love you deeply

"Alan, wait for me, I'll see off a guest."

After Allen finished speaking, Ji Nanqiao slowly squatted down and said hello to the person on the other end of the video.

see a visitor out……

Listening to Ji Nanqiao's words, Lu Youyan felt as if his heart had been pierced, the pain was so painful that even breathing became a mistake.

When did he become a guest in her eyes.

Seeing her squatting in front of the computer and greeting Alan with a serious face, seeing Alan calling her so affectionately, pretending to be jealous and asking her to coax her, the only hope left in Lu Youyan's eyes disappeared little by little. exhausted.

Looking at the appearance of the two of them at this moment, Lu Youyan could hardly stay any longer.

Let him see with his own eyes how intimate and affectionate she is with others, which makes him more uncomfortable than killing him.

Lu Youyan stood where he was, looking at Ji Nanqiao blankly, his mind was full of dark and gloomy thoughts.

He has always thought that his conduct is not bad, but at this moment, his mind is full of thoughts about how to win someone's love.

Those thoughts came clamoring, which made him a little unable to control himself. He wanted to take Ji Nanqiao forcibly as his own, even if the golden house hides the beauty, even if the ground is a prison, and imprisoned her in the world that only belongs to him.

But these dark thoughts were all shattered into powder the moment Ji Nanqiao looked back.

"Fourth brother, I'll see you off."

Seeing the faint smile on her delicate and flawless face, Lu Youyan finally closed her eyes slightly.

Her smile at the moment is because of Alan, because Alan has been making her happy and coaxing her just now.

During the more than two years with me, she has always been cautious in front of me, and it is rare to see her such a bright smile.

That kind of heartfelt smile seemed to suppress even her sickness.

Lu Youyan lowered his head slightly, his mind was very messy, and finally let her send him out of this door.

The moment the door in front of him closed, the smile on Ji Nanqiao's face finally couldn't hold it anymore, and he leaned against the door behind him, his eyes flushed instantly.

Clenching her hands tightly, her nails dug into the flesh, leaving deep marks on her palms, Ji Nanqiao managed to suppress the tide in her eyes.

After the mood eased, Ji Nanqiao quickly walked to the computer.

"Alan, I'm sorry, I just used you as a shield."

"Ji Nanqiao, you said those words as a joke, but I mean it." Allen looked at Ji Nanqiao with seriousness on his face, "What I said is true, Ji Nanqiao , I love you, not just talking about it, I can do what you want for you, a couple for the rest of my life."

Allen looked at Ji Nanqiao, his eyes were full of seriousness, "Will you promise me to try? Ji Nanqiao, I promise, I will do what I say."

Looking at Alan's appearance at this moment, Ji Nanqiao froze for a moment, then raised his hand to wipe away his tears, and squeezed out a smile, "Alan, don't make fun of me..."

Seeing her like this, Allen couldn't help sighing, and then said, "Don't you regret driving him away like this?"

"No regrets……"

Ji Nanqiao replied softly.

Last time, Dr. Fang told her that her condition had developed very dangerously during this period. If it continues like this, her life may really start to enter the countdown days.

After knowing this, Ji Nanqiao originally had selfish intentions, thinking that if he really didn't live long, it would be good to stay by his side for one more day, and it would be good to be able to guard him for one more day.

But in the end they still came to the end of divorce.

After the heavy rain that day, she suffered from high fever for a long time.

She spent three days alone in Nancheng in a coma, and during those three days, Lu Youyan was always in her dreams and out of her dreams.

When she was weakest and helpless, wandering on the edge of life and death, she realized that she was so attached to him, so attached to the temperature of his body, so attached to the warmth and love he occasionally gave.

But he still didn't show up.

After carrying through those three days by himself, Ji Nanqiao finally figured it out.

Loving someone sometimes may really be just a person's business.

Ji Nanqiao knew that he had loved him for more than ten years, how could he say that if he didn't love him, he wouldn't love him.

My heart still hurts when I think of him, and my emotions will still be turbulent when I hear about him.

But between them, it is doomed that there will be no day of reunion.

She also didn't want to delay his great time with her broken body, and she didn't want to let him watch her hair loss due to chemotherapy and her appearance changed due to treatment after being with him.

Originally, she was going to leave after attending his wedding, but now even if the wedding didn't take place, she still had to leave.

"Ji Nanqiao, you just have a stubborn mouth. With your temper, you don't know how much you will suffer." On the other side of the video, Allen looked at Ji Nanqiao and said solemnly.

Listening to his words, Ji Nanqiao managed to force a smile, "My grandfather seems to have said that too."

"You mean, you mean that I look like your grandpa? Then, would you like to call grandpa to listen?" Allen said exaggeratedly at the end of the video.

"Hang up, goodbye."

"No, Ji Nanqiao, I was wrong. I shouldn't be making fun of the old man. Don't hang up first, don't hang up." Seeing that she was going to hang up the video, Allen hurriedly said in broken Chinese.

Seeing that Ji Nanqiao didn't hang up immediately, he went on to say, "I played this video for you today, just to tell you that I have inquired about it, and they said that although they can't be completely cured for the time being, they are confident Suppressing the progress of your disease, at least, at least another ten years of life will not be a problem."

"Nan Qiao, you are still young, and the next ten years will be wonderful, so don't hesitate, come here quickly, you don't have to worry about anything, I will arrange everything for you."

Alan looked at Ji Nanqiao and tried hard to convince her.

He felt that he had really fallen, completely fallen on such an oriental girl.

Ever since he got to know Ji Nanqiao, he has tasted those feelings that he has never had before.

The possessiveness that you can't ask for, the anger and jealousy after hearing that she married Lu Youyan, and the worry and fear now.

He was afraid that she would reject him, and even more afraid that she would really disappear one day.

"Thank you, Alan, I'll contact you after I think about it, okay?"

"Okay," Alan knew she needed time and didn't want to rush her, "I'll wait for you."

After the video hung up, Ji Nanqiao fell down and sat on the sofa.

Thinking about what Lu Youyan said just now, my heart hurts badly.

She was really spineless. Even though this marriage ended in a bruised body, those loves still penetrated deep into the bone marrow and completely integrated with her whole body.

As soon as she thought of cutting off those affections, Ji Nanqiao felt a cramping pain all over her body, which caused her to curl up into a ball involuntarily on the sofa.