madam said she had loved

let me go.

In the future, she will bury this past deeply in the past years.

It's just that there is a blank space in my life that I won't mention to anyone.

as...

It has never happened before, and everyone and everything are completely forgotten.

Because it hurts too much.

It really... hurts so much.

The indifference in Yuan Wei's eyes startled Li Hanlin, he didn't know what to do, he could only hug Yuan Wei and brainwash her over and over again.

"We'll still have kids."

"There will be more."

After saying that, she eagerly lowered her head to kiss her, and her lips touched, but Yuan Wei didn't respond like a wandering ghost, she just opened a pair of empty eyes and looked at the front blankly.

Yuan Wei exuded great sadness and despair.

She murmured, "It's all because of me."

"It's all because of me that the child doesn't have it. It's because I didn't protect him well."

Yuan Wei's tears fell quickly, she grabbed Li Hanlin's collar, and kept repeating: "It was me, I was the one who killed my own child."

"If, when I ran away that day, I walked faster, faster."

"If I didn't go back to Li's house."

"If I don't, I can swallow my anger a bit so as not to make Ning Youyao angry."

"If I point the video at my face, I'll let you spot the anomaly in the first place."

"So many what-ifs! But I didn't avoid it, it was me!" Yuan Wei hugged her head excitedly, crying desperately, "It's all me! I killed my child!"

"I should die!"

"I should die!"

Yuan Wei's emotions were very agitated, her lips moved, she muttered to herself with an obsessive expression.

It wasn't until the doctor came in and gave her a sedative that she barely calmed down and fell into a deep sleep.

Before going to bed, he still muttered in his mouth: "It's all me, it's all me..."

Yuan Wei's mood was not always stable.

Most of the time he was in a trance like a terminally ill patient, and occasionally when he was awake, he would look into Li Hanlin's eyes.

Pointing to the position of his chest, he was as confused as a helpless child:

"Li Hanlin."

"I hurt."

"I'm in so much pain."

The whole hospital was immersed in high pressure, and the attending doctor plucked out all his hair before explaining tremblingly to Li Hanlin's sharp eyes: "Mrs. After opening up, it will be fine."

Yuan Wei looked at the doctor's mouth that kept opening because of the explanation, and picked up the corner of the quilt in a daze, dragging herself in.

A series of sarcastic sneers came out in the silent room.

something.

It's been a long time.

It will be like a thorn from a vine, climbing and spreading to the atrium that was already dying, and the sharp thorn will pierce all your desire for life bit by bit, just like soap bubbles, "Boom~", despair melts into the air, and then Breathing erodes every inch of bone marrow in the body.

Yuan Wei seemed to have gotten used to the pain.

With eyes open, when Li Hanlin was helpless and irritable, he said coldly, "You will get divorced, sooner or later."

Disappointment and anger border the highest point.

Or, she dies.

Or, let her go.

She believes that all this will not be too long.

Sunlight poured into the room, and the little nurse next to her was hanging water for her while having dinner with her boyfriend. Yuan Wei quietly looked at the uncontrollable smile on her lips, feeling envious.

Li Hanlin stood at the end of the bed, taking everything into his eyes.

He walked to the bed, looked at the person whose blood vessels were almost transparent, and coaxed softly: "Want to go out? Take you there, okay?"

Yuan Wei turned to look at him as if she didn't understand.

The small face was so thin that there was no flesh at all, Li Hanlin found out in a panic that she had lost a lot of weight compared to when she came to Li's house.

Yuan Wei blinked her big eyes when she heard this, and her gaze slowly fell on the tall tree trunk outside the window.

With an ethereal voice, he moistened many throats that hadn't spoken before, and then said slowly:
"Food, I will eat it by myself, and I will be very happy."

"Street, I go shopping alone, it should be good."

"My premise is this: I am alone."

"I just want to be alone."

"No way!" Li Hanlin looked at the person on the bed angrily, he had never seen such a ignorant person, he tried every means, either to survive or to leave.

Li Hanlin bent down, the violence in his bones finally broke out in this month of depression.

"Yuan Wei, listen to me! In this life, you can only be Mrs. Li!"

"Even if you die! You can only die in the Li family!"

"I said, the child will have it, and I will give you whatever you want. Don't be petty, my patience is limited!"

Yuan Wei raised her head in a daze, looked at Li Hanlin, and suddenly smiled.

"So, you can't bear it now."

"Then you...are you going to let me die?"

"I can't wait, really."

Yuan Wei lowered her head, her eyes fell on her lower abdomen, "I should be allowed to die."

"I had a dream yesterday. He kept crying for pain. He said he was in pain."

"The cold potion made him hurt and saved me, but left him alone."

Yuan Wei looked at Li Hanlin lonely, looked at him, and said each word, smashing into each other's souls.

"Li Hanlin, he called me mom, and he asked me...why, let him... hurt so much."

Li Hanlin's expression was as if he had been shocked by an electric shock, and he stood there in a daze, with the veins on his forehead bulging.

that moment.

Li Hanlin really thought about it, seriously.

So be it.

Let's all go to hell together!
For many days after that, Li Hanlin did not come to the hospital again.

Yuan Wei was like a wandering soul, calmly watching everything that happened around her that had nothing to do with her.

"Doctor Wang, when will the patient recovery plan for bed 25 be done?"

"Is it okay next week? I just returned to China, and I have a lot of patients."

"..."

The soft conversation sounded in her ears, and Yuan Wei's eyes, which had been silent for a long time, finally moved.

Because she had been lying on the bed for too long, her movements became sluggish. She opened her lips and heard a few words slowly squeezed out of her dry throat.

"Liu, Mama Liu, can I trouble you to call Dr. Wang just now to come in?"

This was the first sentence Yuan Wei had voluntarily said for a long time, except for saying that she wanted to leave.

While Liu Ma was surprised, her eyes were covered with hot tears, she nodded hurriedly regardless of the reason, and rushed out the door.

After a few minutes.

Dr. Wang appeared in front of Yuan Wei wearing a white coat, dragged by Mama Liu.

"Auntie, as I said, I really have a lot of patients on hand. If you need anything, please go to the front desk..."

Dr. Wang's words suddenly stopped when he saw the pale face on the bed.

I don't remember how long it has been, Yuan Wei felt that she was about to forget how to smile.

She twitched the corners of her mouth and raised her voice awkwardly. Looking at the tall and long-legged Doctor Wang at the door, she was as excited as seeing a life-saving straw, but she could only restrain her mood and said with a fever in her throat: "Doctor Wang, long time no see. "