When I woke up, I became the heroine of abuse

Li Lu said this very naturally, and did not notice Xie Xing's expression of being struck by lightning.

"At that time, he was too young, and he was too good-looking, which inevitably affected my aesthetic standards for the opposite sex." Li Lu pulled his lips and smiled.

Whether it's Fu Shihan who lost his memory or the current Xie Xing, they all just grew up in her aesthetics.

Xie Xing did not speak for a long time.

After a long time, he asked in a low voice, "Do you still remember where you two met?"

"Dehua or Deshun Street, I can't remember." Li Lu thought for a while and said, "His family situation is worse than mine, and I don't know how these years have been."

……

The little girl's crisp and cheerful voice seemed to ring in my ears.

"Brother, if you eat my bread, you will be my boyfriend."

"Brother, you must remember to come to me when you get home!"

"I will always remember you!"

"..."

Don't ask any more.

What obvious but heavy truth has been exposed from the depths of the sea to the surface of the sea, so caught off guard that people have no defense at all.

In fact, it wasn't that he was unprepared, Xie Xing should have thought of it long ago.

It's just that the inherent thinking of the past ten years is not so easy to be broken, and he dare not think deeply about it.

Why, when we met for the first time, I felt that Li Lu was more like me than Liu Xuxu.

Why, timidity and bravery can appear in one person at the same time. Timidity is brought about by the experience of more than ten years, while bravery is Li Lu's innate quality.

No matter when he was a child or now, she has always been his sun.

But what did he do?

The disgust and disdain of the first acquaintance, and later for Liu Xuxu, abandoning her again and again, and drawing her blood to save Liu Xuxu...

At this moment, Xie Xing seemed to have all his anger sucked away, and his whole body collapsed at a speed visible to the naked eye.

He suddenly felt a little out of breath.

The air is suffocatingly dull.

Li Lu had never seen Xie Xing like this before, he looked so sad, as if he was going to die.

"You—" she wanted to ask subconsciously, and when she spoke, she remembered the relationship between the two, and her face turned cold again, "I tell you this, not to get back with you, but to let you understand, I It's not up to you."

"It's just that you just grew up in my aesthetics, and there will be Zhang Xing or Li Xing in the future, do you understand?"

She deliberately swears and swears, just to make Xie Xing go as far as possible, and it is best not to appear in front of her eyes.

Xie Xing stared closely at the girl in front of him, his eyes were deep red, his voice seemed to be wrapped in something, and his voice was extremely hoarse: "I understand."

What is self-inflicted evil, that is probably the case.

He pulled his lips, but there was not much smile on his face, "I have a treasure that is more important than my life."

She was his only light in the darkness.

Also his sun.

"But, I lost her." Xie Xing felt that his eyes were a little wet, and his heart was blocked, "My crime is unforgivable."

Not to mention Li Lu, even he couldn't forgive himself.

Li Lu didn't know what he was thinking at all, and his face was irritated, "Are you still going?"

"Xie Xing, can you stop breaking into a private house like a hooligan? If you don't leave, I'll call the police!"

Xie Xing said in a low voice: "If I said that I liked you from the beginning to the end, would you believe me?"

His voice was trembling, and there was imperceptible prayer.

Li Lu was stunned for a moment, and his expression quickly returned to calm, "Is this important?"

"As long as I think about you treating me as Liu Xuxu's substitute, I wish I never knew you."

Now whenever she sees Xie Xing, she will think of herself, how stupid and naive she was.

Rather than saying that he hated Xie Xing, it would be better to say that he hated himself.

Xie moved his lips and swallowed all the words he wanted to explain.

She said it doesn't matter anymore.

It doesn't matter who he is.

Xie Xing didn't know how he got out of Li Lu's house, his brain was muddled, but his consciousness was never clearer than before.

Such a truth was too cruel for him.

He has treated Liu Xuxu well for nearly ten years, and only now did he realize that everything was wrong.

So what is his ten years?

Xie Xing walked aimlessly in the rain, the rainwater passed through his hair and fell down the end of his eyes, his whole body was enveloped and swallowed by sadness.

He actually went to the hospital.

Just after he came out of the ward, he was about to beat Yang Ci's catkins again. Seeing his appearance, he stopped and asked with concern: "Brother Xing, where have you been? Why did you drench yourself like this?"

Xie Xing lowered his eyes and said lightly, "Is it related to you?"

Liu Xuxu was stunned by this sudden sentence, with a bewildered and aggrieved expression: "Brother Xing, I just want to care about you."

Xie Xing said: "I'm probably the most stupid person in the world, otherwise how could I not see the snake-like heart hidden under your angelic appearance."

Liu Xuxu was in a fog, but she could tell that Xie Xing was scolding her.

Before she could ask, Xie Xing said again: "Who is that girl I met on Deshun Street when I was young?"

As soon as these words came out, the air became quiet.

"Brother Xing, what do you mean?" Liu Xuxu's eyes flashed with panic, she forced a smile and said, "Of course it was me, you found me right away, have you forgotten?"

Xie Xing looked at her face and said without emotion: "You are not."

"Liu Xuxu, I will ask you for the last time, is the girl I met back then, is it you?"

After all, Xie Xing back then was still young and could not distinguish the difference between Li Lu and Liu Xuxu very well. Once Liu Xuxu recognized him, he believed it was true.

Thinking about it now, Liu Xuxu, who also grew up with a golden spoon in her mouth, is loved by countless people, so how could she appear on Deshun Street for no reason.

He was dead wrong.

Xie Xing's tone was colder than ever before, Liu Xuxu finally couldn't hide it anymore, and his face was pale.

Xie Xing knows.

How did Xie Xing know?
"I'm sorry, when I was young, I had very few people of the same age around me. At that time, I really wanted to play with you..." Xie Xing was also extremely cold when he was a child, and he ignored her. How could Liu Xuxu miss such an opportunity? ?

"Brother Xing, I was wrong. I shouldn't have lied to you. In fact, I've been burdened all these years. I've always wanted to find a chance to tell you, but I don't know how to say it..."

She pushed the blame cleanly.

However, Xie Xing was no longer the Xie Xing who had no reason to support her no matter what she did wrong.

There was no expression on his face.

However, anyone can feel the hatred in his heart.

"Let me tell you, that person is Li Lu." Xie Xing said without a word, "Liu Xuxu, you are a thief."

A disgusting thief.