surrender only for you

When Fan Ming saw Zhao Min so hesitant, he couldn't say how happy he was.

Suddenly, Fan Ming saw a shared tram on the side of the road, and stopped Zhao Min.

Zhao Min turned around to look at Fan Ming, and asked in confusion, "What's wrong?"

Fan Ming pointed to the shared tram next to him and said, "You don't have the money to rent a house, so you should have the money to ride the shared tram, right?"

Zhao Min immediately understood Fan Ming's meaning, blushed, and said, "It seems that there are still buses. Anyway, there are no buses now, so let's take a shared ride."

The night wind was blowing gently, and the neon lights of the city were constantly shining.

Zhao Min was riding beside Fan Ming, she was suddenly a little excited and happy, she had never been so close to a strange man before riding a bicycle, she originally thought that this state should be the key to getting along with her beloved in the future. I spent time with the boys of my family, but now I am riding a shared tram with a married man. Thinking about it, it seems a bit depressing.

But one thing is undeniable, that is, Zhao Min's mood is relatively happy now.

After riding for about half an hour, Zhao Min finally brought Fan Ming back to the gate of the community where he lived.

This is a relatively mixed community. In fact, it is a community rather than an old city. The houses are all from the 80s of the last century. This is almost the most economical rental area in the city. The people who live here are almost They are all migrant workers or living in poverty.

Standing at the gate of the community, I heard the noise coming from inside. It’s a little late at night, but the life in the community seems to have just begun. Those who have just returned from work, those who have been busy all day, now just When they had time, they drank wine in groups of three or four at the supper stalls set up below the community, and talked about it. This was also the happiest and most open moment of their day. At this moment, they were Your own king is the center of this world.

Sometimes Zhao Min can't figure out what people are living for, and also can't figure out why these people are so energetic, they are exhausted by tomorrow, but now they are still shouting with their voices open, what kind of thing is this? What kind of mental attitude?
Zhao Min stood there, hesitating. She really didn't know whether she should bring Fan Ming in. At this point, she really didn't know what to do. She had never brought a stranger here before, not even her classmates. , even many classmates don't know that she lives here, because in her heart, she is still very inferior, and she still completely guards against her sensitive heart, so that she can fight for no harm, Sometimes when a person faces the external environment, her heart is a lonely city. In the lonely city, she herself is a soldier, a guard, and a king!
So Zhao Min has no friends, not even one friend. If she has to say that she has friends, then this friend is her own book, so she always tells herself that she must study hard and be admitted to her ideal university, but in reality But it completely beat her to pieces. Sometimes she really wanted to cry, but in the dead of night, when she covered herself in the quilt, she couldn't cry all at once.

Fan Ming looked at Zhao Min and asked, "What's the matter? Don't you welcome me?"

Zhao Min said in a low voice: "Yes, to be honest, I really don't welcome you here, because you are not suitable here."

Fan Ming smiled.

Zhao Min looked at Fan Ming in confusion: "What are you laughing at?"

Fan Ming said leisurely: "You said that I am not suitable for this place? Then do you know what I was like? Do you know where I lived before? Your life now is much better than mine before."

Zhao Min looked at Fan Ming in disbelief, his face full of doubts. If it was really what Fan Ming said, it would be incredible.

Fan Ming said: "You may not be able to imagine that I am actually an outcast, an outcast that others want to put to death, so you don't have to feel inferior, because you are better than me!"

Zhao Min thought for a while, and said: "But I have never brought anyone here. If those neighbors see it, they will definitely spread the news about us in this area. You don't even know that those people usually It seems that there is nothing to do, as if it is dedicated to gossip and gossip."

Fan Ming suddenly laughed, looked at Zhao Min and said, "Is there something between us?"

Zhao Min's face turned red all of a sudden, her heart started to jump wildly again, and she kept rubbing her hands on her chest.

Fan Ming grabbed Zhao Min's hand and said, "Let's go, take me in, don't you really want me to sleep here tonight? That's really bad, right? Anyway, I'm yours too Boss, no matter what, I've come downstairs to you now, even if it's a passing guest, you should invite in and sit down, right?"

Hearing what Fan Ming said, Zhao Min could only blushed and said in a low voice: "Okay, you can follow me up later, but I have to tell you that after you go up, you can't make a sound. If you start, I will say that you are my cousin from my hometown, understand? You can't talk too much. "

Fan Ming found it interesting all of a sudden, and said with a smile, "What if I want to say it's your boyfriend?"

Zhao Min blushed and said: "No! This is my territory, you must obey me, otherwise, I will beat you!"

Fan Ming looked at Zhao Min's cute face and heard Zhao Min's savage words, his heart beat and looked forward for no reason, so he could only say: "Well, since you said that this is your territory, then I'll just listen to you, I hope you will be gentle with me in the future."

Zhao Min blushed, and didn't dare to say anything anymore, she was deeply afraid that what she said would be picked up by Fan Ming again, and she would not be able to distinguish clearly.

Fortunately, when Zhao Min took Fan Ming upstairs, he only met a few people, and none of them paid attention to Zhao Min. Only one aunt saw Zhao Min following Fan Ming, and immediately became interested. Excitedly asked Zhao Min who this was, Zhao Min immediately answered as agreed before, Fan Ming who was following behind thought it was funny, but it was not good to embarrass Zhao Min, so he just nodded and smiled.

Zhao Min’s rented house lives on the fifth floor, which is already the roof, and Fan Ming knows without thinking about the dark and musty staircase that it is extremely dirty. of small advertisements.

Fan Ming seemed to follow Zhao Min through a maze, because there were no lights on the stairs on the third and fourth floors, so he could only turn on the flashlight of his mobile phone.

Fan Ming deliberately put the phone on his face, and then patted Zhao Min: "Hey, look at me, does it look like a ghost movie on TV?"

But Zhao Min waved his hands and said, "Stop messing around."

Fan Ming felt bored, put down his phone, and asked, "Aren't you afraid?"

Zhao Min said: "Not afraid, what are you afraid of?"

Fan Ming said, "There is no electricity here. Aren't you girls afraid of the dark and ghosts?"

Zhao Min sighed and said: "That's another girl. In fact, even if there are ghosts in this world, they are kind, at least they are kinder than humans. People nowadays have broken hearts, and they are so bad. Just ask, In this world, what is worse than a human heart?"

Fan Ming was stunned and couldn't speak immediately. Yes, what Zhao Min said was right. The worst and most vicious thing in this world may be the human heart. There is nothing worse than the human heart. According to Zhao Min As I said, people's hearts are now extremely bad.

When he got to the fourth floor, Fan Ming asked, "Aren't you afraid of going up these stairs every day? You don't look safe. What if someone runs out here suddenly, or if there are hooligans, what will you do?"

Zhao Min was startled again, thought for a while and said: "I'm afraid, I'm really afraid. I'm afraid when I walk up this staircase every day. I've lived here since I was a child. Every day when I walk here, I'm very scared. , I was frightened all day long, even when I went back to the room, I was scared, I always used many stools to block the door, every time I walked here, I was thinking, how much I wish my parents You can be by my side, how I wish they could pick up and drop off their children to and from school every day like the parents of other classmates, but there is no way, my parents are not around, I can only walk this road by myself, even if I am afraid , that doesn't matter, because you can't do anything, I'm even thinking, if one day I really encounter that kind of thing, then I'll just jump from here and forget it, but it's okay, these years have been fine, a little None of the problems happened, or God saw that I was so young and so helpless, so I couldn't bear to hurt me. In fact, from another perspective, the people here are actually quite kind. Although they are poor, they They don't do evil, but they don't do evil things. In fact, you will find out carefully that in this world, the people who do evil things are often not the poor, but those who are rich and unkind. Isn't there a saying like this? ? Don’t be afraid of hooligans, just be afraid of hooligans who are educated, and now many people are hooligans with glasses!”

Zhao Min said a lot in one breath, even Zhao Min didn't expect that he would say so much.

Fan Ming was stunned when he heard this. He never thought that Zhao Min would say such a thing. Of course he knew that what Zhao Min said was a bit extreme, but what she said seemed to be the truth, and it was an indisputable fact.

Of course, Fan Ming also knew that Zhao Min's life was really difficult, he suddenly felt a little sympathetic to her in his heart, and of course he also felt that she was really amazing, it was really not easy for such a girl all these years up.