love you deeply

Following these words, Lu Wenjue suddenly let go of Ji Nanqiao's hand, and leaned on the hospital bed with his whole body tilted like this.

"grandfather……"

Ji Nanqiao still couldn't hold back, watching Lu Wenjue cry out in pain, tears rolled down his eyes.

The doctor hurried forward, trying his best to save Lu Wenjue's life, but in the end he still looked regretful and apologetic, and shook his head at the room full of people.

Ji Nanqiao didn't even know how he got out of that ward.

She only remembered that Lu Wenjue let go of her hand suddenly, and then all the people in the ward rushed up, crying and shouting exploded in her ears, and no one had any thoughts about her anymore.

She just stood there numbly for a long time, then turned and walked out.

A person walked in a daze, until a sharp trumpet sound came, and Ji Nanqiao suddenly came back to his senses, and then his arm was pulled, and the whole person suddenly crashed into the arms of the person behind him middle.

"Ji Nanqiao, are you crazy, walking on the main road?"

After leaving the hospital, Xiao Yi followed her all the way.

Knowing that Lu Wenjue was gone, Xiao Yi didn't step forward to stop her as she walked out in a trance, just wanted to give her a little time to relax.

But the moment she watched her walk into the traffic, Xiao Yi really felt that her heart was about to stop being frightened by her, and he was so shocked that he couldn't control his emotions.

Ji Nanqiao looked up at him, and tears fell down suddenly with a 'shua'.

This time she completely confused Xiao Yi.

"I'm sorry, Nan Qiao, I didn't mean to kill you, I was really scared by you just now, don't cry, don't cry..."

Xiao Yi was a little flustered.

There are thousands of flowers and thousands of methods, but they are useless in front of Ji Nanqiao.

Watching her cry like this, Xiao Yi felt as if his heart was about to melt.

Ji Nanqiao raised his hand to wipe away his tears, then looked at Xiao Yi seriously, "Come with me for a drink."

"it is good."

—

In Di'an's private room, Ji Nanqiao huddled in a corner of the sofa holding a wine bottle, pouring wine into his mouth continuously.

The image of Lu Wenjue's last moment is still in his mind.

She could see the expectation in Lu Wenjue's eyes, she knew he was waiting for her to call him grandpa again.

But it wasn't until he closed his eyes that her "grandpa" came long overdue.

He still didn't hear it, and he still left with regret.

Thinking of this, Ji Nanqiao couldn't help but took another sip of wine.

She felt really stuffy and painful in her heart.

Lu Wenjue was really dead, really dead, and he closed his eyes right in front of her.

Mingming felt that she should be happy. The murderer who killed her parents was finally dead. She should be happy, but she just couldn't be happy at all.

It is said that people who are about to die speak well. Ji Nanqiao really can't believe that Lu Wenjue can act in front of her for the rest of his life, and he still has to put on such a loving appearance in front of her until he is dying. What are you drawing?

But my uncle would not lie to her. Lu Wenjue was the murderer who killed her parents, and now she is suffering because of the death of a murderer.

Under the double blow and torture, Ji Nanqiao's whole body became more and more broken, and he almost never stopped drinking.

She had no way of convincing herself, no way of convincing herself.

Now she just wants to get herself drunk, it seems that only after she is drunk can she not suffer so much.

"enough."

Xiao Yi has actually endured it several times.

Seeing her desperately drinking himself down, he felt more uncomfortable than her.

Originally, she was allowed to vent, thinking that after venting her emotions, she might not feel so uncomfortable.

But in the end, he still couldn't hold back his shot.

"Ji Nanqiao, are you worth it for such a person? He, he is the murderer who killed your parents."

Xiao Yi had no choice but to persuade her so loudly at this moment.

"Yeah..." Ji Nanqiao became even more depressed when he heard Xiao Yi's words.

His eyes were red, but not a single tear could fall.

Supporting himself and looking at the person in front of him, Ji Nanqiao said softly, "You also think I'm unbearable like this, don't you?"

Her voice was slightly hoarse from the erosion of alcohol, which made her look even more desolate and decadent.

"Obviously there is a deep hatred across the sea of ​​blood, but you still feel sad because of the departure of an enemy. Tell me, why are there people like me in this world, why are there people like me..."

"My parents must be very disappointed in me now..."

As Ji Nanqiao said so, he reached for the wine on the table and drank it again.

Xiao Yi felt a dull pain in his heart when he heard her words.

Seeing her sinking into such self-blame and pain, Xiao Yi felt that he couldn't help but tell her the truth.

But looking at her unreserved appearance in front of him at this moment, and thinking about her rejection and defense against him two years ago, Xiao Yi dared not.

If she told the truth, would her attitude towards herself return to two years ago, full of suspicion and hostility, even when she was seriously ill, she would rather break into the heavy rain than stay by his side.

Xiao Yi admits that he is still selfish, he is afraid of that ending, afraid of her cold attitude towards him.

It's hard for them to talk so much, even if they know that she doesn't love her, but now she at least trusts herself.

But if she knew all the truth, this trust would collapse, right?

Just as Xiao Yi was tearing himself apart for a while, Ji Nanqiao drank another bottle of wine.

The drunkenness was getting stronger, Ji Nanqiao couldn't hold the wine bottle firmly in his hand, the bottle rolled down from the sofa and rolled all the way to Xiao Yi's feet, Xiao Yi suddenly came back to his senses, stretched out his hand to hold her down again hand.

"Ji Nanqiao, stop drinking, are you going to drink yourself to death?"

Ji Nanqiao bypassed his hand and went to get another bottle of wine.

He was obviously so drunk that he could hardly sit still, but he still stubbornly went to grab the wine bottle on the table.

"Ji Nanqiao..." Xiao Yi's eyes were filled with distress, "You are not unbearable, you are fine, you are the kindest and strongest person I have ever met, Ji Nanqiao, you are fine, did you hear that?"

Ji Nanqiao didn't respond to what he said at the moment, but only sneered at himself, then picked up the wine bottle on the table again, curled up on the sofa, and drank it again.

Seeing her self-abandonment at this moment, Xiao Yi struggled fiercely in his heart, and finally couldn't hold back, and reached out and snatched the wine bottle from her hand.

The wine bottle was spilled, Xiao Yi didn't care about it, just looked at Ji Nanqiao and said, "Ji Nanqiao, don't blame yourself so much, you should be sad, I lied to you."