love you deeply

"If you can let me go free, of course I will be very happy..." Ji Nanqiao lowered his head, staring at the fermented rice in the bowl, and said softly.

She doesn't want to quarrel with Lu Youyan about this kind of thing in this place, so just let it go, it doesn't matter.

Some things are destined to be impossible to grasp.

During this period of time, Ji Nanqiao felt that he had been surrounded by this feeling of worrying about gains and losses, which was very uncomfortable.

Every time Lu Youyan approached and was gentle, she would have many thoughts that she shouldn't have, and made her think again and again that Lu Youyan had some feelings for her.

Maybe there really is a future between them.

But every time such thoughts just came up, he would be ruthlessly snuffed out by him.

After a few times, Ji Nanqiao actually felt very uncomfortable.

The feeling of worrying about gains and losses is far more tormenting and unbearable than never gaining.

So now, Ji Nanqiao doesn't want to fight for it anymore.

Say it according to his mind, it is good for everyone.

At least she can preserve her last dignity on this homeland.

Ji Nanqiao kept her head down, so she didn't notice Lu Youyan's sudden change of expression when she said this sentence.

For the rest of the time, the silence between the two was terrifying.

Ji Nanqiao actually lost his appetite.

From the corner of the eye, Lu Youyan didn't even eat a bite, and his heart became more and more stuffy.

Thinking that he was in a hurry to go back to see Yu Zhitong, Ji Nanqiao tactfully said, "I'm full, let's go."

Said to stand up first.

The emotion in Lu Youyan's heart was almost overflowing, but at this moment, he could only forcefully maintain his superficial calm, and then stood up.

When he reached the door, Lu Youyan handed the box of candies he just bought to the shopkeeper.

"Uncle Chen, Nan Qiao and I's wedding candy, please distribute it to regular customers in the store."

"Although Nan Qiao followed me to the Imperial Capital, she has a deep affection for Nancheng, and you can be considered her natal family."

Ji Nanqiao didn't expect that he would think of these things again, and his eyes couldn't help but glow with enthusiasm again, standing where he was, afraid that his tears would fall down unsatisfactorily.

Ji Nanqiao didn't turn around to say hello to Uncle Chen until he was leading her hand outside.

As a result, not long after they walked out, Uncle Chen hurriedly called out to stop Ji Nanqiao.

Just as Ji Nanqiao was about to turn around and go back, Lu Youyan clasped his hands tightly, "Don't look back if you don't want him to give you the red envelope again."

He said and pulled her to walk forward quickly.

"You stuffed the red envelope back?" Ji Nanqiao's tone was full of surprise.

Shocked and suddenly full of emotion.

"Otherwise?" After walking a little further, Lu Youyan let her go.

The hand was suddenly released, and the emotion that Ji Nanqiao had just surged dissipated like bubbles again.

She really felt that she was about to be tormented mad by his hot and cold appearance, so she took a deep breath at this moment, calmed down and said, "Fourth brother, I'm going to pay homage to my family later, If you want to go back to the Imperial Capital, I will not send you off."

As Ji Nanqiao said, he took two steps in the opposite direction and reached out to stop the taxi.

But the moment she opened the car door, Lu Youyan also sat in, "The company is fine recently, I'm not in a hurry to go back."

As Lu Youyan said, he closed the car door on his own.

Ji Nanqiao was still frowning in a daze, but the driver in front started to rush.

There was no other way, Ji Nanqiao could only report the address.

In the cemetery area on the outskirts of the city, Lu Youyan asked the driver to wait for the normal price, and he got off the car with Ji Nanqiao.

Ji Nanqiao walked in front, but he didn't really want to bring Lu Youyan to grandpa and parents.

For her, if they knew about her current marriage, it would only make them worry about themselves.

She even worried that Lu Youyan would not respect her family that much.

Fortunately, none of what she worried about happened.

Lu Youyan respected her deceased family members very much. After the worship, she swore in front of her father's grave to protect her forever.

Knowing that he just said it casually, Ji Nanqiao didn't take it too seriously.

He even whispered to Ji Lin's tombstone the moment he turned to leave, "Dad, don't worry, I will take care of myself."

It was very quiet here, even though Ji Nanqiao felt that he had spoken very quietly, Lu Youyan could still hear him clearly.

With a cold snort, the emotion in Lu Youyan's eyes became stronger again.

When Lu Youyan sat back in the car again, Ji Nanqiao was not in a very high mood.

Nostalgia is really a very magical thing sometimes, if it seems to be absent, it can always linger in people's hearts.

Ji Nanqiao exhaled lightly, just about to break free from such emotions, when he turned his head and saw Lu Youyan staring at him.

There was a 'thump' in her heart, and just as Ji Nanqiao wanted to look away, Lu Youyan reached out and grabbed her.

After all, he was in a taxi, Ji Nanqiao didn't want to have any conflict with Lu Youyan, so he didn't dare to push him away, but just looked at him helplessly.

"Ji Nanqiao, what do you mean?" Lu Youyan stared at her for a while, and finally asked this sentence.

"What?" Ji Nanqiao also frowned, not quite sure what he was referring to now.

"The last thing you said to your father just now was telling him that I can't take care of you well?"

It was for this.

Ji Nanqiao wondered why he was so obsessed with this.

But he still said truthfully, "Sooner or later, fourth brother will be with sister Zhitong, won't he?"

"We're going to get divorced sooner or later."

"I just don't want to deceive Dad. If he can see it, your deception will only make him more worried and uneasy."

After all, he was in a taxi, so no matter how strong his emotions were, Ji Nanqiao's tone was still calm and steady, trying not to let his emotions get out of control.

"There has never been such a certain thing in this world, Ji Nanqiao, don't always be trapped in your own speculation."

Having said that, Lu Youyan let her go lightly.

Watching him turn his head to look out of the car window, Ji Nanqiao's heart was slightly filled with strong emotions again.

I can't help but guess what he means.

She didn't want to be trapped in her own conjecture, but all his words were so unclear, what else could she do besides guessing by herself?
"Do you know where the fun is in Nancheng?"

Ji Nanqiao's thoughts were interrupted again by Lu Youyan's sudden question.

Shaking his head slightly, Ji Nanqiao felt a little embarrassed.

As a native of Nancheng, she really doesn't know what's fun in Nancheng.

Seeing her embarrassed face, Lu Youyan twitched the corners of her mouth slightly, and leaned over to her, "Why, after marrying in Dijing, you only remember where the fun is in Dijing?"