love you deeply

In the bathroom, after throwing up, the smell of alcohol had obviously dissipated a lot. Ji Nanqiao was standing alone under the shower at the moment, his mind was full of Lu Youyan's appearance just now.

It seemed that his voice was still echoing in his ears, Ji Nanqiao couldn't help clenching his fists, but Yu Zhitong's words pierced into his mind at this moment.

His heart ached to the point of numbness, and tears flowed silently down his cheeks.

Ji Nanqiao really couldn't believe that Lu Youyan would have such thoughts.

Let her give birth to a child to be raised by him and Yu Zhitong, how cruel were they to come up with such a method?

In Lu Youyan's eyes, what exactly is she, Ji Nanqiao?
A tool man?
The more Ji Nanqiao thought about it, the sharper the pain in his heart became.

There was only pajamas in the bathroom, Ji Nanqiao reached out and turned off the shower, changed into pajamas, and then went out.

Passing by the mirror, Ji Nanqiao cast a glance at the corner of her bitten lips, and instantly lowered her gaze.

When opening the bathroom door, Lu Youyan was still standing at the door.

Watching her come out, those words that I had thought over and over in my heart countless times, but they were still stuck in my throat, I couldn't say a word, I just looked at her with frowns.

Ji Nanqiao was actually panicked too, so panicked that he didn't know how to face him.

Trying to hold back his emotions, he went to the coffee table and poured a glass of water, and took a sip of cold water, only to quench the dryness in his heart.

"Fourth brother..."

With his back turned to Lu Youyan, Ji Nanqiao suddenly spoke.

"Yeah." Lu Youyan's fingertips were slightly numb, and he responded lightly.

"Just now, fourth brother didn't take safety measures?"

Ji Nanqiao clenched the cup in his hand, and spoke so straightforwardly that Lu Youyan's expression changed.

He really didn't.

At that time, he was like a demon, and he didn't even dare to think about it.

Not knowing how to answer her, Lu Youyan stood where he was, feeling flustered for the first time.

be terribly upset.

Ji Nanqiao waited for a while, and saw that he didn't answer her, so she continued to say, "Fourth brother, if you are pregnant, what should you do?"

Lu Youyan's heart jumped twice when he heard her shallow words, and then instantly turned into a puddle of water.

Thinking about how Ji Nanqiao would look like if she was pregnant with her own child, Lu Youyan's whole body seemed to be possessed, and a lot of expectations were born in his heart, and he said with a certain tone of voice, "I'll give birth to you, I will raise it." .”

But his answer sounded extremely harsh to Ji Nanqiao's ears.

Looking back at Lu Youyan with a pale face, Ji Nanqiao's voice was low and hoarse, "Is fourth brother going to raise sister Zhitong together?"

Ji Nanqiao said, took a deep breath, looked up at Lu Youyan, "Let my children call you parents, right?"

Lu Youyan was a little flustered by her gaze.

He admitted that he hadn't thought about it that much at all.

I never thought that I would have such close contact with her again, and I really never thought about the child's problem.

So the moment she mentioned it just now, he just wanted to keep the child selfishly.

Her child, him and her child, he really wanted to stay, and he didn't have time to think about the rest.

But at this moment, when the question was pointed in front of him, Lu Youyan realized how ridiculous he was.

"Nan Qiao, I..."

Lu Youyan looked at Ji Nanqiao and wanted to explain, but he didn't know how to explain.

He was indeed selfish, and from the moment he couldn't control himself, he didn't know how to justify himself.

Looking at his unspeakable appearance at the moment, Ji Nanqiao's mood became worse.

Whatever Yu Zhitong said, she didn't have to take it seriously, but when she saw Lu Youyan's reaction like this, Ji Nanqiao was still disappointed.

Heartbroken to the point of numbness, Ji Nanqiao braced himself and tried to point to the door indifferently, "Fourth Brother, you said it yourself. Since yesterday, there has been no relationship between us. My private life, you will not Interfere again, so now, please go out."

"Also, don't worry, I won't let myself be pregnant with your child. The fourth brother said that the world doesn't turn around without anyone, and I, Ji Nanqiao, too, left you and the Lu family , I will still have my own life, so I will not let you kidnap my life again."

Ji Nanqiao was really sad, so she said these words very harshly, every word pierced into Lu Youyan's heart like a needle.

Kidnap her life?

So she actually thought so?
Two years ago, if Grandpa hadn't insisted on going his own way, he wouldn't have proposed a physical marriage with her.

If she was so disgusted, why didn't she refuse at the time?

If she didn't want to, would he still force her?
Lu Youyan's mind was very disturbed, and he said a thousand words, but in the end it only turned into a sneer.

"Okay, Ji Nanqiao, I hope you will do what you say."

After leaving this sentence coldly, Lu Youyan walked straight to the door, slammed it and walked out.

The moment he walked out, Ji Nanqiao couldn't hold on anymore, and fell back to the sofa, curled up and cried badly.

Lu Youyan, why are you so ruthless, how can you have such thoughts.

Emotionally turbulent, Ji Nanqiao cried so hard, but his stomach began to churn again.

Throwing up in the dark, those thoughts that I dare not face directly rushed into my mind again.

Not daring to delay for a second, Ji Nanqiao quickly walked out the door, went to the pharmacy downstairs, and bought something for a pregnancy test.

The moment he walked back home, Ji Nanqiao was so nervous that his hands and feet were numb.

She didn't know what to do with herself, what would she do if she really had a child?
While waiting for the result to come out, Ji Nanqiao had thousands of thoughts flashing through his mind.

If it is for the health of the child, then she must not continue to take those drugs. Once the drugs are stopped, Ji Nanqiao really does not know how long she can live.

Is it fair for the child to keep him, but not necessarily be able to watch him grow up?
But all the thoughts disappeared when they saw the two obvious red lines above.

His heart softened all of a sudden, and Ji Nanqiao stretched out his hand to gently caress his lower abdomen, unable to think about not wanting this child at all.

She wants this child, this child who is related to her blood.

Although she didn't want to admit it, Ji Nanqiao knew very well that she still loved Lu Youyan deeply.

So if she is doomed to have no future with Lu Youyan in this life, then being able to have his child is also a kind of comfort to her.

In her whole life, her family relationship was shallow, and now she finally had one more family member, so how could she be willing not to let him go.