Time and you are my fault

In the evening, Han Qifeng came to the ward with food and watched her sitting on the bed in a daze.

"Unhappy?" he asked in a low voice.

"Happy." She looked at him with a smile, "Zhao Meiqi came to see me today, did you tell Chuyi and the others?"

Han Qifeng didn't answer this question, but seeing the smile on her face made him happy.

After dinner, Lian Shanshan became sleepy again, not so much tired as tired.

With her eyes closed, she could feel the man sitting on the chair never take his eyes off her.

She opened her eyes, the lights in the ward were not turned on, and the light coming in from the window flickered faintly.

She thought for a while, then moved to the inside of the bed, "Do you want to lie down?"

Han Qifeng was stunned for a moment, and the eyes of the two collided in the air for three to five seconds.

He took off his shoes, and for the first time as a boyfriend, he slept next to her awake.

They've slept together in the past, but she was either drunk or asleep.

"Han Qifeng, I'm really happy." She rested her head on the man's shoulder and rubbed her head into his arms.

She even began to regret, if she hadn't left impulsively five years ago, would she have experienced the happiness she is now.

The man's hand fell on her head, stroking gently.

"Are you happy?" She looked up at him.

Han Qifeng hooked the corners of his lips, and kissed her forehead lightly, for fear of shocking her, "I'm happy when you're around."

Lian Shanshan smiled and lay back down again, "That's not the right answer, you should be happy whether I'm here or not."

The man didn't answer.

Lian Shanshan raised her head again, this time, she did not miss the pain and struggle flashing in his eyes.

There was scorching heat in her eyes, and she didn't know where she came from, she held his chin and bit his lips.

Her lips were very soft, fitting on the man's slightly cool lips, making his body stiffen suddenly.

The pupils of the eyes shrank violently in the dark night, and even pressed her shoulders in horror.

"Shanshan..."

Lian Shanshan's eyes slipped from the corners of his brows and eyes along the high bridge of his nose to his lips, and kissed him again.

This time, I didn't leave.

She was blushing, holding back her beating heart, and only hoped that she would not faint.

Han Qifeng never dared to respond, he let her make trouble with his mouth.

After kissing for a while, she raised her head, "It's okay, I can't be stimulated."

The man's hand gently clasped the back of her neck, tilted his head, and kissed her.

She still looked cautious, even when she pried open her teeth, she was a little tentative.

Lian Shanshan closed her eyes, accepting his tenderness.

In the ward, there was obviously the smell of disinfectant.

But at this moment, there is only warmth and sweetness between the two of them.

Later, he reluctantly let go of her, and put her back in his arms.

"Han Qifeng, I used to secretly kiss you." She blinked, and a little smile appeared in her watery eyes.

"I know."

"How do you know?" Lian Shanshan was startled.

"The year you finished your college entrance examination, you insisted on going to the resort with us and kissed me in the bathroom, right?"

"Didn't you drink too much? You can't even tell the difference between southeast and north?" Lian Shanshan scratched her hair angrily.

"I have never been drunk since I was a child." His hand patted her stomach like putting a child to sleep, "I am..."

"I saw you chasing me and wanted to see what you were doing. You kissed me. I was afraid you would be embarrassed, so I pretended to be drunk." He smiled and recalled the scene at that time.

Lian Shanshan curled her lips, "Then you are such a scumbag, I heard that you just broke up at that time, and you didn't push away when other people kissed you."

"We didn't break up because we've never been in a relationship before." He pinched her face, "I wanted to wait for you to go to college before I started. Who knows what kind of monitor you're chasing after the beginning of school? I don't want to see you like that." Make complaints."

"Who makes him handsome, I look at his face." She was a little proud of her past.

"It's not that I haven't caught up yet." He complained.

For a moment, the two seemed to be back in college.

The moment they looked at each other, they could have had an argument, but the two laughed at the same time.

"I'm chasing you." He kissed her on the face.

"Hmph!" She snorted dissatisfied, and when she lowered her eyes, layers of sadness welled up in her eyes.

"Han Qifeng."

"I'm here."

"You must be happy in the future, happy every day."

His Adam's apple choked and rolled twice, and his arm holding her tightened, "Okay."

The two kept silent about her illness, nor did they say what the future holds.

It's like knowing each other well, swimming freely in a dream that no one has pierced.

There is wine today, drunk today, and tomorrow will be sad.

The days in the hospital are getting more and more boring. When autumn comes, the smell of disinfectant remains unchanged in the air.

Lian Shanshan's body became thinner and thinner day by day, and she ate less and less.

She spends most of her time sleeping, or closing her eyes and not talking.

There is no extra strength to support her activities, and occasionally on sunny days, Han Qifeng will put her in a wheelchair and go for a stroll in the park downstairs.

The breeze was cool, and she leaned on the back of the wheelchair, looking at the far-reaching blue sky in a daze.

The sun is so beautiful.

The blue sky is so beautiful.

The world is also a good place.

"Han Qifeng, I want to drink orange juice." She tilted her head to look at him.

"I'll go buy it, don't move around, wait for me here." He worriedly urged.

"Okay, I'm not a child, I won't get lost." She waved her hand.

After watching him go away, Lian Shanshan continued to look at the little girl in a hospital gown on the lawn, with a bandage wrapped around her neck, sitting there motionless.

She turned the wheel and headed for the little girl.

"What are you doing?" she asked softly.

The little girl looked towards the sound source, her eyes were empty, "Feel the sun."

Only then did Lian Shanshan realize that the little girl's eyes couldn't see.

After chatting with her for a while, I realized that the little girl's cornea was damaged in a fire and she is now blind.

But there was no sadness or fear on her fair and tender face.

"Aren't you afraid?" she asked.

The little girl smiled, "I have seen the beauty of the world, so I can describe the appearance of the wind, the appearance of the sun, the appearance of flowers and trees, they are not unfamiliar, so I am not afraid."

Lian Shanshan rubbed her hair with a smile, "You are really good."

When Han Qifeng came back, he saw the two chatting happily, so he stood aside and waited.

When the conversation was almost over, he handed one of the bottles of orange juice to the little girl, "Beautiful sister treats you to drink."

The little girl held the orange juice and looked in his direction with a smile, "Thank you brother-in-law!"

Han Qifeng was stunned, but Lian Shanshan smiled even more happily.

That night, Han Qifeng fed her.

After washing up, Lian Shanshan lay down on the bed again.

Han Qifeng found out, and every time she returned to the ward, she was unhappy.

He leaned over and touched her forehead, "If you are unhappy, I will accompany you back to the mountain."

Lian Shanshan smiled, "If I don't go back, I can see you here, my parents and brothers, and many good friends."

In fact, what she wants to say is that in the days of limited life, she wants to see more prosperity, more enthusiasm, and more beauty.

The mountain is very quiet, allowing her to live longer.

But there, there was no one she cared about.

She had stolen five years from God and could no longer hide.

If a coward is caught, he will be punished more painfully.

Han Qifeng didn't say much, and took out a shiny ring from his trouser pocket, "Today the kid called me brother-in-law, I think you should give me a name."

Lian Shanshan looked at the ring on his hand, and her heart tightened suddenly.

She lay there motionless, staring at the ring for a long time, and finally pulled up the quilt to cover her face.

She didn't answer, but it was an answer.

The light in Han Qifeng's eyes slowly went out, he put the ring into his palm, and his chrome skin ached.

"Shanshan."

"I'm sleepy." She closed her eyes, no one could see her expression, and no one knew what she was thinking.

"Okay, go to sleep, I'll go out for a while, and I'll be back soon."

The door of the ward was closed, and Lian Shanshan pulled the quilt off her face.

There were tears in the corners of the eyes, and the pillow was wet.

She had already discovered the ring he hid in his pocket.

So for this scene, be prepared.

It's one thing to be prepared, but it's another thing to be sad.

If she is healthy, if she has a future, she will accept it without stopping.

She will also announce to the world that she is getting married.

Can……

She has no future.

She will not drag him down.

It is not easy to be able to walk with each other for a while.

She can no longer be greedy and want what she can't achieve.