He suddenly looked at her, finally there was a trace of tenderness in his always cold eyes, he shook his head and said, "But you shouldn't be afraid of me now. The reason I treated you like that before was because I wasn't sure how I felt about you. Because I think you are just a dispensable existence to me, just a tool to please me and make me happy. But it is different now, I haven’t seen you for so many days, I think about you all the time, all the time I will think of the days in the underground castle. I used to think that the underground castle was boring, and I would not have the slightest nostalgia. But now because of your existence, the underground castle can also appear in my memory."

Bai Luo stared at him blankly, not moved but shocked.She never thought that such bitter words would come out of his mouth.In her eyes, he has always been an indifferent, stern, bottomless existence. How could he say such things for a person who doesn't want to do it, or even an enemy?
Seeing her in such a daze, as if he had expected it, he continued to speak.

"I know, in your eyes, I am indeed a scourge and a person who is not worthy of trust. But I am also a person who has my own opinions. As long as it is what I want, no matter what the price is, I will give it to you." I want to get it. And you are the one who makes me think about it day and night, desperately wanting to give everything I want to get. You are now at the top of my heart, and I don’t want anything but you. Such me Isn't it worthy of your trust?"

After hearing what he said, Bai Luo only felt it was ridiculous.

She said, how could such a cold and decisive person suddenly fall in love with another person so thoroughly?
As he said, in his eyes, she was just something he wanted to get desperately.What he wants, he has to pay the price and work hard to get it.She was just a thing, something he wanted to get now, and after he got it, he might get tired of it at any time, and he could throw it away at any time.

"What do you think?" Bai Luo asked him very flatly, with no expression on his face.

She thought of those days in the underground castle again, didn't he lie to her enough?If he was really fooled again this time, he would be really stupid.

He didn't understand Bai Luo's expression.

He thought that with his affectionate confession, all women would be tempted to listen to it, but she seemed to have no disturbance in her heart, as if she had heard some dispensable words.

That's right, if I love this woman, isn't one of the things I like about her special?
He comforted himself, and said softly, "It's okay, you trust me now, it's okay, I will prove to you with actions that I care about you, and I have really fallen in love with you. You know that someone like me People who haven't had feelings for ten years don't know how to express themselves, but I will work hard to get your approval."

"You love me? Do you know what love is?" Bai Luo asked suddenly.

"Love..." Gong Shenghao opened his mouth to say something, but after thinking about it, he closed his mouth again.what is love?He seems to have only his own understanding all the time. He thinks that she can make him happy and make him feel that life is not so boring. He can't do without her slowly, so he fell in love with her.

But he always felt that his understanding seemed wrong. He looked at her with a guilty conscience and said directly, "Love is that I want you to stay by my side and never leave me. Love is that you can make me happy and make me feel Life is not so lonely. Love is when I want to give everything for you, just to have you by my side and with me.”

Bai Luo quickly shook his head, "No, these are not love, it's just your own selfishness."

Gong Shenghao lowered his head, grabbed her hand suddenly, and looked at her with great anticipation. There seemed to be stars and seas hidden in his black and white eyes, like a child of a few years old, full of longing and curiosity about the world.

"Na Luoluo, teach me, teach me what love is, okay?"

Bai Luo quickly struggled away from his hands and rubbed his aching hands.Just now, the hand was tied with a rope, and it was already red and painful. Now that it was pinched tightly again, it even had a fever.

"Hiss..." She frowned tightly and made a sound in pain.

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean it." Gong Shenghao was immediately at a loss, like a child who made a mistake.After being dazed for a few seconds, he quickly grabbed her hand again, and blew on her hand with his mouth, trying to relieve her pain a little.

"Let me go!" Bai Luo pushed him away, looking at him with cold eyes.

She continued to speak coldly, "Love is not about possessing and controlling blindly. Love is giving and tolerance. It is about wanting the other person to live better. As long as the other person is good, it doesn't matter how much you give. It's just that people like you will always People who put their own interests first and are always concerned about their own emotions will never understand."

But Gong Shenghao shook his head, and said in a very firm tone, "Yes, I am like what you said now. But I can change it. For you, I can try things that I have never tried before. I I can change my self-righteous thoughts, just for you."

"Are you really going to change?" Bai Luo stared at him and asked suspiciously.

Gong Shenghao nodded quickly, steadfast in what he said.

Bai Luo suddenly hooked her lips, and looked at him with cold eyes. She said directly, "Since you dare, you should slowly learn to put away your desire to possess and control, and let me go."

Hearing what she said, Gong Shenghao was stunned suddenly, thinking a lot in his mind for a moment.

He is very entangled. On the one hand, he really wants to prove that he loves her, he really wants to listen to her, and slowly learn how to love others.After all, he has been learning how to calculate others all his life, how to maximize his own interests, what to do is worthwhile, and what to do is not worth it.He has never devoted himself wholeheartedly to someone. He really wants to learn, and he really wants to experience the feeling of being desperate for someone, regardless of life and death.

But on the other hand, he really can't control her. If he really lets her go, she will continue to live and fly with another person and never come back.What's the point of his love, everything he did?
"Then if you leave, will you come back?" Gong Shenghao suddenly raised his eyes and looked at her seriously.

Bai Luo lowered her eyes with a guilty conscience, she really didn't want to lie.

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