Time and you are my fault

Late night at the wedding.

Everything is quiet, only the waves on the beach beat the shore regularly.

The light of the lighthouse in the distance rotates and hovers, occasionally illuminating one side of the world.

Han Qifeng sat on the beach with his hands behind his back, looking at the starry sky above the sea in a trance.

The sound of footsteps came from far to near, and he turned his head to look over, and saw a familiar figure.

"Brother." He called out to the person coming.

Lian Shaosi put a beer on the beach between the two of them, threw him one, and opened one himself.

Han Qifeng took it, opened it with a click, and drank it on his own without raising his glass.

After Lian Shaosi took a big gulp of beer, he sighed, "Don't go to sleep, what are you watching here?"

A smile appeared on Han Qifeng's increasingly calm face, "Look at the stars."

At the end, I added, "Shanshan likes to look at the stars."

When the name was mentioned, both of them were silent for a while.

Five years later, Lian Shanshan disappeared without a trace, as if she had evaporated from the world.

The reason for her leaving was known to Lian's parents. In the second month after she left, Han Qifeng couldn't find anyone, so he went to Lian's.

Only then did he know that Shanshan's heart disease was already very serious.

Heart transplant surgery is now very mature, but Lian Shanshan has a special constitution and does not have a matching heart source.

Can only wait.

But her body couldn't wait.

Han Qifeng was in a daze at the time, countless details that he ignored, at this moment, like the sea at low tide, restored the truth.

She has a bad complexion, she didn't stay up late playing games.

She is eating less, not losing weight.

She is sick all day, not because she doesn't like sports.

He looked at the letter she left to his parents, and his whole body seemed to be emptied of his soul.

Even after five years, he can still clearly remember how he got out of the Lian family.

It is said that time will not stop, but those painful pictures can easily freeze time.

Han Qifeng clenched the wet sand under his palms, staring down at the beer can in a daze.

Lian Shaosi opened another can, put his arms on his knees, and said with a light smile, "Seeing Yanxiu and Chu Yi getting married today makes me feel that it's great to be married."

Han Qifeng smiled, and looked up at the waves coming not far ahead.

"Qi Feng, you are still young, look ahead."

The sea breeze is soothing, mixed with wet and salty breath, covering every inch of skin.

Han Qifeng remained silent.

He didn't answer the sentence, but that was his answer.

"Five years..."

"When I was young, Shanshan liked to play hide-and-seek the most. We didn't like to take her with me. Once I told her, hide well. If I can't find you, you can't come out."

"That little fool hid on the hillside of the park, covered it with leaves, and hid until late at night, when several parents went out to look for it, and she was willing to come out."

"When I found her, she was covered in red envelopes bitten by mosquitoes and insects, and there were tears on her face. She was obviously very scared, but she gritted her teeth and did not cry out."

"That night I was held in the yard by my dad and beaten. She climbed up the wall between our two houses and told my dad, don't beat me, she knew I would go find her."

"Brother, I didn't look for her when I was young, I forgot about her."

"This time, I can't forget it again." The beer can in his hand creaked as he pinched it.

The breath became uneven, "She is waiting for me to find her."

Lian Shaosi felt that his heart was holding his breath and he couldn't breathe.

All he could do was pat Han Qifeng on the shoulder.

The childhood playmate is now able to support his own world, but under this world, there is no support for him.

"Now... I regret... I regret why I didn't express my heart to her earlier!"

"In the past few years, I have often wondered, if I told her earlier and got together earlier, would I have been able to discover her abnormality in advance, and it was my fault..."

"Qi Feng, don't think so, Shanshan's body is something no one expected."

Who would have thought that a girl who could go up mountains and climb trees since she was a child would have such a serious heart disease as heart failure.

"I used to watch Brother Xiu and Chu Yi parting and reuniting, and laughed at them for not being firm at all, but in the end, I was the most ridiculous one."

His helpless and desolate laughter floated into the deep sea.

"Brother Xiu found Chu Yi, I think I can too." He drank the last sip of beer.

But can he really?

Over the years, he has traveled all over the country, as well as all the countries and cities that Lian Shanshan once said he wanted to visit.

His missing person revelations are posted all over the world, but there is no clue at all.

He was really afraid, did she already...

Whenever this kind of thought rushed up, he would forcefully restrain it.

No, she was lively and smart since she was a child, how could she be easily defeated by this disease.

She must still be hiding in some dark and cold corner, waiting for him to find her, waiting for him to take her home.
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After Chewie's wedding, plans to travel around the world for her honeymoon were put on hold.

But the two of them were not idle, they couldn't go anywhere in the world, so they spent a month walking around the country.

After all, the country is so big, with good mountains, rivers and scenery, enough for them to appreciate it for a long time.

Chu Yi was sleepy and exhausted, so most of the itinerary was arranged by Zong Yanxiu.

Strange to say, every time I go to a city, the last scenic spot must be a temple or a Taoist temple.

The fireworks were too heavy, so Chu Yi was often placed outside the temple to wait, and Zong Yanke went in alone.

Once Chu Yi was really curious and secretly followed in.

Then I saw this man, kneeling in front of the Buddha devoutly, clasped his hands together, and finally kowtowed.

After getting up, chat with the host of the temple for a while, and then donate a large amount of incense money.

She could guess his wish, nothing more than the health of the child and the safety of the family.

This time, the two of them came to Jinyi City. After admiring the beautiful scenery of mountains and rivers, the last day's itinerary was to go to the nearby Taoist temple, Qingshan Temple.

The car stopped at the foot of the mountain, Chu Yi looked up and took his arm, "Zong Yanchu, are you being too insincere when you worship together with the Taoists and Buddhists? What if the old gods blame you? What if the wish fails?"

The man smiled lightly, thinking of teasing her, "Otherwise, they won't all work. I'm betting on the odds. I'll worship them all, and one of them will work."

Chu Yi was defeated by his logic, and waved at people, "Go and come back quickly, I am here waiting for your return."

Zong Yanzu rubbed her head and got out of the car, "Wait here for me obediently, don't run around."

"I know." She urged him to go quickly.

He left with his front foot, and Chuy got out of the car with his back foot, stretched his arms and legs, breathed the air of outstanding people, and felt comfortable physically and mentally.

Not many people seem to know about this Taoist temple, and there are few tourists. Occasionally, a few tourists climb up with straw hats.

Chuy found a shady place to play with her mobile phone, and when she accidentally looked up, she caught a familiar figure in her eyes.

In an instant, she didn't hold the phone and dropped it to the ground.

The woman in the blue Taoist robe and the bamboo hairpin on her head...

It's Shanshan!