Love the good night from now on

Yes, I have worked hard.

But I haven't heard this sentence for a long time.

Because my parents are very traditional, they can't accept that I got pregnant out of wedlock, but they can't do anything about me.

So after taking care of my confinement, my parents said harsh words and ignored me.

I haven't found an opportunity to clear up my suspicions yet.

So for the past two years I have been helpless and very lonely.

Fortunately, a lot of fighting spirit.

Four and a half months teeth.

The milk-annoying period and the soaring period passed smoothly.

Vaccination without fever.

Started sleeping through the night at six months.

He seems to know my helplessness, so he is taking care of me as much as he can.

I think, when Duoduo was lying on the cloud head to choose a mother, he must have felt that I was too weak, so he wanted to protect me.

And I have more than once rejoiced that fortunately I did not give up a lot.

But at this very moment, this scene.

I feel so much.

"Sui Sui, what are you thinking about?" Chengguang saw me in a daze, so he handed the dumpling to me and freed me.

I withdrew my thoughts, looked at the increasingly intimate Tuanzi, and said sincerely: "I was thinking, this kind of life is pretty good."

Chengguang's smile seemed to be coated with a layer of afterglow from the setting sun, which made people feel warm.

"The family stewed isinglass for you. I heard that you worked late yesterday, so I'll make it up for you."

I nodded.

So I carried the small four-wheeled dumpling.

Chengguang hugged the fleshy little dumpling.

The three of us walked back home slowly along the coastline.

During the meal, Tuanzi kept babbling and showing off his newly learned vocabulary.

Chengguang always made him laugh tirelessly.

It made me feel a lot easier.

After dinner, Chengguang went to the study to do his work, the two aunts cleaned up the house, and I took the dumpling back to the children's room to read picture books and then go to bed.

I nestled in his crib with him, and picked out a picture book about bears brushing their teeth.

As soon as I turned the first page, Tuanzi looked up at me and said, "Mama, I think he can do it"

I touched his face lovingly: "What can he do?"

Tuanzi opened his round eyes and said solemnly: "He can be my father."

I leaned over and smiled: "You like Chengguang, don't you?"

Tuanzi nodded.

I rubbed him into my arms: "Then let him be your father."

The group continued to nod.

Then I was about to start reading picture books to him, but Tuanzi said again: "But Mama doesn't like it"

I asked again: "What doesn't Ma Ma like?"

Tuanzi put his face close to my left chest: "Mama doesn't like him being my poop"

My heart sank slightly, so I had to take it with a smile.

"Mama likes everything that Duoduo likes, because Mama likes Duoduo the most."

I feel sorry for him being so sensitive at such a young age.

I also want to protect his precious innocence.

I want to give him my all.

As long as he is happy.

"Duo Duo also likes Ma Ma the most!" He rubbed his whole face back and forth on my body.

"What? Are you still worried?"

Tuanzi nodded his round head.

I comforted him: "Don't worry, Dad and Ma Ma will hold a wedding soon."

Tuanzi really laughed. When he laughed, his eyes were like two stars: "Really? Then Duoduo will also hold a wedding with Mama!"

I patted him: "Well, Dad and Mama brought Duoduo to hold a wedding together!"

"Duo Duo has a father! Ma Ma has a husband!"

I shook my head helplessly.

This kid is good in everything, but some vocabulary is too rich
That night, I curled up on the children's bed of the dumpling and slept until I woke up, only to find that the dumpling beside me was gone, and I was actually lying on the big bed in the master room.

I stood up in a panic, only to see Tuanzi running in fully dressed.

Chengguang also followed behind him: "You are too tired, I carried you here."

I looked down at my neatly dressed home clothes, and my heart was half relieved.

I raised my smiling face, hugged the dumpling into my arms and asked, "What is the little prince doing in such neat clothes today? Where are you going to play?"

Tuanzi nodded seriously: "We're going to the aquarium! Hurry up, Mama! Hurry up!"

I tried to be more liberated: "Why don't you two go?"

"Chengguang said, we want to go together!"

"You can't call an adult by his name like this~~" I scratched his little nose.

Chengguang said: "I discussed it with Duoduo. Before he is ready, he can call my name first."

I smiled at him gratefully: "Thank you."

Chengguang clapped his hands without hesitation: "Okay, if we don't start again, we won't be able to catch up with the dolphin show!"

Tuanzi then turned on the sprinkling and rolling mode, and dragged me out of the bed.

This is not the first time Tuanzi has come to the aquarium.

There are advantages and disadvantages of raising children by myself. The biggest advantage is that no one will tell me what not to do or where not to go.

So I took Tuanzi into the aquarium when he was six months old. Although Tuanzi slept soundly the whole time, I didn't even see a single animal's tentacles.

Either way.

Life is happy and you don't mind so much.

"Look, Mama! A moving jelly!"

"This is a jellyfish, Duoduo." Chengguang chased after it, and took away the dumpling at the bottom of the aquarium.

Duoduo turned around and corrected Chengguang: "This is jelly! A jelly that can swim! Mama told me!"

I smiled shyly: "Well, it's a jelly that can swim."

Chengguang has a very nice and gentle personality. He seemed to understand my intention instantly, so he nodded in agreement: "It's a jelly that can swim. Duoduo is really a child with rich imagination."

So the dispute ended, and Tuanzi happily ran ahead again.

"Mama, turtle shell! Turtle shell!"

I can't bear this: "This is a sea turtle."

Duoduo nodded, and ran over to pick up Chengguang's trouser legs with a very knowing look: "I want to feed the turtle shell, feed the turtle shell!"

"It's a turtle!" I corrected again.

Chengguang just smiled and said nothing, and silently went to the ticket office beside him to buy a basket of turtle food.

Tuanzi is not tall, any turtle is much rounder and stronger than him.

I was worried that he would fall into the pool and be eaten by the turtles.

But Chengguang seemed to see through my mind, and comforted him: "It's okay, I'll hold him back."

I nodded and stood aside watching them.

Boys need men to accompany them in their growth.

There are many strong characters that my mother cannot give.

The more I understand this truth, the more sad I am.

I have to give him a complete home for Duoduo.

Then I have to give up on myself, and I cannot give myself a complete home.

Once again I felt like it was my own fault and I couldn't blame anyone.

Depressed emotions are like bubbles rising in an aquarium, slowly rising up from the bottom, and then shattering when they reach a certain height.

This emotion will only be swallowed slowly, and it cannot be destroyed yet.

It's like having a chronic disease.

Always uncomfortable.

Good or bad.