love you deeply

"Didn't you say it was just a transaction?" Cheng Shishi looked at Lu Heng, and tried to hold back her emotions and asked aloud.

It really took Cheng Shishi a long time to get out after they separated last time.

It was the first time in her life that she fell in love with someone so seriously, and fell in such a deep way. She really didn't expect such a result in the end.

So for a long time, she told herself repeatedly that she would never make the same mistake again.

But what Lu Heng said just now made her slightly shaken.

She didn't want to let herself show such emotions easily, so Cheng Shishi tried very hard to make herself appear colder, and only then watched him pretending to be unfeeling.

"Actually, I never regarded our relationship as a transaction," Lu Heng said, subconsciously clenched her wrist, "Actually, after that time in the private room, I recognized you."

"I approached you with a purpose. I just identified you, so I deliberately entrusted someone to talk to your mother, let us have a blind date, and then step by step let you successfully marry me."

"But I don't know why I screwed up all this..."

As Lu Heng said, his eyes were slightly red, and he looked at Cheng Shishi with some pleading.

He is really not good at words, if he is not really afraid of losing the chance to win Cheng Shishi again, he would not be able to say so many words in a row.

But at this point, he was a little stuck again, and could only look at Cheng Shishi helplessly, hoping that she could understand him.

When Lu Heng said all this so sincerely, Cheng Shishi's heart was actually quite shaken, but after all, the hurt had really existed, and now she couldn't easily forgive her just because of his few words.

Stretching out his hand and pushing his hand away, Cheng Shishi's eyes turned red, and she said in a hoarse voice, "You also know that you messed up all of this. Can we go back to the beginning?"

"Lu Heng, I really didn't know that the person in that private room was you, and you didn't even know how much harm you caused me."

"Because of that incident, I thought that I would never get married in my life, but my mother pressed me hard, so when you proposed physical marriage, I thought it was my salvation. I don't have to talk about that horrible memory , I can still marry you without any burden in my heart."

"But it turns out that all of this is your scheme. You are really, very calculating."

After saying this, Cheng Shishi turned around and was about to walk away.

Hearing her words, Lu Heng couldn't explain what she said, and his heart was filled with a feeling of powerlessness, but he subconsciously stepped forward and stopped her again.

"The incident in the private room was an accident. When I went back to Lu's house, many people didn't like it, so I was plotted against. They wanted to ruin my reputation. After that incident, I thought about confessing everything to you. But I have observed you for a long time, and I think you are different from ordinary girls."

"I really like you, I'm afraid that once I tell the truth, you will get farther and farther away from me, and you will hate me, so I want you to marry me first, and I want to risk everything to treat you well , to make you fall in love with me."

"I think maybe only when you fall in love with me and know that the person in the private room is me, you won't be so hard to accept..."

Lu Heng tried very hard to explain, his eyes were red.

"Sorry……"

Lu Heng's voice was slightly hoarse, "Can you come back?"

"Please……"

Tears were almost forced down by his words, Cheng Shishi held back her emotions and tried her best to keep herself cold.

Not wanting to compromise again so easily, Cheng Shishi opened his hand, turned around and walked away quickly without saying a word.

But the moment he turned around, tears continued to fall.

At the moment when she met Lu Heng again, Cheng Shishi knew that once some people got into her heart, it was really not that easy to get rid of them.

Afraid of being spotted by Lu Heng, Cheng Shishi could only run away quickly, and her whole body was soon swallowed up by the night.

Lu Heng stood there helplessly, looking at Cheng Shishi running away, feeling lost, but when he turned around, he saw Lu Youyan standing behind him.

"Why did you come out?" Lu Heng tried hard to restrain his emotions, looked at Lu Youyan and said.

"Drink two glasses?" Lu Youyan knew that all the words of comfort and persuasion were meaningless, so she looked at Lu Heng and said so.

Neither of them said much, they just stayed with each other and drank wine.

After a long time, Lu Heng said slowly, "Did you ever despair when you chased Nan Qiao back?"

Lu Youyan's hand holding the wine glass was slightly stiff, and then poured the rest of the wine into his mouth.

"I've been in despair," Lu Youyan said as he put down his wine glass, "I've been in despair several times."

"It's not that I haven't thought about giving up, but as soon as that thought comes up, I feel uncomfortable."

"For the rest of my life, if I lose her completely, I don't know what it will be like, so after every heart-piercing, I still can't let go."

As Lu Youyan said, he poured himself another glass of wine, "So if you still like it, go for it boldly, your life is your own."

As Lu Youyan spoke, he raised his wine glass.

Lu Heng then raised his wine glass, touched him lightly, and then seemed a little relieved.

……

a few months later.

in the hospital.

Cheng Shishi looked at Lu Youyan, who was nervously at a loss by Ji Nanqiao's side, with a look of disgust.

"Can you do it? Can you not be so nervous? You are so nervous, which makes her even more nervous. "

"If you can't, go out, and I'll accompany you here."

"Don't make noise!" Lu Youyan couldn't hold back her voice when she heard Cheng Shishi's words.

Immediately, he realized that he had a bad attitude, and looked at Ji Nanqiao on the hospital bed a little bit later, his eyes were full of distress.

"She's about to suffer, how do you let me calm down?"

Seeing his appearance, Cheng Shishi couldn't help laughing lightly, but didn't say anything more.

Seeing Lu Youyan caring so much about Ji Nanqiao, she was actually quite happy in her heart.

Lu Heng had been standing by the side and didn't speak at first, but now seeing Lu Youyan guarding Ji Nanqiao, he really wanted to hold her in his hands, and couldn't help reaching out to grab Cheng Shishi, "I think there are still some babies I haven’t bought anything, but I don’t know much about it, so come out with me to pick it out.”

While speaking, he directly dragged her out.

Being dragged into the elevator by him, Cheng Shishi gently broke away from his hand.

"That good brother of yours wants to move all the mother and baby stores here, what else is there?"