Defeated to Mr. Gu's affection

It's better to be a child. If you don't understand the eyes of adults, you won't mind if adults ignore her.

She only knows that she likes to be with her brother, so she has been around him all the time.

In her impression, she has never seen her brother get drunk, and she doesn't know why he drank too much.

It had been a long time since she had looked at him so closely.

The heating is turned on at home, and her room is covered with carpets, so he won't be cold lying on the ground.

She was wearing thin pajamas, sitting on the ground, just looking at him like this.

I wish time could stop and she could just keep looking at him like this.

After an unknown amount of time, he suddenly opened his eyes, which startled her.

"Brother, you're awake."

Gu Guangnian looked at her with dazed eyes, but didn't speak.

She knew he was awake, but she didn't know if he was sober.

"Brother, let me help you go back to your room and rest."

"You are... Midsummer?" With the effect of alcohol, his expression could not be continuous.

"I am Midsummer."

She obviously felt that he was quite drunk. He wouldn't remember a single word of this conversation when he woke up tomorrow.

"You... have grown... so big."

When she was about to respond to him, she saw his hand rising slowly, and finally his fingertips fell on her face.

With such a small touch, she felt that the nerves in her whole body became tense, like an electric shock, and her whole body froze there.

His hand suddenly fell heavily, Gu Shengxia thought he had fallen asleep again, but saw that his eyes were still open, and there was a smile on the corner of his mouth.

I don't know what he is thinking at the moment, what he is laughing at.

It is a rare time that they can live in peace in the same space so peacefully.

He is like a gentle rabbit.

She suddenly lay down beside him, accompanying him.

"Are... are you... afraid of me?"

When asked this question suddenly, she didn't know how to answer, she just stared at him, and only at this time, she dared to look at him unscrupulously.

What kind of emotion does she have for him? She wants to see him, but is afraid to see him.

She was afraid it was because of his disgust, and she wanted to ask him why he hated her so much.

Is it because she is Xiaosan's daughter?

But if she wasn't, would my brother not hate her?

But mother kept saying that she just lost her daughter, and she happened to be her daughter's age, so she accepted her as her daughter.

That was her memory before she was six years old, very vague, but her mother would not lie to her.

But every time my brother bothers her, he always refers to her as an illegitimate daughter, like a label she can't get rid of.

Thinking of this, her eyes watered down again.

He turned sideways just in time to see her tears streaming down the corners of her eyes.

"You...were crying."

He slowly stretched out his hand again to help her wipe away the tears from the corners of her eyes.

He hasn't wiped her tears for a long time, and the temperature of his hands is very warm.

"In the future...can you...don't cry anymore. I don't want...to see you cry...as if...I bullied you. If Dad is still here...and say I bullied you Yes. Obviously... it's you... who loves to cry so much."

For some reason, she was suddenly amused by his words, crying and laughing at the same time, and it was hard for him to say so many words intermittently.

"Brother, do you hate me?" This was a question that had been hidden in her heart for a long time, but she dared not ask him face to face.

They all say the truth after drinking.

Now that he is so drunk, will he tell her the truth?

No matter what the answer is, she can accept it.

It's right to hate her. After all, her background can't play a good role in the Gu family. No matter what she does, there are reasons to hate her.

Before he could answer, her eyes dimmed.

She just didn't pay attention at this moment, and he rushed over in an instant, pressing her under him.

She stared at him with wide eyes, terrified, and tried to push him away but found that she couldn't move.

He was drunk, but he still had strength.

"Brother, you... what are you doing, come down!"

He looked at her with blurred eyes, and then his head slowly lowered, lower and lower.

Gu Shengxia's eyes were getting bigger and bigger, his head went blank, and his whole body froze there.

Just when his mouth was close to hers, he measured himself, slipped off her body, and fell to the ground without moving again.

Her heart was full of disappointment, if she had been closer just now...

She quickly shook her head, which was not what she should have thought.

This time he slept deeply, but Gu Shengxia still stayed by his side, in case there was no one around when he suddenly woke up and wanted to vomit or drink water.

Watching and watching, she also fell asleep in a daze.

That night, the two of them slept on the ground overnight.

The next day, Gu Guangnian woke up first with a splitting headache. He had been drunk for several nights and came back.

The purpose of getting drunk is to forget some things. I didn't expect to forget the things I wanted to forget, but some things became deeper.

When he raised his forehead, he realized that this was not his room, and Gu Shengxia was lying next to him in his pajamas, still on the ground.

He tried his best to recall what happened last night, but he had no memory at all.

Why did they sleep on the ground all night, what did he do yesterday.

He stepped back suddenly, fleeing the room in a panic.

When Gu Shengxia woke up, the sun had risen so high that she was the only one left on the ground.

Her head hurts like she had a hangover last night too.

She was so hungry, she had to wash up and go downstairs to get something to eat.

Sitting at the dining table, she still asked Aunt Yun habitually, "Aunt Yun, has my brother gone to the company yet?"

"The young master went out early in the morning. He didn't even eat breakfast, and his face was ugly." Aunt Yun sighed, "Miss, don't you know that the young master has been drinking every night for the past few days..."

Before she could speak, Butler Qin coughed twice, and Aunt Yun immediately stopped talking. She originally wanted the young lady to persuade the young master not to drink every day.

"Miss, the young master said that he has a project and needs to travel for half a year. After half a year, you will graduate from high school, and the young master will arrange for you to study abroad. After four years, you will return to China and join the Gu Group as an assistant."

As soon as she woke up, she heard Butler Qin announce the news, and she was a little unresponsive.

She thought she was avoiding him, but he was avoiding her too.

This avoidance lasted for four and a half years, without even saying goodbye, and his arrangements for her were conveyed through other people's mouths.

Maybe after four and a half years he will use other excuses to keep her abroad, so they will never see each other again in this life.

"Young master has already transferred the expenses for these four and a half years to your account. Please pay attention to check it. If it is not enough, please tell me." Qin Butler added.

That day, Gu Shengxia sat on the windowsill for a whole day.