Love the good night from now on

So Yi Nan put down his flags and drums, and quietly drove the car into the hotel, and parked beside the parking space.

Then walk into the single-family wooden house that looks like a sailing hotel, and open all the windows for ventilation.

Duoduo and I were playing wildly in the room like two little lunatics. Yi Nan came over to me with a straight face and asked, "What are you going to give me for dinner?"

I put down the pillow in my hand and smiled innocently like a dumpling: "Barbecue for yourself!"

As I said that, I jumped up and bought a lot of fresh ingredients from the shopkeeper.

It's just that the stove in Tu'ao also burns special charcoal, which makes me cough non-stop.

Yi Nan thoughtfully teased the dumpling with the toothpaste, then couldn't bear it anymore and got up: "Go and play with Xiaopang!"

I raised my soot-covered face and smiled gratefully: "That's so embarrassing."

Then he turned and slipped away.

Children's happiness comes from all new things.

A salty sea breeze.

Preying seagulls.

Parrots playing on the lawn.

A spider spinning a web in a corner of the Burj Al Arab.

And with my mother.

And Yi Nan's barbecue.

Tuanzi hugged my face and said affectionately: "This is the happiest day since Duoduo was two years old!"

I said: "Mama too!"

Then I kissed Tuanzi on the forehead, put him on the bed, and only sang half a nursery rhyme before Tuanzi fell asleep.

When I walked out, I found Yi Nan opened a few bottles of beer and sat on a deck chair on the terrace.

My sixth sense told me that he was waiting for me.

So I took a coat and walked over, handed it to Yi Nan: "It's cold at night."

Yi Nan restrained the edges and corners of the day, and his whole body looked so soft under the moonlight.

He called me: "Sui Sui."

I sit down slowly.

"Tell me, how great would it be if there was a time machine?" His voice was quiet, as if it came from the moon.

I nodded to myself: "If there is regret medicine in this world, it would be nice."

He turned his head slowly, and I saw the slightly moving water color in his pupils: "It's not that I haven't liked you before."

He said.

My mood is a little ups and downs.

What's the use of saying that now.

If you can't go back, you can't go back.

I had no choice but to bow my head silently, and picked up another can of beer: "Thank you for telling me."

He looked up at the night sky again: "When Chengguang told me that he liked you, I hesitated."

He took a sip of his wine: "During your first year at the University of Melbourne, Chengguang told me about it after the Mid-Autumn Festival party."

"He's liked you ever since."

When I heard it for the first time, I was a little surprised: "Kesisi."

"Hmm." Yi Nan made a strong nasal sound, his Adam's apple rolled up and down with the liquor: "I told Chengguang not to let Sisi down."

"Think about it later." He smiled at me, that smile was intoxicating: "Maybe I said that on purpose."

He raised the wine bottle to me: "After all, the person you like is me."

I smiled wryly, touched him, then raised my head and took a big gulp: "I like you now too."

I never hesitate to confess my love to Yi Nan.

But the current sentence is like a huge wave, exhausting the courage I have stored in the past two years.

"But I'm not going to like you anymore."

I say.

Yi Nan looked back at me.

As if to say something.

That pair of water-like eyes rippling back and forth.

I think this beer is over the top.

If a person does not drink for a long time, he will become drunk after drinking a little.

Maybe it's because the moonlight is so cold again that people can't help but get drunk.

I reached out and touched Yi Nan's fingertips.

Like touching the flames of a bonfire.

All of a sudden, tears welled up in my eyes.

I started to cry: "I'm about to catch up with you, but why did I drink so much that day?"

I dragged my memories back and forth: "I made our relationship so complicated, I brought him into this world without much consent"

I covered my face and sobbed: "I have to be responsible, I have to be responsible for Duoduo."

Later, after crying for a while, I vaguely heard Yi Nan say coldly: "It's my fault."

I raised my drunken eyes and looked at him puzzled.

What he said was too difficult to understand.

He said, "I was too late."

After saying this, he pulled me over and I fell into his arms.

He hugged me tightly, bowed his head and kissed me tenderly.

Not as arrogant as in the company stairwell.

Instead, they embraced and kissed cherishingly, gently, as if they would be lost in the next second.

That night, nothing happened to us except this kiss.

And this kiss seemed to give me a chance to be reborn.

It even made me feel that Yi Nan and I still have a chance.

The person I loved with all my youth seems to be able to get a response.
This feeling lasted only seven hours, and all fantasies ended with the knock on the door in the morning.

I fell asleep with a heavy head.

This wooden house has two bedrooms. When I stumbled out of Tuanzi's bedroom, I found that Yi Nan was also about to open the door.

I smiled at him, as if the fragrance between his teeth was still on my lips.

I also seemed to see him smiling at me, and then I turned to get water, and he continued to open the door.

Almost at the same time, the bottle cap was unscrewed and the wooden door was pulled open.

I heard a female voice blowing the breeze.

Someone said: "Anan, surprise!"

At that moment, I almost cried out.

Is it so difficult to get something?

I suppressed my trembling lips, turned around, and saw An Yu standing on tiptoe with her arms around Yi Nan's neck.

I saw An Yu kiss Yi Nan's lips, and then leave gently, her eyes filled with fragments of sunlight.

She said: "I got your itinerary from the company, and I made a special trip to accompany you."

An Yu was pushing a silver suitcase and wearing a white tight dress. The perfume was also carefully selected, and it looked irresistible from the inside to the outside.

She even looked past Yi Nan and saw me not far away, my expression was not perfect, it must have looked like the panic when X was caught in bed.

But An Yu was still able to hug me with a warm smile, then waved to me from a distance, and said affectionately: "Hey, Sui Sui, you have worked hard these two days."

Then she stepped in, stood beside Yi Nan and held his arm: "Thank you for taking care of my Anan."

I think the muscles at the corners of my lips may be poisoned, and I can't make a proper smile no matter what.

So I pretended to be choked by the water and coughed, and then I pretended that the red eyes were because I choked too much.

So I covered my mouth, coughed, waved my hands, and hurried back to Tuanzi's bedroom.

I'm still the one who retreats without a fight.

Cowardly silence.

I cling to the dumpling tightly, feeling the bravery brought by the warm body temperature of the dumpling.

I have always heard a saying that "a mother is a strong man".

But after becoming a mother, I realized that after a girl becomes a mother, most of her bravery comes from the little ones around her.

It's not that they've been reborn.

But an extra layer of armor.

The even breathing of the dumpling finally calmed me down.

I began to understand.

That kiss last night meant nothing.

What was said yesterday will not change anything.

I'm even beginning to be thankful that nothing excessive happened.

He didn't let himself fall into the abyss completely.

I can't do anything to destroy other people's feelings anymore, no!

I gently held Tuanzi's hand and murmured in a low voice, "Baby, Mommy loves you."