Two cute babies: Mr. Si loves his wife too much

Moreover, there is another advantage of finding Zhou Zenian, that is, he is good enough, in the future Su Qian can lie that she is in love with Zhou Zenian, thus making Si Mohan completely give up on her.

As for Zhou Zenian's secrets, she didn't need to know.

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If she had never met Si Mohan, maybe she would be moved by Zhou Zenian.

If Si Mohan wasn't so affectionate, if her love for Si Mohan could be a little less, then she might still fall in love with other people in the future.

But
How is it possible?
Everything is a foregone conclusion, Su Qian knows that she will never fall in love with anyone else in her life.

So she has made up her mind to die alone, and donate all the money she earns in the rest of her life to the children in orphanages everywhere.

Therefore, she was not interested in Zhou Zenian's matter.

She was not interested in why he appeared suddenly, why he cared so much about her, and why he always arrived in time to save her life.

In other words, the current Su Qian is not interested in anything in this world anymore
She didn't know, in the future, apart from laughing for the sake of acting when acting, would she still have a sincere smile.

The happiness in her life has been taken away from her ever since she knew that it was impossible for her to be with Si Mohan.
Now she is like a walking dead, unable to find any meaning in life.

Thinking about it this way, Su Qian felt that she was also quite pathetic.
When she was the eldest daughter, except for her mother's premature death and her stepmother Zhang Panyan who was very good at obedience and disobedience, everything else was satisfactory.

She lives happily. She has a best friend Bai Ruojin. She has excellent academic performance. She got admitted to the university of her choice and plans to study abroad.

At that time, Su Qian really didn't have any worries.

However, the sky falls and the earth shatters, always in an instant.

First, there was the bizarre death of her friend Bai Ruojin. She dared not go into details but was forced to accept this cruel fact.

But she always felt that something was wrong, and she had contacted a private detective to investigate, but something happened to her father.

Since then, her life has never been lived for herself.

She didn't go to college, she worked hard every day, just for this family.

But just when her career was getting started, her father was gone, her brother was gone, and her home was gone.

Then, she told herself that she still had Si Mohan, Si Yuxi and Si Zhexi.

They helped her out of the shadow of losing her father, they said that they would be her relatives in the future, and she even got a marriage certificate with Si Mohan
But so what?

Whether she wants to or not, she has to let go of Si Mohan's hand.
From Bai Ruojin, to her father, to Si Mohan. Every person who appeared in her life and was important to her, separated from her for different reasons.
Everyone said that she was strong and kind, but she knew in her heart that she was not strong!She is not kind!

She went to the orphanage to volunteer because she felt ashamed!Not some Virgin Mary possessed!

She struggled for five years because her father couldn't leave her. In order to maintain this family and keep her father happy, she had to do so!
It's not strong!Not grit!Just have no choice!