false marriage

"An Ning, you're finally here."

The moment Si Yechen saw An Ning, he quickly got up and went up to him, "I didn't bother you, did I?"

"No."

An Ning shook her head, with a slight smile on her face.

After seated.

Si Yechen couldn't wait to ask: "Did you sleep well last night? He didn't get rough on you, did he?"

"I didn't sleep well, and I had nightmares again and again, always dreaming that he was chasing and killing me."

An Ning rested her chin on one hand and muttered sadly, "I don't know what happened recently, I can't concentrate, and I can't remember things."

"Did he put too much pressure on you?"

"I am not sure."

"An Ning, if this goes on like this, your mental state will be in trouble. Listen to me once and let yourself go, okay?" Si Yechen gently held An Ning's hand that was resting on the table, with a smile on his face Healing and gentle.

Fu Xiao, who was not far away, saw this scene, and an envious smile suddenly appeared on his face, "It's good to be young."

The white tiger standing beside him also smiled: "Master Fu, you are in your prime now, why should you envy others?"

"It's a pity that I worried too much when I was young. I originally wanted to have a vigorous relationship, but due to various reasons, I lost my love and couldn't ask for it."

There was a trace of disappointment in Fu Xiao's hale and hearty eyes.

Looking back on the past more than 20 years ago, I always feel regretful.

When the apricot blossoms were lightly raining that year, the most poetic and picturesque rain alley in Jiangcheng was misty.

Su Yueru was already famous as Fanghua just after she was born.

The people who came to ask for marriage almost knocked down the threshold of the Su family.

He still remembers how she walked towards him with a floral parasol in one hand.

That day.

She was wearing a sky blue long dress with a narrow waist, and her superior demeanor was unforgettable.

"Second brother, did you bring me something fun again?"

She looked at him with a smile, her curved eyebrows were gentler than the spring breeze in March.

"me."

At that time, Fu Xiao was known as the jade-faced living Yama on the battlefield.

But in front of the person you like.

At best, he is just a big guy with a fledgling love.

Su Yueru's sweet "Second Brother" was enough to make him feel distracted.

After finally thinking of the wording, he planned to give her the gift he made by himself.

But she bypassed him and walked towards An Zhenting who had been waiting for her for a long time.

Fu Xiao knew very well.

Su Yueru has always regarded him as an older brother, and has been called "Second Brother and Second Brother" since she was a child.

He is not satisfied to be her second brother.

I don't know how to open this mouth.

More importantly.

At that time, there were years of wars in the south of the territory, and there was no peace everywhere.

He held an important position in the army and made many enemies.

He was afraid that his infatuation would bring disaster to the Su family.

Without any choice.

She had no choice but to return to her original position, reluctantly facing her second brother.

"Making a Man"

Fu Xiao quietly suppressed the tenderness in his eyes, and when he looked up at An Ning, there was a softness deep in his heart.

An Ning noticed Fu Xiao's betting gaze on her, and looked in Fu Xiao's direction curiously.

Probably because the light in the cafe is too dim.

In addition, Fu Xiao is a low-key person, only willing to sit in the most remote corner.

An Ning didn't see his true face clearly.

but
With just a glimpse, she has already noticed the powerful aura around him.

This aura is very special.

With a very strong evil spirit, it gives people a sense of daunting.

Generally speaking.

Only those who have truly been on the battlefield and killed enemies can possess such a powerful aura.

People who come out of the pile of death are different from others.

"looking at what?"

Seeing that An Ning was distracted frequently, Si Yechen asked gently.

"It's nothing, the coffee is a bit bitter."

An Ning immediately recovered.

She unhurriedly poured out two white pills from the medicine bottle she carried with her, took out several capsules from another medicine bottle, and took it with coffee.

Seeing this, Si Yechen hurriedly got up and said, "I'll go get you a glass of boiling water."

"Thank you."

An Ning politely thanked her.

See him striding towards the bar.

Suddenly, he sprinkled all the pills that had been ground into powder into Si Yechen's coffee.

An Ning never thought of putting Si Yechen to death.

She just saw the trick and counterattacked.

Fu Xiao looked at An Ning's series of coquettish operations in surprise.

The impression of her is greatly reduced.

He thought that the girl who reminded her of Su Yueru's girlhood must be a kind and gentle person.

Didn't think so.

He actually sometimes looked away.

People like An Ning who dare to drug the opposite sex in public.

She is definitely not a good girl who keeps her own place.

An Ning seemed to sense Fu Xiao's anger, and raised her eyes to look in his direction.

This person looks familiar!

She frowned, feeling as if she had seen Fu Xiao somewhere.

I can't recall where I saw him.

Si Yechen had already opened a glass of cold water, and turned back, "Drink the water first."

"Thank you, Doctor Si."

An Ning took a small sip of the cool white tea that Si Yechen brought.

Seeing him pick up the coffee in front of him, the smile on his face deepened.

The two chatted for another ten minutes.

Probably due to the effect of the medicine, Si Yechen suddenly became manic.

"Head hurts"

He clasped his painful head tightly with both hands, and Junxiu's brows frowned unconsciously.

An Ning saw how terrible the medicine Si Yechen prescribed for her, and the smile on her face gradually cooled down.

She regards him as a close friend who talks about everything.

结果
He actually took advantage of her trust and hurt her recklessly.

For a moment.

An Ning wanted to slap the table and ask loudly why he did this to her.

But after calming down.

She still chose to observe him quietly.

After all.

There is always more in the dark than in the light.

"Doctor Si, what's wrong with you?" An Ning stared at him coldly, and after a while, she asked calmly.

"I don't know what happened, but I suddenly remembered something from my childhood."

"childhood?"

An Ning slandered inwardly that the medicine Si Yechen prepared would only aggravate the fear deep in one's heart.

The reason why she frequently dreamed of being persecuted by Huo Xijue or Yu Tingbai a few days ago.

Also because of drug stimulation.

Infinitely magnified the shortcomings of these two people.

A few months ago, Yu Tingbai didn't treat her as well as he does now.

At that time, he seldom gave her a good face, and often forced her.

An Ning herself is not a person who holds grudges.

Some psychiatric drugs can keep people stuck in an endless loop of deep fear
An Ning thought about how Si Yechen would think of his childhood after taking the medicine, presumably he must have suffered extremely serious trauma in his childhood.

She is very reluctant to expose the shortcomings of scars.

But in order to find out the crux of Si Yechen's series of weird behaviors, he finally said, "Doctor Si, can you tell me about your childhood?"

"My father is a professor of medicine, and my mother is a university teacher. In the eyes of others, they are both extremely glamorous professions."

"But what others don't know is that they are secretly keen on the wife-swapping game."

"My parents often have parties at home with other young couples. After drinking for three rounds, they start to exchange partners and indulge in the sea of ​​​​sex in the living room."

"I was very young at the time and didn't know what they were doing."

"Until one time, they found me peeking at the stairs. I thought they would scold me, but instead of scolding me, they let me sit on the sofa in the living room."

"I watched them for as long as they played."

When Si Yechen recalled these things, he looked extremely painful.

Just listening to his description, An Ning already had a picture in her mind.

She thought that Si Yechen lived in a happy family.

Unexpectedly, his parents, who are so excellent in the eyes of outsiders, have such a little-known side.

"Shortly after that, my parents contracted STDs one after another, and they infected me as well."

"I don't know what disease it is, and they rarely pay attention to me."

"It didn't come to an end until I was rushed to the hospital with a rash all over my body."

"Later, my parents restrained themselves a lot, at least they would not engage in wife-swapping games in front of me."

"It's just that after entering adolescence, I often think of those bloody images."

"In order to control my desires, I got bulimia."

"I lost forty pounds in just a few months"

When Si Yechen told these past events, there were tears in his eyes.

He didn't even say these things to Sir Jose.

The reason why I revealed so much to An Ning today is because of the effect of the medicine.

An Ning learned of Si Yechen's secret hidden deep in her heart.

Suddenly, he understood why his psychology was so distorted.

Although his psychological problems have indirectly caused Huo Xijue's life tragedy, and directly caused An Xiaobao's death.

An Ning still wanted to give him a hand as much as possible.

He made a mistake and should bear legal responsibility.

But on the other hand.

She still hopes that Si Yechen can get out of the predicament in her heart.

"Doctor Si, I think you should see a psychiatrist."

"I can't go. If someone finds out about my family situation, my parents' reputation will be completely ruined."

Si Yechen frantically pinched his thigh, intending to keep himself awake.

Realized that he had confided to An Ning the secret that had been buried deep in his heart for many years.

He couldn't help being a little annoyed.

He originally planned to rot in his stomach for the rest of his life.

Now, An Ning actually found out.

Si Yechen didn't want anyone to know about his miserable past.

Including An Ning.

But since the matter has developed to this point, it means that he has no way to turn back.

He will not harm An Ning's life.

But in order for her to keep the secret, he didn't mind that she could never speak.