Evening wind is not as affectionate as you

When Li Mochen came to the door of the bedroom, he realized that the light in the bedroom was still on, which meant that Xia Wan hadn't slept yet, which made his hand that was about to push the door hesitate a bit.

After all, if he were Xia Wan, he would have chosen to leave. He couldn't tell the reason, but his intuition told him that would be the case.

But in the end he pushed the door and walked in. After all, even if he escapes, so what, Xia Wan's choice will not be changed because of his escape, and even if he continues to escape, he may miss the last part of getting along with Xia Wan time.

"Are you back? Why is it so late today? Are you busy?"

Hearing Xia Wan's voice, Li Mochen couldn't help but pause as he walked over. He was really afraid that Xia Wan's next sentence would be that she had made a choice and she wanted to leave.

"Well, most of the projects under my hand have started, so I'm a bit busy during this time. Have you made a choice? Madam, no matter what you choose, I will respect your decision."

In the end, Li Mochen took the initiative to ask, because for him, the long-term pain was really worse than the short-term pain.

Although he was able to roughly guess Xia Wan's choice, he still wanted to hear Xia Wan's own confession before he was willing to believe it. Otherwise, there would always be a glimmer of hope in his heart, which would be really tormenting.

"Well, but what do you want me to choose?"

Xia Wan naturally saw that he was a little absent-minded, she was really curious how Li Mochen completed today's work in this state.

"No matter what Madam chooses, I will respect your decision. After all, what happened this time..."

Although Li Mochen didn't continue talking, Xia Wan could see Li Mochen's self-blame and guilt from his expression. To be honest, this incident had nothing to do with him, and he didn't want it to become like this.

If she wanted to blame it, she would blame herself, she was too relaxed, she never blamed Li Mochen from the beginning to the end.

But he didn't believe it, this was the first time she found out that Li Mochen was so stubborn, no matter how many times she said it, it was useless.

Now Xia Wan doesn't bother to talk about it anymore, because if a person believes that this matter is his fault from the bottom of his heart, it will be useless for outsiders to say more.

But even if it's useless, Xia Wan still wants to try it one last time. She doesn't want Li Mochen to feel guilty for this matter for the rest of her life. Although she is also very sad, she is even more unwilling to see him like this.

So, Xia Wan knelt on the bed, and Li Mochen, who was sitting by the bed, was held by her cheeks with both hands, forcing him to look at her, and then looked at Li Mochen seriously.

"Li Mochen, let me say it one last time. That matter has nothing to do with you. I don't blame you. You remember it clearly. I will never say it again. And this time my choice is to stay. I used to Why didn't you realize that you still have so much drama in your heart?"

Xia Wan jokingly looked at Li Mochen, who had averted eyes and an unnatural expression.

Although she doesn't have any strange hobbies, she especially likes Li Mochen's embarrassed look. After all, making him show an embarrassed expression is also an achievement.

Looking at Xia Wan's slowly enlarged face, Li Mochen closed his eyes subconsciously, and then felt his forehead touch a soft lip.

It made him feel itchy, but it was also very warm. After being together for so long, he also knew that Xia Wan didn't seem to be particularly good at comforting others. So is she doing this now to comfort him?
"Husband, don't think too much. No matter what, I will always be with you. I am not a chick who needs to hide behind your wings. I can fly side by side with you and face all difficulties together."

"Don't embarrass yourself, tell me, I can also help you share, I am your wife and your family."

Sometimes Xia Wan really feels sorry for Li Mochen. There are many people around this man, but there are only a handful of people who can be regarded as friends with him.

Even if he is a friend, with his personality, he will not bother others, so he can only support himself.

One can imagine how hard it is to carry so many things alone, so she wants to be the first person who can share with him.

The word "family" made Li Mochen open his eyes suddenly, looking at the smiling Xia Wan in front of him, at this moment he felt his heart was softening.

In his heart, his mother was his only family member. Although his grandfather pampered him, the pampering had a purpose and required him to carry the whole family's belongings.

Although the Li family doesn't have many people, it is one of the largest big families after all, so the pressure can be imagined.

What's more, carrying the family on his back is tantamount to being bound, losing his freedom, and losing a lot of things he longed for.

He is not afraid of pressure, he just doesn't want to lose these things. If those people were not willing to let him go, he would never participate in the competition for the heir.

"lady……"

Li Mochen put his arms around Xia Wan's waist, and pressed her into his arms with such strength that she felt that he wanted to rub her to the bone.

Although it was a little painful, she didn't speak, let alone resist, but let him hold her.

"Ma'am, do you know? My mother was in good health back then, but for some reason, she suddenly fell ill and passed away not long after. Although I was young at that time, I could feel something was wrong."

"But I didn't have the ability back then, and I missed the best period of investigation, but it must have something to do with Ning Yao."

This was the first time that Li Mochen had taken the initiative to mention his mother after they had been together for so long, and it was also the first time he had taken the initiative to mention his mother to others in so many years.

Since his mother left, some things have become his taboos, blocked in the deepest part of his heart, and he doesn't want to mention them to anyone.

"Time will tell us the answer. We just need to do what we should do now. Mother must not want to see you sad for so many years because of her, don't you think?"

"Mother loves you so much, she must hope that you can live better."

In the past, Xia Wan might not be able to understand the feelings of a mother, but after she became pregnant, her mentality really changed a lot. Li Mochen's mother may not be ignorant of what happened to her back then.

But why he didn't say anything, probably because he didn't want Li Mochen to live with hatred for the rest of his life.

After all, in his mother's eyes, Li Mochen was just a child at the time and didn't think so much, but she probably didn't expect that a child of seven or eight years old could remember the events of that year so clearly.