Daddy came to the door

"Are you awake?" Yunxi asked.

She shrank her neck, and pressed the stick into Gu Fanyin's arms again.

Holding him like this, as if everything can be ignored, not caring.

Gu Fanyin hummed, and carefully pulled up the quilt.

"Is it cold?"

"It's not cold, it's warm in your arms."

"Guess what I saw in the mountains today?"

"What?" Yunxi asked curiously.

"Rainbow, a very beautiful rainbow, it's in the deep mountains. We came here this time to develop a piece of land, so I've been very busy these days, so I ignored you."

"I'm not a child."

"If something happens, I always hold it in my heart. I would rather hold it alone than tell me. What is it if it's not a child?"

Yun Xi bit her lip, her heart skipped a beat.

What does he know?

"That day, did you hear my conversation with Li Li?"

Yunxi didn't say a word, expressing his acquiescence.

In front of him, lying would only make her feel ashamed.

Because of Gu Fanyin's uprightness, Yunxi never dared or was willing to let go of the villain's heart.

"Since you heard it, why didn't you ask me?"

"Because, I'm sure you won't tell me."

"It's nothing, you ask now, I know everything."

Yun Xi opened her mouth, originally full of questions, but when she really got to her mouth, she realized that she didn't know where to start.

Seemingly understanding Yunxi's entanglement, Gu Fanyin said again: "You don't know how to ask, do you?"

"Ah."

It had to be said that this man knew her well.

She didn't say anything, but Gu Fanyin guessed her thoughts.

"Yunxi, now, I don't think it's necessary for me to hide it from you again. In fact, we knew each other before I went to find you to be your son-in-law seven years ago. Your lost child is me, Gu Fanyin. Son, Sean, you know that?"

Yunxi knows all of this.

"You keep talking."

"The next thing I want to tell is another story. You have a wish since you were a child, that is, to marry a man. For him, you can learn etiquette, temperament, and everything you don't want to learn. For him, you can even pretend to be a lady of great family, but that person pushes you away time and time again for the sake of improving his medical skills, so, out of anger, you plan to marry yourself off. "

Yunxi's heart couldn't help jumping up.

Could it be that the person he was talking about was Tang Muchen?

In order to improve his medical skills, there seemed to be no one else except Tang Muchen.

"Is it Tang Muchen?"

"Yes, it's him."

Yunxi clenched her fists subconsciously.

There were no such things in her mind.

If a person really loves Tang Muchen as Gu Fanyin said, how can he be like her and not remember anything?
This is simply a fantasy.

"Afterwards, you met me, and I brought you home. Afterwards, you probably wanted to get rid of your lovelorn emotions, so you started to plunge into my arms. At that time, I really thought that I, Gu Fanyin I met the true love of my life, but unfortunately, your kindness to me is only based on revenge against a man."

When talking about this, Gu Fanyin was silent for a moment.

Yunxi's breathing froze, he said, was it her?

How could she go after another man just because she hit a wall with Tang Muchen?

This……

Was she so hateful before?

"and after?"

"We talked about marriage and got married, but I didn't know until you got drunk again and called Tang Muchen's name that in your heart, I was just a substitute, a substitute for Tang Muchen."

A man, no matter what, cannot tolerate such a thing.

However, Gu Fanyin not only didn't care about those things, but instead treated her well again and again.

Does he really not mind?

"Why are you so nice to me?"

"If I had been really that good to you, what happened later would not have happened. After I found out the truth, I had a big fight with you. You had an eight-month-old child at that time. That day, I... pushed I gave you a hand, you moved your tire, that time was the only time I couldn't forgive me, you fell to the ground, looked at me with despair, even with hatred, until now, I will feel guilty and feel guilty. Blame, Yunxi, I owe you an apology at that time, but it took seven years for me to say these three words."

Yunxi just felt as if she was listening to a stranger's story.

Not impressed at all.

Is she really as bad as Gu Fanyin said?
If she is really that kind of person, then what right does she have to accuse Gu Fanyin of being indifferent?

She grabbed Gu Fanyin's hand, only to find that his hand was icy cold.

Yunxi wanted to give him her warmth, so she held on tighter.

Gu Fanyin smiled and continued: "This is all in the past, and you don't have to worry about it. If you didn't ask for an explanation, I wouldn't bring it up, because some things, even though they are forgotten, still hurt. "

Yes, how could the scar be erased just because the wound healed?
"Fanyin, was I really that bad before?"

"No, you're not bad, it's because I don't cherish you enough. If I hadn't acted impulsively, then you wouldn't have taken Tang Muchen's medicine and chosen to forget. Yunxi, all of this was caused by me. Your amnesia, I did it too."

No, it's not like that.

Gu Fanyin, it's obviously not your business, why do you have to bear all the mistakes yourself?
All of this was caused by her reluctance to change.

Yunxi never hated herself like that for a moment.

"Then, why didn't you tell me? Why did you keep hiding it from me?"

"Because Tang Muchen once said that if you remember the past, then you are likely to forget the future."

"what?"

"I once wanted to restore your memory, but you can no longer choose to restore your memory casually. That drug is very overbearing. It will disturb your personality and make you subconsciously feel that you were alone before you lost your memory. , after amnesia, you are another person, but in fact, it is indeed influential. In the past, you were neat and tidy, domineering and strong, daring to love and hate, but now you are gentle and considerate, kind and weak, completely It's like two people, that's why I've been hesitating whether I should remind you of the past, and I'm even more hesitant about whether I can face one and forget you."

"Then, do you like me before, or me now?"

"do not know."

"Gu Fanyin, be honest, are you worried that if I regain my memory one day, I will give up on you again?"

Gu Fanyin fell into silence again.

What Yunxi said was exactly what he was worried about.

He didn't reply, but Yunxi had already seen clearly.

It turned out that it wasn't Gu Fanyin who was indifferent all along, but Yunxi, who was a ticking time bomb without any certainty. At any moment, the original Yunxi, the domineering and powerful Yunxi would return, and then the current her would disappear. ...