love you deeply

"Shishi, what did you say?"

Ji Nanqiao lost control of his emotions slightly after hearing what Cheng Shishi said so anxiously, and asked in a hoarse voice.

She shot that shot out of control, but she never really wanted to take his life.

She never really thought that this shot could actually kill Lu Youyan.

At the moment when this fact was really thrown in front of him, Ji Nanqiao was still caught off guard and panicked.

Now Xiao Yi is injured, and the person he sent there has not seen him, so Ji Nanqiao really doesn't know the situation on Lu Youyan's side, but only knows that when the person came to report yesterday, he still said that he was not out of danger for the time being.

Knowing that it is impossible for Cheng Shishi to call and lie to herself with such a thing, Ji Nanqiao just can't believe it.

In fact, in the final analysis, she just couldn't accept the fact.

Because I couldn't accept it, I kept asking back questions and trying to deny that this happened.

But no matter how much you deny it, you still can't deceive yourself.

The hand holding the mobile phone was trembling non-stop, Ji Nanqiao's throat was slightly congested, and he choked up unspeakably.

"Nan Qiao, I have hesitated for a long time, but I still think I should tell you."

"If he really can't make it through, this may be the last time. However, the Lu family must hate you very much now, so I'm still worried. Nan Qiao, if you want to go to see him, I will accompany you there. okay?"

"Or I can ask Lu Heng to do me a favor, see if we can go in and see Lu Youyan..."

Cheng Shishi is really working hard to help Ji Nanqiao at this moment. She really knows Ji Nanqiao very well. When she heard Ji Nanqiao ask that sentence in such a trembling voice, she knew that she had guessed. By the way, Ji Nanqiao still has Lu Youyan in her heart, and she still cares about Lu Youyan.

"no need."

It's just that Cheng Shishi was interrupted by Ji Nanqiao before she finished speaking.

"Cheng Shishi, I think I've made it clear to you that there is no longer any affection between Lu Youyan and I."

"It was my fate to be lucky enough to survive two years ago, and it is his own fate that he can't survive now."

"Please don't tell me anything about him in the future."

Ji Nanqiao hung up the phone right after saying this, and then quickly turned off the phone, for fear that Cheng Shishi would call again.

The moment Cheng Shishi mentioned Lu Heng, Ji Nanqiao came to his senses.

No matter how this matter ended, she must not involve Cheng Shishi anymore.

Leaning dejectedly against the wall behind him, Ji Nanqiao's face turned pale.

She felt that this was probably the case for her whole life. After killing her true love with her own hands, even if she still had a breath for the rest of her life, she might not have the strength to love anyone anymore.

For the rest of her life, she was doomed to live in the pain of losing Lu Youyan.

She was already like this, so she couldn't drag Cheng Shishi in anymore.

She has her own life, and Lu Heng is a reliable and responsible person. As long as she doesn't have anything to do with her, then Cheng Shishi can live happily ever after marrying Lu Heng.

During this period of time, she also asked someone to inquire, and after knowing that Lu Heng was really good to Cheng Shishi, Ji Nanqiao felt a little relieved.

Closed her eyes slightly, and leaned against the wall behind her, Ji Nanqiao still heard Cheng Shishi's words just now.

the last side...

In the end, these four words still hurt Ji Nanqiao's heart.

Propping himself up and walking out of the room, Ji Nanqiao tried very hard not to think about it.

Knowing that he couldn't be idle like this, Ji Nanqiao went to Xiao Yi's place specially to see if his injury was getting better.

When passing by, I happened to see Tang Shuwan persuading Xiao Yi with sobs, Ji Nanqiao didn't want to go in and disturb her, so she turned her head and left.

A person is wandering around in this huge mansion like a headless fly, but the more he doesn't want to think about Lu Youyan, the more entangled he is, and the scenes are churning in his mind, and he can't shake it off. open.

The clips of getting along with Lu Youyan from childhood to adulthood are now appearing in her mind frame by frame, and each frame hurts Ji Nanqiao's nerves, making her heart feel blocked, and the feeling of coughing in her throat It came up again.

Hiding in the corner, Ji Nanqiao covered his mouth by himself, coughing so darkly.

As if feeling suffocated, she suddenly leaned against the wall behind her weakly, but tears still fell down in a flash.

When the picture in her mind was fixed to the moment she shot Lu Youyan, Ji Nanqiao's throat suddenly felt a fishy sweetness, and blood gushed out from his throat, seeping through his fingers in an instant.

After spitting out the blood stuck in his throat, Ji Nanqiao seemed to breathe a sigh of relief.

After taking out a tissue and carefully wiping off the blood stains on his lips and fingers, Ji Nanqiao walked towards the door step by step with red eyes.

All the way out, when the servant greeted her, Ji Nanqiao just nodded in agreement, as if she was out of control, she just walked out step by step.

Until the moment he got into the taxi, Ji Nanqiao was still trembling slightly uncontrollably.

An uncontrollable coldness surged from the bottom of her heart in an instant, making her tremble uncontrollably.

Even the driver noticed her abnormality and couldn't help asking with concern, "Are you okay?"

Listening to the driver's question, Ji Nanqiao resisted the panic in his heart, suppressed his voice, "Fortunately, I'm fine, thank you."

But even though he had endured it, the words he said were still trembling, and he couldn't hide his panic.

In fact, Ji Nanqiao really looked down on himself now, he dared to do it but couldn't bear the consequences of what he did.

Two years ago, she had already been hurt badly by him, and she had made up her mind to come back this time only to seek justice for her parents, and she didn't want to have anything to do with him anymore.

Now that Lu Wenjue is gone, those old grievances should have been written off with Lu Wenjue's passing.

And after this shot, she and Lu Youyan should have both grievances and grievances, and there should be no relationship.

But when I heard such a result from Cheng Shishi, I still couldn't help but feel sad, and even ignored it, just wanted to see him for the last time.

Seeing that she was taking a taxi to the hospital, and looking at her emotions at the moment, the driver probably guessed the reason, so he didn't ask any more questions, but speeded up, trying to get her there earlier.