her is not important!"

"Sui Sui." He interrupted me suddenly, raised his sad eyes and looked at me: "When you were in bed with Yi Nan, did you ever think about where you put my sincerity?"