Two cute babies: Mr. Si loves his wife too much

Ever since Yan Nie could remember, she didn't have a father.

In fact, if she can remain ignorant, then it should make no difference to Yan Nie whether she has a father or not.

Because she has the best, gentlest and most loving mother in the world, and they are very happy and happy together.

It's a pity that Yan Nie is a born precocious child.

Even when she was ignorant at the beginning, although she couldn't understand the meaning of the word "widow" that people pointed at Mummy behind their backs, she could understand the sarcasm or contempt on those people's faces. eyes.

That was not a kind look.

Of course, there are also kind-hearted people who have been silently helping and taking care of their mother and daughter.

She would hear them say "orphan and widowed mother", "single-parent family", "a poor person" and other words in private. Yan Nie still didn't understand what those words meant, but Yan Nie could see that they were full of sympathy eyes.

There is no malice, but it will make people feel stuffy, as if they can't hold their heads up and feel uncomfortable.
When Yan Nie finally grows up to understand what "orphans and widowed mothers" and "single-parent families" mean, what happened to her, maybe every child born in a single-parent family will inevitably encounter some.

Kids my age will show off how amazing their dad is, then laugh at her for not having a dad, then look down on her because of it, set boundaries with her, isolate her from the crowd
This really made Yan Nie sad, but fortunately she has always had a good friend who will never leave her by her side, so she didn't hold grudges against her father because of it.

However, when Yan Nie, like many other children suffering from single parent problems, asked her mother curiously: Why does everyone have a father, but she does not have a father?
Yan Nie didn't know how other single mothers or single fathers answered this question. She only knew that her mother was stunned for a while, and finally tears welled up from her eyes, knelt on the ground and hugged her, crying He kept whispering in her ear:

"I'm sorry. I'm sorry. You should have had a very good father. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. It's my mother who is not good. It's my mother who is not good. It's my mother who is too selfish. Let you leave your father. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry .”

In fact, Yan Nie really wanted to tell her mother:
It doesn't matter, I don't care if I have a father or not, as long as I have a mother, you are enough.

But Yan Nie was stunned by her mother's reaction, and forgot to respond to her.

Later, when Yan Nie wanted to tell her mother what was in her heart, she couldn't say it again.

Because she found that the existence of her father is like a pack of mustard to her mother: as long as it gets a little bit, her mother's tears will flow continuously.
Yan Nie didn't want her mother to cry, so she never mentioned anything or asked any questions about her father again.

If a new acquaintance casually asks about her father, Yan Nie will say flatly: "He's dead."